Date: Wed, 27 Nov 2002 11:13:14 -0500
From: mr. axl <mraxl55@msn.com>
Subject: The Axeman Cometh 3

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CONSENSUAL SEX BETWEEN YOUNG BOYS IN MY STORIES.

PLEASE DON'T HURT THE CHILDREN.


			     THE AXEMAN COMETH

				     3


It was spring and my folks decided they wanted to go camping.I was so
excited,I couldn't wait to get back to that boyheaven and all those
memories. I couldn't wait to tell Kevin.

"I've never been camping"he said apprehensively"I bet it's scary"

"naw man it's great.I pitch my tent,and we have all the privacy we want"

"I hope I can go"

As it turned out his mom was unyielding,she had way to much for him to do
around the house and he could not go.

"that sucks" I said a bit angrily.

He started to tear up "I'm sorry,It's not her fault. she just works all the
time"

"hey I understand"I said putting my arm around him for comfort"in the
summer for sure"

Thing was ,I felt as if I could have talked her into letting him go if I
could see her and talk to her,however that wasnt goin to happen . She
actually worked that damned much.

Well this was gonna suck for sure. Camping all alone,now what was I gonna
do.

The folks wouldn't let me stay home while they went camping,and I wouldn't
be allowed to stay at Kevin's ,hell I wouldn't even ask,he didn't even like
stayin there.

I could talk the folks into stayin' home but that would be lame and
selfish.

No I would figure it out.

We arrived at the site on early saturday morning,I didn't talk much on the
way down there.

I was feeling a mix of emotions,I was excited to go back there but yet I
was nervous. Part of me was hopin' I'd see Jesse and Reese,the two boys I
had met last summer. We had alot of fun until the shit hit the fan.

I was scared,this was the place where my life forever changed, all in a
matter of seconds.

Who knows how things might have been different if I had never stabbed
Jesmane.

Everything had changed,ever since I was sent away my friendship with Eddie
had gone to shit,he had been my support while I was away,and even when I
got out,but then things started to drift apart. I came home so angry and
aggressive. Then I met Kevin and fell instantly in love with him,just as
Eddie was sent to spend the week with his uncle,the same uncle who had let
those bad things happen to him in the first place.

 Eddie ran away and his life has been chaos ever since,they caught him
shop-lifting and sent him to a group home.

He ran away from there,his mom and step dad decided to send him back to his
uncle so he could "straighten" him out,so he ran again. He came to me one
night and asked me to hide him out.I told him that my mom and dad would be
in seriouse shit if we got caught.

I let him spend the night and kept tryin' to convince him he needed to go
home but in the mornin' he was gone.

I would see him from time to time,he would get caught and then placed in a
group home. He'd call me when he was there,and I would visit him.Thing is
he wasn't the same Eddie,he was somehow more aggressive and angry,like me
when I got released.I think he was jealous of Kevin too.

He was very confrontational,and somehow I just knew he would never be the
same.

I told him that sometime maybe, mom and dad could sign him out and we could
go somewhere together,ofcourse he had to stay out of trouble.But it seemed
that he couldn't do that,it's almost as if he was doing it on purpose,just
so he wouldn't have to go.Now I know it sounds crazy but Eddie is a smart
mother fucker and he knew as well as I did that things will never be the
same.

I felt tears forming in my eyes as I sat in the back seat and thought of
all these things.

I felt overwhelmed with the sense of loss.Loss for the best friend I had
ever known,loss for the innocense that we represented as a team. Loss for
the care-free way we made our decisions.I found myself to be more
calculating in my actions,like with kevin.I knew I wanted him but I was
more careful in my approach,hell less than a year ago I would have just
gone after him like I did with Reese and Jesse.But ofcourse Kevin was
different now in retrospect.I was in love with Kevin.Now I love Eddie with
all my heart,he is the best friend a guy could have,and I loved Reese and
Jesse,but I am not in love with them. Kevin I am in love with.

