Date: Wed, 11 Apr 2001 18:01:45 -0700
From: Joe Webster <joelaw@inreach.com>
Subject: MY LIFE AS A WHORE - Beginning, Part 1

                         MY LIFE AS A WHORE

Hi, my name's Joey, and,  yeah,  I'm a whore.   One of those guys that
just can't seem to get enough dick in him. I love to suck it, lick it,
drink the cum from it, swallow piss from it, feel it all over my body.
But the best, oh yeah, the real best is when some stud is over me, his
hips  pumping  his  cock in and out of my  hungry  male  cunt.   Sound
strange to you?  Bother you at all?  Too bad!  I make no apologies and
don't  ask for any.   Besides,  if you're reading this,  you like cock
too!  This  is my story and I don't really care if you like it or not,
but hope you enjoy it anyway!

Anyway, how did it all start.  Hmm, strange to think of it now, but it
was  so scary and yet,  so exciting too.   I lived in a small town  in
Ohio  and  did all the same things that other guys  did  there.  Well,
maybe  not  all of them.  At that time,  I was a kid like  any  other,
except for the urge to look at other guys and men's crotches.  I don't
know  why  I was a crotch watcher,  but I was.   There  was  something
mysterious  and exciting when I would look at guy's  crotch.   Knowing
that  the bulges I saw there were made from the same thing that I  had
between  my  legs.  I hadn't seen too many naked guys or men  at  that
time, but that changed a little later.

Anyway, at the school I went to I met an older student.   He must have
been  around  16 at the time and I was eleven.   We used to play  this
little  game.   There were some old steps that led down to a  basement
under  the  building housing the third through sixth  grades.   Nobody
used it and it was on the side near the track and bleachers.  Strange,
even now, I couldn't tell you all that he looked like,  and,  his name
was Kyle,  but I do remember the way he excited me.   He would take me
down to the bottom of the stairs and have me sit on his lap.  We would
talk and joke together, and then, he began to kiss me.  It was wild as
I had never had a "man" kiss me.  No bother to me that he was only 16,
to me he was a man.

We  must have spent almost every one of my recesses,  and a few of  my
lunch  hours,  down  in that space with me on his lap.   I cared  less
about doing other things, I was enjoying the attentions of this man as
he  kissed  me,  sticking his tongue deep into my mouth and making  me
squirm on his lap.  Oh sure,  I knew he had a hardon in his pants each
time we did this, but it was so exciting, so forbidden,  I didn't care
and  eagerly participated in everything we did.   I even liked it when
he  would slide his hands up under my shirt and play with my  titties.
Or, when he would slide my pants down, exposing my little boy cock and
balls, and my ass to him.  He would rub his hands all over me, my cock
and balls, my ass, all the while, our lips were locked together.

He  would place my hand on his bulging crotch a lot,  but he never let
me take out what he had there.   I didn't care,  his hands on me,  the
way  they  rubbed  my  skin and the sweet things he said  to  me  were
enough.  As things progressed,  his hands did other things to me.   He
would  pinch  and pull at my little nipples and suck them till  I  was
gasping for air as I held on to his head.  Then, his hands,  those big
rough  hands  would be on my ass again.   I learned to spread my  legs
wider, to offer myself to him, as he licked his finger and would slide
a finger up into my ass hole.   The first time or two it  hurt,  but I
noticed  how  excited he was when he did it and I just wanted to  make
him feel as good as he was making me feel!

This went on for most of that year. I loved the times with him and now
that  I think of it,  were some of the best of my childhood.   He  had
dark hair, dark eyes and I guess a nice body.   Things seemed to go on
like  that  and  in the spring,  it was like I was  always  eager  for
recess.  To be with Kyle.   To feel his hands on me,  to kiss him,  to
taste his tongue, to let him play with my little hole.  By this point,
he  was using two fingers on me each time he played with my  hole,  my
boypussy as he called it.   I would always giggle and get excited when
he'd call it that.   Then,  with the weather warming nicely,  he would
have  me  strip off my clothes so I was naked on  his  lap.   I  loved
that, to be naked with his big rough hands playing with me.  He'd even
lay  me  down  on a blanket of his shirt and my clothes  and  hold  me
against  him  as he slid his fingers in and out of my hole.   I  would
have  my leg up over his thigh as he worked the fingers in and out  of
my hole, as I gasped into his mouth and humped myself against him.

