Date: Mon, 09 Apr 2007 13:54:26 -0500
From: Charles Hughes <the.empty.room@hotmail.com>
Subject: Dear Danny and James

This story is fictional, depicting the relationship of three young
friends, including their sexual experiences.  If you are not 18 or if it
is illegal for any reason to read such material, you should leave.

Copyright 2007 Charles Hughes, all rights reserved.  If you would like to
copy the story, please, just ask.

I try to respond to all email.  the.empty.room@hotmail.com


DEAR DANNY AND JAMES


Dear Danny and James...

That's the way I would start an email or letter -- if I only had address
to send it.  But I don't.  And I miss these wonderful guys a lot.

I first met them when they were 13.  They weren't even in high school yet
- it was the summer after their 8th grade year.  My mom and dad had just
gotten a divorce, and mom got a job in another town.  I moved with her.
I want nothing to do with my dad.  She was already working and had left
me with half of the last haul-it-yourself trailer to unload.  I didn't
really mind; she had enough worries right now.

It was hot and I was just wearing some cut-offs and a tank top, getting
some sun on those muscles that I'd been trying to develop.  As I carried
a box into the house I noticed a couple of guys riding by on their bikes.

A little bit later as I came out for another load, the same two guys rode
down the street, and this time they pulled in and braked right next to
the trailer.

"Hi," they said in unison.

"Hi," I responded.

"We wondered who would be moving in here," the taller of them said.  "Oh,
I'm Danny."

"I'm James," the other one chimed in.

"And I'm Mike," I said.  "Yeah, me and my mom are moving in.  I've trying
to get the last of these boxes in the house before she gets home this
afternoon."

"Want some help?" James asked.

"Well, sure.  That would be great," I said.

The guys were really nice looking boys.  Actually, they were very good
looking.  I had begun noticing things like that.  They were in shorts,
too, and they looked like they spend a lot of time on their bikes --
that's a good workout, too.

Most of the boxes were for my room, and when we got done I got some cokes
and we sat down to cool off.  We'd been chatting off and on while we
worked, and these guys seemed really nice.

They offered to help unpack some of the boxes, and since I had a lot of
tapes and DVDs I appreciated the help.  That's when it happened.  I'd
completely forgotten I had stuffed the few gay magazines I'd managed to
get into the bottom of one of those boxes.  I think it was James who
pulled them out.  He didn't say anything, but he held them so Danny could
see what they were.  That's when I saw what he was holding.

"Oh, shit," I said.  "Look, guys, I'm sorry, but...Oh geeze!  Ah..."

Danny had a lot more guts than I would have had in the situation.  "Hey,
it's okay, Mike.  We're gay, too.  James and me."

I couldn't believe it.  But I remembered the way they had looked at each
other sometimes, he way they'd...  Well, I don't know.  I was hardly
experienced at it myself!  I told them I wasn't really out.  My mom knew
and didn't especially like it, but she was okay with it.  Nobody else.

They told me they weren't out, either.  "Our folks would kill us," Danny
said.

"And they'd never let us see each other any more," James added.

It seems that during the school year they spent almost every weekend
together, one sleeping over at the other's house -- but only on the
condition from their parents that they got all their homework done and
their grades kept up.

And Danny said the sweetest thing.  "He's the brother I always wanted.
And more.  I love him, and I don't know what I'd do if I couldn't see
him."

They joined hands for a minute, and James kissed Danny on the cheek.

Damn.  We'd just gotten to know each other, and these guys were already
so comfortable they could show that kind of affection in front of me.  I
felt such a shot of pain in my heart.  It was worse than envy.  I just
felt...so...alone.

Dear Danny and James...

That's how I'd start it; then I'd say something about how much I admired
them for their openness to each other - and for their immediate
acceptance of me.

Within a few days we'd really gotten to know each other pretty well.  In
fact, Danny told me that was how they had met in the first place.  James
had just moved to town, and Danny met him.  He showed him around town as
they biked places together, and they became good friends.  That was a
couple of years ago.  Then it developed into something a lot deeper than
friendship.

Things became a little more personal one afternoon when we were looking
at some of those magazines.

"Hey, Mike.  You know, you've got as hot a body as some of these guys."
I think that was James.

They'd actually said stuff like that before.  As it turned out, I like to
bike, too, and we spent some time just riding around and goofing off in
those first few weeks.  We usually went in shorts and without shirts.  I
thought the guys were pretty hot, myself.  They were both lean with
strong shoulders and tight waists.  Their legs were strong from all their
riding.  They'd tease me about my pecs and and biceps (which pleased me,
actually), and I'd shoot something right back at them about their cute
asses.  And I wasn't kidding.

