Date: Fri, 8 Feb 2002 02:06:00 EST
From: Imayoot@aol.com
Subject: Anticipation

I guess everyone has played around with the same sex in their childhood,
either by playing doctor, or just curious touching. I have played "doctor"
with both male and female playmates going back to when i was 8 or 9 yrs
old.

My first encounter with an older boy was when we just started learning
about orgasms. I remember looking at porn pics i found at home in the
back of a drawer and showing it to a friend. At the time I guess we were
about 12yrs old and started noticing erections and finally jacking off
until this "fantastic" sensation made us shiver and get great pleasure.
The porn pictures helped in that we knew that the great pleasure would
increase if someone else was involved.

First time viewing of vaginal and anal penetration really turned me on.
We started with mutual jacking off, then finally we agreed to touch each
other, and then jack each other off. This was going great but we knew
there was more. We also knew that we didnt want it to get around school
that we liked the same sex. So..we convinced ourselves that playing cards
(strip poker) would be the way to do it. The first game was between three
of us. 2of us were about 12, and the other boy was about 16.

The game rules were that the ''loser'' would be naked and the other two
boys would hump him (of course with our clothes on), but he would have to
bend over and feel us against him. Well, the game went on and on, and
finally the other 12yr old had to leave. I still had my underwear on, and
the older boy was also down to his underwear.

I lost the game...on purpose..because i was extremely curious about how
this would feel. The boy told me to kneel by the side of the bed and he
would "dry hump " me for about 2 or 3 minutes and the game would be over.
Well, i kneeled..and he came up behind me. My head was on a pillow and i
was ready for the final act of the game.

I looked behind me and saw him kneeling behind me ready to touch me and
start humping. I really was getting extremely excited in anticipation. To
this day, the excitment is still in my mind and i actually get an
erection when i think about it.

Well, he kneeled down...and I felt him against me. I also was surprised to
feel his erection against my buttocks, and he started pumping. Slowly at
first , but then he started pushing real hard against me and holding me
around the waist. I noticed i had an erection. The feeling was erotic
although at the time, i didnt even know what the word meant. His pumping
turned into grinding and holding me tighter around the waist. Then he
would put his hands on my shoulders and pump some more. Faster, then
grinding slowly, then a steady pumping motion.

This went on for about 20 minutes that i can remember. I think after that
everything went hazy,,and i was experiencing real sex for the first time.
Without telling me..I felt his fingers go around my underwear waist band
and slowly pull down my tights. At first i was going to object, but the
feel of my undewear being lowered to my ankles was fantastic. I lifted
each leg so he could pull them away from my legs.  This was the first
time someone had actually pulled my underwear down to expose my buttocks.
I was actually fascinated and very very hot with anticipation as to what
would happen next. I didnt know if i should stop him or let him go on. I
didnt want the rumors about me having sex with another boy get around the
school.

Then he pushed my body forward on the pillow..pulled my legs away from
the bed a little, then with his fingers..spread my buttocks. I then felt
his fingers against my hole just probing. The feeling was
UNBELIEVABLE...I was in sexual bliss. My cock was hard and I opened my
legs to let him gain more access to my hole. I had never felt this kind
of pleasure before. Then I heard him unscrewing a jar. Everyone knows
what that sounds like..but I turned around to look. Sure enough he had a
jar of vaseline open and was placing some on his middle finger. I
pretended I didnt see it. Then his wonderful hands opened my buttocks
again..and I felt his finger go inside me very slowly. He lubed his
finger up 3 times as I recall. Each time inserting his finger a little
bit deeper than the last time. I Instinctively relaxed my sphincter
muscle and allowed him entry. I thought that was going to be it. But then
I felt it. The real thing!!! Pressing against my hole was this long thin
cock that I had jacked off a few times before. So i knew how big it was.
At the time, I would have guessed about 6'' to 7'' uncut. ( I remember
pulling the skin back when I jacked him off.)

The head was at the entrance to my hole. I remember him tellling me to
relax...which I did. Then I felt him push. The head went in...and I
relaxed some more and actually pushed towards him.  Thats when i felt him
go all the way inside me. With a groan..he told me how great it felt. And
also if it hurt. I told him it didnt hurt. (it was fantastic feeling). No
pain , I guess because it was thin..and deep because he was long. Plus, I
was smart enough to relax my hole muscle. He just held me tight around
the waist..and held his cock inside me without moving. Then he withdrew
slowly...ohhhhmmmmyyyyy. It was the most wonderful and new feeling i have
ever had. A cock deep inside you slowly coming out. I think I moaned out
loud. Then he pushed it in again. I think we both moaned...as he started
pumping in and out..very slowly at first. I recall him telling me that he
wanted it to last a bit longer if that was ok with me. I told him that it
was ok....moan moan. My cock was stiff..his cock was inside me giving me
all sorts of sensations. He was holding me by my waist and also by my
shoulders, which also excited me. Feeling this guy on my back with all
the sensations of a wonderful cock going in and out of you..and holding
me tight as he pumped me...was the most wonderful sensations i had ever
experienced.

Then , he started going faster. I felt his hand going for my erect cock,
and he told me he wanted to cum inside me. He also asked me if i was
going to cum too. I told him I think so. He fucked me hard now. holding
my cock and jacking it. The moans were getting louder and louder..he was
going deeper inside me and grinding. Then he yelled in my ear that he was
cumming. I felt him spasm...then his cock slammed into me..then i heard
him go "OH OH    OHHHH    OHHH   OHHHH   OH...about 8 or 9 times, which
to me meant that he probably shot about 8 or 9 spurts of cum inside my
ass. I also came in his hand with a fantastic feeling. One that I never
felt before.

He stayed on my back which seemed to be another 5 or 6 minutes or so. I
just left my head on the pillow until he was ready to move. I didnt want
to change the feeling that I was having. Then he pulled his now soft cock
out of my ass,,very slowly, and I felt my hole contract with a sort of
relief. He kissed my back as he got up. I felt around and touched my now
very large hole..and felt cum dripping out to the floor. The vaseline
also made things slippery. We both got dressed..and he asked me if I
would like to do this every day after school. I told him I would. I guess
I became his whore for the next few months, until he went on to another
high school.