Date: Thu, 20 Mar 2003 10:17:43 +0100
From: Derron Haikenen <sxadct@hotmail.com>
Subject: Addicted to Sex? Chris is His Name

The following is a work of non-fiction. This is the experience of someone
who is real "me".  If you are under the age of 18 or 21 depending on your
states laws, do not read this!  If you are unsure that you can read this,
don't!  Go learn the laws of your state!  Please do not steal this work and
present it as your own, that is just pathetic!  Read it and enjoy.


		   Addicted to sex ?  Chris is His Name

Let me first say that the following stories are going to be of my sexual
adventures.  They are all true and nothing has been added or cut from them
(except maybe some names).  This is not really going to be a novel I am
sorry.  I will write my thoughts and then I will get straight to the
adventures.  I have read some amazing stories on the internet, if I wanted
to write erotica I would write one and have my book published.  Usually
people come on here to get off so I am and getting straight to the point,
so no worries just read and you will be sure to get off. LOL unless my sex
life is not exciting enough for you!


I think that sometimes people can turn gay, or they do not realize it until
they are older and the fun is all gone.  I have always known I was gay.  Do
not ask me how but it has always been natural.  More natural to look at
guys than girls.  I can remember my childhood days spent naked with other
little boys, playing doctor and exploring each others bodies with our
mouths, our little fingers, our feet, and our eyes. I do not remember
really when I really grasped it as being different.I do not think I ever
have.  The male body has been so interesting to me, so beautiful to
me.so. natural.  I am turning 19 today, I look at my past and I smile.
Some people would look at my past and frown for what it was.  I look at my
past and smile because I have accomplished what I wanted and I explored
what there was to explore.  I guess you could kind of say I am a success
... yet a failure.  I have morals, believe me I do, they are just hidden
away and I am never getting them out!  At the age of 14 I began to walk
down a long road that had no exits.  I find myself still today on this road
traveling slowly looking for the exits, or am I really?  The past 6 years
of my life have been a total waste some may say, but for me, they have been
years so great that I could not have asked for any better!

	I suppose I will tell you about myself.  My name is Derron Pekka
Ferro Henkainen.  Yeah what was my Finnish father and my Belgo-Italian
mother thinking when they named me?  I have no idea!  I am 5'11" and have
dark black hair like my mother. My skin is an olive color which I get from
my mother also.  My eyes are a mix of an olive-green and a light blue.  My
body now is well proportioned and I stay fit by running and working out
once in a while.  I am slim.  I have I guess you could say a slight
swimmers body but it is more of a runners body.  I would never want to have
so many muscles bulging out everywhere that I could not bend my arm to comb
my hair, speaking of hair, my hair is short and I sometimes gel it into the
messy look, but there are times when I am lazy and do not feel like it!
Personally I am perfect!  No really I am.you think I am just saying this
like every other internet freak who is fat and ugly and wants to feel
better about themselves.  I am really perfect.  I am gorgeous if I even
dare to go that far.  I can really say this because I have worked hard to
look the way I am, well not really, my parents worked really hard! My
parents are probably the most gorgeous married couple you will have ever
seen in your whole life.  We are the type of family you would see in a
commercial getting up out of bed looking perfectly beautiful.except we
would not need the make-up artists and all that other crap!  I really do
think we could sleep a whole good nights sleep and wake up absolutely
gorgeous looking!  Believe what you want but it is true!  Well enough of
that I will get on with my story.  Most of you have already left by now!

	I am a bottom.total bottom!  I am not a girl or anything.I do not
act anything like a flame, but I like looking at myself as the "women" in
the relationship.  Let me just tell you that I am obsessed with sex.
Obsessed cannot even describe how much I love sex.  Most people would say
this is a flaw, I do not see it as a flaw at all!  Yeah, I know you are
saying a nympho-maniac cannot be perfect! Well this one can! Anyway let me
take you back 6 years to when my obsession started.

