Date: Tue, 30 Jul 2013 06:48:20 +0000
From: Tommy Evans <tommy199212@hotmail.com>
Subject: Accidental Love

Disclaimer: This work is of pure fiction and any resemblance of the
characters and settings to real life persons, events, circumstances,
etc. is purely coincidental.It contains the story of a boy growing up and
falling in love for the first time with another boy.

If you are not a fan of this kind of literature, please go somewhere
else. This is not a quick jack off story. Instead, the characters are
eventually developed as new chapters in their lives unfold, mainly
revolving around love and the things that go along with it.

			      ACCIDENTAL LOVE

7:15 Am

Fuck. My alarm is going off. Oh how i fucking hate mornings. And morning
wood. it fucking blows. You make one wrong turn and?well. Pain just takes
all over.

Guess its time to get up.

I got up and headed to my bathroom hoping that my lame ass sister wasn't in
there because i need to really take a piss.

I'm lazy so i sat down while i pulled out my dumb ass shitty phone. I hate
it because it doesn't do all the cool things all other new phones do. What
can i do. my family can't afford the fancy shit. So after answering the few
texts i forgot to reply i thought to myself.

 Being an 7th Grader sucks. It truly does. You don't really belong in the
top but i guess i can still pick on the 6th graders. Anyway, it's the last
day of school, and after this summer i get to be an 8th grader and do my
thing.

"Carlitos!! WAKE UP!" i heard my mom yell from her room.

"I'm awake." i answered from the bathroom. I stood up, flushed the toilet
and then looked at myself in the mirror. I always thought of myself as a
sexy ass person, i did. But then, today, i felt weird. I looked at myself.
I hate my nose. Its big. I have brown hair, which is crazy to control at
times, but as long as i keep it short, which i usually do unless i don't
feel like getting haircuts which is usually the case because every time i
do the girl cutting it usually mess it up, then i look fine. i am kind of
short for my age. i probably stand at 5 foot 5. i am a little on the
heavier side, but not fat. i'm just not as skinny as those other mother
fuckers who are just skinny by nature. I have some pudge. But i wish i
wasn't so lazy so i could get a six pack. that would be cool. I would get
all the girls then. all the bitches to fuck.

I washed my face and then fixed my hair a little and then looked at myself
one more time just to check again. At least my boner is gone now i can go
back to my room and change.

I moped around and ate my cereal while i watched some tv. my best friend
who lives across the street is supposed to pick me up because we are too
cool to ride the bus on the last day of school. Of course his mom is taking
us. I live in a weird subdivision where theres big houses next to small
houses. My house is small as fuck well, i guess compared to my best
friends. My room is tiny, my sisters is tinier, we share a bathroom which
sucks, and then we don't even have a basement. Being poor sucks. WEll we're
not poor, just?could do better.

When it was time to go outside to wait for him he called me.

"Carlos my nigga. I can't take you to school. i'm riding with my friend
Brandon to school" he told me.

"What the fuck Eddie" i said mad.

"Dude i'm sorry. I spent the night at his house and so we're going to go
get food and then he's taking me. sorry. just take the bus its almost
there" he told me. I didn't want to tho.

I kind of hated Brandon. Brandon was an older kid. He was like 19 almost 20
i think. He's been Eddie's friend since we were like 5. His mom and Eddie's
mom are friends and i guess my mom hangs with them from time to time but i
don't really know much of him. Usually Eddie hangs with me but on the
weekends or random holidays he goes places and shit with Brandon. Now i
never really get jealous cuz eddie and i have been friends since basically
diapers, but it seemed like as we got older he did more stuff with Brandon
than with me.

"FUck you eddie i'm pissed now" i said.

"Carlos, its just a fucking bus ride. ride the bus"

"No take me with you" i told him.

"i have to ask Brandon if thats ok"

I could hear Eddie asking Brandon and i honestly didn't want to go, but i
wanted to be cool and skip the bus. Don't really know why.

"Okay its cool. We'll pick you up in like 5 minutes" Said Eddie.

"Cool. Cool." i tried to be as cool as i could be.

I was wearing my coolest shirt. It glows in the dark. I saw one of the
girls i kind of liked outside waiting for the bus and i just gave her a
random look trying to be cool since i wasn't riding it.

Out of the corner of my eye i saw a really cool car pulling towards me. I'm
bad with cars, but this was a fancy sports car. It pulled up to my
house. It was Brandon and Eddie.

