Date: Sat, 9 Dec 2006 06:52:37 -0800 (PST)
From: tag michaels <tag_m@yahoo.com>
Subject: A Boy's Diary II

That night at home in the privacy of my room-door locked of course-I
stripped in front of the mirror, which was becoming a regular occurrence
for me. Naked, I fiddled with my stuff, moving my limp dick around then
taking hold of it at the base between my index and middle fingers and
literally whipping it back and forth. Needless to say I got hard pretty
quick.

I ruminated on the events of the afternoon. So, I was bigger in the dick
department than any of my friends and at least two teenage boys, make
that three teenage boys, that I was aware of. I was beginning to grasp
onto the fact that I did indeed seem to have a large cock and for a boy,
if you had to be large that was the department that you wanted to be
large in. Big ears, noses, or bellies just didn't garner the respect that
a big dick did.

I reflected on my time with Brandon and relived the feelings of having
him suck my dick and me suck on his. It had never occurred to me before
to do something like that but I found quickly that I really liked it a
lot, both sucking and getting sucked. The cool thing about it all was
that it seemed as though Brandon liked it too, as much or more than I
did. I was absently stroking my cock while my brain replayed the whole
event then the tickling started down there and I stopped. As I said
before; if only I had known.

Although Brandon seemed to have been really interested in my spending the
night it didn't happen right away. I did spend the night at Chu's a
couple of times and he stayed at my house but nothing interesting
happened. I `d gone by the park a few times but the boy that had showed
me the jacking off and sperm stuff was never there. So it was, amazingly,
that about a month went by before my next foray into joint sexual
exploration.

How it happened was Chu and I and another kid named Mike were hanging out
at Mike's place. His fourteen year old brother Tom was responsible for
keeping and eye on Mike; nobody liked the word babysitting, while their
parents worked during the day. A couple friends of Tom's were at the
house and when they started to leave one of the boys said

"See you later then T-bone."

"T-bone? Where did you get that nick name Tom?" Mike asked. The other two
teens started laughing and one of them said,

"Yeah T-bone, tell your little brother how you got that name." Tom
punched the kid in the arm and told us that it was none of our fucking
business. I was shocked at the language but Mike was undaunted. As soon
as the two boys left he told Tom that if he didn't tell us where the name
came from he was gonna rat him out to their parents for swearing and for
having friends at the house, two big no no's. The older boy would catch
holy hell for the offenses; maybe even get a licking, or worse the loss
of any revenue that had been promised for doing the alleged watching, ne
babysitting. To top it off any retaliation on his younger brother would
be met with a likewise punishment. Mike had his older brother over the
proverbial barrel. Tom glowered at his irksome little brother, as older
brother's had done the world over since time began,  and motioned for us
to follow him into the house. Chu and I looked at each other with raised
eyebrows; this oughta be good if the older boy didn't want to talk about
it outside.

"Okay," Tom said, looking at all of us but mostly at his little brother,
"I popped a boner in PE class at the end of last semester and then in
English class so Eddie started calling me T-bone as in Tom Boner. Okay,
you happy? It's only between me Eddie and Frank so if you tell anybody I
swear I'll cream you even if I have to get a lickin for it. That goes for
you guys too," he said looking at me and Chu. "None of you guys even know
about boners so forget it. Well nobody was going to get creamed least of
all Chu cause his older brother was known to be tough as cow hide, abeit
a pretty nice guy.

"Hey, no big deal okay?" Chu told the boy. "I got a older brother so I
know all about boners in fact I see his boner all the time." That was a
little bit of prefabrication on Chu's part, at least as far as I knew.
"And he jacks off too," Chu added as though he was laying down a couple
of aces in a poker game.

"What's jacking off?" Mike asked, looking first at Chu and then at Tom.
Then Chu pulled me into the mix.

"Yeah and Damon's even seen a boy jack off and squirt out sperm and
stuff." Chu said rather smugly. Now Mike looked at me with a questioning
look and then asked what squirting sperm was. Tom was looking at me too
and it seemed as though he'd formed a new attitude toward all of us.
Apparently we weren't just the little boys he viewed us as being, at
least Chu and I weren't.