	Well I was 13 and probably a little less attractive since I was
right in the middle of puberty. I was a little shorter, I was about 5'6". I
was innocent and horny as hell! Ever since I found out that ejaculating was
probably the best feeling ever I would wank everyday of my miserable
adolescent life!  I was living in Ohio in a little town near Columbus which
is the capital if you did not know it! My English was awful since I had
spoken Finnish, French, and Dutch my whole life living in Belgium, and I
was horny!  There was this family who lived across the street from me.
They were Christians, and when I say Christians I do mean Christians.  They
had two kids one nasty annoying little girl my age named Bethany, and a
beautiful specimen of a boy named Chris, he was 15 at the time.  When we
moved in across that street they showed us hospitality like no other. They
invited us over for dinner they offered to show us around town, and of
course they invited us to church.  Church is where my hell began. My
parents fell in love with the Lord and it was bound to be my life too as
long as I lived in their house.

	After ten months of living in Circleville life started to get easy,
and normal.  I was now 14 years old and I had friends at school and I could
speak the language. The only problem was it was June and it was summer.  I
was bored.  I could not go to my friends' houses because their parents and
my parents worked.  I was forced to go across the street to play with Chris
and Bethany.  Ok I thought I was perfect, ok no. these kids probably did
nothing wrong in their whole entire lives.  They were absolutely boring
too.  Chris was a macho "I like Westerns" kind of guy, while Bethany was a
little "I am going to bake some cookies for my little dolls and horses"
kind of girl.  I have to say that the only reason I went over there was
because the food that I received was really good and I could never get
enough of Chris and his dad (his dad is another story).  Chris was hard to
understand.  We would go out into his huge yard and do stupid macho boy
shit, like take hatchets and cut wood or shoot a bb gun.  I did all this
miserable stupid shit just so I could be near him.  I was not in love with
him or anything, just his body.  He was 15 at the time almost 16 and his
body was gorgeous.  He never ever wore a shirt, ever!  His body was
naturally cut, hie pecs were well defined and he even had a six pac. It was
all natural and I always wanted to just reach out and touch it.  His eyes
were a deep blue. His hair was short brown and curly. He always wore these
same pants, they were the army camouflage kind, they were tight and hugged
his nice bubbled ass. One thing that turned me on even more was his
innocence.  He and his sister were home schooled their entire lives.  He
hardly knew anything outside of church.  He had one habit that drove me
absolutely crazy!  He would put his hand down in his pants to scratch
himself (like a macho type of guy would) and then pull out and smell it!
He would do that all the time, and every time he would smell it, I never
understood why but then again I never cared.  I would try anything to touch
the hand that he used to scratch himself and then try to sniff it to see if
it smelled like his dick. I could never smell anything but I did not care,
I just loved touching him.

	One day I woke up, threw some clothes on and headed across the
street to Chris' house.  I knocked on the door but no one answered, so I
pushed it open and went inside. This was normal, it was not like I was
breaking in, I usually entered without knocking anyway.  I said hello but
no one said anything.  I heard water running and went down the hall to find
that the bathroom door was open.  I sneaked a look around the corner to
find Chris totally naked in the shower washing himself.  I let my eyes run
down his body until they reached his crotch.  There it was, the thing I had
dreamed of seeing ever since I first saw him.  His dick was thick for his
age, and it hung about 3 inches soft.  It jiggled as he moved and washed
himself.  he turned around and his beautiful ass was exposed to me.  It was
tight and had dimples and I almost could not control myself.  I watched him
for another 5 minutes then decided to let him know I was there. I backed up
a little and called out.

"Hey is anyone there," I said as I came into Chris' view in the doorway;

"Hey!  I'm naked! Shut the Door!"  Chris screamed as he tried to cover
himself, but was not doing a very good job of it.

"We are both boys, we have the same thing Chris!" I replied staring at his
body like it was a piece of meat.

"Just please shut the door I will be out in a minute," he said in a voice
showing he was uncomfortable.  I closed the door and went out into the
living room and turned on the TV.  I do not remember what I was watching
but Chris soon appeared next to me in his usual army pants.

"So what are you watching?" He asked looking at the TV and still blushing
from me seeing him.

"I dunno really," I replied shortly.

"So what do you want to do today? Want to build that tree house we have
been talking about?" he asked looking at me.

"Um.maybe, where is everyone?" I asked him looking at him.

"Oh they are all up at the church they will not be home until late
tonight. There is some concert going on up there, I did not feel like
going, " he answered turning his attention back to the television.

"Oh I see, so you are all alone?" I asked innocently.

"Yep!  Cool isn't it?" He replied excitedly.

"Yeah I guess," I replied watching the scene on TV start to get
interesting.  A man was laying on some woman kissing her and starting to
undress her.

