Date: Tue, 05 Oct 1999 03:42:36 -0800
From: themostcooldude <themostcooldude@goplay.com>
Subject: The Best Time of my Life (PART 2)

I open my eyes, it was still dark and I could see some moonlight
getting inside my room, I look in the direction where Tony was
sleeping and his face was peaceful. The light made his milky skin
glow and his red lips disappear. He was my treasure and millions of
things a loved in one person. He is the mirror of everything good, he
always seems so pretty and shy. He is the reason I survive.

His chest was going up and down in the deepest dream. Without
thinking I moved my lips and kiss the side of his head, smelling his
aroma that makes him who he is. I move to the other side of my bed
and I watched him until I fell asleep again.

I wake up again in the morning to find my bed empty of my love Tony.
I looked around the room to find him getting dress in the far corner
of the room.

- I thought you'd never wake up. He said.

I wasn't still quite awake, so I made some kind of sound before
getting up from the bed and put something on.

That day we had breakfast and then he went back to his house. I was
still a little dazed thinking with the best night of my life. I had
confused feeling of extreme happiness, sadness and jealousy. I knew
there was no way I could live without that little guy, so I would
never tell him how I felt about him, but I would do anything for him
in order to keep him.

That week went brilliantly when I was with him only, if he wasn't
there I was sad and planning how to make him happy or what to tell
him next day.

Something came up the end of the week when he asked me if he could
come to sleep over my place. How can I refuse having him in my bed
again? I didn't ask why he wanted to come, but I knew in his silence
that he was having problems with his parents and he wanted to be away
from them. I didn't want to ask. I didn't want to pressure Tony and
might make him run away from me. If I look into his blue eyes I knew
how sad Tony was sometimes. So I just wanted to make him happy while
he was with me, he could take my life if he wanted, without asking I
would give it to him.

We made arrangements for him to come over my house on Friday night.
We spend all Friday evening playing video games. While we were
playing one I mastered he took my control away from my hands.

- Why did you do that? I asked without thinking that may cause an
argument.
- I'm sick you beat me every time. He answered a little pissed off.

I realised I may started an argument and I tried to think as quick as
I could, so I smiled and I said:

- Look at your expression, looks like you going to beat me for real
man.
- I'm thinking about it. He said giving me one of his best smiles.
- Come on then. I said like a Robert de Niro type of voice.

Just the fact of he touching me made me say that. Before I could
react he pushed me still smiling and put his arm around my neck as a
professional wrestler. My nose was under his hairless armpit and I
loved every single second. I thought I might have to defence myself
of could look weird. So I moved my body around and without that much
effort I was on top of him. I was out of breath feeling his body
under me. He was so fragile I didn't want to hurt him, but I didn't
want to move. He twists his body so I fell on my side off him. At
that time the world stop for a second of two. His arm around my neck
relaxed and I look into his face.

- Are you ok? I asked. I don't know why I did ask that question. But
it felt like the right thing to say judging the expression on his
face.
- Yeah! I'm ok. He responded.

It was a silence again between us, I was waiting for him to say
something because I didn't want to move.

- Jesse, thank you for being my friend, you are so good to me. He
said.

Then something amazing happened. He came closer and hugged me. I
didn't know what was happening but he was there and I hug him back.
His face was in my neck and it felt perfect. I put my hands on his
shoulders and I went up and down his back. I was in heaven, my dick
also thought I was in heaven because it hurt inside my pants.

He began to cry and talk how much he needed to get out of his house.
He told me that leaving with any of his parents was a nightmare and
he didn't feel safe until he met me. I also wanted to cry when he
told me how much he appreciates my friendship. I felt a little bad as
well for not being honest with him.

That night when we went to bed he told me a little about how lonely
he felt before he meet me. I didn't know what he actually meant. He
might love me as I love him, or maybe my dreams and hopes were taking
over.

After talking he just move over the other side of the bed and felt
asleep. I was crashed, I had the chance to tell him how I felt and I
didn't. Then again if I tell him, he may run away from me for good.
If I don't I can see him almost everyday. And I couldn't keep living
without seeing his pretty eyes. After an hour watching him fast
sleep, I was just horny as hell. I guess that puberty was taking over
again. I needed to touch him, so I moved closer again and this time I
put my hand in his belly pulling his shirt a little to display his
bright white belly. I placed my shaky hand in his soft skin. The
contact of his soft skin was just the best sensation I ever had. I
started to move my hand slowly up his chest, but before arriving
there I changed my mind and I began to go down his belly again.

At that moment I was breathing heavily, quite scared not to wake him
up, but too excite to stop. I arrived to his boxed shorts so I just
place my hand very slowly on top of his underwear to feel his crotch.
I moved my hand a little around to find his soft penis. The contact
of his penis through his underwear made me gag a weird sound. What
was under my hand was very soft and small, I wondered how big was
Tony's penis again. I didn't think that Tony was going through
puberty yet. He didn't had any hair under his arms, well neither did
I but I had a very few in my crotch.

- What are you doing? Tony said coming from his sleep raising up!
- Nothing. I said panicking making my jump to the other side of the
bed without knowing what to do.