"Really?" he said, looking at me. "So either of you two guys, you know,"
and he make the universal gesture for beating off. Now, if he had asked
if we beat off I would have said no since to me, beating off or jacking
off also meant squirting sperm out and I didn't do that. But both Chu and
I stroked our hard cocks just like Tom was indicating so I nodded my
head. Tom looked at me with a look best described as skepticism while
Mike's expression was one of someone who seemed to be missing something
important.

"You mean this," T-bone said with a bit of a sneer while mimicking
jacking off using a thumb and finger. Chu shrugged his shoulders and
nodded his head while I shook mine side to side. Tom was now focused on
me, as was his little brother.

"Shiiit you guys peckers wouldn't be as big as mine even if you put em
all together," Tom said with a dismissing tone knowing that language was
no longer an issue with his little brother.

"Bet ya," Chu said immediately. So the challenge was on.

"Okay show me," T-bone said.

"What do we get if we win? What if our dicks all together are bigger than
yours; then what?" Chu asked.

"Nothin." T-bone responded.

"Then no deal," my friend said. Chu Chu was a regular negotiator.
Probably had something to do with the fact that his dad was a used car
salesman. Tom was hooked though, curious to see where this was going to
go.

"Hard or soft?" Tom asked, stalling for time. Chu told him it didn't
matter cuz we were gonna beat him anyhow. "What if I win; what do I get?"
the teen asked.

"You're not gonna win so it doesn't matter," Chu repeated. Mike's head
was swinging back and forth as if he was watching a tennis match.  Tom
wasn't buying it so Chu told him that if he won I'd suck his dick.

"What?" I asked loudly and indignantly. I started to say something else
and Chu cut me off.

"Don't worry Dame, he's not gonna win."

"Yeah well don't be betting with my mouth. You wanna suck his dick go
ahead but don't offer me up." I wouldn't have minded sucking the older
boy's dick but not with witnesses no matter that Chu was my best friend.

"Oh hell with it," Chu Chu finally said, "Okay if you win I'll suck your
dick but don't be planning on it." Mike gasped as though he'd never heard
of such a thing and although Chu sounded like he was an expert cocksucker
he'd never done it before. So then Tom asked what he had to do if he
lost, making it clear that sucking anyone's cock was not an option. Chu
said T-bone would have to jack off in front of us and squirt out his
sperm. Tom nodded his head in ascent. So we all shook on it by putting a
hand out and linking fingers with each other.

"Ya got a ruler T-bone," Chu asked putting a little emphasis on the nick
name. The older boy glared at Chu and told him he had better watch his
fucking mouth. Mike gasped again. It wouldn't be the last time. Tom
motioned for us to follow him upstairs, which we did, and ended up in his
bedroom. He went to his desk and rummaged around in a drawer and came up
with a battered old wooden ruler.

"So, hard or soft?" T-bone asked again and Chu said it might as well be
hard cuz he'd have to be hard to jack off.

"Or be sucked," Tom added. Chu shrugged his shoulders. Tom went to his
bed, crawled on and reached down along the wall and fiddled around a
little then turned around to face us with a magazine in his hand. "You
don't know nothing about this Mike," Tom said to his little brother who
nodded his head in agreement. Mike was just plain flabbergasted at the
whole thing and of course afterwards he would practically view me and Chu
as gods for manipulating his older brother the way we did. And actually
it was all Chu; I just had the winning dick.

Tom went to his desk and laid the magazine down and started flipping
through the pages slowly. We all stood around looking at the glossy
colored tits and cunt shots. It didn't take but a minute before all four
of us were pushing and pulling at the front of our jeans and in another
minute hands were going down inside to better rearrange growing cocks.
Tom was the first to undo, releasing the top three buttons on his 501's
then sliding his hand down between the jeans and his briefs. It was
always briefs back then; no one wore boxers. Hooray for the old days.

"You guys ready? Everybody got a bone?" Tom asked, stopping on a two page
fold out of a hot looking blond whose long glossy red fingernails were
holding the sides of her pussy open so we could see clear up to her neck.
We all nodded our heads so Tom said on the count of three. As he did the
slow count all of us got the last buttons undone and thumbs hooked into
the waistbands of our underwear and on three all four of us tugged our
clothing down under our balls and stayed there.