"Umm Derron I do not think we should be watching this, I do not think my
parents would approve," he said watching it with a face that said
differently.

"Oh ok," I said turning the TV off. He turned to me and smiled his gorgeous
smile.

"Thank," he said with a wink.

"No prob, hey can I ask you a question?" I said looking at him.

"Yeah, sure, what is it?"

"Have you ever done that.what was on the television?" I asked looking him
in the eyes knowing the answer already.

"No way, you cannot do that before marriage Derron, it is a sin," he
answered with a sound of shock.

"No, not have sex! I am talking about kissing. Have you ever kissed
anyone?" I asked giggling a little at his innocence.

"No," he replied simply.

"Have you ever wanted to?" I asked scooting myself a little closer to him.

"Well, yeah, but I do not know how, and I have not found the women to do it
with," he said.

"Oh well, I could show you how it is done?" I said scooting even closer to
him.

"But you are a boy," he replied with a look of confusion.

"Yeah so?" I asked.

"That is wrong. Boys are not suppose to kiss each other. It says so in the
Bible," he said changing his look to a serious one.

"Oh yeah, where?" I asked.

"I dunno, but I know it does," he said unsurely.

"Oh come on Chris we are like best friends, don't you want to be prepared
when you get the chance to?" I asked touching his shoulder.

"Yeah, I guess.umm.ok.so what do I do," he asked looking me in they eyes
with a look of innocence.

"Let me do everything." I said leaning towards him and slowly letting my
lips brush his. I pulled away slowly looking at his scared face.

"Is that it?" He asked.

"No I need you to face your body towards me let me sit between your legs,"
I replied as he moved and I pulled myself closer to him.  I put my hand
behind his head pulling his mouth to mine.  I pressed my lips hard against
his and slowly let my tongue seep out of my mouth and lick his lips.

"Open your mouth a little Chris." I whispered while my lips kept rubbing
his.  I felt him open his mouth and I slowly let my tongue slide into his.
I touched his tongue with mine and tried to get him to move his tongue into
my mouth but he suddenly pulled away from me.

"What are you doing?!" He screamed.

"It is part of kissing Chris," I said as I leaned and started to kiss him
passionately forcing my tongue into his mouth. For a few moments I was
doing all the work but I then felt his tongue slide into my mouth and he
began to kiss me back. For 5 minutes straight we went at it not once
stopping to breath.  I soon broke away from is mouth and started to kiss
his neck.  He did not stop me so I began to suck on his neck and lick it.
Shortly after I heard soft grunts coming from Chris. I pushed him back to
where he was laying against the arm rest of the couch and I was laying on
him. I felt something hard poking me in the belly, I knew right away what
is was. I slowly started to grind myself in to Chris as I moved back up and
we locked our lips together. His breathing started to get harder and he
started to grunt while kissing me.  I did not want this to ever end. I
began to rub my right hand up and down his stomach and chest and I started
to twink his left nipple with my left hand.  He started to moan and grind
his dick into my stomach.

"We shouldn't be doing this Derron, it is wrong," he managed to get out
between his hard short breaths.

"It is natural Chris, I know that you do not want me to stop," I
replied. He did not answer me but he pushed his crotch harder into my
stomach. I began to slowly kiss down his neck to his chest where I licked
at his right quarter sized nipple.  I licked down the center of his stomach
to his belly button.  As I played with his belly button I looked up and saw
his eyes meet mine. His mouth was open and he was breathing hard.  I slowly
unbuttoned his pants and began to draw the zipper down.  I pulled the flaps
apart and saw that he was not wearing any underwear, I exposed his dark
curly hair that covered his crotch.  I looked up and saw that he was
worried but continued anyway. I began to pull his pants down.  He lifted
himself up so I could pull them off of him.  His dick popped up and stood
at full attention. I as I pulled his pants off of his feet I stared at his
nice 7" hard thick dick. He moved his hands down to cover himself but I
stopped him and laid his hands on his stomach. I spread his legs apart and
started to lick his hairy inner thighs.  He began to squirm and grunt from
the pleasure he was feeling shooting through his body.  I pushed my nose
into his ball sack and began to lick under his balls. I reached up and
slowly began to touch the thick mushroom head of his dick. I felt him
tighten his body up why my fingers wrapped around his dick and slowly start
to jerk him off.

