Date: Mon, 24 Sep 2012 00:30:27 +0100 (BST)
From: b b <brixtonslut10@yahoo.co.uk>
Subject: Journay to submission Part 1

This is the first part of a number of chapters. The basis of the story is
true ? it describes my journey from a vanilla guy with a fantasy of being
used into how I became a true toilet slut. Some of the experiences have
been modified and names changed ? however everything described did happen
to me. Apologies in advance for typos, grammatical errors and other faults
? I am clearly not a born author!!!. All along I know that I took risks by
having unsafe sex ? that was my decision and I do not in any way recommend
others to do so without being fully aware of the risks and the
consequences.

How did I get here? That is the question I am asking as I kneel in the
hallway of my house. Naked, apart from the leather chest harness on my
torso, the dog collar around my neck, the leather double cock ring around
the base of my cock and around my balls, and the ball parachute with leash
attached. Oh yes ? I forgot the blindfold (airline issue!!). The front door
is unlocked and ajar ? which in itself is a risk, living in Brixton. I had
knelt down at 7:25 am to be prepared, as instructed, for 7:30. Beside me is
my digital camera, a fresh bottle of poppers and a thick leather belt, and
my mobile phone. Web cams are placed to record both my current position
plus also in the bathroom.  I know that this morning I will finally become
a full toilet slave to a stranger.

It all started 10 months ago. Just 6 months before my 40th birthday. I had
placed adds on gaydar, craigslist and BBRTS all stating ?39 year old in
Brixton, London looking to submit myself to a Master, Am in a LTR but
really needing more. Have some experience of being a slave ? but really
want to give myself over to pleasing a dominant top who will expand my
limits. Willing to become a toilet slave for the master who will force me?.

I received a number of responses, and met with a few (will expand in
separate stories), but apart from one guy who fucked my dirty ass without
lube and made me suck his condom covered cock clean, I really didn?t
connect. Then, just when I had almost given up I received a text stating
?Slave ? saw ur profile on BBRTS. Am based in NYC and love to control my
slaves remotely. If u r serious, I will organise that u r used by sleazy,
kinky guys. If u do well, I will introduce u to more, and eventually u may
get to serve me. If u do not do well, I will make sure u get punished. R u
ready to serve??

As soon as I read this my dick went hard. I immediately txt back that I was
very interested. About an hour later I received a response ? ?OK slut ?
however I am going to test u. I note in ur profile that u like Asian
guys. U will go to the toilets in CXR (a pub in central London) and be in
the end cubicle on right hand side at 6:30pm. One of my colleagues will
contact u there, and u will obey him. He will record what happens. If u
please him, then u may pass my test. If u do not please him then u will
fail. Failure will mean that I do not contact u again; however anything
recorded by my colleague may be made publicly available. If u agree txt me
back within 10 minutes.?

Fuck. I almost creamed my pants and at the same time nearly shit them. Dare
I do this?. I was really worried about the fact this would be recorded. I
have a senior position within a government department and really didn?t
want to be compromised. I txt back asking if it was possible not to be
recorded. He responded that he needed proof I was serious, and if I I was
to send him a copy of my complete contacts folder on my phone. He also sent
me a link to his BBRTS profile. When I opened it I saw this 25 yr old black
guy, 6ft 4 , ex US military with a 10 inch hard cock, chiselled body and
pics of him using at least 3 different slaves. I immediately sent him my
contacts folder!!

When I got to CXR at 6:20pm I got a bottle of Becks from the bar and headed
towards the toilets in the basement. The row of urinals was occupied, as
was all of the cubicles. At 6:29 the door to the last cubicle on the right
opened. I looked around, but no-one was paying much attention. I waited for
someone to come out, but no-one did. I walked towards it and swung the door
open. Inside was a Chinese guy, looked about 18 yrs old, about 5 ft 5 tall
and slim. He said to me ? ?R u brixtonslut10? I nodded yes. He said get in
here and close the door. I obeyed immediately. He then said, ?Master has
made it clear that u r to obey me. He wants u to strip naked and kneel in
front of me? I looked at the dirty toilet floor, covered in piss and god
knows what. ?Do u want to fail? Master has a copy of ur add and ur txts
that he can send to anyone in ur contacts list?. I thought of how I would
have difficulty explaining that ? especially to my partner ? so started to
strip. When I was naked he pointed to the floor in front of him and said
kneel. I obeyed.

?Take out my dick?

He was wearing diesel jeans, a tight white tee-shirt and nike trainers. I
knelt in front of him, undid his fly, and went to reach in to get his
cock. I felt a slap across my face, and the words ?No hands bitch?.

Using my teeth, I pulled aside his underwear ? tight Calvin Klein briefs ?
and his soft cock was released. As I looked up I saw he was recording this
on his I Phone. He said ?Take my cock in ur mouth, bitch?. I hesitated and
then my phone rang. The Chinese guy said ?I think u had better answer
thatœ. I looked and saw that the number was unknown. I pressed the green
button and put the phone to my ear.

?Bitch, I am watching and I am displeased. Because of that the cubicle door
will now be opened and anyone in the toilets can watch. If you hesitate
again, then they will be invited to join in. Do u understand?

?Sorry Master, but u said that this would not be recorded.?

?Bitch ? I made no such agreement. I asked u to send ur contacts list and u
did. I did not agree that this would not be recorded. Now do you want what
has been recorded so far to be sent to ur partner??

?No Master, please do not do that?

?Then I suggest u get to work and obey Chang?

Chang opened the cubicle door and waved his hand to draw attention, About 6
guys came around and looked in.

I put my mouth to his crotch and took his soft cock in my mouth. I was
expecting to be told to suck his cock. However Chang indicated I should put
my phone to my ear. Master has not hung up. Instead he said ?Put the phone
on loudspeaker?. When I had complied he then said ?Guys, this bitch is on a
journey ? today he will learn to be a urinal for the first time?. I looked
up startled as Chang smiled at me. I sensed his dick relaxes and suddenly
there was a flow of fluid in my mouth. It was hot and bitter. ?Swallow
bitch? was the voice from my phone, and I started to do so. My cheeks were
red with embarrassment, but my dick was hard with excitement. I looked up
as Chang was recording me on his I Phone. I knew then that my life would
change.