I looked at them. Brandon had black hair, was wearing cool sunglasses and
all nike stuff. I guess i was impressed. So was the girl and the other
people at my bus stop waiting.

"hop in" said Eddie as he rolled the window down.

The car was so cool. All leather, all fancy smelled super nice.

"Sup Carlos. This is Brandon, Brandon this is Carlos" said eddie.

"sup Carlos" said Brandon. His voice sounded young still. But he just
looked so cool.

"IS this your car or your dads car?" i asked.

"My car. My dads too old to drive this" Brandon answered cooly.

"So Where are we going?" i asked. I was trying not to be so shy. I mean i'm
the cool guy? or so i liked to pretend i was.

"Oh just ihop" said Eddie.

"But i don't have money" i said.

"Its ok. Brandon will pay for you he said" said Carlos as he was fixing his
hair. He was wearing the cool nike shirt i've wanted for months.

"When did you get that shirt you bitch i wanted it"

"Oh Brandon gave it to me. He had it in his closet and never used it" said
Carlos as he did a hand shake with Brandon.

I knew they were cool friends since forever, and i would hear a lot about
Brandon but i had never seen him or met him in person. I guess he was super
cool.

The ride to ihop was chill. I felt really cool and when we got to ihop i
started to panic because i was nervous for some reason i don't know
why. When we were walking i noticed that Brandon wasn't bad at all. He was
super cool, he seemed to be really smart, he was wearing sick jordan's, he
smelled good, and he was older than us.

At the door the lady greeted us with a smile.

"Just you and your little brothers?" asked the lady as she looked at
Brandon.

"Oh yeah, taking them out for their last day of school breakfast" he
laughed.

I kind of blushed at the thought of me being his little brother. I wouldn't
mind him giving me awesome shirts.

When we got to our booth Eddie did something i hated. He always likes to
sit alone so i had to sit next to brandon. NOthing wrong with that, i just
felt weird.

I started to get a boner, i don't know why. i felt really weird having to
sit next to him.

i looked at the menu and had no clue what to order. I really didn't.

"So what are you getting?" asked Eddie.

"I don't know." i said confused.

"Well get whatever you want" said Brandon.

"No you're paying, i can't be a moocher. I'll eat something small" i said.

"Brandon doesn't like when people do that. Just eat whatever you want trust
me" said Eddie laughing.

Well now i see why Eddie hangs out with Brandon so much. Gosh this guy is
basically the coolest dude i've met yet.

When the waitress came to take our order Eddie ordered first and he did it
like a boss. ordered everything he could think of and i was panicking.

Brandon ordered waffles and then an omelette. I was so nervous when the
lady turned to look at me that i panicked.

"I'll take the same thing as him" i said as i pointed to Brandon. Why i did
that, i don't know.

"Woah buddy, can you even eat all that?" asked Brandon as he looked at me.

"Hey i'm small, but i can handle it" i said. Again, i don't know why i said
that.

Eddie was playing on his new shiny cell phone, i looked at mine, and i was
just embarrassed.

Then i saw Brandon pull out his phone. The latest iPhone and in a super
cool iPhone case. again, i was embarrassed.

"hey brandon, can i get a new case for my phone, this one is getting faded"
said Eddie.

"Sure we can pick it later after school and we can order it. Hey did you
finish your homework?" said brandon. i was still amazed. for me to ask for
even a case i have to plan it because my parents cant' buy random shit like
that.

"Dude, i'll get it done trust me" said Eddie as he looked at me. Great, he
wants to copy me.

I sat there listening to the conversation those two had. Basically Brandon
took care of everything, he bought shit eddie wanted he took him places,
they planned trips, and then realized thats why Eddie is gone so much or he
tells me he's sleeping more often now.

When our food came i took it personal, i needed to eat everything so i
didn't look like a dumb ass for saying i could handle it.

They included me in their convo a lot and it was really cool that Brandon
made me feel like i was part of everything. He wasn't like the older d bags
on tv that treat younger siblings like shit. It was then that i realized
that i wanted an older brother like him. I was the oldest so it
sucked. Eddie had 2 older brothers and they are cool, but not like
Brandon. They act like brothers tho so either way Eddie has it made.

I ended up giving up on the food and Eddie made fun of me, but Brandon just
patted my back and told me to keep trying maybe soon i can finish it.

He gave the waitress and 15 dollar tip which is crazy because i've never
seen my family tip someone that much specially just for breakfast. I wanted
to ask how he had money but i didn't.