We were in just our shorts when James said that in my bedroom.  Maybe we
were sort of horny, anyway.  I guess we were.  Well, we always were, I
guess.  I was always more than a little envious of them.  They could go
to one of their houses and be together, and all I could do was go to bed
and jack off.  All right, I thought about them a lot when I did that.  I
already said I thought they were hot-looking.

Anyway, when James said that I got up and acted like a dope, posing and
parading around.  Trying to make muscles and look sexy.  They were urging
me on, and I started a little dance to their clapping.

"Yea, dude.  Show us what you got," Danny said, clapping a little
faster.

I really got carried away.  Either that or I was really, really horny.  I
unsnapped my shorts and made a show of pulling them down slowly.  I'd
forgotten that I was wearing my light blue bikini briefs.  Or maybe I
hadn't forgotten and was really showing off, I don't know.  Anyway, when
I kicked my shorts aside I was showing pretty much what I had.  When I
looked down I could see my hardon was obvious.  So were the couple of wet
spots.

And that embarrassed me.

"Oh, geeze, guys...what am I doing here..."  I was sort of laughing, more
nervous now.

""Hold it," Danny said.  "Don't feel that way.  Look, you're...well...a
sexy looking guy, Mike.  We both think so -- right, James?"

James nodded with a grin on his face.  He was stroking his crotch.  I'd
always been able to tell when the guys were hard, and when I checked
Danny, he was, too.

"I need to stroke it, guys," James said quietly.  He didn't wait for
anybody else.  He undid his shorts and pulled them down and off.  Before
his briefs were off, Danny was naked, too.  Suddenly, I looked like the
prude in the room.  So I shucked my briefs, too.  Other than in a shower
room at school, it was the first time I'd been naked with other guys.

My cock was about six inches then, I think.  I was really impressed with
them.  They were three years younger than me, but they both had at least
five and a half, maybe even more.  They didn't have a lot of pubic hair,
but then, they were only 13.  They were both sitting on the edge of the
bed, their hard dicks pointing up.  I suddenly had the thought that they
were a couple of the...well, most beautiful guys I'd ever seen.  Not just
physically, but everything.  They were really sweet guys, so much fun,
and now so very sexy.

I don't think anybody said anything else.  We just started jerking our
dicks.  I couldn't take my eyes off of them.  Damn.  I'd just never
watched guys who were naked and jacking off knowing that somebody was
watching them.  And I'd never jacked off with anyone before.

We were all so horny, it didn't take us very long to shoot.  I usually
shot pretty good the first time, and my rope of cum jumped clear across
to the bed and landed on the floor right in front of them.  I don't
remember which one of them shot first.  I just remember three cocks
shooting out ropes of cum toward each other at almost the same time.

I had to sit down when my cock finished oozing.  I was so jealous when
Danny and James licked their cum from each other's fingers.  But that was
what really broke the ice as far as my being completely open with them.

I told them how I felt, the envy and all that.  I told them how lonely I
had always been, how I'd felt there was just no one I could enjoy myself
with.  How I was afraid to even come on to a guy.  I guess I sounded
pretty pitiful.  I didn't mean to, but I got kind of emotional about it.

Danny was the one who moved over to me first.  We'd always refrained from
touching each other.  I mean, Danny and James touched each other
sometimes, but I wasn't in on that.  But he put his arm around my
shoulder.

"Look, Mike, we're your friends.  We think you're a pretty cool guy.  I
know it's not what you really want and all...I mean, a great looking guy
like you, you're bound to find somebody."  Danny's arm around me felt so
nice.

Without another word, that sweet guy just kissed my cheek lightly.  I'd
never been touched like that, kissed like that.  It brought tears to my
eyes.

Danny said, "Mike, we're buddies, all of us.  Look, James and I have
talked about it.  There are things we can do together, all of us, if you
want."

He slid his other hand onto my thigh.  Of course, I was hard again.

James came over and sat on the other side of me, his thigh touching
mine.  He squeezed my arm a little.

"We like you, Mike," he said.  "Me and Danny...well, we're in love.  But
we like you, too.  No reason we can't be friends together."  And he slid
his hand across my thigh and gently moved it around my cock.

Dear Danny and James...

I'd start it like that, and then I'd say something about how maybe I
loved them both a little right then.

I wound up lying in the center of my double bed with one of them on each
side of me.  Their hands moved all over me, from my knees to my
shoulders.  Four hands touching everything I had, spending a lot of time
on my cock and balls and nipples.  I just closed my eyes.  If I had died
at that moment, I would have died happier than I had ever been before in
my life.

