Date: Tue, 03 Jun 2003 06:20:31 -0700
From: dude sweet <dudesweet (at) hotmail (dot) com>
Subject: Birthday Party at Paintball Park

Jason was the most popular kid in school.  And the coolest.  Lucky for me,
near the end of the year, we got to work on a history project together. So I
was lucky and got invited to his birthday party right before 8th grade was
over, and middle school could kiss our butts goodbye.  Jason had the coolest
spikey blond hair ever, his mom was a hairdresser and he always looked hot.
He was not fat or skinney and he wasn't taller than the other guys. He just
looked taller, if that makes any sense. He had deep brown/green eyes that
were beautiful.  If I had known then that I was gay, you could have said I
had a crush on Jason.

Saturday morning at 7am, which is a time I never, ever see on a Saturday, my
mom dropped be off at his house.  I got him a Quicksilver tshirt cause I
seen him wear them before. He ALWAYS had the coolest clothes. I hoped he
would like my present. It cost $23. He was dressed in all cammo gear.
Looked like a army man.  He even had a cammo hat and belt.  He pulled up his
pants leg to show off his cammo socks.  I wondered if he had cammo
underwear, but sure couldn't ask that question.  I also wondered other
things about his underwear department, but tried to throw those ideas out of
my mind.  Remember, I didn't know I was gay.  I thought I was a late
bloomer.

He had 4 other guys there to that I sort of knew from school, but there not
important to this story.  We got in the van.  I wished I could sit next to
him, but I was way down on his friend list.  I sat next to Ian.  He's ok.
Short, wears glasses, squeky voice.  More like a little brother.  All the
other guys had some cammo.  All had cammo shirts.  2 of them were in jeans
like me. When we were getting stuff out of the car, Jason loaned me one of
his old cammo shirts.  It was to small for him.  Well, he was only a tiny
bit bigger than me and it fit me fine, so probably he just got tired of it
and got a new one. But I was happy, that I looked more like the same team
now. We had to fill out paper work and his mom had to sign permission slips
for us to play. She paid for everything.  Ian and Ron and me had to rent
guns, the other guys had there own stuff.  Also they had like 8 boxes of
paintballs.  But on to the good stuff.

After lunch, me and Jason had gotten hit and were out of the first game.  I
told him I wouldn't be playing in the second game on this field, cause I had
to pee.  The bathrooms were like 15 minutes away and there was no time to
get there and back.

"Just pee here.  I have to go too. Come on."  We were in the safe zone and he
took us away from the playing field, behind some trees.  "We can piss here,"
he stated.  I turned away and opened my jeans and started.  He came next to
me, his already out, and also peed.  This was unusual.  In school, you
always skip a urinal, even when your peeing with your friends.  It's just
the way its done.  So it was unusual for him to come up right next to me.  I
noticed his dick.  He wasn't trying to hide it, just leaving it out for me
to see.  At first I was going to cover mine up, but when I saw his, I
forgot.  Not that I was trying to show him mine, I just forget, cause he had
a great dick.  Not as much hair as mine, but fatter and longer.  Did he have
a semi, I wondered as he shook it and put it away.  That woke me up, and I
shook mine, which was getting a semi as well, and put it away.

"I like pissing outdoors," he says.  "My dicks like to breathe the fresh
air.  I laugh.  "You ever been streaking?" he asks. Streaking? Running
around naked?  No.

"Have you?" I dare to ask, avoiding the question.

"A couple of times.  Its even better than pissing outside.  Your hole body
gets all tingly and alive."  My body was all tingly and alive, just thinking
about streaking with him.  "You want to some time?" he asks me.

"Yeah.  Sure.  Sounds cool.  Do you do it with the guys?" I ask, wondering
if they all ran around naked.

"No, must of them are pussys.  Too scared they will get caught."  Getting
caught?  Yeah, I would be afraid to get caught to.  But running around naked
with Jason, sounded cool.  "So you sure?" he asks again.

"Yeah, I'm no pussy" I assure him.  And myself.  Actually I am a pussy, but
here was a chance to break out of my pussydom and become one of the cool
guys. Not only that but to see his naked body.  I began to get a boner.

