Date: Fri, 13 Aug 2004 20:39:57 EDT
From: Swallowboy10@aol.com
Subject: happy slave - urination/authority

My master,

I met the man I wish I could marry and become his wife while I was on the
internet. After several letters, we finally met. I walked into his room
and we both danced around the awkward moment. Finally I couldn't resist
his sex appeal any longer and I approached him without reservation. My
attraction for him on all levels was so powerful that I embraced him as a
happy wife would, and we shared our first heavenly kiss. Our kiss was so
unique, it was filled with gratitude and sensuality that can only be
experienced between two people that have a mutually deep romantic
understanding. When our lips touched and our tongues met, my feeling of
knowing this was the man I plan to spend the rest of my life pleasing was
so erotic. Our tongues danced as we realized we were destined for this
time. My heart raced, as I knew the man I'd sought my adult life was now
holding me. My life would now be spent for his pleasure. I didn't think
this man existed and now I was given a gift few ever know.

We kissed with overdue desire and thankful gratitude. I moved my loving
lips along his cheek and further down to his neck. I sucked his neck just
before the hickey point. I was giving him the passion I had saved for him
only. I moved up and nibbled his ear as I whispered to him how much I
love him. I told him I am his now and forever. That he is all I want and
everything I need.

While our discovery of each other continues, we work our way to the bed
and with a natural ease, we are soon in a lover's embrace laying down.
With furious hunger, we remove each other's close and he sees I have
dressed for him in my sexiest lingerie. As my dream man sees my lacy
garment and my silky pantyhose, I finally feel deep inside like the woman
I have ached to release. My love knows I am content as being a sissy. My
femme expression is declared for him only. He makes me feel like the
girlie boy I am. This incredible man accepts me and I reach a previously
undiscovered level as I express my feminine side unbridled. I can now be
the pussy I need to be. I fully become a sissy and do everything I can to
be a lady. I smile at him and as a gift to him, I tell him, "I have only
dreamed about you. I have been blessed with a miracle. For giving me this
chance, I want you to know that I am wholly devoted to you. I pledge my
love, commitment, and monogamy to you forever. I now am your property to
do with whatever you wish. Your commands are my bible. I love you with
all my heart. I will be at your beckon call to be your confidant, your
sexual retreat, your friend, your sperm bank, your toilet, anything you
ask of me is an honor for me to give to you my love. Albeit not legal, I
am your wife, your servant, your elated slave."

You like my idea and say, "ok then sissy, see how good you can make my
cock feel and get that four week load of cum that's been building up to
shoot out." I anxiously go right down on you beautiful dick. My
cocksucking has been described by hundreds of guys as the best by far
they've ever had. I give my best to you. I never gave my full talent to
the other dicks but my master gets it all. While your cock is rock hard
in my unrivaled dicksucking mouth, you exclaim, "oh wow. Yeah, they were
right, you do suck better than anyone. Yeah pussy boy, suck daddy's dick.
Take that hard on sissy boy. That's a good slave." I give head for 2
hours prolonging the impending orgasm. As you decide it's time to let
that 4 week load go, you give me my orders. You say, "ok you cumeating
faggot, I'm ready to shoot my hot sperm in your pussy mouth. You hold all
my cum until I tell you." Now it comes. Your dick pulses and with your
head just inside my lips, you jack your cock. You know the perfect pace
to maximize the amount of semen to shoot. You get that pace right on the
head and your rod fires volley after volley of your hot thick nectar. The
nectar I thrive on and hope to live on from this moment forward. Over a
dozen pent up blasts of thick creamy sperm finds my queer mouth. I feel
the warmth and richness on my tongue. The taste reveals itself to my
tastebuds. My mind races with amazement as you complete your declaration
of owning me. When you've finished, you give your slave his orders. "Now
open and let me see that megaload of cum I just treated you with", is
your command. I obey my first of a lifetime of my masters orders. You
look and even amaze yourself. You see only milky white liquid filling
your sissy's hole. Your faggot's entire tongue, teeth, and gums are
completely covered in your rich sperm. Following more of my owners
orders, I swish it around carefully making sure not even a drop spills
out. Satisfied you have made your initial mark on your property, you
allow me the great honor and approve for me to swallow it down. With
unbridled elation, I smile as my mouth seals in it's newfound object of
passion. I look into your eyes and you see my utmost pleasure and loyalty
to you. I slowly take your sperm into my overjoyed throat. The massive
cumload slides creamily into my throat as I moan my euphoria. I feel my
whole throat coated with your creamy sperm as it gets further down to my
excited stomach. The new resting place for all my master's sperm. Your
girlie boy is now officially dedicated to you. I love you sir. - (god I
can't wait for this to really happen - my cock is at full mast thinking
about eating your cum.)

