Date: Tue, 15 Apr 2008 15:00:49 -0500
From: J.J. <jjjanicki@gmail.com>
Subject: Constantin-chapter 20
The usual disclaimers apply. But having already disclaimed 19 times in
just this one story, I see little point in doing it again. If there
are any questions, please go back and read one of my earlier ones.
Thanks.
Constantin
chapter 20
Shit, I don't know, maybe there was something in the water supply
around that town. Sometimes I wondered about that back then, how in
the HELL could a town of less than 10,000 in the heartland of America
have so many gay kids? Constantin and myself, Isac and Jesse- that was
definitely four, no doubt about it. The twins probably were as well,
even if they still flirted with girls some. Mostly it was just picking
at them and goofing though, so yeah, I was fairly sure in the end they
were gay. I was relatively sure Tyndal was, whether he wanted to admit
or not. So that made seven. And now there were the preacher's kids.
Well, they were just discovering sex, period, so there was no telling
where that would eventually lead them, but...
But if I could ever get my damn nerve up, then it seemed likely they'd
be taking the scenic route on that voyage of discovery. And most of
the time I guessed they'd be up to that too... but then I would remind
myself that for awhile after you've made that wonderful discovery
you're pretty much up for anything that feels good.
For the most part, boys start learning about sex at around 11 to 13
when the majority of them really don't have a clue about girls, but
they ARE horny all the time, so they do it with each other. Just about
the same stuff I was doing with the preacher's kids. It's normal, even
if I missed that stage. I was just doing it with myself and feeling
weird as shit about it. It didn't take me long to move past the vacuum
cleaner, though. Same thing all the time, pull your pants off, stick
it in, switch on the vacuum cleaner, BRRTT and I didn't even get to
see it when it happened. Even if the first time it happened, I didn't
KNOW what had happened. I just wondered what it would feel like to
stick my dick in a vacuum cleaner, that's all. But then I started
hearing these rumours. Or paying ATTENTION to them for the first time,
and I thought to myself, "Do you think maybe... Well damn! Maybe
that's it!" And it WAS. I got home, started playing with it (with my
HAND for a change, cause I wanted to SEE this) and, sure enough,
pretty soon I was getting that feeling again. And so for awhile it was
fantastic, but you know, it was.. well, it was solitary. I was all
alone (sob).. but then came Constantin. Yes! BUT...
Overall there's a stigma attached to gay sex, and even when you're
horny as shit and mostly clueless, you know there are limits. Being
gay or even being THOUGHT to be gay is a fate almost worst than death
and that is PARTICULARLY true amongst the ultra-religious. Whether
you're in the process of rejecting that belief system or not, if
you've been brought up in that environment, being gay is worse than
almost anything. And that's why I was waiting on them to take things
to another level. I STILL find it hard to believe that not ONE of them
had discovered the simple pleasures of rubbing themselves off prior to
my arrival, but now they couldn't get enough, and I thought that was
really cool. And a lot of fun, too.
Friday afternoon it was Noah's turn to take a shower with me. It's
close, but between the three of them I think I liked him the most.
Jacob I liked a lot. He was cool. And the fact that he was two years
older and here I was teaching HIM about the mysteries of sex made me
feel good. Tommy was so open about everything, he had hardly any
inhibitions, but he was so hyper he'd just about wear you out
sometimes. Be around him for awhile and even the twins might be
looking for some quiet time. Both of them. But there was something
about Noah that was special. If not for the fact that I already had
someone I
loved, I could have easily fallen for Noah. And to further complicate
matters, I got the feeling he could've fallen in love with me as well.
When we walked into the bathroom for our first shower together, just
me and him, he was acting almost like a blushing bride on her wedding
night. Not that I have any experience with that, but that WAS the
impression I got. He was actually trembling a little. And when we got
in and I pulled him up close so we were pressed right up together, it
was like he'd died and gone to Heaven. And I don't know, I really
liked cuddling and rubbing all over, him so anxious and so wanting
to... well, to do it right... I mean he kept asking, "So, does this
feel good? Am I doing it right?"... and that's why I DIDN'T want to
take a chance on messing it up. I wanted it to be special, and the
fact that I was special to HIM... well, fuck. I could live with that.