I started to say something at one point, and Danny kissed me on my lips
to stop me.  He held his finger over my lips a moment and just shook his
head.  I think they had planned all this out.

They each took a nipple and fingered it, flicking their fingers and
pinching a little.  Then they sucked them, and I almost went through the
ceiling.  At the same time their hands were caressing my chest and
belly.  Somebody's fingers were stroking across my six-pack.

They kissed down my sides.  I felt a hand and a tongue on my cock.  Then
another hand and another tongue on my balls.  They were both licking me.
I don't think I had ever been that hard, that turned on.  I finally had
to see it.  I looked down and saw Danny on my dick, his tongue slowly
licking up and down my shaft.  He was on his knees, and his own dick was
hard and hanging down heavily.  James was on my other side, on his
knees.  I couldn't see his dick, but the curve of his lovely ass made my
cock flex.  His face was buried between my legs.

When Danny slipped his mouth over my cockhead, I shuttered.  I was afraid
I'd cum right away, and I didn't want that yet.  I think Danny
understood; he licked my cockhead in his mouth and then pulled it out.
James started sucking one of my balls then.  I had a big bush, but I
didn't have a single hair on my balls.  I'd always liked the silky feel
of them, and the thought of having them inside James' hot mouth made my
cock lurch again.

I don't know who was taking the lead, but they both pulled away about the
same time.  Still stroking my cock and balls, then grinned down at me.

"You want to suck us, Mike?" Danny asked.   "It's okay; we talked about
it.  You can if you want to."

Did I want to suck the dicks of these two sexy guys?  Did I want to suck
the guys who'd just gotten me harder than I'd ever been in my life?  My
grin was answer enough.  They lay down, and somehow we arranged ourselves
so they were next to each other, and I was beside James.  I was on my
knees and leaned in to take his cockhead into my mouth.

It was the first taste of cock I'd ever had.  It was almost
indescribable.  So hot and wet...  Hard and soft at the same time...  I
think I was shaking a little when I let his cock slip out and leaned over
a little farther to suck on Danny.  James' dick scraped against my belly
as I leaned to take Danny's cockhead into my mouth.  I sucked and licked
turning my head just a bit so I could look into his eyes the entire time.

I felt James's hand against my belly and realized he was stoking his dick
slowly.  So I returned to him.  He opened his legs so I could stroke his
balls at the same time, and I was rewarded with a long groan.  My other
hand fumbled over to Danny, and I found his balls and played with them.
I suddenly wanted to eat those balls.  I moved down on James and sucked
one of his balls into my mouth.  They were sliky smooth, so hot.

When I moved over to Danny's balls, his legs were wide open.  I took one
of his balls into my mouth and licked my tongue all over it.  I opened my
mouth wider and sucked in the second ball.  I was eating him while my
hand was stroking the hard dick above my head.

Danny was moaning and pushing his groin down toward my mouth.  I could
feel James' hand stroking my thigh and ass.  I needed cock, and I quickly
moved to Danny's cockhead. He pulled away for just a moment.

"We talked, Mike," he said quietly.  "We agreed.  If you want to suck us
off, that's okay.  Or just jack us off.  Whatever you want.  The only
thing, Mike, is that we...we fuck each other, Mike.  And we need to save
that just for each other.  Okay?"

They fuck?  I suddenly had the image of these two naked guys with their
hard dicks sliding in and out of their asses...  My god!  They fuck, too!

"I understand..." I managed to get out.  "And I want to suck you guys in
the worst way..."

"Suck me, dude," James said in a husky voice.

I did.  I moved back over to him and knelt between his legs.  I slipped
his cock into my mouth and felt it at the back of my throat.  I moved up
and down on that hard cock slowly, feeling his cockhead hit my soft
palate each time I lowered my face.  My hand was on his balls.  James
started groaning loudly, and I began to move faster on his dick.

"Suck it...yeah, Mike...o fuck...mmmm..."

His cock stiffened in my mouth, and I knew I was going to get my first
taste of somebody else's cum.

"Ooooooooo...fuck...oooooooooooooooooooooo..." James almost howled as he
came.

He shot into the back of my throat, and I had to swallow to keep from
gagging.  I let his cockhead slip back a bit, and I swallowed everything
he gave me, then licked and cleaned his cockhead.  He was breathing
heavily when I let his dick slip out of my mouth.  I licked my lips and
ran my tongue around my mouth, tasting his cum.

"Oh, dude, that was nice..." James moaned softly.

