Date: Sat, 25 Apr 2009 20:17:23 -0700
From: rock star <rockdiisnuts@gmail.com>
Subject: all alone at eleven?

my school had a triangle club for those of us that couldn't fit in with the
cool kids! I thought that it was for lame weak kids that were not or could
not hold their own. Even i made fun of them, sissy bois and lesbo's we
always made fun of them! It was kinda fun and gave us poor kids and those
who knew we should be there a reason to stand alone. Though i think we all
belong there we just couldnt accept who or what we were?

Nikki was neighbor since i was 4 and we always had fun together and always
thought about each other and we always knew since we were five years old
that we were both into each other. I don't know why or how or even if it was
possible but this was the kid i loved this was the boy i loved this was,
THIS WAS, this was my heart and soul,? He was all of it everything i needed
everything i wanted everything that made me; me?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


No way i would act on it though nor did he and that made me sad. That made
me cry at night because i loved him and made me cry because him as well as
the other kids there in the club, these kids i always made fun of because i
was stronger emotionaly or my parents were wealthier but still we always
snickered at them.


Deep inside my heart was breaking knowing that the only person i loved more
than my parents was in that club and i was laughing at him and making him
cry.  That made me cry at night deep under my covers and all alone i was
crying for him because i was laghing at him and he was all that was making
me happy ever?


It consumed me day and night the thought of him was all i could even thnk of
just him i couldnt even say his name allthough it was fun to say his name
and made me instantly hard! One day nikki came up to me and said "Deter if i
could come over to your house after the club is done and play with you it
would make me very happy! Nikki  I would love to have you over tonight and
it being friday and all maybe you could spend the night? Sure replied
Nikki:) When we were let go Nikki and I took off running all the way to my
house i guess just because at the age of eight running was fun and always
kept us entertained. Once we got to my house all i could think about was
that the fun was on!

To my suprise Nikki had other intentions? Well other intentions than mine.
He wad interested in my star wars collection which was only four figures
(just the ones i really liked! and found erotic) but he had no action
figures of his own and we played with them for a while then his attention
diverted to some of my hot wheels which were also very sparce, but he played
with them for a few minutes, then his attention turned to the pajamas i
pulled out for him and i which i being i gave him my smaller fit jam jams
just to see what was form fitting. i know, i really do know i was a perv at
11 but i just knew he wouldnt change in front of me so i wanted to see his
junk and what was in the trunk in my old pj's cause i knew they would be
tight and i always thought of boys being erotic!


I knew bois were erotic because if they had a pee pee like me then it would
stick out like mine and i loved to see my own penis hard and would just
utterly die if i could see another pee pee as hard as mine !   And i did !
Little Nikki came out of the bathroom with his lil wood tenting my old pj's
and in return that made me hard and in return we both smiled at each other!
O M G is all i thought, really it was all i could think of was O M G !

Bedtime, hello Nikki it is bedtime! My mom just hollered at us and said it
was bedtime so we better get into bed and let my mom and daddy go to bed,
ok! After they fall asleep then i have a question to ask you, ok/?  Nikki
replied with the sweetest Yaaa, Okkkkkkkk, sure! That was all i needed to
know that Nikki would be mine and all of ours with wich we could share my
greatest fanatasies and enjoy with him all of our pleasures of two dicks
being two bois and having two hearts with which we would share two bodies
and two hearts!!!!!!!!!


Nikki and i would be two bois and one entiny.  One heart, two bodies, One
soul and two tongues, One love and two souls!


ok if i get a positive response to this story i will write more if you want
let me know at           rockdiisnuts@gmail.com
i got way more story to eloborate on and what you read and what i will write
is all true ")