We headed back to the car so we could go to school.

"Hey brandon, i'm probably going to be hanging with Carlos after school,
just pick a case for me." said Eddie on the way to school.

"Thats cool bro. I'll get it taken care of." he said.

"What time do you get off work" asked Eddie.

"I don't know really when i feel like closing the office i guess" he
answered.

"What do you do Brandon?" i finally had the guts to ask.

"I work at an office for my dad." he said.

"Oh?is he like rich?" i asked.

"haha. kind of. but i make my own money" Brandon answered.

We then switched the conversation to school and before we knew it we were
there. When we pulled up to the school all of my friends were standing by
the front and i thought it was going to be perfect. Getting off in front of
them in this sweet car. Eddie acted normal, but thats probably because he's
used to being in the car, but not me.  I soaked up all the attention i
guess.

When we got off the car i felt like a fucking celebrity.

"Alright guys, have fun" said Brandon.

"Thanks bro" answered Eddie.

"Yeah thanks Brandon it was super cool" i said.

I walked over to my friends who were all asking me what kind of car that
was and if that was our big brother i looked over to Brandon who was
driving away.

He was special.

"Oh uh its a BMW" said Eddie answering a kids question.

"its super nice. so he's your older brother?" the kid asked me.

"WHy do you ask?" i asked him.

"He looks like you"

"You think so?" Eddie asked our friend.

"yeah a lot. he seems cool"

"Oh he is" i said eagerly.

That whole day i spent it happy. i was so cool right now. it was the last
day, i had a full summer to play and be cool. I had my ps3, i just couldn't
wait.

I headed over to my girlfriends locker. She was cleaning it up.

"Hey carlos. Why weren't you on the bus?" she asked.

"Oh sorry did you wait for me at the front of the school?" i asked.

"Yeah?but you never got off the bus"

"OH i got a ride from my friend" i said.

"Listen, i think we need to break up. You're very childish and, i mean it
was cool to hold hands and text each other and stuff. but i want a mature
guy"

"You're breaking up with me?" i asked.

"You're just a boy Carlos."

"But we've kissed" i said.

"Yeah, i know. and thats all you'll ever get from me. But still, i'm sorry
ok. You're a cool guy, i'm sure you'll move on" she told me as she handed
everything i kept in her locker.

"Oh okay, thanks?" i said confused.

I mean honestly caught me off guard. But i couldn't believe i forgot to
tell her i got a ride. I was so happy being cool that i forgot.

The day went by pretty fast because it was half day and all we did was
basically watch movies or talk about the summer. When the last bell rang i
walked over to Eddie's locker. He came up to me and said sorry.

"You heard?" i asked.

"The whole school heard. She's dating Mike now" he said.

Mike was the school jock. The big man. The future high school football
captain. The big deal.

"Oh thats cool" i said angrily. I mean she was great. Cute, funny,
smart. She only liked me because she said i was honest and real. That
turned out great for me i guess.

I walked away and got on my bus. I didn't want to do anything but go
home. Everyone else wanted to go play football or whatever, but i didn't. i
felt embarrassed.

The bus ride home was annoying to me. Everyone had a better life than me it
seemed like.

When i got home it got even worse. My mom made me clean everything with her
because i guess her stupid friends were coming over. Back in the day it
meant that Eddie was coming because he'd come with his mom, but ever since
we started 7th grade, he always found something else to do and he would
invite me but my lame parents wouldn't let me go half the time. I figured
he wouldn't come this time either.

When i finished helping i just went to my room to play ps3 and listened to
music in my ghetto old stereo.

I had no one really cool to text so i threw my phone on my bed. I mean i
had other friends and obviously knew girls but i didn't want to get that "i
feel bad for you" response.

I ended up falling asleep.

At 6pm my mom came into my room.

"Honey, wake up. Come eat." she said.

"no i'm not hungry. Plus there's people downstairs and i don't like it" i
said.

"Carlitos, why do you have to be so negative."

"i'm not mom. i'm just tired today. thats all." i said.

"Okay come eat and say hi then you can come back to bed" she told me.

I shrugged my shoulders, then wiped my eyes and headed downstairs.

My house was small so there was only 6 chairs tightly squeezed around my
table. i sat where there was 2 empty chairs and i said hi to the ladies
there. then i started to eat, then i heard the bathroom door open and i saw
brandon walk out with a smile.

For some reason my heart jumped. Why was he here?