That second I thought my life was over. He found me touching his
dick. I didn't know what to do or say, I was so embarrassed that all
the blood of my body was in my face.

- Jesse what were you doing? He repeated this time more awake and
firm.
- I'm sorry Tony. I began to cry and keep saying. Please Tony,
forgive me, I'm sorry.
- I can't believe that you … Tony said without finishing the sentence.
- I'm sorry Tony. I just love you. I said surprising myself for
saying the love word.

Tony was now looking at me with a very weird expression in his face.
I was just to embarrass to look him at the eye. After something that
felt more than one minute he said very calm.

- Jesse I like you as well but I don't think I like you that way. I
was completely honest with you, at least you could tell me this,
don't you.
- I'm sorry I thought that if I told you, you'd run away from me, and
I'd never see you again. I said just thinking how grown up he sounded.
- Look Jesse I don't care if you are … well you know. But …
- I don't know what I am. I interrupt him. But I know I love you Tony
and I don't want to lose you, please forgive me and I promise I'll
never do it again.

He looked at me again with that weird expression that I started to
love and just keep looking. Slowly he placed his hand in my shoulder
and said.

- Jesse I don't mind that much what you were doing. I'm a little
pissed off because I don't know what else did you do while I was
sleeping. But if you like ... well you know, if you like guys ... well or
you just like me. I still like you, you are my best friend and I need
you.

My eyes were covered with tears. That was the sweetest thing no-body
ever said to me.
- I promise you Tony I'd never lie you, that's all I did. Well, last
time you were sleeping here I touched you hip and I kissed you in the
forehead. I said lifting my head up to look into his eyes.
- I trust you. He said after a second. Now tell me how you feel about
me. It's cool that you got the hots for me as I was a girl. He said
smiling.

I couldn't believe that was it. It was too easy! But I was relieved.
My love was still there and was asking me to tell him everything. I
told him that I didn't think I was gay, but since I saw him I
couldn't do anything but stare at him. I told him how bad I felt and
how difficult were the first 3 months without finding the way to talk
to him. He told me how sweet sounded.

- Do you wank thinking about me? He said to me  with a big smile.
- Yes. I said looking down again.
- That's cool dude. I wank a lot thing about Jessica. You know that
blond girl in the class.
- So, you do? Wow. I said just making a mental picture of him jerking
off!
- Shit! I guess I just make you horny, don't I? So, would you like to
see me naked? He said still smiling.
- Don't tease me please. I said horny as hell!

His voice changed a little and he said something I never thought
he'll say:
- Look Jesse. I like you a lot and I want to do anything for you. I
know how difficult must being for you to keep this secret away from
me and having me here sleeping with you. Well looks like I don't have
any chance with Jessica, so if you want to jerk me off I'm going to
let you. But without any weird stuff ok.
- Really. I said thinking I was dreaming.
- Yeah!, but not weird stuff, ok? He said.
- Ok! I said without thinking. So how you want to do it. I said
without knowing what to do. I was too excited it at the time that my
dick was twitching. Also I never masturbate anybody else.
- I don't know, look, just put my underwear down and do it. He said a
little embarrassed.

I thought why he didn't want to put his own underwear down, and I
thought of his embarrassment. I didn't care that much, I was too
horny that I put my auto-pilot on. I moved closer and I put both
hands in his under pants and I began to pull them down, while he was
lying down. His white crotch was coming on view now. My mouth was
full of saliva and I couldn't wait.

- Wait! He said making me jump a little.
- What! I said  without taking my eyes off his crotch that almost
came to view his dick.
- Never tell it to anybody, ok? I'm not, well you know. Promise me
you'll never tell! He said very seriously and also his breathing
showing his excitement. Something that made very happy.
- I promise, I promise. I said, now wanting that badly.
- Ok! Keep going. He said.

I couldn't wait any longer, so I took his underwear all the way to
his hips to display the most beautiful thing I ever seen in my life.
I almost came just seeing it. I was so horny. He had not a very big
dick, maybe 4 inches completely hairless and a little pink. It was
rock hard at the time. His balls were very small and quite attached
to his body with a red line going between them.

While I was looking at them he covered his penis in embarrassment.

- What's wrong now Tony? I said a little frustrated.
- It's embarrassing dude. I'm here naked and all that. He said
sitting down and covering them better.
- Do you want me to take my clothes off too? I said very horny!
- Ok! He said after a while. But I ain't going to do anything to you.
I think you'll make me feel better. He said.

I was sure that he didn't want to see me naked but somehow knowing
that I was on display as him, made him feel much better. So I took my
clothes off and he could see how hard I was with my uncut penis as
his, but bigger and with a little hair growing on top.

Then I came back close, but not that much because I didn't want to
freak him out. I put my hand on top of his and he removed them slowly
and put them in the back of his head.

- Can you remove your shirt as I did? I said surprising myself again.
- You pervert. He said smiling but taking off his shirt and putting
it on the floor.