I must have drifted off to sleep,I was dreamin'

"why doesn't your mom just leave him?"

"I don't know" Eddie was sobbing "I guess she loves him"

I couldn't quite get my mind around that,I thought to myself,well doesn't
she love you?

I thought to myself,why does she let him treat you like this if she loves
you. Does she love you?

What kind of mother lets a man abuse her son,treat him like shit,send him
to another man who will treat him worse and all the while turn a blind eye
to it.

What made it worse is that Eddie would defend her,he loved her,she was his
mother.Albeit an unfit one,she was still his mother.

When I woke up I was disoriented.

"well you sure slept good" my father yelled back to me.

"did I miss anything new?"

"no" he replied "just the same old dairy farms and corn" he laughed.

I somehow felt vulnerable and innocent again. I didn't have my support
group,Eddie or Kevin. I was on my own on this one.

When we arrived I grabbed my tent and went to my spot,there weren't many
people here yet,no doubt this place would be packed tomorrow.

I started to put my tent up,I realized something.I had never put this tent
up alone,I was having a hell of a time,and starting to get frustrated,again
the tears were on their way.

"hey need some help with that?" once again dad was just in time.

"yeah, a little" I said trying to sound confident.

he pulled me over to him and kneeled down, which looked silly as he was
looking up at me now. I was way too tall for this one but he meant well.

"you could always stay in the trailer with us old folks if ya wanna?"

"naw it's o.k dad really"

"are ya sure,I'm a little worried about you bud"

"it's cool dad,I need to do this."

He only looked at me for a minute knowing exactly what I meant.

"been a crazy few months hasn't it" he only said.

"yeah , I'm sure it will get crazier before it gets better" I looked at him
tryin' to force a smile.

"well,if you change your mind..."

"like I said it's cool.Besides you and mom snore too much I would never get
any sleep"

He laughed at that and then pushed me down onto the tent.

"well you better get that tent up,it looks a little sloppy right now" he
said helping me back up.

We got the tent up and I sat in my chair outside of it just relaxing.I
hadn't done anything but sleep on the way down but I felt exhausted.

I looked out over the tennis courts, toward the dam and the rushing
water,the lots that would soon be filled with trailers all this time I
inadvertantly skipped over the basketball court. When my eyes found their
way to it I only stared at it.

I guess it was time to face my demons.

I hadn't cut my hair since I went to the group home and it was gettin
pretty long,dad hated it but I think he understood. The front of my hair
hung down to my chin and the back was past the middle of my back.

I pulled it into a tail , started walking toward the basketball court,and
all of those memories came crashing back to me like a truck slamming into
me.

I could remember that day with Jesmane,his uncircumcised penis with the
purple head the same exact color as his lips.I could remember the bump at
the base of it ,a diamond he called it. I remembered looking down at him as
he took me into his mouth and the way that he closed his eyes but I could
tell he was enjoying it even though he didnt want to.I remembered cuming in
his mouth and his getting angry because I didn't warn him.

I watched as he fucked his smallish dick into Eddie without mercy. If only
he would have slowed down and tried to satisfy his partner perhaps he would
have made Eddie cum,but he was just out for himself,he didn't realize that
he had a little dick and came way to quick to please anybody or perhaps he
did... maybe that was why he was the way he was. maybe he was just so self
consciouse.

I walked closer to the basketball court now,I could see everything as if I
was an outside observer. Jesmane walking up and calling next. He started
trash talkin' even though he couldn't hold me (except in his mouth
haha). Eddie started laughing at him and he was gettin' mad. Jesmane
callled Eddie a fag and asked if he wanted to be fucked again, Eddie said
not by you little guy or sumthin' like that,then said sumthing to alude to
the fact that Jesmane had sucked my dick,and that was the last straw. I
watched in slow motion as Jesmane ran over and kicked Eddie right in the
mouth,I could see the blood fly,and the spit. Before Eddie could get up he
was kicked again. I watched myself run over and pull Jesmane off of Eddie
slamming him into the fence that was around the tennis court. He fell

 down as Eddie got up and we were on him. We each kicked him several times
and then turned to walk away. I watched myself say to Eddie "if you mess
with the bull your gonna get the horns"

I could only watch helplessly as Jesmane ran at me with his knife in his
hand,even from this perspective I could not tell where he came from. He
plunged the knife deep into my shoulder,and with one motion I reached into
my pocket,flicked open my own knife and turned towards Jesmane burying the
knife into his abdomine.Just as I fell to the ground, I came out of my
dream.