Monday was interesting. Good thing they had a good hot water heater,
because we were in that shower for quite some time. I guessed the next
time the water bill showed up, there might be some questions, but then
you know what they say about cleanliness, right?
Right. Soon as we got in that afternoon, Jacob goes, "Hey! You wanna
take a shower?"
Then, with his usual excitement, Noah chimed in with, "I got an idea,
why don't all three of us take one TOGETHER?" (Tommy had been dropped
off at a friend's house that day with the admonition that he'd better
make sure he was home no later than 5:30) (Which was fortunate because
otherwise there would have been FOUR of us in there. And we might have
gotten stuck. Tight enough squeeze with three of us.)
But it was pretty interesting, all right, because Noah squeezed in
between me and Jacob. So I ended up pushed into the corner. And Noah
was facing Jacob and was right up against me, soo...
So we were making progress. But it was Noah who wondered if he could
get me off by just pushing his bottom up against me. Well, yes, he
could. No, not in THERE, my dick was sliding up into his crack, OK? It
was still pretty awesome, though: I mean, his ass was NICE! It's a
wonder I didn't drown.
Man!" said Noah while I was still trying to get my breath back, "That
was COOL! ... It was a little weird, but I really LIKED that!" So
yeah, we WERE making progress and I sure didn't see any point in
rushing things along at that point. Needed just a little time to
recuperate anyway.
"Can I try it on you?"
Ummm... well, sure.
So anyway, I managed to get myself turned around and in no time at all
he was busily sliding his little spike up between my cheeks. And I was
pushed right up into the corner. Whoa! And MEANWHILE Jacob was trying
that new thing himself. On Noah's butt again, seeing as how he now had
his back to him. so soon as everybody caught their breath again, it
was agreed that it really WAS weird. But cool. DEFINITELY making
progress.
But no, we weren't getting out of that shower yet. Not until Jacob had
a chance to feel something sliding up between HIS cheeks, it was only
fair. "Well you know, we could go downstairs and you could lay on your
stomach and I could do it that way." I mean that was just a suggestion
on my part, but I really was starting to feel a bit waterlogged in
there.
"It slides better when it's wet, though" said Noah, not very helpfully.
"Yeah!" said Jacob.
"Well, it slides pretty good with that hand lotion, too."
"Yeah, well, let's just do it in here," said Jacob, unco-operatively.
And THAT'S when things almost got taken to a whole nother level. I
mean, he was actually wiggling his ass seductively and sort of humping
back at me, and that DID have a lot to do with my getting it back up
in a hurry, but seriously, I'm thinking to myself, "Boy, you better
hope you never get your butt locked up!" But I restrained myself.
Because that first time, there is a certain point when you're thinking
it's really not much fun at ALL.
I wonder, though. Do you suppose there was actually some sort of
racial memory deal at work there? I know the mating instinct is... I
mean, if it came down to it, I'm pretty sure I'd figure it out... not
real sure how much luck I'd have in getting it UP, but I guess it's
possible: a quick blow job could probably get it primed, then I'd get
it in fast as I could and odds are I wouldn't find it to be the most
gawd-awful thing EVER... but I don't want to dwell on that. Going
through the motions, that's the best I could possibly manage. But
really, why was Jacob humping BACK at me? Maybe I ought to go into
anthropology - I mean, that would be an interesting subject to look
into.
But anyway. We FINALLY got out of that shower, and being a bit pooped
we simply went downstairs and lounged about. Until a little after five
when Tommy came running in all excited. He started jerking his clothes
off and excitedly said to me, "Hey Todd. You wanna take a shower?"
I said no, I'd already had one.
"Shit! ... Well does anybody else wanna?"
No, Jacob and Noah had already had one, too. Uh huh, even Noah.
"Oh. Well, tomorrow? Tomorrow... um, is it OK if tomorrow Jimmy comes
home with us?" (Jimmy was the kid he'd been visiting that afternoon.