"Looks like you lose," Chu said quietly. Indeed Tom lost but then there
wasn't much doubt about that. Tom's cock was nice enough; about the size
of the boy I'd seen in the park and which wasn't significantly bigger
then my own. Of course T-bone had a bush of tight black hairs growing at
the base of it, and his balls, which were also growing some hairs, hung
down a little bit one lower than the other one. Mike's cock was the
smallest, not that there was a lot of difference between his and Chu's
three inch stiffies.

"Damn that's a big dick for a boy your age Damon," Tom said which of
course made me beam with pride. "You are gonna really be hung when you
get older." I finally grasped onto the idea that what he meant was that
my dick was gonna keep on growin as I did. Tom reached over and took hold
of my hard cock and squeezed it which always caused me to get all tingly.

Since it was summer, most of the time we boys all went around shirtless
and in cutoff jeans and that day was no different so it was no big deal
for Tom to just shove his clothes to the floor and step out of them and
stand before us younger boys with his cock sticking out. None of us
needed any further invitations and in fifteen seconds we all stood there
naked, boners standing proudly before us. Mike was having a difficult
time grasping on to the situation. He'd never seen his older brother
naked, at least not since they had taken baths together a million years
ago. He'd never seen me naked either and he was trying to make sense out
of the
fact that while we were the same age my cock was almost as big as his
older brother's while his and Chu's were still little boy cocks.

"What's that stuff leaking out Tom? Is that pee?" Mike asked as he
noticed his older brother's precum.

"No it's the beginning of sperm," I said authoritatively. Tom looked at
me with what felt like a new found respect.

"It's called precum," he told us, "You cum yet?" he asked me. I shook my
head while Mike asked what cum was so his brother gave us a quick biology
lesson while we all stood there looking at each other's cocks and slowly
stroking or playing with our own stuff.

"I can't get over how big your dick is," Tom said and stepped up close to
me then took hold of both of our cocks and held them next to each other.
"Not much smaller than mine," he said as he let go then cupped my nuts
and tugged on them a little bit. Mike asked if he could touch his
brother's dick and Tom said he could so Mike took hold and squeezed and
felt his older brother up a little bit. When he was done Tom asked Chu if
he wanted a feel so Chu did what everyone else but me had done and felt
the older boys cock.

"So let's lay on my bed," Tom said and walked over, crawled on and sat
with his back to the wall along side the twin sized bed. We all got on
with him, Chu on one side and me on the other with Mike sort of on the
edge in between our feet and legs. Tom spread his legs open and started
stroking his cock, his balls moving up and down with each stroke. Chu
couldn't resist and reached over and cupped the moving sac of nuts which
caused Tom to moan slightly and close his eyes for a moment.

"Damn that felt good. Nobody ever touched my balls before." The rest of
us stroked our own cocks while Tom did his, picking up speed which caused
his balls to bounce around like a steely in a pin ball machine.  It
wasn't long before he was telling us to watch, which we all did with
extreme attention.

"Oh fuck yeah," he said all of a sudden and his whole body went stiff. He
slowed his stroke and relaxed then his cock spat out a small glob of
white goo onto his belly. That was followed quickly by a shot of stuff
that landed on the boy's chest causing a collective "wow" of
appreciation. You'd think it was the 4th or something the way we younger
boys carried on. The next glob of stuff landed just past the end of his
dick and the next three successive shots landed just below or along side
each other right under the second shot and created a pool of white
frosting like stuff on Tom's flat belly around his belly button. His cock
slowed down to a dribble but there were at least three or four of those,
white globs oozing out in the middle of more watery looking stuff that
ran down over his thumb. He finally let go of his dick but the stuff
continued to ooze out in little globs which eventually hung off the end
of his dick creating a white stringy connection with the pool on his
belly. Overall it had been a hell of a show.

"Can I touch that stuff Tom?" Mike asked and t-bone nodded his head and
gave us all permission to check out the mass of goo. Mike and Chu put a
finger tip in the mess then rubbed two fingers together, testing the
viscosity, then sniffed at it.

"You can even taste the stuff if you want to," he said, "doesn't really
have much of a taste and it won't kill ya or anything." Neither boy took
him up on it. He looked at me and asked if I was interested and I shook
my head. I'd already done that so there wasn't much mystery for me. Tom
looked at me kinda weird like and looking back on it I guess he was
wondering just what a little boy like me had done to discover the secrets
of teenage boyhood.

