Date: Mon, 24 Mar 2014 18:29:50 -0600 From: joey asdf <joeyblow91@hotmail.com> Subject: "Alec Grows Up" pt1 (young friends section) Alec Grows Up Feedback: joeyblow91@hotmail.com ------------------------------------------------------- I sat on my chair cross-legged, eyes glued to the monitor and my finger clicking the mouse periodically. I guess you could say I was a nerdy kid. I spent most of my days inside playing my shooter games. The people I talked to the most were my online friends, who of course I had never met. Most twelve year olds were outside playing football, basketball, riding their bikes, etc. It wasn't that I didn't enjoy those things, it was that I preferred to play video games. My mom always warned me that if I kept staring at a computer screen for hours, my vision would go bad and I'd need glasses. So far, she was wrong. She warned me about a lot of things. She worried I would accidently go to a pornography website, some predator would try to lure me out and rape me, or the people I was talking to weren't actually who they said they were. I already knew what porn was - what twelve year old didn't?. My online friends might have lied about their age, but so did I. I said I was fourteen, which, at the time seemed really old. All I knew was that they were kids just like me - I heard it in their voices - and even if they weren't, I had no plans to meet them in real life. They were just online friends. I was knocked out of my trance by my brother coming around the corner. My computer was in the basement, which had no door. To my left was my brother's room. It used to be a guest room, but he wanted to move his room from upstairs to the basement so my parents complied and moved his bed, television, and playstation to his new room. He was two years older than me and I looked up to him. He had a ton of friends, was popular, and seemed to bring home a new girl every week. "That's my bro," Danny said, pointing to me as they walked around my chair to his room. "Hey!" the girl said to me. "Hi," I said, shyly, and redirected my focus back to my game. I felt as if this situation happened hundreds of times. But this time, it was different. They went into his room and Danny came back out alone a couple of minutes later. "Alec," he said. "Turn it off for a minute." "Why?" I asked. "Just tell me, I don't need to turn it off." Before I knew it, my monitor went black. I looked to Danny and he had the power plug in his hand. "Danny!" I cried out. "What the fuck?!" "Calm down, it's just a game, geek-o. This is important." "Okay, what?" I asked, annoyed. I took my headset off, revealing a messed up tuft of brown hair. "That girl I just brought home, I had her here a couple weeks ago. Remember?" "No," I said. They all started looking the same to me. "Well, I did. And she said you were cute." I blushed. "Really?" "Yeah. I talked to her about you today. She seems into you." My heart was pounding at this point. "What do I do?" I asked Danny, looking for guidance. "She's waiting for you in there. Just be yourself." I got up off my chair and walked towards his room but took a detour into the bathroom to check the mirror. My brown hair was a little messed up from the headset but otherwise I looked okay. I looked normal and casual with my shorts and t-shirt on. I left the bathroom, walked into Danny's room, and shut the door behind me. As I closed the door, Danny was looking at me with a smile on his face and a thumbs up. Alena was sitting on the bed with her short shorts on and a tank top on. I walked up nervously and held my hand up. "Hi," I said. "Hey, cutie," Alena said seductively. "Did you lock the door?" I nodded. "How come?" "Come here," she said and put her hand on my shirt, pulling me toward her. Before I knew what was going on, she lifted my t-shirt up. She leaned her head forward and started licking my nipples. "Mmmm," she groaned. "Do you like that?" "Y-yes..." I struggled out. She stuck her hand down my shorts and massaged my dick through my boxers. I was already hard. She pulled my shorts down and soon after, my boxers. I stood there, completely naked, in front of her. My five inch hard dick stuck up proudly. She put her hands on my butt cheeks and pulled me toward her even more. This was when I had my first blowjob. I wish I remembered more of it. All I know is that I stood there moaning as I felt this new sensation I had never felt before. It was warm and soft and sensual. The one thing I do remember is that I looked down at her head and face and something felt off. I tilted my head back instead which made everything much better. And then, the point where I realized I was gay - I started imagining my brother's friend, Eric, giving me a blowjob. Almost right after, I came in her mouth. Not a lot, but as much as a twelve year old could cum. The events after that were a little fuzzy. I was on cloud nine. I'm pretty sure she talked to me but I don't remember what she said. The next thing I remember was her opening the door and talking to my brother for a bit. He then came into the room and she left our house out the back door. "So, little man, you got your first blowjob. How was it?" "It... was really good," I said. "You know, I didn't know if you'd be able to finish," Danny said. "What do you mean?" "I didn't know if you'd be able to cum." "I know, why didn't you?" "Well..." he paused. "You left your computer unlocked one day. And I saw some of the porn sites you were going to." My heart sank. "What?" "It's just, all of those videos you watch... they're like, all about the guy. He's fucking a girl, but the camera is like all on the guy, dude." I stared at him, not knowing what to say. I had just realized I might be gay, and now my brother is telling me that I'm watching straight porn that fixates