About the same age as he was.)
"Not unless he wants to get naked, it's not all right," said Jacob.
"Oh, don't worry, he will. That's what-- So it's OK?"
Me and Noah were still looking doubtful. And so was Jacob, for that
matter, but he asked, "So exactly what were you guys up to over at his
place?"
"Oh...stuff. You know." And he giggled.
"So you were like naked, huh?" I was mildly interested. Still just a
little doubtful though.
"Oh, we were THAT, all right! ... And that's not all either, but...
but just wait till tomorrow, all right?"
"Wait for what?" (Noah.)
"Oh... you'll see." - (giggle snicker giggle) - "You'll see. ... Bet
you like it, though." And then he just looked smug.
So at THAT point we all jumped on him and started tickling him, but he
would not tell. Except if we didn't cut it out, he was going to pee
all over us. I guess we all have our secret perversities, and I could
sort of tell that both Jacob and Noah were tempted, but no. There was
the carpet to think about.
But, anyway, that's when I first started wondering some about the
town's water supply. Thinking about it that night, I had to figure
Jacob and Noah knew Tommy's surprise at least had something to do with
making ourselves feel good; but me, I was pretty sure we were about to
go to another level. And while I didn't know exactly how Jacob and
Noah were going to react (mostly because I didn't know what level
Tommy and his friend had reached that afternoon), I guessed it would
be interesting.
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Over the weekend it had turned a little cold, but by Monday it was
back up around 70. Tuesday, April 4th was overcast with rain on the
way, but it was still fairly mild. The next cold front came through
that night and after that we were left wondering when it was going to
get nice again for close to two weeks. And I know, I know, you really
don't need the weather report, I guess the only real reason for
bringing it up was because that Tuesday afternoon was the last day for
awhile that it would be comfortable to be riding in the back of
Jacob's pickup wearing as little as possible. Which in Tommy and his
friend Jimmy's case was just their basketball shorts, their long pants
and shirts were quickly discarded and tossed up front soon as we
picked them up in front of the elementary school.
Jimmy, it turned out was a fairly ordinary-looking skinny 6th grader
with long dirty blond hair. Not dirty as in he needed to wash it, just
dark blond, that's all.
Fine, then. I'm a pervert. So I was interested. And I was also
interested in knowing what if anything they were going to do back
there. And Jacob and Noah were equally so.
Well, they were holding hands. Which was only slightly interesting. We
shrugged, Noah and I, and looked back up front. Jacob was supposed to
be keeping his eyes on the road.
About a minute later Jacob went, "So see what they're up to now."
So I glanced back and they were still holding hands. Although they
were giggling about something. More like smirking, actually. And while
they were still laying down looking up at the sky, they'd scooted
their feet up. I guessed to better catch the breeze down their shorts.
I sort of snickered, looked back up front and said, "I don't know WHAT
they're doing."
"Probably queering each other off," said Jacob.
"Nah. Not yet, they're not."
"Well, they ARE looking down each other's shorts, though," said Noah.
I quickly looked back again. "Well, yes they are. ... Bet they can't
see anything, though." Tommy had on the same pair he'd worn earlier.
The ones that came down to around his knees. Since Jimmy was a little
taller, his came down to just above his knees, but... "Oh, NOW they
might be able to see something!" I didn't want to disturb them though,
so I looked back up front again. But right, they were no longer
holding hands, as Tommy was pulling on the right leg of Jimmy's shorts
and Jimmy was looking intently down Tommy's.
Noah, of course, wasn't too awfully concerned about disturbing the two
love birds. "Shit, they're feeling each other off! We're gonna have to
try that some time ourselves!"
I glanced back again. Yep, that's what they were doing all right.
"Damn!" I said. I mean, I had to be cool about it, now didn't I?
"Looks like they're just about as bad off as we are," laughed Jacob.
So that sounded encouraging. And we'd all popped boners too.
"Oh, God, they're kissing." (Noah.)
So I glanced back again. "Huh" I said non-commitally. But Noah started
taping on the window. Shit! He was going to scare them off!