I  don't  remember  how  it  happened,  but one  Friday  night  I  got
permission  to spend the night at his house.   I remember the long bus
ride  to his place,  the strange kids on the bus looking at me till  I
got to his stop.  I got off the bus and looked around as a big station
wagon pulled up.  Kyle got out and led me into the back and introduced
me to his brother Jude.   Jude was a lot older than either of us,  and
he had only one full arm.  The other was a stump just below the elbow.
He  had lost it in the army somehow,  but I never remembered as I  was
too  excited to be with Kyle again.  Jude drove us to their house  and
then,  I didn't remember seeing him much after that.   The first thing
Kyle  did  was take me to his bedroom and we fell on the bed  laughing
and tickling each other.

At  one  point,  Jude came in and told us that our dinner was  on  the
table  and that he was leaving.   We got up and had the meal and then,
it was back to the bedroom.   Only,  this time,  Kyle had me strip for
him while he lay on the bed.  Then,  he began to take off his clothes.
I  marvelled at the way his body was covered in light hair between his
tits,  with  a dark line that led down to his crotch in his underwear.
He  didn't take them off as he led me back to the bed and lay me  down
on my back.  I lay there as he lay on top of me,  telling me to spread
my legs wide for him,  as he kissed me,  stroking my sides and down to
my  butt.   He rolled over onto his back,  pulling me on top of him as
his  hands spread my butt cheeks and his fingers lightly slid along my
crack.

What I was thinking at that time, I don't remember,  but I do remember
that it felt so good, so right to be this way with him.  Things become
a blur from then till later in the night, lying in his bed, naked, him
naked,  the  dark surrounding us.   He told me he was going to show me
something  really  special that night and I gasped when he grabbed  my
little dick.  He stroked it,  stroked my balls,  down to my crotch and
then, the most wonderful thing happened!  As he stroked my dick, these
new  sensations  slid over me and I felt my first  orgasm.   I  didn't
really know what it was and was a bit scared,  but I was with Kyle and
that  helped.   Especially  when my body jerked and writhed  from  his
ministrations as my lower body bucked up and down.  Afterward, he held
me  against  him and I could feel his big hard dick against my  little
belly.

He let me rest a bit,  and then,  as he threw off the covers and began
to  stroke  my  dick again,  I just let him,  submitting to  the  wild
sensations, letting him bring me to climax again.  After he did this a
third  time,  he  asked if I wanted to do it to him.  I was  a  little
scared, hesitant, but when he put my hand on his hard shaft,  I wanted
to  do it.   His cock was only about five inches long,  but to me,  it
felt like it was huge.  I stroked it and stroked it, hearing his gasps
of  pleasure and watching as his hips drove up and  down.   Then,  his
body  arched upwards and I watched in the moonlight as his dick  shot.
Hot ropes of this stuff shot from the head again and again,  streaking
his body and my hand, as he groaned in pleasure.

I  was embarrassed,  maybe a little turned off,  by the stuff shooting
from  his dick.  But,  he calmed me down,  telling me that I would  be
doing  the same soon.   I didn't know if he was right as I watched him
wipe himself off with a cloth he had next to the bed.   Then,  he held
me against him again.   We stayed together like that,  till I felt his
cock  hardening against my belly.   He slid his hand over my thigh and
around to my butt cheeks and told me to lift my leg over his thigh.  I
did it, eagerly,  wanting too.   Then,  he was fingering my hole again
and he told me to stroke his dick again. I grasped the big hard thing,
loving  the velvety feel of it as he fingered my hole.   I stroked his
big  dick till I heard him gasping again,  but this time,  instead  of
shooting onto himself, he shot onto my body.

I  didn't  care  at that point,  my ass was on fire and  my  hand  was
covered  in his cum -  though he had to tell me that was what it  was.
He  cleaned me up and then,  we fell asleep against each other,  naked
and  I slept with my first man.  I loved it and snuggled close to  him
and  slept till his brother Jude woke us the next morning.   But then,
something  happened.   All  of sudden,  my folks were there,  with  my
brother and sister in the car and I was hurriedly rushed out.  I never
saw  Kyle again after that night and day,  and I wandered around in  a
weird  fog for most of the rest of the school year.   I never did know
what happened to him,  or what was wrong with what we had done,  but I
never did anything with anyone for the longest time.