After he came back to the same position, with his hands under his
head, making his chest looked wonderful I put my right hand on top of
his dick making it twitch a little. It felt so perfect and smooth
under my careful touch. I pulled the skin a little and look at his
face. He was looking down his crotch with his mouth full open. I went
up and down again slowly hearing Tony breathing deeply. His dick in
my hand felt wonderful. It was very hot and smooth. I put my other
hand in his crotch and I move it up to his belly. He put his hand on
top of mine and stopped me there, asking me not to go further. I
accepted, so I just removed that hand from his belly and I keep
jerking off. I couldn't believe we were both naked and he was moaning
of pleasure that I was giving with my hand. I tried to concentrate in
order to give him the best hand job ever.

Every time I rubbed his dick dropping my hand a second to cupped his
balls he shake a little of pleasure and move his body a little making
his crotch look so sexy that my thoughts were going wild thinking in
kiss his, hips, belly, legs and all over. I was very excite as well
that I had to lay down beside him and rub my own dick on the bed
sheets slowly.

He close his eyes and drop his arms by the side of his body, his
breathing were faster and deeper, I thought to go a little faster,
something that without any doubt he enjoyed for the sounds he was
making. He opened his eyes and looked at my hand going faster and
faster. Once or twice in my clumsiness I didn't keep a steady motion.
Then again he was enjoying that and I loved it.

After a minute his body tensed and this breathing was very deep and
loud. His body was very hot, and started lifting his butt from the
bed when his dick began to twitch like crazy and he felt on the bed.
He made a sound that made me think that he was coming. Nothing came
out of dick, but he was jumping like crazy and his dick was twitching
in my hand. I loved the expression in his face, his eyes were shut
and his mouth open catching his breath. In that same instance I came
as well on the bed sheets, a big stream of cum in the bed. I tried
not to make any sound while I came so powerfully. But I couldn't hold
my breath. His eyes were close therefor he could not see me coming.

He was so beautiful there catching his breath all naked and me that I
just came but looking at him. His body was so gorgeous and bright. I
couldn't believe that I just came without actually touching my dick
at all. I came just seeing him coming in his awesome orgasm. I can't
believe I just masturbate my love.

He quickly put his underwear on after recuperating from that huge
orgasm. I guessed he was a little embarrassed for being naked in
front of me. But I loved seeing him naked. His body was the most
perfect beautiful thing in the world. I had to say I was a little
jealous about it.

- You'll have a lot of material to jerk off now Jesse, he said.
- Yeah I said still in that wonderful ecstasy he left me.
- Put your pants on, man. He said looking down at my still hard dick.

I did so. And I look at him. I was wondering what was he thinking but
he turned around like he was going to sleep, so I didn't ask
anything. I lied down as well and stare some point on wall taking
special attention to the wind outside. All the silence and sound of
the wind.

- Jesse? He said.
- Yeah! I answered.
- I hope you don't thing that I don't like girl. Because I do. I just
did it because I thought you wanted it.

I thought for a second of two. I was a little hurt, for me was an
experience like I never had before. All my dreams of having sex, a
hand job is as close as sex I knew, with him was just those perfect
moments in anybody's life.

- So, you just did it for me right? You didn't enjoy? I said
sarcastically.

He turned around to look in the eye smiling and said:

- It was awesome dude. I love it. I can believe I came so hard. He
said still with a huge smile of satisfaction.

We talk a little about techniques of jacking off, something that made
me very horny just thinking of him jerking off. Also I told him how
every inch of his body made me so horny. He loved to hear that he
made me horny and some time he look down at his bare chest or other
parts of his body like he didn't know how gorgeous he was. When we
talk a little more serious he tried to change it again so I never
told him how much in love I was with him. He usually changed the
subject posing for me or lowering his underwear a little. He was
really making me very horny.

After an hour or so we decide it to go to bed. I promised not to do
anything weird while he was sleeping, so I did promised. We lied down
properly and he put his hand in my chest and began to go down towards
my underwear. My breathing was very fast and I was excited as hell.
He arrived to my underwear and lifted the band.

- You wish sucker! He said removing the hand and laughing.
- You wanker. I said a little mad and trying to recover my breath and
myself.

I hit him with my pillow and I told him to get to sleep. There is the
only thing I could say. I was still in the ecstasy. For those seconds
I imagine him putting his hand inside my pants and wanking me slowly
while his body flexed with the movement. I had to turn around and try
to think in something else. After 30 minutes of hearing him fast
asleep and fell asleep as well.

When we wake up in the morning we did the same things that we always
do, but it was a little more confidence and security between us.
Actually I was happy that the pressure was over and I was happy also
because I could see my love naked. However in the morning he changed
without letting me see him naked. We talk more openly about things,
as he also didn't tease me anymore. I didn't need it, when I looked
at him I could see through his clothes. However he was sexier with
that white shirt and blue jeans. Something I realised was that I
never saw his butt, something that I would love just to kiss.

Was another week back to school, I a different kid. I had sex at 13
with the kid I loved. We didn't talk about gay people. Maybe because
he didn't know how to say the word gay, and I didn't want to hear
that neither. I wasn't gay, I thought, I just loved Tony. I didn't
like gays, well something I may look other blond kids at school, but
there was none like Tony.