Nah. They just looked up, grinned at us and kept going. No inhibitions at ALL.
"Wonder what that's like?" wondered Noah. And that seemed to be
directed my way as, after all, I was the big expert.
"I don't know. Want to find out?"
"Yeah!"
"OK," and with that I kissed him right in the mouth. Not just a peck,
either, I KISSED him. Didn't try pushing my tongue into his mouth,
though.
Then I pulled away. "So?"
"Hmm. Another e-rog-e-nous zone. ... Let's do it again."
And now Jacob was giggling. "You guys are driving me NUTS!"
"Oh, shut up," I said. And I gave HIM a quick peck on the cheek. "See?
That's not so bad, is it?"
"I ain't made up my mind," and then he gave ME a peck. "Fuck!" I
thought to myself, "We are just moving right ALONG he-"
"Oh my God, I've come UNHINGED!" yelled Noah, and Jacob hollered,
"YOU'RE unhinged?" and I went "Well-mmph. MMPH!! because Noah was
kissing me right in the mouth and THIS time his tongue was... well,
you know... first thing I knew it was... right in my mouth. First it
was probing at my lips, then a split second later, fuck the SCENIC
route, I let him in and we were getting passionate just like that.
(Fortunately we were by then on the county road leading to their
house. Non-metaphorically speaking, you know.) And that was good
because me and Noah were doing some heavy petting. Without thinking
about it, (I think too much anyway), I started groping between his
legs, then somebody (Jacob, as it turned out) was unzipping my
pants... oh boy.. so I started working on Noah's zipper and then Jacob
had his hand on my dick (you know, he really needed to keep his eyes
on the road there) and then Noah was trying to get HIS hand in there,
then Jacob was slapping Noah's hand away, so OK, Noah starts rubbing
up inside my shirt and by then I had my hand latched on Noah's dick
and I don't really recall when I started jerking off Jacob with my
other hand and the whole time me and Noah were frenching like crazy.
But we went flying down their driveway and came to a sudden stop in
front of their house before any of us exploded. "OK, OK, you two love
birds break it up!" Like Jacob really should talk. But we were a bit
out of breath at that. We glanced back, both a little red-faced I
think, and there with their noses pressed up against the back window
were Tommy and Jimmy, laughing their butts off.
Noah jumped out and yelled, "Well, you guys were doing it, too!"
Jimmy sniggered. "Not like THAT, we weren't." Like he was about to bust.
I climbed out sheepishly. "Which one you love the best, Todd?" And
that was Tommy.
Jacob was out by then as well, adjusting his clothes. Guessed maybe I
should do that too. WHY, I'm not sure, but anyway... Jacob yelled,
"Hey Todd! Let's get 'em!" and with that, he started pulling on
Tommy's shorts.
Jimmy looked quickly at me and went, "You better not!"
And I went, "Umm, well I SHOULD-"
And then Jacob went, "Quit being a chicken shit Todd, get him!"
And so in spite of Jimmy's, "Oh NO!.. Don't!", I did. Because he
didn't sound like he was objecting all that much, anyway. And besides,
by then all Tommy had on was his shoes and socks. And I always did
want to pull down a complete stranger's shorts, so what the hell. At
first he was hanging on to his waist band like he was trying for all
he was worth to keep them up, but then Noah started tickling him
and... ZIP... we had two naked 11-year-old boys.
"You suck,," said Jimmy. But he wasn't trying to cover himself, even
though it was sticking straight up.
"Whoa!" exclaimed Jacob appreciatively, "That ain't half bad, Jimmy!"
Jimmy looked down at himself, then back at Jacob. "You really think so?"
"Shit yeah! You're not cut!"
Another nozzle. A lo-ong one. Shit, half his dick was foreskin. Well,
you know what I mean. It was long and skinny. Not THAT long, (about 3
1/2 inches I guess), but for an 11-year-old, not bad at all.
"So are you guys going to get undressed, too?"
"You might as well, me and Jimmy already seen all of yours, anyway."