You now want to relax it off and we take a drive. While you drive, my
hands massage your torso and legs while my devoted lips kiss your crotch.
You dig a booger out of your nose and put your finger to my face. I see a
large chunk of booger on the end of your finger. No words needed spoken.
I open my mouth and you put your fingertip in. I close my lips and
suction off your booger. You know your finger is now clean of its prize
and remove it to find more boogers. While you dig in your nose, I use my
tongue to enjoy your booger. I feel it's density and savor the salty
taste. I work it around and eventually it breaks down in my mouth. I
happily swallow the juices flavored with my owners boogers. We arrive at
a stop light and you see a nosy old man looking like he's 80 years old
beside our car. You tell me to sit up. When I do, the man watches
intently and sees you dig out a big booger that has some moister mass
hanging off it. The size makes the booger easily visible to the nosy man.
With my face toward the man, you reach your finger around and he watches
you feed me the big booger. He stares in awe as he sees my mouth munching
your nose waste. When I swallow and smiling at him, he smiles back. He
makes a gesture with his eyebrows as we both realize he liked the show.
As we go down the road, we pull off at a store to hit the head. You put a
leash on me and we go to the bathroom that is accessed from the outside.
Many patrons see my master walking his pussy girl. I ignore their stares
and proudly trail my owner. We get in the bathroom and before we can lock
the door, the old guy from the stop light comes in. You recognize the
opportunity and I get busy sucking 80-year-old dick. You tell me to be a
good sissy and make sure to get all the sperm from him. I suck his cock
for 15 minutes and he feeds a big load of cum in my mouth. After showing
my cumeating mouth full of jizz, I swallow it. You ask the man if his
butt needs cleaning and I'm now licking an 80 year old man's asshole. His
ass is extremely ripe with stench and I'm dutifully licking up the stink.
I lick clean his anus for 10 minutes and he leaves with a freshly cleaned
ass. You see the porcelain on the toilet bowl is also dirty and you tell
me to make sure it's cleaned up. I crawl over and lick the cold
porcelain. The rim is stained mostly yellow, with an occasional brown
splatter mark. Without hesitation, I work my slutty tongue over the
entire rim. The yellow clears up quickly as it is transferred onto my
tongue. I lick dutifully and repeatedly on the brown marks. The more my
tongue slides over the previous men's shit stains, the softer the dried
stains become. My moist tongue begins to loosen the dried shit splatters
and my pussy face laps up the bitter residue. The flavor is revolting yet
I am diligently doing my duty. I soon get accustomed to the taste of
strangers' piss and shit and my tongue thoroughly shines the bowl. After
5 minutes of using my tongue for a toilet rag, the porcelain shines
white. I swallow hard making sure I took in every morsel of the
strangers' piss and poop fragments. My mouth thoroughly tastes like the
toilet it was born to be. I smile up at you. You say, "that's good julie,
you pussy". You lead me to the adjacent stall and show me the toilet. I
see a big log of poop floating in the lightly yellow water. I look up as
you smile at me and give your approval. You tell me, "it's ok, go ahead."
I thank you and reach in to pick out the turd. I pull the shit to my face
and I can tell it is firm. I run the dripping log under my nose and
inhale the special scent. I inspect the beauty of my treat and see it's
very dark. It has sections of lighter brown mixed in it like marble. It
has cute cracks and uneven bums all over it. I am completely mesmerized
at how gorgeous this strangers shit is. As a happy toilet face shit
eating sissy, I am very qualified to rate men's poop. This pretty
specimen of feces is exceptional. Exactly the best kind of turd a girlie
slave boy searches to have. I feel very honored and lucky to be given
this awesome shit. The poop is very pungent and I sigh as I take in the
smell that I find so wonderful. Seizing my opportunity, I lick the piss
flavor off the length of the turd. As the poop is cleared of the liquid,
I gently slide the length of the 7 inch shit pole over my tongue. My eyes
are closed as I sensually lick the surface of the poop displaying my lust
and desire. I begin to get a nice taste of the strangers shit and I'm
enjoying the acrid flavor. I slide an end into my mouth and I suck the
feces back and forth of my hugging lips. I take 4 inches of the poop in
and hold it so the log can rest on my tongue. I increase suction with
care and I am thrilled of tasting more flavor of shit and feeling my lips
formed around the delicious log. I'm getting lost in my intense pleasure
so my owner tells me I don't have to rush, but I need to make it quick. I
attentively comply and slide the shit out a little and I bite an inch off
the end. I hold the remaining piece of my lunch with my hand, and chew up
the gritty nugget. As the morsel breaks apart from my chewing, the rank
flavor blossoms on my tastebuds. My tongue is flooded with harsh tastes
of the stranger's bowels. I rejoice as I chew each chunk into smaller
bits of my sought after poop. The morsel is broken down to mash potato
type consistency. I swallow down the first bit. My throat wretches and
attempts to reject the invading poop. With determined force, I swallow, I
repeat and ingest the entire inch of anonymous feces. Hungry more than
ever, I take the remaining pole of shit and suck it a little. I am most
happy and fulfilled when I have a firm shit log to suck on like it is a
cock. Although I am eager to have poop in my stomach, my favorite part is
bobbing it in and out my mouth. I try as much as possible to have an
audience. I want people to see and realize that I am a worthless faggot.
They need to understand that I'm a useless sissy that is best used as a
toilet and sperm dump. Having others witness my lowlife existence is very
good. No people are here to watch me bite off another chunk of orphaned
shit. I take a larger piece and since my mouth is already adorned with
shit taste, I start munching right away. With 2 inches of log in my
teeth, I have a substantial portion to enjoy. I do enjoy it and
gratefully chew up the foul waste. I feel the claylike texture mush
around my mouth and teeth. Like I'm eating a piece of prime rib, my eyes
are closed in wonder. I sigh with sincere love of my most wanted food.
I'm getting enveloped in the delight of dining on a mouthful of man's
shit. My senses are bombarded with taste and smell while I lustfully chew
my poop treasure. I begin to swallow and this time, my throat graciously
accepts the new gift. Without any resistance, I swallow down the feces in
4 gulps. My throat has now realized the special treat and is anxious to
get more. With a little more than half left, I bite into the log for
another piece. I'm so hungry now, that I accidentally bite nearly all of
it and get 3 inches to eat. Although I was hoping to make it last longer,
but my greed caused me to take a nice big chunk. My cheeks bulge as I
chew up a mouthful of wonderful bowel waste. I feel the entire surface of
my mouth get treated and my teeth march through the mouthwatering poop.
I'm completely amazed and thankful I am lucky to eat this exceptional
shit. Packed with my favorite flavor and a chunky texture out of this
world, I savor my extreme good fortune. I chew and enjoy tasting this
delicious poop and give a slutty smile to my master as he watches his
pussy boy being the toilet fag he loves to be. I eat the flavorful poop
and feel it go down my throat. I take the last piece and munch it with my
glee. After the shit is in my stomach, I lick over my teeth searching for
every taste. I am blessed with a taste of yummy poop for several minutes.