By  the time I was 14,  almost 15,  we had moved out to a place in the
country.   My dad worked and so did my mom.   I spent the time at home
with  my brother and sister,  both five and four years older than  me.
They  would leave me for long periods during the day and I hung around
the  house or went to play with my friends down the road from  us.  It
was  strange  as I never felt very close to my family.   Oh,  I  loved
them,  but there seemed to be a strain between them and me.   Maybe it
was  because  I was the "accident child"  as I had heard myself  being
referred  to by my grandparents.   Oh,  I was never  mistreated,  just
never  taken in close like my older brother and sister.   That  summer
after  school let out,  my folks told us we were going to go and spend
three weeks at a special place.

I don't remember the actual name, something like swords ville, or some
thing.   It was a pretty neat place to go to though.  It had rides and
places  to  picnic and the lake was pretty nice to swim  in.  For  the
first  couple days,  I hung around the lake and the cabin we had.   My
folks  had some friends that had joined us,  and my brother and sister
were mostly with their friends closer to their age.  So,  I spent most
of the time alone. I would swim and watch the other kids and families,
but  never thought much about anything else.   I spent the night in  a
hammock  out  on  the back porch of the cabin,  my  brother  being  in
another  one at the far end of the porch,  while my sister and parents
slept  inside.   Even that didn't bother me,  as I could stay awake as
long  as I wanted and nobody bothered me.   But things changed on  the
third day.

That day, as I was sitting in the warm water near the shore,  I looked
up and I saw the lifeguard.   He must have been all of maybe nineteen,
maybe  twenty,  maybe younger,  I couldn't tell.   But I looked up and
could  see right between his legs.   He was hairy,  his chest and  his
legs  were hairy too.   He seemed to be in nice shape and from the way
the girls kept pestering him, knew he was a looker.  He had dark hair,
on  his  head and chest and the deepest tan I had ever seen on a  guy.
As  a couple of girls hung around the base of the tower he was sitting
on,  he  lifted his right leg and the motion seemed to make the orange
trunks  he  had on open up a bit.   The girls were on the  other  side
looking up at him, but I could see right up the leg of the trunks.

It was dark and yet,  the angle of the sun seemed to shine through the
thin material and I found my little cock getting hard.  I stared as he
moved his knee, the motion making the big hairy ball sac in the trunks
move.  He seemed to adjust himself at one point and when he did, I bit
my  lip as I got to see the head of his cut cock as it lay in the  leg
of  the trunks.   The girls had walked away by this time,  but he kept
his  leg up and absently stroked along his inner thigh near that  leg.
As  he  did,  I could see the bulge in the leg seem to get  harder  or
bigger.  He was getting a hardon right there in front of everyone.   I
watched  as  he grabbed a towel and draped it over his knee,  sort  of
hiding what he was doing.

I  almost gasped as I saw his big hand grasp the hardening cock in the
trunks and squeeze and release it.  I knew about jacking off, knew the
pleasures  it gave me,  but I had only recently begun to cum.   I knew
that  he was making himself feel good,  and just then,  I looked up at
his face.  I blushed real deep and almost turned away,  as I realized,
he  was  looking right at me.   His eyes seemed to capture mine and  I
don't know what I did or why, but he smiled at me and then, pulled the
leg of his trunks open more and exposed his hard shaft.  It was like I
was with Kyle again,  the memory of that night passing through my mind
had me frozen to the spot,  staring at his cock!   I looked around and
no  one was paying much attention to what he was doing as I turned and
looked back.

As I did, he pulled the towel over his waist and spread his legs wider
and then, I felt all funny, as he seemed to slide them down.   His big
dick  popped  up and he stroked it and I stared at wonder at that  big
hard  dick of his.   It was,  for me,  the most beautiful sight in the
world.   I  looked up at his face and he was smiling now and winked at
me  as  he  pointed his dick  head at me and raised  his  eyebrows.  I
didn't know what he was trying to say or do, but,  for some reason,  I
licked  out at my lips at that moment.   When I looked up at his face,
he was smiling broader and then, readjusted his cock in his trunks and
looked over my  head.   I didn't know what to do.   My little dick was
straining my swimming trunks and I was afraid to get out of the water.
I  stayed  there a bit and then,  as I felt it easing  off,  I  slowly
walked out of the water.

