Date: Wed, 18 Jun 2008 03:33:04 -0700 (PDT)
From: daddybeardude@yahoo.com
Subject: Baby Sitting

Ok, before anyone starts to read this let me give you a little low
down. This is a true story and it happened to me almost 40 years ago and
although most would call it a molestation, I call it an awakening.

I was 10 years old with an older brother that could do no wrong. He was the
smart ,thin good looking one and I was the not as smart not as thin ok
looking one. Back then they called boys like me husky. I was not fat, but
had a larger frame and was not like most rail thin boys. In fact I was
always proud that I started to get definition on my chest when I was 9 and
my brother , because he was sooooooooo skinny did not till he was in his
later teens.

We came from a broken home, I am not looking for your sympathy, just
relating the facts. Our parents divorced when I was 3 and when I was 10 I
longed for any older boy or man to pay attention to me. The only time my
stepfather paid attention to me was when he was beating me with a belt,
riding crop or worse, but this is not about that.

I never knew what a homosexual was. It was never talked about and I had no
idea, but I knew one thing. I longed to be held , touched, loved by another
male.

I remember watching TV shows and liking a character and dreaming about
sitting in his lap and him reading me books, or wrestling with me , but
that never happened, until Kevin.

 Now remember this was back in a time when people did not think that there
was a child molester around every corner. Boys were trusted to baby sit
boys and it was not unusual for older boys to do so. Kevin was my baby
sitter. When mother and stepdad when out Kevin came over.  He was 15 ,
slight build, was a swimmer and a wrestler in school and was just a genuine
nice guy. I grew to love Kevin, but I didn't understand it then. He would
play with my brother and me and always seemed to give me more attention. I
was a little immature for my age, or maybe love starved, so I would sit in
Kevin's lap ever time I could. My brother , at 12 thought he was to old not
to have a baby sitter and tried to be more of Kevin's friend, but me, I
just wanted to snuggle with him every time I could.

I remember him coming into read me bedtime stories. I had my own room and
he would sit on my bed and let me climb into his lap and read to me . I
would lay my head on his chest and just smell him . I knew his smell and
loved it. Sometimes in summer, because that was before central air
conditioning he would be in just a pair of shorts and no shirt. He would
still let me sit in his lap and snuggle with him.

So one nice fall night my parents were going to be away for over night and
my brother decided that now that he was almost 13 he did not want to be
watched by some 15 year old, and got permission to stay at a friends
house. I was in ecstasy!!!!!!!!! I was going to have Kevin all to myself
for one night and the rest of the day. I was really looking forward to it.

So when the time came my stepfather told me to " not be a pain in the ass"
to Kevin and my Mom gave me a kiss and said " have a good time and be a
good boy". Then the door slammed shut and I looked at Kevin and he looked
at me and I knew the chase was on. I squealed and ran away. He followed
after me and chased me through the house, me giggling and laughing all the
way, and him letting me get away from him. Soon I was getting tired and he
grabbed me and tossed me lightly on the bed and started to tickle me . I
was laughing uncontrollably so much that I finally said " Stop I'm goona
pee". He stopped and I looked up at him totally out of breath. And he gave
me a big smile.

"Lets wrestle" he said and started to grab me. I was doing my best to
wrestle back but he was a lot stronger than me .He all at once stopped and
looked at me and said "Hey you want to do something different?" . I wanted
to do anything that he wanted to do so with a big smile on my face I said
"sure"

Kevin smiled and said " Do you know that originally, boys and men wrestled
in the nude?"

I looked at him with a strange look on my face and said " you mean like
with no clothes?"

"Yep", he said with out missing a beat. "Do you want to try it?""

"Sure," I said and started to pull of my clothes.

I watched Kevin as he pulled off his shirt and then his shorts to reveal a
pair of white briefs. Back then almost all boys wore them. We stood there
in just our briefs and as if to read my mind he said " ok ,now the
briefs". I stuck my thumbs in my waist band and he in his and we yanked
them down at the same time.

I just stood and stared. I had never seen an older boy or a adult man naked
before so I didn't know about pubic hair.  Also I was amazed at how much
bigger his dick was than mine.

He must have known what I felt because he smiled and said " Hey its called
pubic hair and you will get it and don't worry, you will grow"

With that he grabbed me around the waist and we started to wrestle. I don't
have to tell you that I got a boy boner right away. I mean flesh to flesh
with Kevin was a weird and awesome feeling all at the same time. We kept on
and Kevin did not seem to notice I was hard, or at least did not say
anything and then I noticed as I was rolling around that I felt something
hard against myself and looked to see what looked like the biggest hard
penis I could ever imagine.