And so we did and clothes in hand we made our inside with our
erections leading the way. Which just happened to be the case, you
know. Our little heads were doing all the thinking and had been for
several minutes. But you've probably already noticed that, anyway. And
come to think of it, really the little heads were doing all the
thinking more often than not.
And THEN... the 11-year-olds took over. They tend to be much less
inclined to taking the scenic route. And that's good, don't you think?
"OK," started Tommy, "All you guys sit down. Me and Jimmy are going to
show you something, OK? So just sit down."
And so with great curiosity, we did. Considering what had just gone on
back in the truck between them, we had no IDEA what was coming next,
but there seemed a good chance whatever it was, it would be
interesting. (And I know, I know, like we should really talk about
what THEY were doing. Although I guess they did light the fuse.
Apparently.)
Jimmy all at once was looking somewhat bashful. But Tommy had it all
planned out and there was no stopping him. "So, here's what we'll do,"
he continued in a businesslike manner, "there're three of you, so you
have to draw cards and whoever gets the low card has to wait, OK? ...
But really, the one who ends up going last might end up liking it even
better, OK? So don't worry."
"Don't worry about what?" (Noah.)
"You'll see. ... And I bet you like it, too."
OK, he was still going to be mysterious about this. Sounded good,
though. So Jacob shrugged, shuffled the deck of cards Jimmy handed him
and we drew.
Jacob got the low card and was told to switch places with Noah. And
then no, it would probably be better if both me and Noah were sitting
on the couch. "Well, I wish you'd hurry up and make your minds up,"
groused Noah. "Oh shut up," said Jimmy. He seemed less bashful.
"Yeah," chimed in Tommy. "O-kay." He took a breath, looked over at
Jimmy and asked, "You ready?"
Jimmy nodded yes. NOW he was looking somewhat smug. He looked at me
and asked, "You can shoot, right?"
"He can" Tommy informed him. They were both looking a bit smug. Like
the cat the ate the canary.
"This time maybe I better do him and you do your brother, then" said
Jimmy thoughtfully.
"Well, I'm gonna find out sooner or later, ain't I?"
"Well, you can do Jacob, then." He looked back at me, dropped to his
knees and started inching forward. "Spread your legs, OK? What's your
name, anyway?"
"Todd," giggled Tommy as he followed Jimmy's lead. Dropped to his
knees and started inching towards Noah. And Noah opened HIS legs
without being told to. He seemed to be breathing a bit shallowly.
Yeah, well, me too. And Jacob, for that matter. I was like, "??!???".
I mean it's hard to talk with your mouth hanging open. But I was
thinking all right. I have no IDEA what Noah and Jacob were thinking,
but I was thinking, "I don't believe this." That's pretty much IT.
And they did. Starting at just above our knees, they began earnestly
licking their way upwards. Occasional gasps were heard from us three
initiates. Noah in particular. He seemed quite enthralled. We ALL had
a look of stunned disbelief, but I suppose it was particularly intense
for Noah and Jacob, because THEY were like, "What are they DOING?" And
me, I still couldn't believe it. But it sure did look that way. By the
time Jimmy had licked his way up to my upper thighs I was pretty
certain of it. But then when he pushed my legs up so my feet were on
the edge of the couch, I was like, "HO-LY SHIT! Just how wise IS this
kid?"
MEANWHILE, beside me Jonah managed, "Tommy... what are... oh ma-an... Tommy?"
Tommy pulled away for a second. "Hush. ... I learned this yesterday.
You'll like it, OK?" I looked over and Noah's feet were up on the
couch too. It was very obvious they had us completely under their
control.
Balls. Jonah started laughing, sort of breathlessly, but he was.
"You... you.. oh man..."
I was breathing heavy and squirming. Jimmy was GOOD! HE pulled away
for a second. "You like it?"
"Fuck... YEAH!"
"Good. Then you'll REALLY like this," and he took one breath and... it
was in his mouth. Just like that.
"Oh, FUCK!" yelled Noah.
And it was just getting started.