I wanted more.  I needed more.  I got between Danny's legs then, and I
went to work like the sex-hungry teen I was.  I licked and sucked the
sides of his shaft and all over his balls before I took his cockhead in.
I pushed my face down on him and felt his hairs against my nose.  I
sucked as I lifted up again.

"Yessssss...yessssssss..."  Danny hissed his approval.

His cock was a little thicker, and his cockhead filled my mouth a little
more, but I wanted everything he could give me.  I knew nothing about
cocksucking; I just knew I loved it.  I held his cockhead just inside my
lips and licked all over it with my tongue.  I felt James stroking my
back, and his touch urged me on.

Danny warned me with the tensing of his body, and I sucked more rapidly.

"Aggggggg...uhhhhhhhhh...ahhhhhhhhhhhh..."  He moaned as he shot his
first volley.  I was ready for him, and I swallowed, still moving rapidly
on him.  His second shot must have been more than his first; I felt the
hot cream all over my tongue and the back of my throat.  He shot again,
and then his dick pulsed as he oozed out the last of his cum.  I licked,
tasted, and swallowed it all.

Dear Danny and James...

That's how I'd start.  And then I'd say something about how wonderful
their cocks tasted and how I'll never forget my first cocksucking
experience.

I was as winded as the guys when I let Danny's dick slide from my mouth.
They moved aside a little, and let my collapse between them.  I was on my
belly, and in a little bit they were stroking my back and my ass.  I felt
my cock pressing into the mattress beneath me as it oozed precum.

They knew.  Their hands helped me roll over.  Without a word, Danny went
for my dick and licked all over my cockhead as he held it in his hand.
James started sucking a nipple and pulling it gently with his teeth.  I
was writhing in need for release.

Danny went completely down my shaft and back up again.  James joined him,
and I watched them take turns, alternating their riding my cock with
their faces.  I was making sounds I'd never heard before.  Somebody's
hand was rolling my balls.  Somebody's hand was slipped under my ass and
stroking my crack.  They couldn't suck fast since they were alternating,
and that just made the agony last longer.  First one, then the other...

Finally, I felt it beginning.  I didn't need to tell them.  Somehow I
knew that.  My eyes fastened on the mouths at my dick as I started to
cum.

"Ooooo fuuuuuuck...aaaaaaaaaaa..."

Danny got my first shot, and James quickly replaced him on my cockhead.
He wasn't quite fast enough, and my next shot hit his lips on the way
into his mouth.  Danny moved in, and the next rope landed on his cheek
and tongue.  James got the next one, all of it.  Finally I couldn't hold
my head up to watch any longer.  I felt my cock pulsing with the last of
my cum, and tongues were licking all over it.

Finally, they moved away.  I felt the bed shift as they lay down on
either side of me.  We just lay there a while, our shoulders touching and
our legs moving against each other slightly now and then.  Eventually,
James sat up, then bent down to kiss me on the lips.  He grinned as he
watched Danny do the same.

I don't remember what we said to each other then.  I remember we got
dressed, and there was a long group hug before they left.  And I got to
kiss each of them.

I lay back down on the bed when they were gone.  Wow.  I was so totally
exhausted.

After that, we got together for sex every few days.  We still rode our
bikes all over the place and went to movies and other stuff.  And days
went by when I didn't see them at all.  Especially weekends.  A Friday or
Saturday night was their time for each other.  We never talked about
that; it was just kind of an unspoken understanding.

And it was always at my house that we had sex.  Their houses were for
them.  We sucked and kissed and sometimes just lay on the bed touching
each other.  We talked a lot -- about being gay, about sex, about what
might happen in the future.  I envied them so much for having each
other, and they knew that.  But we never talked about that.  I was so
grateful for being included into their friendship, and they knew that,
too.  But I said it.  Many times.  That continued all summer and into the
fall after school started.

I was a junior that year, and they were freshmen.  We didn't see as much
of each other, but we managed to get together now and then.  During my
senior year I met a guy, and we hit it off together.  It wasn't love, and
we never pretended it was.  But we had great sex together.  Of course, I
never told him about the guys.  And the three of us still got together
once in a while.

When I graduated, my boyfriend went off to a college summer session.  I
was waiting until fall.  So Danny and James and I could get together more
often.  They had really changed, grown up.  They were 16 that summer, and
they were two of the sexiest guys in school.  And we had great times.

Once, just before I left for college in August, we got together for what,
I guess, we all knew would be the last time before I took off for the
west coast.  I think we were all kind of sad about that, especially me.
I was sincerely happy for them that they had each other, and I made sure
to tell them that.