We both stopped out of breath and I just stared. It was awesome, and I
wanted to touch it so bad. He didn't seem embarrassed or anything he just
sat there with his hard on facing straight out.

"Hey, do you want to touch it," Kevin asked

"Yeah ," I said without hesitating

I reached out and touched it and was surprised that it felt like mine only
bigger. It was hard and yet soft at the same time. There was a big smile on
his face when I reached out and grabbed it with my hand. Then I heard him
make like a moaning sound and I looked up and his eyes were closed. I got
scared and took my hand away. His eyes sprung open, he obviously noticed I
looked scared and said " Hey man its ok don't be scared Steve."

"Bbbbut, I don't think were supposed to do this," I said


Then he did what only he could do, he picked me up in his arms sat me in
his lap and said " You know how much I think your special, I just want to
make u feel special too, do you want to make me feel special?"

I just nuzzled into his chest and nodded my head.

"Then trust me ok? And if anything hurts or makes you feel bad we will stop
ok?"

I looked up , no longer scared and said "ok" and threw my arms around his
neck. He turned and gave me a light kiss on my lips. My lips tingled and I
kissed him back, then he kissed me a little more firmer and then I kissed
him back and he pushed his tongue into my mouth and started moving it all
around. I didn't know what a French kiss was ,but I knew I felt special
kissing Kevin and my tongue and whole mouth was tingling. I was surprised
to feel my dick tingle to.

I felt his hand go between my legs and felt him start to lightly play with
my smooth boy balls . Again they began to tingle, It was like he had this
magic touch and everything that he touched just felt so good.

He kept on kissing me and I started to do back to him what he was doing to
me. It felt so good. Then his hand moved from my crotch and he started to
move them all over my back and my chest. Then he gently grabbed me and
pulled me on top of him. I could feel his hardness between my legs and he
moved his hands to my smooth boy bubble but.

"Oh Steve, your so awesome, I love touching you, your body is so soft"

I said what I had always heard my parents say to each other " I love
you". At that he stopped and grabbed my head gently and said " What did you
say?"

"I said I love you," I said

He gave me a big hug and said " Oh little man I love you too"

He then moved back to massaging my butt and moved his hands between my but
cheeks. No one had ever touched me there and it was very sensitive and I
gave a little moan. I felt his fingers go up and down my butt crack,
caressing it. His hand bent over the top of the mounds of my butt and his
fingers brushing against my hole.

I never knew that touching there could feel so good. He kept doing that and
I kept moaning gently. I was in heaven; he was making me feel so good. Our
chest were rubbing together and I felt his hard on pumping gently between
my legs. All at once he stopped and I so did not want him to.

"Please don't stop making me feel good," I said

"Oh don't worry little man , I just want to make you feel the best you
can. So you trust me right?"

"Right," I said

" Ok, then I want you to lie face down on the bed with your chest touching,
but be on your knees. Kind of like being on your hands and knees for a
wrestling hold, but your chest on the bed, do u under stand?" he asked

"Yeah I think so," I said and when into the position that he asked

"Ok, remember if anything hurts or feels weird and you don't like it just
tell me ok?"

"Ok," I said

The next thing I know I felt his hands on my butt again, but this time one
on each side and he pulled my butt apart. I didn't know what he was going
to do , but I waited, because I loved and trusted him. The next thing I
felt was something wet touch my hole I jumped a bit. He asked me if I was
ok and I said yeah. Then he did it again, this time I did not jump but felt
his warm teen tongue against my hole and it felt good. He started to lick
it and the roughness of his tongue felt awesome and I started to make a
moaning sound again.  Then I could feel his face and his lips sucking
against my hole. Maaaaaaaannnnnnn that felt even better. Then licking, then
sucking, then back and forth. I don't know how long that lasted but it felt
so good. Then he reached around and grabbed my little dick and with hit
thumb and index finger started to gently move it up and down. He continued
to do that as he worked his tongue on my hole. I had never had any sexual
experience and sure did not know what it meant to cum ,but my body was
feeling good all over and suddenly I thought I was going to pee. I told him
to stop cus I thought I was going to pee on my bed and he said to not worry
about it I was not going to pee and just let what was going to happen
happen.