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Well, is it OK if I catch my breath a little here? I mean, it quickly
became obvious that Jimmy was every bit as experienced as I was,
possibly even more so. Well, I guess - I mean, after all, HE took the
direct approach. But he was also very good at drawing it out. A couple
of times he pulled off and started licking between my legs. Closer and
closer... I really should feel terrible about this... but I don't. Huh
uh. I just pretended to be amazed. And on at least one level I was at
that. I mean when his tongue started licking on my puckered mound I
was like, "Oh my God. I don't BELIEVE this!" but since Jimmy seemed to
be getting off on reassuring me, I let him.
"I'm going to push my finger in a little ways, OK?"
I shyly shook my head yes.
Noah, on the other hand, just gasped. He did not, however, ask his
little brother to REMOVE his finger. Which soon progressed to TWO. And
to think, Tommy picked all that up Monday, April 3rd. Got his first
blow job, GAVE his first blow job, found out about his button. All in
one afternoon. No WONDER he was so full of himself when he got in that
day.
And so no thanks to me, but we made a lot of progress that day. Both
Noah and Jacob discovered a brand new erogenous zone. Come to think of
it, I guess they discovered quite a few of them.
Jacob really did get the best end of the deal though. Some of the
shock value was gone, not a whole lot, but at least he knew what he
was in for, BUT because he'd already lost it once just watching them
go at Noah and me, he managed to last... well, at least longer than he
would have otherwise. It's one thing to SEE it being done, but the
first time your dick's enveloped in that wet warmth is something
special.
He was kind enough to ask his little brother though. He said, "You
sure it don't taste kind of bad?"
"Nah. It's like sucking on your finger almost. Ain't bad at all."
"But... but.. I can shoot off!"
"So? I want to see what it's like. ... And anyway, Jimmy can a little.
He said it ain't much... I mean it's just starting, but he can, so I
already know."
"Well... OK th- GASP!!" (Jimmy had just started tonguing his bottom.
Startled the shit out of him.) (Although under the circumstances maybe
I should just say that he was startled, but not quite THAT much.)
(But really, I wonder if that's ever happened? Hope not, but... well,
I just wondered, that's all.)
But anyway, Jacob was soon being transported to a whole nother level
and both Noah and I found watching that to be rather enjoyable as
well. Even though we were a bit drained. And we were still a little
shocked. But soon enough we were horny again and Noah whispered to me,
"So you wanna try it?... I just want to know what it's like and I
don't think we should leave Tommy feeling like he's doing anything
bad, you know?"
Shit. I think that was the whole point with Tommy, he WAS doing something bad.
But... "Yeah, well, I will if you will," I said.
"Really?"
"Yeah, I guess so."
"OK." Deep breath. And he did.
"OUCH!" I said, "... I think you're supposed to move your tongue
somehow or other so your teeth don't scrape... but it didn't taste
bad, did it?" (What the fuck, if I get a free ride, I take it, OK?)
Noah had pulled away quickly. (At "OUCH!") But he shook his head. "No,
it wasn't bad at all. Little bit sticky, or something, but... you want
to work on it some more Thursday?"
"Yeah," I said, then I added, "But I guess I might as well see what
it's like right now, huh? A real quick one, like you did."
And so he said OK and I went down so far I swallowed his balls. "WOW!"
squealed Noah, "We gotta do some MORE of this!... And Jacob too. ...
If he wants to."
And before the afternoon was over it became clear that Jacob DID want
to. Thursday. For sure. Just to see what it was like. And he also
wondered if maybe I could spend the night with them Saturday. And I
had to think that was possible. Get up Sunday morning, go to church
with the preacher's kids. And I mean it's not like their parents sleep
in the same room with them, you know.
So I guess there's at least SOMETHING to look forward to in the next
chapter, even if there's not going to be the same element of surprise.
But then, there are still levels to be achieved. And clubs to be
merged. And what's the story with Jimmy, anyway? How long has he been
DOING this sort of thing. WHY? (Well, a lot of the time you do it
because it feels good, but still.. how did he get started?) Is it
possible to get five of us into the shower at the same time?
But there HAD to be something in the water, you know? Because it looks
like now we're up to ELEVEN!
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