Date: Wed, 16 Jun 2004 23:32:57 EDT
From: Born2bwoman@aol.com
Subject: raunch hunger

I thought I would share this because maybe you're someone who can
understand and appreciate it. At least I hope so. The events are
completely true, and told in exact detail of how I am committed to my
honest hunger of being raunchy. This is what I enjoy, and gladly accept.
Usual disclaimers apply.

Since I was 18 and sucked my first dick, I've always loved taking cock in
my mouth. I'm now 38 yrs old. I never ventured further, but have always
enjoyed smelling my farts. About a month ago, I started rubbing my finger
on my hole (ripe), then sniffing it and subsequently sucking the taste
off in my mouth.

I found I very much liked the flavor, and have done it a lot since. The
enjoyment I'm sure was partly due to the nasty action, but I was really
getting into the taste of it. As I increasingly kept sucking my ass
juices from my fingers, my appetite grew for more.

Finally, about a week ago, I stepped further towards my real desire - to
taste actual shit. Instead of just putting my finger in my ass, I dug it
up far until I felt my poop. As I realized, it was a turd I was feeling,
I worked a piece off the end, and pulled it out of my hole. It was firm
like clay, about the size of a lima bean. I raised it to my mouth, and
put it on my tongue. I closed my mouth and just sucked on it getting my
first taste of shit. I held it on my tongue, and I became more aware of
the taste, the more I liked it. I sucked on the nugget for 2 minutes or
so, reeling in the sensation, and pleasure of finally reaching my
fantasy. I completely enjoyed the flavor, but chickened out, and went to
the bathroom, and spit it in the toilet.

The next night, I decided to try again. This time, again my shit was
firm, but the piece I plucked out was about the size of a quarter. I took
it in my mouth and began sucking the flavor. I wanted more, so I began
smushing it on the roof of my mouth. It began to break apart, and I kept
working it around my mouth using my tongue. I was desparate to get the
most taste of it, so I thoroughly worked it all over the inside of my
mouth. I was reluctant, but my need overcame. After 3 or 4 minutes, the
morsel was pretty much broken down, and I conceded to my craving, and
swallowed the remaining chunks. I was so elated, to finally reach my goal
and desire to eat shit. I made myself swallow all of it, and absolutely
loved it. The taste of this piece was very rank and bitter, (unlike the
piece from the previous night) but I hungered to go all the way. I did
it, I tasted, savored, and took shit into my throat.

In the last 6 months, I've been increasingly attracted to the raunch
stories, that I can find on the net. The more I read, the larger my
interest grew. I have been beyond craving the taste of shit, and now I
know why. I absolutely adore it. Even though it's taste was revolting, I
don't care. I finally reached my goal, and plan to explore it much
further.

The only way I could overcome my reluctance I should explain. I smoke
crack on occasion, and it makes me extremely horny. I knew the only way I
could experience my fantasy, was to be high on crack. That's how I did
it. This is also the same way I started eating cum. I shot a load into a
rubber, took a hit, and took the rubber off and sucked it into my mouth.
Wow was I happy. I've done that a lot since then cause I worship the
taste of sperm. I could easily become a huge pig for cum. I'd like to
visit a gloryhole spot and eat loads all day and night. The only problem
is, I'm hiv negative, and won't risk getting aids. Otherwise, I'd spend
as much time on my knees getting fed cum loads as much as I could, cause
sperm is scrumptious. I could eat it by the glass full - and would love
too.

Back to the experience -- I took a big hit of crack and immediately
reached in my butt to get the poop. Since the crack buzz fades quickly, I
wasted no time. I quickly got my piece of shit while I was buzzing, and
began my journey of being a shit eater. I truly love the action of
tasting shit, and swallowing it down. I realize my true nature, it's
eating as much sperm as possible, and chewing on logs of shit. These are
my desires for sex, and am satisfied at the pleasure I get from it.

My next experience is to piss in a glass and drink it. I've tried a small
taste, but didn't like it. I know however, I want to and will end up
drinking lots of piss too. I only wish it was a guys dick pissing in my
mouth instead of my own from a glass.

Someday, I hope to have a guy put his dick in my mouth and have me drink
his entire load of piss. I'd also like to have a couple at the same time
pee straight into my open mouth - each guy pausing as my mouth gets
filled to give me time to swallow and then have them both resume until
I'm able to drink every drop of their piss without spilling any. I also
crave the day when a guy slowly pushes a firm log of shit out while my
lips cover his asshole. I desperately want to feel a firm log slide into
my mouth. I'll then suck on it like a cock sliding in and out of my mouth
and then take nibbles off the end and try to eat the whole log. I now
know I love chewing shit, and want more than my own. I also will spend
hours on end in an adult store with gloryholes sucking as many cocks as I
possibly can and eat at least 25 loads of sperm in a row. I so adore cum
that I know I'll never get enough and will take each and every load that
I can get. I know a couple places, and one always has big black cocks for
me to suck. It'll take longer getting black guys to shoot, but I most
love black dick, and will gladly wait the extra time to be fed black mens
loads. I also would like to have forty or fifty guys at a party let me
eat all their loads too. I want to have 2 or 3 shoot in my mouth at the
same time. I also hope to have several one after the other shoot in my
mouth and I'll hold it all until hopefully enough loads have been dumped
in my mouth as to fill my mouth up full. What a dream come true - me have
a completely full mouth of a bunch of guys sperm. I will close my mouth
and swirl it around my tongue for a long time collecting as much flavor
as I can. Then I'll gratefully swallow it all down and feel my throat get
coated with all that sperm. I also want to have 15 or 20 guys shoot into
a bowl so I can use a spoon to eat it. Then I'll lick the bowl clean. As
you can tell I have an intense love of sperm, I accept it and look
forward to when I visit the gloryhole to get fed.

In summary, I worship dick. From dick comes piss and cum. To suck cock is
appropriate for me, but I've discovered that I need much more - lots of
piss and sperm. Somehow, I've accidentally acquired a desire to taste and
eat shit also. I'm basically a nasty faggot and get my satisfaction from
being raunchy. I happily embrace this cause it all tastes good to me and
makes me feel great. I have no desire to be any nastier than described
here, I don't want spit, blood, puke etc., but someday I will have a guy
pick his nose and I'll suck all his boogers from his fingers and eat all
he can get me. I really enjoy being used to please men, and even probably
will have guys spit in my mouth. After all, since I'm going eat boogers
straight out of a mans nose, I might as well enjoy his spit too. I think
I'll enjoy that too. Think about it - if this weren't true, wouldn't I
exaggerate more? Ultimately, I hope to someday be a slave to a guy and
hopefully he'll have me serve lots of his friends. I belong in front of a
man eagerly eating anything he wants to feed me. That's my role, and I
feel blessed.