I  walked towards the tower and the guy looked down at me for a minute
and then, away. I got closer and as I got almost to it,  looked up and
said,  "Hi."   He  looked down at me and smiled as he said,  "Hi  kid.
Enjoying  the  water?"   I nodded and he smiled,  looking  around  and
almost  whispered,  as  he asked,  "And,  the view?"  I blushed  then,
shivering from the cooler air, as he chuckled over me.  Then,  he slid
off the tower,  his ass almost in my face as he came down.   He turned
and  leaned back against it and looked at me and we began to  talk.  I
don't even remember what we were talking about, or what he said,  or I
said.  I  was turned on by being so close to this hot looking man  and
all the fantasies I'd had of Kyle came rushing back to me.

I guess I must have looked like I was going to faint or something,  as
just  then,  his  big hand reached out and grasped my shoulder  as  he
asked, "You o.k., kid?"   I nodded,  my head in a fog as I looked into
his  dark eyes,  seeming to see stars in them.   I gasped,  "Uh,  yes,
guess, uh, I may have overdone, uh, the sun too much."  He laughed and
asked, "Sure kid,  sure.  Uh,  where's your cabin?"   I pointed in the
direction  of the cabin and he held his hand on my shoulder as he  led
me over to it.  When we got there, my dad was on the porch,  reading a
newspaper.  He  looked up and asked,  "Something the matter here  guy?
Did Joey do something wrong?"

He scowled at me, but the lifeguard said, chuckling a little, "Uh,  no
sir.  I  just think he had a little too much sun for one day is  all."
My  dad  got up and walked over to me and pulled me by the hand as  he
led  me up onto the porch.   He looked back at the lifeguard and said,
"Uh,  thanks son,  uh,  thanks,  sometimes he does that sort of thing.
Likes  to go and do things a little too much at one time,  if you know
what I mean?"  The lifeguard looked at me and smiled and said,  "Well,
you  know kids sir.   They always want it all sometimes,  even if they
should take it slow."  My dad laughed and stuck out his hand and said,
"John,  John  Martin,  and you are?"   The lifeguard took his hand and
shook it saying, "Name's Tony sir."   My dad nodded his head and I was
sitting in the chair near his and he said, "Well,  he looks o.k.,  and
thanks.  Appreciate your concern."

Tony  said,  "No problem sir.   He's a cute kid and smart,  except for
wanting too much of a good thing."   My dad said,  "Yeah,  I know what
you mean.  Well, Joey,  you go in the house and get yourself ready for
dinner. We have to be at the Johnson's in about an hour."   I stood up
and as I did, I heard my dad ask, "Say,  my wife and I are going to be
gone  for  a couple of days,  and well,  I know you have a lot  to  do
lifeguarding  and all that,  but would you mind keeping an eye on Joey
for  me?   His brother is love struck and his sister is too busy  with
her  friends."   I  walked in the screen door and leaned  against  the
jamb, out of sight of the two of them, as I heard Tony say,  "Sure Mr.
Martin, no problem.  Besides,  he seems to like the water and plays by
himself a lot, so, I can watch out for him."

My dad said, "Well, I just hope this request isn't too much too ask. I
mean,  he  is 14 and you know how rambunctious young boys are at  that
age.  And call me John, o.k., Tony?"  Tony said, "Sure, uh, John,  and
don't worry about Joey, I'll be happy to watch out for him.   My cabin
is   just  behind  yours  in  that  little  grove,   so  its  not   an
inconvenience."  My dad thanked him and I walked to the bedroom,  as I
heard  Tony said goodbye and my dad come in the door.   I went in  and
got  out  of  my clothes and went to the bathroom and  turned  on  the
shower and got in.  As I did, my dad came into the bathroom and pulled
back  the  curtain.  I covered myself immediately,  but he smiled  and
said,  "Don't worry Joey,  I've seen everything you've got many times.
Now, I want to tell you that if Tony asks you to do something over the
next few days, you do it, o.k.?"  I blushed and nodded, still covering
myself for some reason.