on the guy? "Well, I did cum," I said proudly. "Did you make her do that just to test me?" "Naw, man!" he said. "Well, kind of. But she really does think you're cute. I just wanted to know. Plus, you got your first BJ! Good job!" He raised his hand in the air for a high five. "Whatever," I said. I plugged the power cord back into the outlet and turned my computer back on. ------------------------------------------------------- A couple of months later, summer had ended. I was finally starting middle school. Fourth and fifth grade was supposedly going to prepare us for how difficult middle school was. And soon after starting, I learned that middle school was supposed to prepare us for how difficult high school was going to be. After I realized I might be gay, I began visiting gay porn websites and it was obvious how much more I admired the male physique compared to the female one. I loved the amateur porn. Everyone in those videos seemed to enjoy it. It was more sensual and as romantic as porn can get. Danny, two years older than me, was in eighth grade - the final grade in middle school. All of the teachers knew me because of him. A lot of his friends would say "hey" to me in the halls if we ever passed each other. I only knew a few of his friends, though. Ever since I realized I was gay, I felt as though I had an easier time turning my thoughts into words. Leonardo DiCaprio in Titanic was nice to look at before. But now he's cute. He's hot. I thought about him naked - things I never would have even begun to think before. I did the same with the boys in my classes. I went through each of them and rated them by looks. It seems shallow now, but back then it was just a fun, easy game to make class go by faster. In elementary school, I felt like I had a set group of friends. In middle school, most of us got split up and I felt as though I didn't really belong anywhere but I had my place in several circles of friends. At lunch, I usually sat with the same group of guys that I knew in elementary school. But in between classes, I had to make new friends to talk with. One group had Steven, Will, and Oliver. I felt like they were "cool" kids and I was out of place, but for some reason they seemed to like it when I was there. One day, at lunch, I wasn't feeling hungry at all. I just decided to sit with my friends at the lunch table and wait it out. At some point, I got bored and went outside. There wasn't much out there and we weren't allowed to walk very far - we had to be within eyesight of the teacher assigned to lunch duty. I walked around alone and eventually found myself sitting on top of a small wall that I could access from walking up a hill to the side. It was a little private, but the teacher could at least see my feet so I figured I was fine. I sat on the edge waiting for lunch time to be over. I looked around and realized there was writing on the side of the building next to me. It was just normal grafitti for the most part. Poems about getting high and how the world sucks. But one of them caught my eye. It said, "I gave Kris a BJ!" Then right under that, it said, "HUGE!!! COCK!". I tried to think of any Kris that I knew but no one came to mind. Later that night, I asked my brother, "Do you know anyone named Kris?" "Like a billion people, that name is common as fuck, Alec." "Kris with a K." "Oh," he said. "Maybe." Danny walked downstairs to his room and came up a few minutes later with a yearbook. He pointed to a picture of a kid in seventh grade last year. "This guy?" I shrugged. I didn't know who I was looking for. "Maybe. Does he still go to our school?" "Yeah," Danny said. "He rides our bus." ------------------------------------------------------- It was Saturday and over the summer, we had new neighbors move in. It was just a single mother and her nine year old boy. My mom was good friends with the lady by now. My mom came to me in the afternoon and told me I had to babysit for him that night. "Really, Mom? Why do I have to do it?" "Because you need to get out there and do stuff, Alec. There's more to life than games. Now, I already told Miss Jeffards that you would watch him for the night. It's only for a few hours." I sighed and agreed, not that I had a choice. At four, I walked over to their house and was greeted by Miss Jeffards. She was nice enough - she told me that she knew I'd rather be doing something else but she'd pay me twenty dollars for watching Kyle. She made sure I wasn't to use the oven or any electronics other than the microwave and went on her way. Kyle had long blonde hair that reached just below his ears. I was always envious of blondes, I felt like that hair color was beautiful. He was sitting on the couch, watching TV without his shirt on. He had long, blue shorts and a big pair of Vanns that looked way too big for his feet. On the side of the couch rested a worn skateboard. He turned his head and looked at me. "Hey," was all he said and he went back to watching his show. "Hi," I said as I walked to the front of the couch and sat down next to him. "Whatcha watching?" "Disney channel," he said. "Cool. I'll watch with you." As we watched the cheesy Disney sitcom, I couldn't help but turn my eyes and look at his bare chest. I didn't know what it was about it - it just seemed so inviting to me. About fifteen minutes later, I guess I was too obvious and he said, "What?". I didn't know what to say, so I just said "What?" back. "You keep looking at me," he said, with a slight laugh. "Sorry." I had no explanation so all I said was sorry and controlled my urge to look any more. The show ended about ten minutes later. "I'm hungry," he said and got up to look through the cabinets in the kitchen. I followed him and we picked out a couple of Ramen packs. We decided to just crush them