Date: Mon, 26 Mar 2001 15:39:05 -0500
From: fsw99 <fsw99@pop.mindspring.com>
Subject: Chapter 10 of Dear Diary

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				DEAR  DIARY

				  By Stan

				Chapter Ten

Sunday, August 20, 2000
Dear Diary:

OK, I know, I have missed two days without updating you. But, I was
CAMPING!!! I couldn't exactly take my diary with me on a camping trip,
could I? That would make me the king of the geeks in my new family!!!
Couldn't have that! And I am really tired!!! I will try and tell you
everything that happened this weekend, but I am not promising!!!

Man, where do I start? So much has happened. So much!!!

On Friday, I ate really quickly and almost ran over to Matt's house. He was
eating breakfast, but stopped and said he needed to show me something in
his room. We both ran up, and he shut the door and shoved me against
it. Then, he almost glued his body to mine and kissed me hard on the
mouth. Now, that was a good welcome!!!

We both knew that this was not the time or the place, so we reluctantly
separated. "Is that what you wanted to show me?" I asked playfully.

"Yeah. You like it?" Matt teased back.

"Yeah, but you might have to show me that every day, when I get over here
in the mornings. I kind of forget, you know?" I teased back.

"I don't think that will be a problem at all," Matt said, as we kissed once
more.

We felt the door try to open behind us, and we separated as Brian came
in. "Time to go to school.  I just wanted to make sure both of you still
had all your clothes on."

"Sure, be an ass hole first thing in the morning. The attitude lasts though
the whole day," I replied. Did I say that?

Brian just laughed and closed the door. We shared one more quick kiss, and
followed him down stairs.

It wasn't long, and we were at Nate and Dave's. They both ran out just as
we walked up, just like usual. I think they must just stand inside and look
out the window constantly. I guess love can do that to you. I know the
feeling now. ("It's More Than A Feeling"!!!! I know, quit the Boston
stuff!!!! I did that in my last story!!! hehehehe)

The school day went really quickly. Tad did get us together after we had
eaten lunch to grill us on what had happened. He knew that we were getting
along lots better than the day before, so he knew something had
happened. He got us both out at the same spot where we had talked before.

"Come on, guys. I want all of us to be friends. I know something
happened. You can trust me.  Matt did, several years ago, and I didn't let
him down. Tell me. Please??"

Matt just grinned. "You swear you won't tell anyone else?"

"Yeah. Tell me!!"

"Jamie and I are officially boyfriends!!! Isn't that great?" Matt asked.

I wasn't sure. I was sure about being Matt's boyfriend. That was no
problem. I was sure that I didn't have a problem with any of the four other
brothers knowing. That was sure no problem. I kind of got a smile on my
face, thinking about that. But Tad was an outsider from our little family.
Sure, Matt had come out to him two years ago, and totally trusted him. But,
should I? I was still remembering what Brian had told me about the other
kid who had come out to the whole school.  I sure didn't want anything like
that happening to me, or any of us.

Tad noticed the look on my face. "That is great. I'm happy for both of
you. Jamie, you don't look nearly as happy as Matt does. Is something
bothering you?"

"No, not really."

"He's just shy about anyone knowing. He still doesn't know you the way I
do. He will come around. Just give him time," Matt gushed.

I could tell he was happy as Hell about finally being able to tell someone
else he had a boyfriend. I couldn't help it, I had to smile with him. He
was soooo happy!!! And if me being his boyfriend made him this happy, who
was I to say he couldn't tell his old best friend?

I just laughed along with them, and tried to ignore the feeling I had in
the back of my mind. For some reason, I just thought something about Tad's
attitude and what he was telling me wasn't quite right. Or, he wasn't
telling us the whole truth.

The rest of school passed in a blur. I wish all days could go this
fast. Even our hour on "America's Most Wanted" went by fast. Thankfully, we
didn't have much homework over the weekend, and we did it really
quick. Matt and I spent most of the hour staring at each other and holding
hands under the table, so no one else could tell. Both of us had big smiles
on our faces, though. We had two days and nights together without any
adults around coming up very shortly.  VERY SHORTLY!!!! We were both
counting down the minutes.

Maybe that had something to do with our smiles. Nah, I don't think so. Just
kidding!!! It had everything to do with our smiles.

We both almost ran to Matt's house after detention. We kicked off our shoes
at the door and sprinted for his room. Mom wouldn't be home until 5:30, so
we had some time to kill before we could leave for camping, and both of us
knew exactly how we wanted to spend it.

This time we closed and locked the door. We had both enjoyed the 6-some we
had with our four brothers, but we didn't know how much we would alone for
the rest of the weekend, and we wanted our privacy now.

Matt backed me up against the door and we kissed for a long time. Hands
were roaming all over each other's bodies, and already we had each other's
shirts up under our arm pits. We separated long enough to pull them over
our heads, then continued our kissing.

Matt's blue jeans that he had worn today were new and were a little big on
him. I didn't even unbuckle his belt or undo the front of them. I just
grabbed both sides and pushed them down his hips. In doing so, his briefs
also came with them. All the better!!

He tore at the front of my blue jeans, and soon, them and my underwear were
bunched at my ankles like Matt's were. "Let's go lie down on the bed and
get comfortable," Matt panted.

I just nodded my head, and we tried to walk/hop over to the bed
together. It didn't work. I stepped on Matt's blue jeans, causing him to
fall and I came down with him. Even that didn't stop us. We each had a
hunger for the other.