My dad continued, "And, don't bother your sister or brother, they're a
little  preoccupied at the moment.   Try to find some kids here  about
your age, o.k.?"   I nodded again,  and he just looked at me and then,
shook his head as he turned and walked out. I stood under the water in
the  shower  for a bit longer and when it started to get  cooler,  got
out.   My  mind was in a whirl and I couldn't help but feel my  little
dick sort of twitching, like it was constantly trying to get hard.   I
went and got dressed and then,  left with my parents for the Johnson's,
but my mind was swirling with images of Tony and Tony's cock.  When we
came back to the cabin afterwards, I went to my hammock and found,  if
I looked through the bushes,  I could see the cabin that Tony had said
he  was  staying in.  I knew that all the lifeguards and most  of  the
workers  there were college students and stayed in large  cabins,  but
Tony's seemed to be off by itself and smaller.

When I fell asleep finally, I tossed and turned in the hammock, almost
falling  out  one  time,  as my mind whirled and strange  images  flew
through  it.   This was unusual for me as I am mostly a deep  sleeper,
almost  have  to have a major accident to occur to wake  me  up.   One
particular image was of Tony, over me, kneeling over me,  smiling down
at  me as he said,  "Now you're gonna love this Joey!"   I didn't know
what  he  meant,  but  it shook me so hard,  I woke  up,  shaking  and
shivering  from the sweat on my body.  I lay there wondering what  was
happening to me.   Just then,  the door to the cabin opened and my dad
walked  out.   He  was  in  his  boxer shorts and  he  was  smoking  a
cigarette.   He  leaned  against the pole of the porch roof and  then,
turned to sort of look in my direction.  As he did,  I noticed he slid
his  hand  down  to his crotch and began to massage his  dick  in  his
shorts.

I  froze,  I knew that I was lying there,  naked,  my body covered  in
sweat,  feigning sleep.   Then,  as I watched through lidded eyes,  he
came walking towards me.  As he got closer,  I noticed the tent in his
boxers  was getting bigger.   I barely breathed as  he got so close  I
could  smell  his musky man smell,  something I had always smelled  of
him.  He stood there,  looking down at me and then,  lightly,  ever so
lightly, he stroked his right hand index finger along my cheek.  I was
afraid to move as his hand continued down my cheek,  along my neck and
then,  down  to  my chest.   His finger slid to my left nipple and  he
circled  it  as he flicked his finger nail over it.   I could feel  my
nipple harden, and his breath get ragged as I stayed there, trying not
to cry out.

Then,  I  noticed  that his other hand was working on his dick in  his
boxers.   I  knew he couldn't see my face in the darkness,  but if  he
had,  he  would have seen me almost wide eyed as I stared at his  hand
working his dick in his boxers.   Then,  he pulled it out and I got to
see  my  father's dick for the first time.  It was  cut,  about  seven
inches long and fat.  He stroked it as he continued to play his finger
against  my nipple,  and I moaned as though I was still  asleep.   His
finger  paused,  but not his hand as he stroked his dick even  harder.
Then, he groaned lowly,  like some purr/growl you hear from some lion.
And, then, I felt it.   My dad was cumming on me!   His first shot hit
my belly, the second,  down near my thigh.   Then,  a long thin stream
shot  out  and  landed on my chest,  right near where his  finger  was
rubbing.   A  stray drop landed near my mouth,  to be followed by  one
more.   Then,  as I almost fainted right then and there,  he pulled my
sheet corner and wiped his cum off my body and turned.

I lay there, stunned, not knowing what to say or do!   My dad,  my own
father,  had beat off his dick and then,  shot his cum on me,  his own
son!   I  could still feel the sticky stuff on my body as he had wiped
at  me  quickly.   I felt the drops on my face and ran my finger  into
them, still warm, sticky.   I don't know why I did it,  but I slid the
tip  of  my  finger on the drops and then,  stuck the finger  into  my
mouth. I was tasting my dad's cum, his sperm!  I sucked at my fingers,
the taste not that bad at all.  I wiped at the streak on my thigh that
he had missed and captured the stuff on my finger and got more into my
mouth. I was tasting my father, his cum, his sperm, his seed,  and,  I
loved the taste of it!!  Before I could control myself,  my whole body
spasmed,  my  dick hard as a rock as I moaned in orgasm,  totally  all
consuming.