"Brandon honey, grab a beer from the fridge for me" said my mom to him.

He shook his head in that cool "waddup" kind of way and then grabbed the
beer then came and sat down next to me.

I was kind of embarrassed cuz i looked like crap and he was dressed really
cool.

"so whats it like hanging with all women today?" my mom asked him.

"ha well my dad left me for sure today but hey i got Carlitos here to even
out the balance" he said as he patted my back.

"Yeah i hear you guys went out to eat this morning, thanks for asking for
permission Carlitos" my mom said to me with that look mom's give when they
are trying to make or prove a point.

"Oh?see i didn't know i was going. i swear" i said.

"He really didn't.  I was taking Eddie to school and Carlitos asked for a
ride and thats when he found we were going to eat" he said. Everything he
said sounded convincing so the women just smiled and kept drinking. When we
finished dinner i kind of panicked. I didn't want to go back up to my room
now, not now that the coolest guy was here.

"Hey honey why don't you show Brandon your room and play some games" said
my mom.

"Oh..uh?its messy but sure come on Brandon" i said happily.

We got up and he followed me up to my room.

"Hey brandon my house is tiny don't make fun of me and my room's a mess" i
said.

"its cool little dude" he answered. I loved how he was so chill about
things.

When we got to my little as room i moved some stuff around so we could sit
on my bed to play video games.

"You still have a regular tv?" he asked when he saw my huge dinosaur tv.

"yes, can't afford that fancy lcd flat screen crap" i said.

"Oh?i have an old one do you want it?" he said.

"I mean yes i do, but this ones fine plus i'll get in trouble for asking
for it"

"Oh? well i mean i'm just going to throw it away because i bought a new
one, but ok" he said confused.

Damn, i just turned down a flat screen tv. What was wrong with me. We sat
down and we started playing black ops.

in fact we talked and laughed until about 2 in the morning when it was
finally time for him to take his mom back home. In that time we got to talk
about lots of things including my break up, my life, how i'm poor and other
simple guy stuff. He was very helpful and told me he'd always be willing to
help a brotha out if i ever needed advice and he gave me his number. For
some reason i was super happy about how the day turned out. When he got up
i got to see him closer. He had a really nice body. he had muscles i could
tell his shirt was tight. and he was just wearing sports shorts and socks
and those cool nike sandals everyone but me has. I followed him downstairs
to say bye and then we sat down by the couches as the women said their
byes.

"Hey if you need me to watch Carlos next week when you take your daughter
to wherever you need to go please let me know i'll send Brandon to get him"
Brandon's mom told my mom. My eyes lit up. I can only imagine what his room
is like!

"No thats too much of a bother i'll just leave him with my sister in the
city" my mom said.

"No i'm serious. We're only blocks away from each other, don't be
silly. Carlitos will be fine. Plus Brandon needs someone to stop him from
going out all week drinking" his mom said.

"Hey, you all just drank. Don't judge me for drinking" said brandon.

"well, honey do you want to spend 3 days with them?" my mom asked me. IF
this was anyone else id say fuck no in a second, but?in this case i was
torn. I mean i wanted to, but i was also shy.

"Umm?i mean i don't like going to my aunts house" i said.

"then its settled. i'll send Brandon to pick you up on friday night, pack a
small bag and you can be my youngest son for the weekend" his mom said to
me as she squeezed my cheeks. i looked over at Brandon and he was on his
phone. Guess he could care less. but then he looked up and smiled at me.

Maybe he did care.

"Okay i'll pack it for him. Thank you so much for your help Sandy" said my
mom to his.

"No problem what are friends for" she replied.

Then we said our good byes and i went up to my room. I was excited. I
rarely spend the night anywhere unless it was family or a friend my parents
knew an felt like letting me go, or sometimes i got to go to sleepover
parties which rarely happen.

I lied in my bed texting some bitches. I was trying to flirt with as many
girls as possible. I mean i'm going to be 13 and i need to get my groove on
soon. I can't keep jerking myself off all the time. Well, since no bitch
wants to give it up i guess i'll take care of myself.

So i did the deed, then i got that weird guilty feeling after wards and
fell asleep.