I was standing in the middle of the basketball court now.I spotted
something there.

I bent down to take a closer look.Was that blood stains???? It was brown in
color. could it be?

don't be rediculous,as many snows and rains as we have had? It's just ice
cream that some kid dripped today.

I must have been in a pretty heavy daze, because when I looked up there was
someone standing about 15 feet from me.DidI know him? my clouded mind asked
myself.

He only stood there looking at me,he had a nervouse smile on his face. His
blue eyes were peering through the light blond locks that were covering his
face. His thin upper lip was covered by them. We continued to stare at each
other. I took in every detail of him, he was the same age as me about 13 or
14. his hair was cut in a chili bowl similar to Kevin's.

"you o.k?" he asked in a timid whisper.

I realized that this must be a dream,what are the odds?

My eyes filled with tears as I realized that standing before me was a boy I
knew in what seemed like another lifetime.

"Jesse" I said standing up "holy shit"

He only looked at me never moving.His smile broadened.

"I wasn't sure if it was you or not" he managed as I pulled him into a hug.

He only stood there uncomfortably as I squeezed him tighly closing my eyes.

"hey .... dad said for you to wait........" my eyes snapped open

I looked up and found from where the voice was coming. It had gotten a
little deeper from the last time I had heard it. And the source was abit
taller and leaner (not that he had any fat on his body anyway ) But the
hair was the same .Brown the same color as mine,close cropped in almost a
crew cut.

He stopped as I looked at him.

"ALEX!!!!!" he ran to me as I let go of Jesse "OH MY GOD IS THAT YOU!!!!!!"
they could probably hear him across the river.

He slammed into me full force hugging me as tigh as I held him.

I was crying full force now.I could not help myself and I was not ashamed
either.

"hey lets take a walk guys"I said when I got myself together.

Reese was firing questions at me left and right, about my hair, where had I
been,why wasn't I at his birthday and amI camping in the tent.

"just hold on a sec alright?" I said slowing him down" let's go hiking into
the woods,I have so much to tell you guys."

I led them to a small cliff near the one I took Jesse the first day I met
him.

When we got settled in I told him about what had happened.

"I knew something was wrong Alex. I knew you wouldn't have missed my
birthday unless it was for a good reason." He said confidently "I'm eleven
now you know?"

"yes I do know,how could I forget something like that" I said hugging him
to me

He only smiled at me.

By the time I got done talking. I ofcourse was intentionally skating around
what had happened to Eddie. It was now getting dark.

"we better head back,bout time for dinner and your mom will have your ass
if your not there ontime."

I got up to leave.

"oh she's not here" Reese said absently.

"where's Eddie?" I heard the question whispered.

I realized that Jesse had sat quietly the whole time I was talkin. He said
not one word.

"huh?" I asked .

"where's Eddie?" he whispered again.

"umm that's a long story,maybe you can come by the tent later I'll tell you
all about it" I said trying to hold his gaze,but I think he saw all he
needed in my eyes. I looked at the ground.

"hey yeah I'm coming too" Reese said happily.

"no your not Reese.Me and Alex need some time to talk. You can come by
tomorrow."

"fuck that." he said defiantly " I'm goin too"

"no your not" Jesse said angrily and reared back to him.

"don't do that"I said quietly.

Jesse turned to look at me,then dropped his fist.

"ha fuck you Jesse, Alex said I could comeover tonight" Reese barked at
him.

