Date: Sun, 18 Oct 2009 07:25:55 -0700
From: Stories Foryou <stories-for-you@hotmail.com>
Subject: Broken heart young friends
This takes plase after the true stoty of Chancey If you have not
read that story here is the Quick link to it:
/nifty/gay/young-friends/chancey
If you dont want to read it the you will just be slightly lost
Broken Heart
By: SFY
Everyone rembers some kind of date or dates. Maybe its a birthday or some
event that took plase. Well there are four dates I wont foget 5/22/ 8/18/
8/20 10/16. To some thes dates dont mean anything. To outhers they do mean
somthing, but only a verry fue know my meaning behind thease dates. Let's
start with 5/22. That date was the day I was borad out of my mind. But then
I found a friend. We chated for awile. Soon it became much bigger then just
a frendship. We had things in commion like both have older brothers and
some stupped stuff like that. Then 8/18 happiond.
That had to been one of the worse days for me. I lost not just a boyfriend
but a brother. So I did the only thing I could do besides cry. Well I was
crying when I got the news. In fact I still do at times. In fact I can see
his face now as Im typing this. That might sound dumb to most of you I
bet. So I typed out a true story to express my fellings and send it out to
nifty. I dont know why I did it. Maybe its my way talking to someone about
my broken heart. As soon as I sent it not even a day later I got e-mails.
more e-mails I got for my other two stories. They felt what I went thouh
and I thanked them. and I want to take this time to thank them agan:
To the people who read my story Chancey Thank you your kind words still
mean alot to me. I dont know I could talk it to people that did not
undwestand but I knew sending it to nifty the readers and wrighters would
understand. I thank you agan.
8/20 That's when I got his e-mail. He liked my story and wanted to me my
friend. I did not see anything wrong with that. After all I lost one and ne
just happion to show up like Chance sent him to me becuse he did not want
me to be sad. It took awile for me to e-mail him and I dont know why. Maybe
I was afrade. His name is Jimmy. Thats not his real name or even close to
it. He was a grate pirson to me. we chatted and had things in commion. even
though we did not e-mail ech other alot we did talk alot. after a week or
so I fell in love with him. even though he just wanted to be friends. After
being friends for a month I asked him a question. I was scared to ask it
becuse I was afrade what the answer would be. But I took a deep breath and
asked him. "hay um....do you.....um...want to be bfs" He was silent just
for a min or so but it felt longer. Then he said "haha I dont know" I was
laghing too. It did not bother me to much at least he did not say no. soon
we where friends close to three months. Our frendship was great. It was the
best one I had in along time. On day I thought Jimmy was mad at me becuse
my cuz came over and started chating with him. I was mad at my cuz but I
could not stay mad at a 7 yearold much longer now can I? So I had to e-mail
Jimmy and tell him that I was sorry what my little cuz did. A day latter I
saw him agan and he was not mad he just had to go. I was glad that Jimmy
was not mad at me. Then one day my cuz came over. The same one that chated
with Jimmy. I told Jimmy I would be right back and you could talk to my cuz
if you want.
I dont know how long I was gone for but Jimmy liked my cuz. At the time it
has been awile since I asked if we could be bfs. So I desided to ask a
closer question. Yet again I was nervous. but I took a deep breth and asked
it. Hay jimmy...Um do you think we could evere be bfs? I waited what felt
forever when it was only a min. "maybe" I was glad at least I got a maybe.
We chatted some more and days passed then 10/16 came along. That was the
day my heart broke a 2nd time. For some reasion he thought all we been
though that it was not true and that I was lying all the way. It did not
make me mad but made me cry. I dont know why he said those things to me and
he left. I had to e-mail him. after a cupple of hours he e-maild me back
saying dont e-mail me no more & dont talk to me no more. My heart was
braking any more if that was posble. I was crying even more and my brother
heard me and wanted to know why I was crying. I told him everything I told
him about Chance and I told him about Jimmy. Now he knows. He did somthing
the same day and I found out about it the next day. He-emaild him and I
cant bleve he did that. I dont know what he said to him but I hope it was
good and not make it worse. But soon as I found out I had to e-mail jimmy
back to see if it was true. But I never heard from him agan.
Jimmy if you are one of the readers please talk to me.