Date: Tue, 12 Sep 2006 16:49:28 +0000
From: tim tim <noway16@hotmail.com>
Subject: tim and michel chapter 2

Hi there here is chapter 2 of Tim and Michel. Enjoy and let me know what
you think of this sequal. You can contact me through
noway16@hotmail.com. More of my gay written stories at
www.geocities.com/timsfunplace.

have fun,



I got home right after school & Michel hadn't said anything whether he
had seen it or not. I showered and got some clothes on, after that I
packed my bag. More briefs where put in there as mom was still not
home so the washing wasn't done. As soon as we had dinner I got ready
to go to see Michel. He was already waiting for me and talking about the
weekend so we left to go to his Uncle Jeff. We rode our bikes which we
still did quite a lot. We where greeted by his Uncle. Beers where opened
and soon we where talking about what had happened lately. Michel was
full of questions about tomorrow. It seems that at least 15 men had
entered the competition of gay guy of the city.  Around 9 pm he told us
he would be away for 15 minutes or so to check on the club, which was
next door. After that we could watch a movie if we wanted.

We went upstairs to get our bags unpacked. The moment the door was
closed, Michel turned and stopped me. With his hands on both my
shoulders he looked straight in my eyes. I felt what was coming and
wasn't able to look into his.

"What was that this afternoon Tim? Did Brandon hurt you some how?
Why where you so hard?"

I was quite for a moment then thought what they hell, I wasn't going to
let myself get pushed in a corner. "You never get hard Michel".

"Not in public, not like that and not with some one so close that I used
to do stuff with".

"Well sometimes you just can't control it. And if you don't like it then
tuff luck.  In my uncertainty about everything I started to get mad fast.
I could feel that Michel got on the same wagon so this was definitely
going in the wrong direction.

"Oh, well I thought u had more control. I saw how you were in close
contact with each other several times".

"You think we planned it, me wearing briefs, the wrestling. You think it
was that easy to be so close to Brandon after what happened".

"Well it looked like that, all in all. If you want to get back with him and
be his boy toy, you can you know? If you were happier with him then I'm
not stopping you".

We continued going back and forth with each other. Then we heard the
door and we got silent, his uncle had come back.

"This isn't done yet Tim. We need to talk about what happened".

"Not if you keep being just jealous of nothing Michel" I responded.

"Hey you ready for the movie guys" his uncle yelled from the living room.

"We better go now" Michel said.

We settled down, got another beer. Normally we would sit together but
this time we got on either side of the couch and his uncle needed to sit
in between us. He looked at us but started the movie without a word.

We watched the movie and not much was said. Normally we'd be quite
talkative during a movie, making comments about the acting and the
story. After about 45 minutes or so Jeff stopped the movie.

"Ok what's going on guys? I heard you arguing when I came in and since
then it's been quite. You always talk during a movie".  He looked at
Michel while he said it, expecting an answer of him.

"I don't know" Michel said.

"What don't you know Michel" Jeff asked.

"What is going on, Tim isn't talking with me."

"Tim, what happened?"

"Michel is just being his usual fantasist."

"What" Jeff asked, looking very intensely?

I just sat there not answering. I started to got scared. I didn't want to
talk about it; I wasn't sure what happened. But Jeff kept waiting for an
answer, patiently but definitely waiting for me to say something.

"I don't know he just asks too much of me. I'm not worth him."  Wow
was that really what I had wanted to say.

"I think you're good together Tim. I haven't seen Michel as happy in the
last half year as all his life. But I sometimes think you don't talk
enough. I know you've been through a very rough time and you're just
both starting to learn what love can be".

"Well, I don't want to talk about it, I can't. I have no answers to
Michel's questions".

"If that's the case just tell him, he'll understand Jeff said."

"I though I did but it seems it's not enough for him".

"You'll have to give him time Michel. He told you already a lot but
sometimes we don't know what we are and can't control everything".

"I know" Michel said. "I know he told me what happened with Brandon in
the past. But I just worried; worried that he'll be tricked in something
like that again. He doesn't deserve that. I love him and the last I want
is to see him blackmailed into things he doesn't want to do".

"I'm sure Tim knows that Michel but Tim might not be able to see it from
that point, do you Tim?"

"Hmm, well maybe, but it just comes over as being jealous and I'm not
curtain why things happened".

"And then there are the dreams" Michel added. "They're just more fuel to
the fire of my worries".

"Dreams Tim" Jeff asked?

"Yeah he's been having dreams, he woke me up last weekend with one
and I'm sure he has had more".

"You want to talk about them Tim?"

My self assurance started to quickly fade. I didn't want to talk about it
but then again it got more and more difficult not to.

"And then today, today something happened between him and Brandon.
He got ..."

"Stop it Michel, just stop it" I interrupted, the last bit was said with
tears in my voice.

"He isn't bothering you anymore, is he Tim" Jeff asked?

"No, not that way but... .. ".