up and eat them instead of boiling them in water. "This is boring," he said. "Well, what do you want to do? Want to play a game?" He nodded. "What do you have? PlayStation? Computer?" "I have a computer," he said. We walked upstairs to his room and turned on the computer. We looked through all the games he had but they were all single player and he couldn't decide on one. "Hey," he said with a smirk. "Wanna see something crazy?" "Okay," I said. He went to internet explorer and googled "boobs". The entire screen filled up with images of topless women. I had been going to porn sites since I was about his age so I had already seen it all. Still, I acted surprised. "Wow," I said. "Yeah. I wanna see some in real life," he said as his eyes scanned the screen. He stopped after awhile and looked at me. "Ever played doctor?" he asked. I shook my head. "What's that?" "It's when one of us gets to be the doctor and the other gets to be the patient." "What do you do?" "That's it." I was confused but figured I'd give it a try. "Okay, then. What do you wanna be first?" "I'll be the doctor first." Kyle got up from the chair and changed his tone to act professional - or how he would imagine a professional doctor would act. "Hello, Alec. This is Doctor Jeffards and I'll be examining you today. Lay down over there." He pointed to his bed. I obliged and laid down on the bed. He laid his head sideways on my chest to hear my heartbeat. "I'll need you to take your shirt off for this. I can't hear your heart." I sat up and took my shirt off and he repeated the same thing, looking up at my eyes while listening to my heartbeat. "There it is. It all seems to be fine." I laughed at how ridiculous it was. Then, suddenly, he put his hand on my crotch and I stopped. "I'm gonna need you to take off your pants now so I can check your... penis," he said, laughing as he got to the word "penis". "I don't know, Kyle..." I said. "You have to listen to the doctor," Kyle said. "It's the game." I pulled my jeans and socks off so all I had on was my boxers as I laid back down. I couldn't help it and ended up getting a boner soon after. My dick was about six inches hard but still pretty thin. I had the beginnings of pubic hair growing down there. "Dude, you have a boner!" Kyle said as he looked at tented, red boxers. "I can't help it," I said. "I have one, too!" I looked at his shorts and saw it bulge out a little. "Let me see yours," he said as he tried to find it with his hand through the opening in the front of my boxers. He pulled it so it stuck out the front and looked at it for a bit. "It's bigger than mine," Kyle said. "And you're getting hairs." "Well, I'm older than you," I said, still laying down. "Ewww, what's that? Pee?" he said. I looked and saw I had precum leaking out. "No, it's called precum. It comes out sometimes when you have a boner." Curious, he took his index finger and moved it closer and closer to the tip of my dick. He eventually touched the precum and moved his finger away, making it string out and leaving a small bit on the tip of his finger. He took his thumb and rubbed his index finger with it. "It's sticky," he said. "Wanna see mine?" he asked. "You can be the doctor for a bit." I nodded and said, "Sure." I got up from the bed and he took off his shoes and socks and laid down where I was. He instantly took his shorts and boxers off in one go, revealing his dick. It was about four inches hard. I took my hand and reflexively grasped his dick and pumped up and down a couple of times. "Whoa," he said. "That feels really good." "It's called jacking off." "What's that?" "When you, like, move your hand up and down your dick. It feels good. And at the end, it feels really, REALLY good and you shoot out more of that sticky stuff. It's called cum." "Can you keep doing it?" I nodded and started jacking him off as he stared intently and breathed loudly. It was only about thirty seconds before he started wiggling around and let out a loud, "Ahhhhhh". "It didn't work," he said. "Wasn't I supposed to shoot stuff out?" "You aren't old enough, I guess." "Can you do it?" "Yeah," I said. "Let me see." He got up and I laid back down as the patient again. I began masturbating like I had done hundreds of times before at this point. "What's taking so long?" he asked. "Sometimes it takes people longer than others. But it feels better if someone else does it. Try it." He stood by the edge of the bed and gripped my dick. I moaned a little. "Now, go up and down like I did to you." He jacked me off and I moaned softly, uncontrollably. I shifted my eyes to his still-naked body next to me. His dick was still hard and his thin body stood there so innocently as he stared at my cock and jacked me off. I took my hand and rubbed the side of his stomach, up and down. I don't know why I did it, I guess it was my way of saying "thank you". After about a minute of this, I felt like I was about to cum. "Okay, it's gonna happen." He moved a little closer and I had the most explosive orgasm I had ever had. I had never actually shot anything out at that point before, it only oozed out a little bit, but that time I actually shot several spurts up into the air. One of them hit his cheek and the others landed on my stomach. I laughed as I saw it hit his cheek, "Sorry about that." He laughed too, but rushed to the bathroom to wash his cheek off. When he came back, he said, "That was pretty cool. I can't wait to be able to do that." I nodded, "Yeah, I do it every day. But usually alone." "What else can you teach me?" he asked. "A lot, but I'll teach you another time." I cleaned myself up in the bathroom, got dressed, and we both went back downstairs to watch TV again. ------------------------------------------------------- Feedback: joeyblow91@hotmail.com