T-bone asked his brother to get him a piece of laundry from his hamper
and the younger boy quickly went to do his brother's bidding. After all,
Mike had been let in on some teenage secrets and knew how to be grateful
about it. After a cursory cleaning T-bone reminded us that we didn't need
to be talking to all our little buddies about what had happened cuz he
could get into serious trouble for it so we all swore that we'd keep clam
about. We all had questions of course which Tom graciously answered as we
all continued to lie about and play with our stuff. Chu and Mike all but
continued to stare at T-Bone's still stiff cock and while I was
interested enough I'd seen one before so it wasn't all that new to me.

"So can you do that again Tom?" Chu asked, I mean, how many times can you
squirt the sperm stuff out?" Tom gave us the basics saying, rather
proudly, that he'd done it five times in one day but a friend of his
swore that he'd done it every hour on the hour one rainy day when he was
home from school supposedly sick. When Mike asked if he'd do it again for
us Tom said he had a better idea, why didn't we do it for him, jack him
off. We all three looked at each other and came to some unspoken
agreement then Chu answered for us saying we would do it.

Tom showed us what we had to do and Chu went first, gripping the older
boy's stiff dick and sliding the skin up and down. He asked if one of us
would sort of play with his balls so Mike reached in and took over the
nut tugging job. Since I was closer to him, and probably cuz I had the
bigger cock, Tom elected to play with my dick and my balls, feeling
things all over, stroking and just making contact with my boy stuff. The
older boy praised me for my size, asked me if I liked what he was doing
to me and of course I was all goose bumpy and stuff.

"I bet you'll be getting hair any day now Damon and making sperm too. Oh
man are you gonna love it. since I was sitting where I was Mike used his
other hand to play with my balls while he played with Tom's but then Chu
said his arm was getting sore so Mike took over and Chu Chu kept our nuts
happy. I felt my balls starting to tingle and a funny feeling started
going on in my belly and I told Tom to stop cause it was tickling too
much.

"No Damon, now's when ya gotta keep going cuz I think your getting ready
to cum." Tom kept a grip on my cock with his thumb and fingers and I
started wiggling around cuz it tickled so much then my whole body was
taken over by it. The feelings were so strong and tickled so bad that I
heard myself squeal out loud, almost like a little girl. My breathing was
coming like I was running a race or something and my hands gripped onto
the blanket as my whole body started shaking. Mike stopped jacking Tom
off to watch what was going on and I saw that Chu had a worried look on
his face.

The whole universe seemed centered in my hard cock and my balls. I felt
myself shaking and vibrating and simply couldn't take it anymore and fell
over on the bed, pulling my cock out of the older boy's hand. I woke up
and saw all of the boys watching me, Tom with a smile on his face while
Mike and Chu looked like I'd died and in fact Chu said that's what they
had thought, that I'd had a heart attack or something.

"You cummed is all," Tom said then went on to say that he'd heard that
little boys like us could cum, that even though we didn't make sperm we
still had all the feelings from cumming. "I never seen it happen of
course cuz I only jacked off with sperming boys but I never heard of a
boy cumming so hard he fainted.

Both Mike and Chu lost their boners over the whole thing so the sexually
charged atmosphere had pretty much dissipated. We boys pulled out clothes
on while T-bone watched and played with his dick and his nuts. We said
g'bye and headed outside to our bikes and some other thing that only
boy's our age could call an adventure.

About a block away I discovered my wallet was missing. The wallet thing
was something my dad insisted that I start doing and I guess it was
designed to teach me responsibility or some such crap. There wasn't much
of importance in there; my library card, ID card, the kind that come with
a wallet, and my card that said I was a bona fide member of good standing
in the Captain Bob fan club. Cap'n Bob was a local kind of kid's
personality who had a weekday TV show thirty minutes before dinner. I
also had a dollar bill folded up and stashed in a "hidden" compartment.
This was an emergency fund that my mother insisted I carry in case I was
stuck somewhere and needed to get home. We didn't have a bus system; had
one taxi cab and I mean a car not company so I guess was supposed to stop
some stranger and offer him money to take me home. Anyhow,

"Hey Chu my wallet's gone. I think it musta fell out in Tom's room. I
gotta go back." The other two didn't want to so I told them I'd meet them
at the park, which was where we were headed to. Back at Mike's I wandered
into the house and up the carpeted stairs to Tom's room. He hadn't gotten
dressed when we left so I wondered if he was still naked and maybe even
jacking off again. Maybe that was why I was careful about making noise.