Then they said they wanted to share something.  We'd talked enough that
they knew I'd fucked with my senior year boyfriend.  But they said they
wanted to let me watch something no other person on earth had ever seen.
They wanted to let me watch them make love.  That was the way they put
it, and I knew it included their fucking each other.

They sucked me first, and I had a great cum.  I sat in the chair playing
with my cock as I watched them on the bed.  They really were beautiful
together.  James lay on his back and put his legs on Danny's shoulders.
Their cocks glistened with the wetness from their foreplay.  Danny seemed
huge as he poised at James' hole.  Then he gripped James' hips a little
tighter and lowered his cock.  James opened for him.  There was no
hesitation.  Danny's dick slid slowly in and down until the boys were
locked so closely together they were almost mashing their balls.

Then Danny began to fuck.  James rose to meet him each time.  They
whispered to each other, and sometimes I could understand.  It was so
clear they loved each other very much.

When it was time for Danny to cum, nothing was said.  Danny began to move
faster, driving his cock into his lover a little harder.  James began to
moan; I know his spot inside was being stroked by Danny's cockhead.
They met together, separated, then met again.  Danny's mouth dropped
open, and he threw his head back.  He made small grunts as he shot into
James.  And when he was done, he remained in place for a minute.  Then he
leaned down, and they kissed deeply.

I realized that no one had said anything to me.  No one had even looked
at me.  They were together, privately.  It was though I wasn't even
there.  And they had given me the honor of watching a very private thing
between them.

They lay side by side for a little bit, kissing and stroking.  Then Danny
moved to the center of the bed as James knelt between his legs.  Danny's
strong, lean legs went over James' broad shoulders, and James leaned in
to kiss his lover's hole.  Then he placed his cock over it and leaned
in.  James' cock slid in as slowly as Danny's had.  Danny grunted once as
James's balls slapped against his ass.  James just held still for a
little bit as the guys looked into each other's eyes.

Then James began to move.  He steadily picked up his tempo, and he
grunted little sounds as he fucked each stroke.  Danny was smiling.
James soon was ready to leave his cream in his lover, and his strokes
became a little faster and harder.  Danny was pushing back at him and
making his little grunting sounds again.

James sucked in his breath and let out a long moan as he started to cum.
His cock moved fast in Danny's ass, and I could almost see it pulse as he
pulled up and shoved back in.  Watching his cock flash in and out of
Danny's beautiful ass was such a turnon.  I was hard and wet.  James had
a long cum and was grunting as he hit bottom each time.

My cum shot out and flew out to land on the floor.

James sighed deeply and kept his dick inside when he finished cumming.
Then, as Danny had done, he leaned down, and the two lovers kissed
deeply.

They lay down together.  I only then realized there were tears in my
eyes.  They were so beautiful together.

Dear Danny and James...

That's the way I'd start.  Then I'd say something about how touched I was
that they shared something so private and intimate with me, that our
friendship was the most valuable thing in my life.

We didn't really say goodbye before I left.  We all knew I would be back
for Christmas, and we'd get together then.

It was the first part of December when it happened.  It was like some
evil power had plotted it all out.  First, my mom lost her job.  She
called me, and she'd already made arrangements to move out here for
another job.  She already had an apartment.  She thought she'd surprise
me with it all.  She sure as hell did.

My first thought was of Danny and James.  I felt terrible.  I should have
emailed them right away, as soon as I hung up the phone.  But I just
couldn't.  Those first months in school were not a good time for me, and
that was just something I couldn't do right away.

Then, it was that weekend my computer crashed.  I lost everything,
including parts of two papers I'd been too stupid to save.  And including
my address book.  I couldn't remember Danny's email.  It had been his
address I'd been using, and the guys would often be together there when
they wrote me.  I tried a few email addresses that seemed they might be
the right ones, but they didn't work.  Who memorizes email addresses?
That's what an address book is for.  And I was too stupid to save them
otherwise.

I'm not too proud to admit that I shed a few tears that night.  Both
things at the same time -- it was just too much.

It was the school's fault that I had that problem, it turned out.  It
happened to several other people, too -- I never understood just why.
But the school started using a whole new mail system, which meant I had a
new address.  Which the guys wouldn't know.  And I had been too stupid to
use one of those free email services.

I had no way to get in touch with them.  I didn't know their snail mail
addresses.  And they didn't know mine.

It's been months now.  Damn it, every time I think of losing them...I
can't think about it too long at a time.

Dear Danny and James...

That's the way I'd start it.  Then I'd say...  I don't know.  But this is
how I'd sign it:

Love,

Mike