My master knows that I am very happy and I feel my best use is for guys
to have me save them trips to toilets. He often tells me how happy he is
for getting me as his slave. He always wanted a feminine punk that wears
panties and wigs. I wear dainty necklaces and rings and bracelets. I only
smoke virginia slims and I always sit like a lady in public. I am very
natural with my feminine voice and actions. He always has me shaved with
makeup and nails. My wardrobe is only women's clothes and I get to wear
skirts and hose a lot. I have several purses that match my heels and I
look very pretty when he takes me to dinner. If we encounter people while
out, they always think I'm his girlfriend. We embrace, hold hands, and
kiss in front of anyone, and they all think I am 100 percent woman. I was
born as a man, but only because I have a penis. Every other part of me is
completely woman. When he has a party and allows me to eat all his
friends sperm, he has me wear lacy lingerie. I stay in a bedroom the
whole party as guys come in to use my cocksucking talents. Most of them
like to fuck me and deeply kiss me with their dick in my ass. A lot of
them tell me how lucky my master is. In private, I have formed several
discreet affairs with his friends. When a man is fucking my pussy, we're
kissing and hugging, making true gay love, I am where I am meant to be.
We become sensual and tell each other that we love each other. My honest
feelings for him wont allow me to deny him pleasure. I was born to please
men and I do everything I can to serve them. I love my master, but when I
feel a penis sliding in my pussy and my arms are around his neck and my
legs around his waist, giving him passionate kisses and telling him how
much I love I him, and he asks me to be his girl, I can't resist. I spend
every day with various friends of his while my owner is at work. Many of
his friends fuck me and feed me sperm. While my master throws a party and
has me entertain his guests in private, most of them are arranging
discreet affairs with me. A few of them have fallen in love with me and I
have with them. They often bring me flowers that I can't keep at risk of
being found out. The men that make love to me in secrecy all treat me as
their wife. They aren't interested in my slave tendencies and the romance
and passion is becoming quite attractive to me. I'll probably move in
with one of them and be his wife. He likes to poop and have me lick the
shit from his hole. It's always yummy and I get excited when he comes
over. I'm becoming more happy making love with men rather than being a
servant. Cuddling with him after he has just made love to me is
unbelievably rewarding. I often get to eat more than 20 loads of cum at
his parties.