Tom's bedroom door was still about half open so went in. T-bone was lying
there on his  back with his eyes closed while he slowly stroked his cock
not ten feet from me. His other hand was rubbing his belly and chest and
I watched as it moved downward to his thigh, rubbing as it went. He
spread his legs open and pulled one knee up giving me a view of his nuts,
the egg moving up and down as he loved his hand. The free hand moved in
and began pulling and squeezing the bag then slid down and started
playing around with his butt crack. My cock went hard instantly and I put
my hand down my jeans to rearrange things and that was when the teenager
opened his eyes.

"What the fuck!" he said and brought me out of my reverie.

"Sorry Tom I musta lost my wallet so I had to come back and look," I said
hurriedly and began scanning the room and spied the black plastic mass
under the edge of Tom's dresser. "There it is," I said and went for it.
As I stood up he asked where the others were. I stood there looking at
his crotch and told him I was going to catch up with them at the park.

"You wanna watch me cum again?" he asked quietly. I nodded my head and he
told me to sit on the bed next to him. He asked me if I thought it had
been fun watching him before and did I like it when he jacked me off. I
nodded my head again. He told me to sit on the bed next to him and almost
as soon as I was comfortable he asked if I wanted to help him. I nodded
my head and he told me to take hold of his cock so I did, automatically
stroking the warm piece of hardened flesh. He put his hand on my thigh
and slowly inched up until he was touching the front of my jeans.

"Fuck Damon, you're hard as a rock. Take it out," he commanded. I stood
up and shucked my clothes and sat back down. I went for Tom's cock and he
went for mine.  I loved how it felt holding onto the older boy's cock and
I loved how it felt having mine held and stroked like he was doing to me.

"Have you ever like, ya know, umm, sucked another boy?" he asked.  I knew
by his tone of voice that he was hoping I had so I nodded my head. I
didn't wait for him to invite me, instead just leaned down and took the
thing into my mouth. "Fuuuckk yeah," Tom moaned. As soon as he recovered
from the initial feelings of having his cock in my mouth Tom went back to
stroking my cock, but not for long.

"Slide up Damon, I want to suck on your cock too," he said, moving over
to give me room. I swung my legs up then we both did a little bit of
maneuvering until we were both lined up where we needed to be. I watched
as the older boy went right for my cock with a wide open mouth and in
seconds my dick was all wrapped up inside the boy's flesh. Man oh man it
sure seemed as though Tom liked to suck cock cuz he sure went after mine
in a big way. I returned my mouth to his as well, holding on to the shaft
and bobbing my head back and forth.

The feelings were incredible on both ends for me. I was really loving
having Tom's hard cock in my mouth. I noticed that he had a smell down
there too, not an unpleasant one either but a sort of heavy, animal kind
of smell maybe. I didn't know how to describe it and didn't much care
either.  Judging from the sounds he was making and the way he was
attacking my dick I guessed that Tom pretty much felt the same way.  Then
the tickling started. I vowed that this time I was going to ride it
through and sucked on T-bone's cock even harder. In response the older
boy started humping his hips a little bit like he was fucking my mouth.
And then the feelings hit.

My entire universe centered on my cock, the tickling so intense that I
could barely stand it. I took Tom's cock from my mouth so I could breath
and heard myself moan, a low almost rumble in my throat as my whole body
started vibrating and shaking. I heard Tom groan, felt him push his cock
back into my mouth then felt the dick thicken or harden or something then
the warmth of liquid filling my mouth. I knew what it was immediately and
didn't think twice, or couldn't because of my own orgiastic experience,
but just started swallowing as fast as I could. I couldn't take it all
and felt his sperm seep out the corners of my mouth and run down my chin.

Tom's cock finally stopped squirting, my body stopped the intense shaking
but I was still weak, like after you get a really good scare, and we both
just lay there panting. Tom finally sat up and once he moved I felt like
I should too so sat up as well.

"That was fucking the best feelings I've ever had," Tom said to me, his
eyes all but staring into mine from no more than a foot away. I thought
he was going to kiss me and almost puckered my lips in anticipation. I
was glad I didn't. "Any time you wanna, ya know, mess around you let me
know." I nodded my head and Tom made me hold still while he wiped his
sperm from my chin. I finally got up and got dressed, the whole episode
taking less than ten minutes.