I  woke up with a start and thought,  no,  it was a dream,  a  strange
wonderful dream.  I lay back and as I did,  I looked down at my thigh.
There,  to my widening eyes,  was the almost dried streak of cum on my
leg. My dad had cum on me, had beat his dick over me.   I licked at my
lips and could taste the cum on them as I had rubbed it on them before
sucking the finger.  I didn't know what to do,  what to think,  how to
accept  what  had just happened.   I fell back to sleep,  dreaming  of
watching  my dad's big dick spurt and spurt cum,  as he stood over me.
I woke up later as my brother was shaking me telling me to get up.

I got up, groggy, but strangely, still excited.  I went into the cabin
and  did the usual morning things and then,  went into the kitchen  to
sit down.  I was at the table, eating cereal when my dad came into the
room.  He was shirt less, his sweat pants hanging down on his waist, a
little  paunchy,  but still tight,  the hair on his chest covering his
nipples profusely.  I immediately felt a twinge in my little dick as I
watched him move around the room, getting his coffee,  bending over at
the  refrig  to  get something out.   When he turned and came  to  the
table,  I  tried to act like nothing out of the ordinary had happened.
We  talked about what I was going to do that day and some other things
and then, he asked, "That guy Tony seems like a nice young man.   Have
you ever met him before?"

I froze inside a little.   This was the way it had been ever since the
night with Kyle. Anytime I met or was around someone older than me, my
dad would ask me questions about the person.   For some reason though,
this time, I looked him straight in the eye and said,  "No,  yesterday
was the first time I ever met him."  My dad stared at me and I knew he
was a little shocked at how forward I was with him.  Usually,  I would
hang  my head anytime an adult asked me something,  but after what had
happened  the  night before,  I must have been  changed  somehow.   He
harrumphed and drank his coffee,  watching me as I finished my cereal.
When I got up to put the dish in the sink,  running the water to clean
it a little, I could feel his eyes on me.  I turned my head around for
a  second and could tell he was staring at my butt.  I don't know  why
but  I leaned over a bit more to the sink,  pushing my butt  backwards
and  up,  and I could see his eyes widen and his tongue slide out over
his lips.

When I turned around though,  he was sipping his coffee.  I don't know
why  or  what happened at that moment,  but just  then,  some  strange
thoughts went through my head.  Memories of other nights, when I would
be asleep, or maybe half asleep,  and seeing a man standing over me by
my bed.   I remembered two other times that I had awakened in the dark
bedroom  at home and my legs and belly had felt sticky.   I jerked  at
the  memory  and  almost ran out the door onto the  porch,  my  breath
coming  raggedly as I leaned against the wall.   Last night wasn't the
first  time  my dad had come on me!!   That realization was like  some
kind of bomb exploding in my head.  I felt faint, yet,  I stood there,
staring  out  at  the grassy area in the back of  the  cabin.   I  was
shaking,  shivering  almost,  and my little dick was the hardest I had
ever  felt it.   I went and sat in a chair over to one side trying  to
get  my breath under control,  my mind swirling with all kinds of wild
thoughts.

Just then,  my dad came out of the house,  stretched and said,  "Going
for  a  little walk Joey.   Tell your mom I'll be back in a  bit."   I
stared at him,  still shirt less,  in the sweat pants and I don't know
what I wanted to do just then, what I should say.  The only thing that
came  out was,  "Yes dad,"  as I watched him stroll off the porch  and
then, start walking towards another cabin down the path.  I watched as
he knocked at the door and he went in.  It was the Johnson's cabin and
I bit my lip and held my breath as the image of him, his hand stroking
that big dick of his,  its shooting at me,  the feel of his cum on me,
the nearness of him!  I was in such a state, I didn't even hear my mom
call  to  me.   It took her three times and I realized she was  asking
where  dad  was.  I finally answered as she stood at the screen  door,
holding it open as she stared at me.