They blew the whistle for the end of the game, so we headed back to play.
After the next game, we all marched back to the car, for drinks.  Jason
whispers "Drink a lot and we can pee again." Hehe.  Cool.  He wants to pee
with me.  I drink a hole bottle of Gatorade myself.  Almost chugging the
hole thing down in one drink, spilling a little.

We head out to the next field, and after the first game, Jason asks me
"Gotta pee yet?"

No.  But I could probably pee if I wanted to.  And I definitely wanted to.
"Yeah."

I follow him off away from all the other people , farther than last time,
behind some large bushes.  I pull out my semi and pee.  He pulls his out,
also a semi I'm sure, and pees.  After I finish, and shake it, I put it
away, like everybody does right?  No.  Not Jason.  He finishes and leaves it
out.  "What are you doing?" I ask, very curious.

"Just letting it breath." He says calmly.  Cool.  "Go ahead"

Uh, well. I can't exactly do it.  You see looking at his, I now got a boner.
  He sees me hesitating.  "What's the deal?" I can't think of anything to
say.  "Hey, if you got a boner, its cool.  I get them all the time."  How
the hell did he know I had a boner?  "See?"  He starts to jack his semi till
in a few strokes, it standing out.  I have trouble breathing.  This is the
first boner I've seen and its Jasons.  "Come on, air it out."  He wakes me
up.

So I do it.  My boner flopping around as I release it from my boxers.  He's
the only person in the world who has seen my boner.  "See," he says. "It
feels good doesn't it?" I don't even know how it feels.  I only know that he
has the most beautiful, coolest dick/boner in the world. Yeah it feels good,
I guess.  I'm to busy freaking out, and enjoying the view of his to really
experience mine.

He pulls out his pocket knife.  What's he gonna do, cut off our dicks?  But
I'm not scared.  He's cool, he wouldn't hurt me. He cuts open a paint ball
and squirts it on his dick.  I watch intently. He is giggling.  "What are
you doing?" beside cutting open paintballs and painting your dick.  He cuts
another one and squits it on his dick.  He now has a blue dick.  He rubs it
around.  I am getting to watch him rub his dick with blue paint. Oh man,
this is cool.

He squats down and gets out some of my paint balls.  He cuts one open and
drips it on MY dick.  It feels all warm, like sperm, but runny like snot.  I
almost shoot sperm then. The paint runs down my balls and tickles them to.
He has cut open another one and squirts it on me. My dick is bright pink.
"Rub it in" he urges.  I do so carefully, not wanted to come.  He cuts some
more and puts more on both dicks.  He starts to jack it, not rub it in, jack
it.  "Rub it in like this" he urges.  Well as scared as I am, my dick has
also given my hand the order to do it, so I jack it as slowly as I can.  No
need to be scared.  He says "Look!" as he shoots out his sperm onto the
ground.  Its beautiful. I come to, forgetting to say look, but he's looking
anyways.  He are both squeezing out the last drops.  I am out of breath.
How long had I been not breathing? "Isn't outside great?" he asks.

"Yes!"  And jacking with you is the greatest thing in my life.

"We missed the second game."

"Hehe, I don't care."

"Me either"  He also laughs.  We still have our dicks out.

"Want to get naked?" he asks.

Here? Now? In the middle of nowhere? With blue and pink dicks mixed with
sperm?  "Ok" I say.  Shit, did I really say ok?  He is already sitting down,
taking off his shoes and socks.  I catch up.  After a bit, we are both
standing there totally naked.  With blue and pink dicks and hands to.  This
is so much fun.  And he is even better looking than I imagined.  I keep
trying to enjoy the view of his body, but always end up focussing on his
dick. Somehow, I finally notice, he is looking at me to.  We just stand
there, naked, looking at each other.  I got a boner again, but am not shy
this time.

"You like this?"  This means jacking off together? Or putting paint on our
dicks? Or being naked? Or what?  I'm not sure, but I am sure I like it all.

"Yeah.  Its cool."

"You're pretty cool to" he says.  Me?  Cool?  Yeah!

"Thanks, you to." They blow the whistle for the end of the game. He starts
to dress, so do I.

When we catch up with the guys he shows paint covered hand to Evan.  Evan
says "Did you do it?  All the way?" He smiles and points to me.  I wave with
my painted hand to.  "You guys are crazy" he says.

"Yeah, we are" agrees Jason.  Yeah we are, I silently agree. Crazy, but
happy.  Very happy.