"I didn't say that Reese." He looked hurt "I just asked Jesse not to punch
you infront of me is all"

Reese turned and walked away, I watched him for a second before turning to
Jesse.

"You know I wasn't threatening you right?"

"Yeah" he only whispered looking at the ground

"you gonna be by tonight then?"

"Yeah " he whispered again.

"cool,Guess I better smooth things over with Reese huh?"

Jesse only looked at me and gave me a slight grin.

I ran after Reese. When I caught up to him he was crying.

"hey Reese hold up" but he kept on walking .

I grabbed him around the waist and turned him to me.

"why you cryin'? your a little old for that aren't you ?" I grinned at him
remembering I was just balling like a baby only a couple of hours ago.

"why don't you want to hang around me anymore?"

"Oh Reese. I do want to hang around with you. But Jesse and me have alot to
talk about."

"and I can't hear it?" he said still sobbing

"I'll tell you everything tomorrow.I promise" I smiled and hugged him
again.

He looked at me for a minute before he would agree.

"can I stay in your tent tomorrow?" He said.

"fine with me if it's alright with your dad."

Jesse had now caught up to us.

"come on Reese, we gotta go or else dad won't let me go out tonight"

"thats cool .I 'm staying in the tent tomorrow" He said confidently.

"oh is that right?' Jesse looked at me with that sly smile of his.

"sure why not? you can too if you want"

"I can ask" he said pushing Reese along.

"what about tonight?" I asked.

"if I can "

"aww man that leaves me stuck with dad.All he does is read" Jesse and I
started laughing.

" I don't remember you complaining this much"I said laughing "perhaps I
should get you an air mattress,so your back isn't sore too?"

"What is that supposed to mean?" he asked defiantly.

"forget it Reese lets go"

I watched them head down the road toward their trailer. No doubt parked in
it's usual spot.

I then headed to see what mom had cooked for dinner.

It still seemed like it had to be a dream.

When I got to the trailer,dad was cookin' out. steaks my favorite.

"hey just in time" he said "I would hate to overcook your steak,I know how
you like it still bleeding"

I only laughed "Nobody cooks steaks like you dad"

"well I'm glad to see your in a better mood"

"yeah guess who I ran into?"

"hmm I have no idea"

"Jesse and Reese" I said smiling like a fool

"guess it's gonna be a good week afterall" He said .

"yeah, still wish Kevin was here though" I said pulling the bands from my
hair letting it fall around my shoulders.

"still wish you'd cut that hair though" He looked at me from the corner of
his eye.

"I probably will soon enough" I said absently.

after dinner I waited patiently for Jesse to come over,I had so much to
tell him,I wasn't sure how much I would tell him,but I knew he needed to
atleast know where eddie was and some of what had gone down. Jesse liked
Eddie and I knew it would hurt him to hear all the details,but I was sure
he could handle some.

It had benn maybe three hours since we parted company when I heard someone
outside my tent.

I had been laying on my sleeping bag and listening to music.

"hey Alex you there?"

I got up and unzipped the door.There he was with his sleeping bag.

I looked out at him as he shuffled uncomfortably from foot to foot.

"Jesse. come in, we probably need to go up to the trailer to get extra
blankets,I have a feelin its gonna get cold tonight"

"I need to take a shower too, how about you" he mumbled

This got me thinking about the first time Jesse slept in this tent,the
first time I saw his beautiful body naked and the first time I held his
perfect little boydick.

I wondered if he was hinting at more sex play,the reality was that after
the first two nights he was almost exclusively with Eddie and I with
Reese. Plus I had Kevin now and had been with no-one else but him in the
last several months.

I had no idea what I was gonna do,I mean if I wanted to I was sure he was
willing,but I didn't know if I wanted to.

Perhaps I would let him initiate.

	  continued.............

		  sorry about the lack of sex in this one
		  it seems lately most of my replies are
		   from those wanting pure erotica with
		  little story or substance and I simply
	     can't do that. I'd rather stop submitting stories

				    AXL