I caught up with Mike and Chu about ten minutes after that and took a
little bit of flack for taking so long. I explained that my wallet must
have gotten kicked under Tom's dresser because we found it underneath the
bulky piece of furniture and half way to the wall that the dresser rested
against.

"Well I'm glad it all worked out, your wallet and all. So how was Tom?"
Chu asked. I said he was fine, just hanging out and killing time. "Yeah,
I see that," Chu said and reached up to touch my face. I felt him drag
his finger along the underside ridge of my jaw then show me. It looked
kinda wet and when Chu rubbed another finger against it you could see
that whatever it was, it was sticky.

"Sperm, it was some of T-bone's sperm," I thought to myself while trying
to maintain a straight face. Fortunately Mike's attention was drawn
elsewhere so he wasn't privy to that part of the conversation.

"That should be an interesting story," my best friend said with a smile
then got Mike's attention and we rode off. Chu Chu and I talked about it
later and of course he was amazed and of course he wanted to try it as
soon as possible which turned out to be the next day in his bedroom. We
got to talking then to feeling around on ourselves and eventually our
pants came off and we were feeling around on each other. Chu allowed as
how it had been fun messing around with the older boy the day before but
that playing with my cock was almost as good if not better.

"You don't got all that hair on your cock Dame," he told me as he stroked
my stiffy.  I reminded him that we'd both have hair down there before
long and he said that would be different. I didn't ask how.  I eventually
showed Chu how to hold his lips over his teeth then I sucked on his cock,
which was a whole lot easier that sucking on T-bone's. I took the whole
thing into my mouth and let my tongue swirl all over the little head of
it while I moved my head up and down. I didn't do it for long, just
enough for Chu to get the idea about how good it felt.

Chu did me and afterwards declared that it was pretty interesting. Like
me, he'd never really gotten to look at another boy's cock close up so he
spend quite a bit of time poking and prodding and lifting and looking
around which was fine with me cuz I loved being played with, having a
warm hand or fingers exploring my boyhood parts. When he put his mouth
over my cock I moaned from the feelings. Chu managed to suck on me for a
minute or so the quit and said that it was sorta weird feeling, my cock
skin, that the head seemed so soft.

"Ya know Chu," I said, "I wonder if you can have those same cumming
feelings like I do. It's really awesome ya know, like your whole body
just gets all, I dunno, tingly or something."

"How do you do it Damon?" my best friend asked. I told him I guessed that
you just had to keep jacking off till it happened. He said that seemed
reasonable so we lay back and began stroking out cocks.

"Jeez Dam I still can't believe how big your dick is," he said as he
watched me jack my cock. I felt the same way about it but didn't bother
to say anything. So we laid there, two young boys, doing what boys did
together the world over, sharing a moment of self love together.

"It's starting to tingle Damon," Chu said, his breathing becoming fast,
as was mine. I encouraged him to keep going and he did. A moment later he
started shaking like a dog throwing water and saying a bunch of ooh's and
ahh's while his eyes rolled to the back of his head and he stroked on his
cocklet even faster. It was cool watching my best friend have a cum, as
we would call it, and it made me work harder to have my own and a moment
later I was shaking and squirming and ooh-ing and ahh-ing.

After we'd both recovered from the experience we talked about and Chu
essentially figured that it was better than ice cream.  I pretty much
agreed with him but despite how highly we thought of the experience we
didn't engage in it as often as one might think. We were still only ten
years old so those urges and surges of puberty hadn't started yet so left
room for the feelings that boys get from doing other, non sexual, boy
things. At least I think it was that way for Chu Chu.

I think it was different for me cuz I was much further along on the
maturation pathway. I played with myself almost daily and I would have
played with Chu if he'd been interested but he wasn't and I was smart
enough not to press the issue him, best friend or not. No, for the time
being my adventures in sexual pleasure were solitary until I finally
stayed the night with Brandon. In Brandon I would find another boy who
felt as I did, who shared the same interest in sex. Even though he wasn't
as sexually mature as I was I would soon learn that Brandon was learning
from his older cousin and my friend was dying to pass that information on
to someone who lived closer to him and would be willing to become a
playmate. I was perfect for his plan.