The next morning i woke up and did absolutely nothing for the first few
hours of being awake. I mean i liked the fact that i was on vacation but i
couldn't do anything until after my mom got home from work which wasn't
until like 4 or 5pm. By anything i mean like going outside with friends or
whatever. As i sat in my bed just being bored and watching tv i looked at
my phone. Some of the girls texted me back and so did Eddie. But they text
back so late at night that i'm usually asleep for it. When it was time for
lunch i got so bored that i just couldn't really handle it anymore. I tried
playing my video games, i tried jerking off again and texting hoes, but
nothing really made me happy. When i logged into my Facebook i decided to
add Brandon. it took me a while to find him and once i did i found myself
looking through what i could see. He had privacy settings so i couldn't
really see everything. In a matter of minutes he accepted my friend request
and i found myself looking through all his pictures and posts. He was such
a cool person. Before i knew i had spent about half and hour just looking.

Eventually i commented on some of his things and to my surprised he
answered almost instantly. In one of his pictures we actually kept a
conversation going until Eddie commented on it telling me to just send a
message because i was clogging his feed since he was tagged on the
picture. I took his advice.

Then it hit me. Why the hell am i even so happy to talk to Brandon? OH yeah
i remember, he's just the coolest guy. Thats it. Nothing more.

Okay so i made up my mind. i messaged him.

-hey brandon. sup- I finally had the guts to hit send.

-not much carlitos just here at the office working what about you?-

-oh just sitting in my room doing nothing. bored-

-sounds like fun- he replied.

I was amazed at the quickness of his replies.

-its really not. i messaged cuz its easier than commenting-

-i guess. i don't mind either one is fine-

-sweet. so what do you do in the office-

-i sit, look at numbers, approve shit, sign shit, answer the phone, and nod
my head pretending to care about shit-

-sounds?busy-

-not really-

-so you're the boss huh?-

-yes sir i am-

-can i be your assistant-

-haha i already have one-

-your?servant?-

-haha i don't need a servant-

-your minion?- i asked. I must have sounded stupid.

-yes you may be my minion and you may call me master-

When he said that to me i smiled like stupid. Why i did it? i have no
idea. but i did.

We kept the conversation going for at least half an hour. I replied back as
soon as he did and he replied back as soon as i did. When my friends
started to text back as they woke up it got hard to manage all the texting
and answering back on my old ass computer so i had to give up on
something. I finally asked him if i could text him because i and to get off
the computer and he said of course. So i did. I must have texted him all
day. Sometimes it took me a while to respond and sometimes it took him a
while but we kept it going all day.

The next few days we texted back and forth a lot and talked about
everything that came to our minds. Of course i didn't say anything about
the bitches i talked to but i did say stupid things like 'ill make you a
sandwich master' or i even offered to clean his shoes since they got
dirty. I honestly don't know why i did but i just took the minion thing too
far at points. The good thing is he never even said anything bad he was the
coolest dude. He made me feel like i was the coolest dude when i knew he
was the cool one. Eventually we started planning what we would do when i
got to go with him on friday and it was becoming the highlight of my boring
life. I did go out and played catch with friends, i was still trying to be
a pimp, but still had no luck what so ever.

Slowly Friday came along. I woke up early that day. Why? no idea. But i
did. My mom as packing some stuff and my sister was annoying me asking me
if i was scared to go spend the night somewhere. I didn't know what to
pack. I mean it was only 3 days and it was only a few blocks from here so
if i needed anything i'm sure i could just come back to pick it up.

We still texted a lot but i guess friday's were a busy day for him so he
replied in less time. I found out that he had just broken up with his
girlfriend not too long ago and that he was working on just buying his own
house or moving to the big city to live in a big building. I always wanted
to visit the city but we never had enough money.

When 3 pm came along i finally packed a small back pack and then jumped in
the shower to get ready. After that i eagerly sat on my bed to watch tv
while i waited. Mom came in.

"Hurry up get ready?" she began to say but stopped when she saw me ready.

"Woah. You're ready without me telling you to be?"

"Yes mother. I got bored so i went ahead and showered, is that ok?" i asked
with an annoyed tone of voice.

"Okay smart ass go downstairs. Brandon will be here any minute" she told
me.

I slowly got up and grabbed my back pack. I wanted to act cool. I didn't
want her to think that she was doing me a favor by letting me go somewhere.

She followed me downstairs to the entry area where i sat on my couch on my
shitty phone. I looked through that window, but pretended to be careless.

When i heard the doorbell ring i nearly jumped. My heart began to
race. Why? No idea. I got nervous happy and scared all at the same time.



to be continued.



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Beginning a new story. Please let me know how you like it so far, comments
compliments, complaints, its all welcomed. Time to begin a new story.

much love, Tommy

tommy199212@hotmail.com