"You can talk about it if you want, you don't need to but if it helps.
Maybe you can tell us first what's going on with your dreams".

Could I. It helps, just not having to deal with them alone and they had
got on worse over the last period. I was almost afraid of going to sleep
tonight.

"You're safe here and we can help you dealing with it Tim. If not then I
know a good doctor who could help you with it. You've gone through a
lot and it might be good to talk about it".

"I know but it's hard Jeff, it's difficult and confusing to me".

All the more reason to talk Tim! We both just want to help you with it".

"I don't know if I can help with it. I must be sick and nothing can change
that".

"Sick, what do you mean by that Tim" Michel now asked?

"Well sick, really sick in my mind, how else can I feel what I feel"?

"What do you feel then Tim" Jeff continued.

"Humiliated" I said with a soft voice.
"Well there;s nothing to feel like that Tim. You can't help what
happened. There's no need to feel like that. You where forced into it".
Jeff said.

"That's not what I mean Jeff. It gets me excited".

"What is Tim"?

"Feeling humiliated" I more or less whispered.

When I didn't get a response from either of them I looked up.

"How" Jeff said softly.

I think he felt like he was walking on ice now, not sure how to deal with
it but he must have felt the need to ask that question".

"In my dreams I got hard and horny when I'm humiliated".

"You're thinking back about the time with Brandon then".

"Yeah, parts of it but like today".

"Yeah what about today" Jeff said when I stopped that sentence.

"I don't know, just wearing those undies got me hard this morning and
then this afternoon. It was so strange, both exciting, humiliating and
embarrassing being dressed like that".

"Damn stupid Brandon, see what he's done to you, Michel said.

"Wait Michel; don't jump to conclusions too fast".

"What, Tim must feel like this after what Brandon has done to him".

"No, I'm not sure. Tim, have you had those feelings before, before
Brandon got you into this".

"I don't know, I ... ".

"What did you fantasize before, you know when you masturbated".

I got very red when he asked that, as some of the most vivid dreams of
my wet dreams came back where I had been standing in a class room in
white briefs.

"I don't think you need to answer that Tim".

"So what does that mean then Jeff"? Michel asked.

"I have to think about that guys but it's not something to feel
embarrassed about or say that you are sick Tim. Let me see if I can
come up with a way to explain it to you. Just know that there are more
people then you ho are into it. Don't worry. And you Michel, if you really
love Tim then trust him and be patient".

I didn't know what to think, not sick, it sounded sick to me being
humiliated and excited at the same time.

"Ok let's continue watching the movie".

Michel moved beside me and although for the rest of the movie it stayed
quiet, the cold silence made way for warmth between the three of us on
the couch. I think at that point we where lost in our own little worlds.

That night I slept without a dream so that was good but I woke up early
and kept thinking about what Jeff had said.

At breakfast Jeff told us he had thought about it and hoped that tonight
would bring some more clarity for us. Just enjoy today and don't worry
about it too much.

We spend the day doing our homework, some badminton in the garage
and we watched a movie.

Around 7 pm Jeff came back home and said it was time to go to the
club. He'd get us in through the back door and we should stay out of
sight in one of the corners of the club. Just enjoy yourself. I'll make sure
that you get some drinks at certain times.

As two little boys on the verge on getting their fingers in the cookie jar,
we followed him into the club. It was still quiet when we arrived and we
settled into our corner. It was the darkest area and not easy to look
into, so we were out of sight from almost everyone that would come in.
They would focus on the stage anyway. Around 9 pm the contest would
start with several dress rounds, or should I say less dress rounds and
some interviews with the guys. We enjoyed the music and time and the
show when it started. There where some hunks there but also some that
where obviously just there for the fun. All in all quite a nice time in the
intermission before the finale two men came into our corner.

"Are you Tim and Michel" the older of the two asked.

"Yea, but  ... "Michel started.

"Your uncle Jeff asked if we could speak with you".

"Oh, it's ok then I guess".

"Are you Michel" the older one asked?

"Yeah, I am and this is Tim".

"Good, you are cute guys".

"Thank you sir" I (Tim) replied.

"Your uncle asked me to talk with you, Michel and Brian is here to talk
with you Tim, if you want".

"If you think so" Michel said.

"Jeff told we could use his office so if we do it down there then Brian
and Tim can stay here".

"You want to talk wit us separately" I asked.

"I think that would work out best Tim. Brian isn't going to hurt you in
any way and I'll do the same for Michel, just answering questions you
both have".

"Ok, I guess we can trust them Tim otherwise Jeff would not told them
we were here".

I saw Michel following the guy. I now focused for the first time on Brian.

He sat down and I wondered now what. Why had Jeff send them and
why talk separately?


Chapter 3 will follow shortly I hope. Let me know what you think
of this sequal. You can contact me through noway16@hotmail.com. More of my
gay
written stories at www.geocities.com/timsfunplace.