"Oh...Derron I never...knew how great.it felt to have.someone else touch
your penis.kiss it..put my penis in your mouth," he moaned out as I tried
sticking both of his nuts in my mouth and succeeding at only getting
one. With my right hand slowly jerking him off I reached up with my left
hand and started to pinch his nipples.  I was feeling great.I had never
done any of this in my whole life, I was just doing what felt natural.  I
let his nut fall out of my mouth and I slowly started to lick the base of
his cock.  I slowly licked up the length of his cock to the head and back
down.  As I did this I felt him shudder.  I slowly licked back up to his
head and wrapped my lips around the mushroom head. I felt him push his cock
into my mouth and I felt his hands pushing my mouth onto him. I slowly let
his cock come into my mouth.  When I got about half way down I could not go
any farther without choking.  I lifted my mouth up and slowly went back
down. I started a bobbing pattern up and down on his cock, sucking and
licking it ferociously.  He started to buck faster and faster and since I
wanted this to last as long as I could I pulled off his cock.

"What are you doing?  Please put your mouth back on it.please," Chris said
gasping for air.

"You do not want to see me?" I said throwing my shirt on the ground and
unbuttoning my pants.

"Yeah, I do want to see you!"  Chris said helping me pull of my
underwear. I Could tell by his face that he had not thought of seeing me
naked.  But when my underwear hit the ground Chris just stopped and stared
at me in awe.  I was not quite as big as him I was only 5" hard.  I felt
Chris grab my ass and pull me towards him.  He did not waste no time in
trying to get me turned on, he wrapped his lips around my cock and started
to suck me like he had never had a sucker in his life. I began to moan and
hump my cock into his mouth.  I soon started to feel weak and felt that I
was going to cum so I pushed his mouth off of my cock and pushed him back.

"Why did you do that?" He asked with a puppy dog face.

"I thought you did not want to do this, I thought it was a sin?" I asked
smiling and trying to get my breath back.

"Oh, it is weird, but it is fun I have never felt this way," he said
smiling.

"You have never jerked off?" I asked him.

"No what is that?" He asked looking innocent. I sat beside him and grabbed
his dick and started to jerk him slowly.

"That!" I said as I leaned into him kissing his beautiful mouth and
continuing to jerk him. We continued kissing and I continued jerking him as
we positioned ourselves better on the couch. Soon I stopped jerking him and
was laying flat on top of him. My cock was touching his and I slowly began
to rub myself into him continuing kissing him. I felt myself begin to
climax and I began to hump him hard and harder. I felt him pushing himself
into meet my rhythm.  He started to turn and I soon fell off the couch with
him landing on top of me. He stopped and began to kiss me more passionately
than we ever had. I felt his dick slide between my butt cheeks. I felt him
jerk out.  He had made a mistake, but I soon felt his dick sliding back in
between by butt and I then felt him fucking my butt cheeks.  He began to
hump me rapidly, as he humped me his stomach rubbed forcefully on my
dick. I began to moan in pleasure and knew I would not be able to hold for
much longer. I heard his grunts become faster and shorter and then I heard
him scream out in pleasure as I felt spurt after spurt of his boy cream
spread in between my ass. He continued humping me slower emptying all his
cum out.  As he rubbed against me to empty his last load I started to spurt
my own cum all over his stomach. I reached around and grabbed his ass and
pulled him hard into me letting my cum spread all over both of us. He
collapsed on top of me and slowly started to kiss me.  After about 5
minutes of him laying on me catching his breath he rolled off of me.  I
turned my head towards him and saw he was looking at me.

"Derron thank you.  That was the best feeling I ever had in my whole life,"
he whispered with a smile.

"No thank you for giving me the thing I have wanted ever since I saw you,"
I said kissing him.

"You have wanted to suck on my penis and kiss me ever since you first saw
me?" He asked blushing.

"Yeah and there is one thing more I want, but we can try that next time," I
said winking.

"Oh do not think there will be a next time. We should not be doing this,"
he said looking at his cum covered self.

"Well will see," I said as I leaned over and started to lick my cum from
his body.

"Yeah I guess you are right, we will see," he said smiling.

"Come on let's get cleaned up!" I said licking the last drop of my cum from
his belly button.



If you liked this story and want to hear the rest of my experiences e-mail
me at sxadct@hotmail.com Thank you!