Back to the toilet event. You are pleased with my gratitude and we get
back on the road.
We end up in a rural area and you notice a pasture with 2 great Danes
running loose. Being secluded, you pull off and with my leash, take me
into the pasture. The dogs as all great Danes are, are friendly and come
right to us. You give me instruction and soon I'm straddled by 2 big
dogs. They are facing each other while one has his cock pounding my
mouth. The other is furiously pumping his 8" dog dick in my sissy
asshole. The dogs have incredible stamina and use my girlie body for 45
minutes. Occasionally the cock in my mouth slips out and I exclaim, "oh
yes, fuck me you big dog. Use my pussy hole. Give me that Great Dane
cock. Oh fuck me. Put that other big dick back in my mouth." The dog does
and fucks my face crazy. They get to climax and my ass gets filled with
sperm while my throat gulps a major load of Great Dane cum. You enjoy
watching me suckoff dog cock as I also get fucked hard by another one.

We are about to leave, and coming across the pasture is a big stallion.
He comes up to satisfy his curiosity and we greet him. You look at me and
I mentally understand your orders. I move to his cocksheath and gently
begin massaging it. The horse allows and soon his 14" long dick is
exposed. It's so thick that my fingers are 2" away from touching as I
jackoff his hug dick. I stroke his cock and put my face to his nuts. Each
ball is the size of a softball and I lick them. I gently and passionately
kiss all over his big nuts as I pump his dick. As I make oral love to his
sperm holders I serenade them. I tell his nuts how beautiful they are.
How I love the feel on my lips. How I cant wait to get the cum they hold.
I suck the horse nuts for 15 minutes and go to work at giving head to the
big horse cock. I go all out sucking this big dick. Even with my
professional cocksucking talent and champion deepthroat abilities, the
horsemeat is just to big to deepthroat. I fit as much as I can in my
mouth and manage 7" to 8" down my sissy throat. I pride myself on
deepthroating the biggest of man dick, but the horse was winning out.
Still, with 8" in my great headgiving lips, I slid my mouth slowly up and
down his delicious dick. I'd take it out and lick all up and down his
long shaft. I made sure my tongue covered the whole surface of his shaft.
The horse obviously enjoyed how great I give blowjobs. I successfully
held off his cumming for 30 minutes. I slid his dick in long sexy strokes
deep in my lips over and over. The orgasm was pending so I positioned my
mouth. I got under him and jacked him off with both my hands. When I felt
his sperm ready, I opened my mouth wide and aimed his dick right in the
center of my throat. My master could well see the upcoming event. The
cock juice spurt straight into my mouth with a bit splashing out. Most of
the spurt was contained in my girlie mouth. I expected a gigantic load
coming forth so I smartly began gulping when I felt the first bolt of
horse cum hit my mouth. Quickly another sperm missile came and this shot
maintained it's duration for a solid 4 seconds. It felt like a garden
hose was shooting on my cumslut hole. Even with my rapid guzzling, the
flow of cum was so much that it overflowed and covered me below my
cumsucking lips. I realized the spillage, but was still grateful I was
drinking the steady volume down my sissy throat. Another 5 powerful
bursts of horse sperm went straight in my gulping throat and the horse
was done. We readied to leave, and the farm owner interrupted us. His 3
sons were with him. They recognized the fresh sperm covering my front and
around my lips.

As the men confronted my owner, they were quickly put in their place. He
put them all laying down and had his slave suck 2 loads of cum from each
of them. my master told me to jerk off my cum on them and then had me
piss on them.

We returned to the room and I told my master how I am deeply in love with
him.

He said, "I know you are julie. And as thanks, I'm going to take you to
an adult theater and let you suck cocks and eat loads of cum from men all
day and night. It's a very busy theater and you'll probably eat 150 to
200 loads of sperm over the 10 hours we'll be there."

I looked up at him and smiled wide, "oh master what a perfect birthday
present."

He said, "whatever pussy boy, get down there and lick the shit bits from
my ass."

I assumed my position and sighed at knowing I was finally in my home
where I've belonged.