I did and within a few seconds I felt the most wonderful feeling I had ever
felt. My whole body went kind of rigid and I felt like I had goose pimples
all over. I felt my feet kind of twitch and my but hole felt like it was
getting real tight. My breathing was fast and I felt like I was going to
spray pee everywhere, but instead nothing came out and this most amazing
feeling was all over my body and I did not want it to end, but end it did
and I fell face forward on the bed.

I was still hard and I felt crazy, like my body had just freaked out, but
all I knew is it was wonderful and I wanted to feel it again. I just lay
there and I felt Kevin stroke my little boy ball sack; it felt so
good. Then I heard him say "Steve, spread your legs"

I did what I was asked and I felt his tongue again. I knew I was going to
go crazy again. He took out something from his over night bag, it was a
tube of what I learned later was Ky jelly. I heard it squirt out and it
made a kind of farting sound which I would normally laugh at, but for some
reason I didn't laugh. Then I felt his fingers rub this slick stuff between
my but checks and then I felt something pass fast between them. I looked
back and he had his big boy boner sliding between my butt checks. He pushed
them together and used them to give himself friction and just kept on
fucking my cheeks. It felt good as he rubbed against my hole. He kept doing
that for a time and then asked me to lie on my back. I did as he asked and
he said to put my feet flat on the bed while I was lying there. Then he
took my balls and hard dick in his mouth and rolled them around. I loved
the feeling of it all in his mouth. He was rubbing his hands all over my
tummy and chest and telling me how soft and sexy I was and how he loved
making me feel good. Then his hand went between my but check again and he
start to use his finger to push against my hole gently. It felt weird, but
I trusted him. Then he gave a little push and I felt my hole give way and
his finger slide in. I gave a little gasp as he started to slide his finger
in and out of me slowly. Then he let my balls fall out of his mouth and
started to suck my little dick. Moving the tip of his tongue around the
little head. I was getting the same feeling that I had before and it was
getting more and more instance. His one hand was all over my chest and the
other was probing my boy hole. Then all at once he found what I learned
later was my prostate. He stopped there and started to press against
it. Using his finger like a pulse against my boy G spot and sucking my
dick. It took bout 5 seconds before I went crazy. Again all the same
feeling came over me as before, but this time even more intense. I started
to buck my hips up and down, fucking his face without knowing what I was
doing as I felt spasms all over my body and felt my butt hole tighten
around his finger as he pulsed it against my prostate.

He kept on doing that through my second orgasm and for about another 5
minutes till I had a ever more intense third. During my third and final
orgasm I started moaning and crying like I ad never experienced and with
his finger still pulsing in me he got on his knees and grabbed his boner
and then I saw what I had never before. Boy cum spewing from his hard
cock. He was thrusting his hips forward and this white stuff was flying his
boy cock. The first squirt landed on my face, and then again on my face and
then on my chest. He squirted again and again and again. Moaning and
thrusting until 8 shoots of sweet boy cum had covered my face and chest and
was dripping down the side of me.

I watched as his chest heaved and sweat dripped from his face. As I opened
my mouth some of the cum on my face fell in my mouth and I tasted it, I
didn't know what it was supposed to taste like ,but I knew I liked it.

" What was that," I asked

"Its called sperm, it is what makes babies," said Kevin

I had no idea about sex or babies and I looked at him and in a stupid
innocence asked "Does that mean I'm gonna have a baby because I ate some"

Kevin laughed and said " No silly, only girls can have babies"

He bent over to kiss me and as he did so his mouth and mine were filled
with the cum that was on my face.

Kevin looked at me and said " You know I love you right Steve?"

" I love you too Kevin," I said

"I know , but you have to not tell anyone about this or the may stop us
from ever doing it again," He said

" Oh I wont tell anyone because I want to do this as often as we can," I
said

He got up and got a wet wash cloth from the bathroom , it was warm and it
felt good as he whipped my body of all his cum. Then he rinsed it out with
warm water again and whipped it between my slick butt checks.

By that time I was exhausted and he told me that I should put on some clean
underwear so I got up and but on a fresh pair of briefs and got back on top
of the bed with him. By then he had put his undies back on and I started to
cuddle up next to him. It was not long before I fell asleep snuggled up net
to him. It was the best night in my young life and I fell asleep dreaming
of us being close like that again.



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Kevin and i had a relationship from the time i was 10 till i was 13 and he
went away for college. if u liked this i will share more.