For  the  next  couple of hours my mind was going  wild  with  strange
thoughts  and images as I watched my dad,  who had come back from  the
Johnson's,  and mom get ready to leave.   They finally left and so did
my  brother and sister and I was left alone in the cabin.  I tore into
the  bathroom and sat on the commode,  my shorts down around my ankles
as I stroked my little hardon.   I kept replaying the image of my dad,
standing  there,  his big dick spurting cum at me,  and beat my little
cock so hard, I almost cried when I climaxed.  My whole body shook and
I slid off the commode onto the floor, as I writhed in wild abandon. I
didn't  know  what was happening to me,  but was so wrapped up in  the
feeling, I almost didn't hear the knock at the door to the cabin.

I  quickly  got my pants up and ran out to the door and opened it  and
stood there staring. It was Tony.  He was wearing his orange lifeguard
trunks  and  nothing else,  a big towel slung over his  shoulder.   He
smiled and said, "Hey lil'  buddy.   What's up?"   I flushed and said,
"Uh,  nothing  Tony,  uh,  my mom and dad aren't here right  now."  He
smiled  and  came  in and said,  "No problem little  guy.  You're  dad
stopped  at  my  cabin and asked if I'd keep an eye on you  today  and
tomorrow.  So,  here I am."   I didn't know what to say as I stared up
into his deep dark eyes.  Then, lowering my head, I said,  "Uh,  sure,
let me go get into my swimming trunks."

He said,  "Sure thing lil'  buddy."   I walked to the bedroom and as I
leaned over to get the trunks,  I saw him standing in the doorway.   I
don't  know why I should have been embarrassed,  but I was,  as I slid
off  my  shorts and held my the trunks.  I knew he had seen  my  naked
butt, but for some reason,  I wanted him too.  In fact,   I leaned way
over to slide my feet into the trunks and stayed bent over as I pulled
them  up and slowly over my butt cheeks.   When I turned around he was
standing there and I could tell something had happened as the mound in
his  trunks  seemed to be a bit bigger.   He jerked for a  second  and
said, "Come on lil' buddy.  I can't be late for work."  I followed him
out of the cabin and he led me down to the lake.  He went to the tower
and said, "Now, don't get lost or anything.   I'll be here if you need
me, o.k., lil' buddy?"   I nodded,  enjoying the way he called me lil'
buddy.

He  climbed  into the tower and I walked around and put my  towel  and
stuff  nearby,  but a little away from it.   I played around the water
and stuff most of the day.  I met a couple of other kids there,  but I
didn't  try to get to know them,  just played with them and then,  was
glad  when they left.  I kept watching Tony all the time,  the way  he
moved,  the  way  he laughed when one of the inevitable girls came  to
pester  him.   The way he answered and talked to the other camp  folks
who  came to ask him something or other.   At noon time,  he got  down
from the tower as another guard came up to relieve him and he came and
got  me,  taking  me  to  the little hamburger stand.   He  fed  me  a
hamburger  and fries and something to drink.   As we sat there eating,
people  would come up to talk to him.   He would seem to just take  it
all  in stride as he talked and joked with them.   I couldn't help but
feel  special  as I sat there with him as the meal went on.   He  even
introduced  me to some of the people and my hair was tousled a bit and
a few of the women commented on my blond hair.

You see, I was pretty cute for a young kid.  I didn't really think so,
but  a lot of folks told me.   How my blond hair and blue eyes were so
cute.   As  for my body,  other than the fact that my butt stuck out a
bit,  I  thought  it was just like any other 14 year  old  kid's.   We
finished eating and went back to the tower.  The other guard was still
there  and  Tony introduced him to me as Hank.  Hank was  taller  than
Tony, not as much hair on his body,  but powerful looking.   Tony told
me  that  he  played  football in college and was one  of  their  star
running backs.  Hank and he joked a bit and then, Hank left.  I stared
after  him as he walked away,  and was startled when Tony put his hand
on my shoulder and said, "Breathe Joey!"  I gasped as I didn't realize
that  looking  at Hank had made me hold my breath.   Tony laughed  and
said, "Hank seems to have that effect on a lot of people Joey.   Don't
worry about it, nothing wrong.  Now, you go and sit down for a bit and
I'll  let  you know when you can go back in  the  water.   O.k.,  lil'
buddy?"

I beamed up at him and said, "Yes Tony."   He chuckled as I turned and
then,  he  swatted  my butt and said,  "And wait till I tell  you  its
safe!"  I  blushed  and almost ran to my towel and sat down,  my  legs
closing  tightly as I watched him get back up into the seat at the top
of  the tower.   I sat there for awhile,  laying back and almost  fell
asleep  I felt so good.   Just then,  as I was about to doze,  someone
kicked my feet and I looked up to see my older brother and four of his
friends.  He said, "Hey twerp, what are you doing?"  I stammered, "Uh,
I just, uh, uh, had lunch, and, uh, well, was waiting for Tony to tell
me I could, uh, go into the water."   My brother,  Brad,  looked at me
and  said,  "Well,  you  will  have to fix yourself something  to  eat
tonight twerp. Me and the guys are going to a party."  I stared at his
friends  and covered my crotch for some reason as they looked down  at
me.

I said, "O.k., Brad.  Will Jenny be back later?"  He asked,  "What the
hell do I know about that bitch! She's so hung up on that Charlie guy,
she'll probably get her brains balled out!  So, don't worry about sis,
you just remember to stay around the cabin,  you hear!?"  I nodded and
just  then,  Tony came up to us and asked,  "Some problem here guys!?"
Brad and the others seemed to start a bit,  but Brad said,  "No,  just
letting  Joey  here  know he'll have to fix his own  dinner  tonight."
Tony asked, "You his brother Brad?"   Brad nodded and said,  "Oh,  you
must  be that guy Tony mom and dad talked about."   Tony said,  "Yeah,
and  Joey can come and stay in my cabin tonight if you aren't going to
be in yours. Don't want him left alone."   Brad said,  "Hey that would
be  great  Tony.  Then me or sis won't have to worry about the  little
twerp."  He laughed and looked at me and said, "Well, see you brat!"

He and his friends walked off, as Tony stood over me.   I looked up at
him  and  the way  he was standing,  the sun behind him,  his body  so
powerful over me had me gasping.   He must have interpreted my gasp as
something  else as he squatted in front of me and put his hands on  my
shoulders and said, "Don't worry about it lil' buddy.   We'll have fun
and besides, your brother seems like a real ass hole."  I was a little
bothered  by him calling my brother that,  but I said,  "Well,  he  is
older  than  me  and doesn't like me to be  around  much."   Tony  saw
something  in  my eyes and leaned real close and looked right into  my
eyes and said, "Well I like you being around Joey!"   I knew,  I could
have  kissed him right then,  or something as I almost broke down  and
cried, no one had ever made me feel the way Tony did just then. But he
pulled  my  head  towards his and bent it and kissed my  forehead  and
said, "Besides, I don't have a lil' buddy like you around my house. If
I  did,  I'd sure treat him better than Brad seems to treat  you."   I
didn't  say  anything and watched as he got up and walked back to  the
tower.

From that moment on,  the rest of the day was mostly a blur for me.  I
played and Tony joined me in the water a couple of times.  I loved the
way he could pick me up and toss me and hold me afterwards, his strong
hairy  body  so close and warm.   I loved the way he would grab at  me
sometimes,  his big hand grabbing my butt to push me over,  or the way
his  hands slid over my skin.   He showed me how to swim better and  I
was  like  a limp rag in his hands as he moved around  and  around.  I
loved  it when he would pull me against his hard body and rub me  from
behind.   A  couple of times I think he had a hardon as he pressed  me
against him, my body lifted and held against his hard chest and belly,
his  legs  wrapped around mine to hold me close.  It was a  couple  of
those  times that I felt his hardon pressing against my butt,  and for
some  reason,  I really liked it and even pushed my butt back into him
harder.

Finally, around four,  he came down from the tower and said,  "Come on
Joey.   Time  to leave."   Then,  as I stood up,  he took my hand  and
walked  back  to my cabin with me.   I was in heaven or somewhere  as,
even though I was, at least too me, too old to be led by the hand, his
hand  on  mine gave me goose bumps.   We got to my cabin and he  said,
"Get  your toothbrush and stuff and come out when you're ready to go."
I  hurriedly got my toothbrush and some clean clothes and ran back out
to  him.   We went over to his cabin and went inside and I sat on  the
couch in the sparse little cabin as he went into the bathroom.