I landed on top of Matt with him on his stomach. Instead of helping him up,
I just got off of him and helped him to turn over on his back, then flipped
around the other way on my hands and knees and took him into my mouth. He
moved a little bit to get into position and did the same for me. I wish I
could tell you that we made long, slow, passionate love, but it just wasn't
to be. We bucked up against each other's mouths like we hadn't made love in
years. It didn't take long at this pace before we were shooting into each
other's mouths.

I had just enough strength left to swing around and lie down next to Matt
on the floor, pulling him to me. We cuddled together until we were both
over our love making to finally get up and start to re-dress.

We had barely got to our feet when someone tried to open the door. "Hey,
can I come in?" Bruce asked.

Matt pulled up his underwear and held his jeans in place as he unlocked the
door and let his younger brother come in. "I thought so. Neither of you can
keep your hands off each other, can you?" he giggled.

"Oh, like you are lots different when Dave's around. You are just jealous
because I get to sleep with my boyfriend tonight and you don't," Matt
teased back.

Bruce thought for a second or two, and then grinned. "You know, you might
be right about that.  Come on, you both have to help Brian and I get
everything organized. It will be just the four of us taking all the
equipment with us. At least we will have six to help on the way back. The
quicker we get there, the more time you two can have in the tent."

Matt and I looked at each, both thinking the same thing. Tent. By
ourselves. Great idea. So, we quickly finished dressing and followed Bruce
down the steps. We all put on our shoes and went to find Brian in the
garage.

The boys had been camping for a long time. There was a public lake about a
half hours walk away, and they even had a favorite camping site well away
from anyone else. You had to buy a yearly permit to camp there, but all
five had pooled their money for several years to pay for it.

Each camping site even had a bar-b-q grill at the site already set up, but
we did have to bring our own charcoal and lighter fluid. At least Nate and
Bruce were bringing the charcoal we would need for every meal except
tonight when they came tomorrow morning, but we had to bring everything
else.

Brian was busy loading everything into four big back packs. They looked
like they were going to be heavy. And they didn't look like they would be
much fun to carry. Turns out I was right about both.

All three of them had already brought their clothes down, so their back
packs were able to be completely filled. We had to leave some room in mine
for the rest of my clothes.

"Well, I think that is the best I can do. We have everything, and I tried
to equal out the weight.  The food takes up lots of room and with the
drinks, makes it pretty heavy, but at least we won't have to bring that
back with us. I divided up the charcoal into gallon sized baggies, so we
each have some to carry. I'll take the heaviest back pack. Jamie, you are
second biggest so you get this one," he said, handing me a heavy back
pack. I didn't know if I was going to like camping after all.

I put it on, and the straps took most of the weight off of me, but I could
still tell I would be tired after walking for thirty or forty five minutes
with it on my back. But, I looked over at Matt, who had his on and was
beaming at me, and decided it was going to be worth it.

We closed the garage door, and started walking the three blocks to my
house. In spite of the extra weight of the backpacks, everyone was in a
great mood. It was going to be a great weekend.

When we got to my house, we all got to take off the damn back packs for a
little while. Even after three blocks, I was getting uncomfortable wearing
it. Oh well, it will be worth it when we get there. At least the weather
was supposed to be great this weekend.

I made sure and got out the hot dogs first. It would have been easy to
forget them. Matt and his brothers had brought everything else, but Mom had
also insisted on baking some of her special chocolate chip and pecan
cookies. I showed them to each of them, but made sure they didn't get any
now.

I went upstairs to get the rest of my clothes, and the three brothers
trailed behind me. We even had our timing down. By the time I finished
adding all my stuff to my back pack, Mom should be home.

I pilled all my clothes into one pile, and picked them up. "I don't think
you will need all those clothes, Jamie. I think Matt plans on keeping you
naked most of the weekend," Bruce kidded.

"Yeah, I know you won't need the underwear. Might as well put the briefs
back in your underwear drawer. I'm sure Matt won't let you keep those on at
all," Brian added.

"Real funny, guys. You both are regular comedians," Matt answered, but
giggled just the same.

I looked at him and also burst out laughing. That actually sounded pretty
good to me. "Well, I think I will take some clothes anyway, if you guys
don't mind. My backpack is a little light, so I need something else to make
it a little heavier."

"Hey, we can take some stuff out of mine and add to yours. We don't want
you to think you aren't carrying your weight in our group, you know," Brian
kidded.

"No, I know how much you love carrying two hundred pounds on your back. I
wouldn't want to deprive you of that pleasure. I guess I will just add the
food and my clothes to the top of my back pack. And I will take all these
clothes, even my underwear, if none of you mind. If they need to be taken
off, Matt has already gotten good at doing that, so it won't be a problem,"
I kidded back.

Matt actually blushed a little at that, which his brothers noticed, and
laughed at him for doing so.  "You guys are such ass holes sometimes," Matt
fumed.

"Matt, we are just happy for you and Jamie. You know that. We are glad you
both are happy together. If you can't take a little joking about it with
us, after all you have seen Nate and I do, or Bruce and Dave do, something
is wrong. Get over it, bro. We are all for you, not against you. We all
love you, whether you want us too or not," Brian said, as he put his arm
around Matt's shoulders.

Matt just looked up at Brian with hate in his eyes for a second or two,
then a smile started to form on his face. "I guess I get mad a little too
easy, don't I?"

"You? No way!!! You are the easiest going person I know!!!" Brian kidded,
as he jumped out of the way of a playful punch by Matt. Everyone knew that
Matt got really mad really easily, but that wasn't going to stop anyone
from kidding him about it. Everyone but me was used to it, and knew he
calmed down really fast.

He didn't really mean what he said when he was mad. I was beginning to
understand, but it still hurt me when he did it to me. I was trying to know
when to push and when to lay off, but it was difficult. Hey, whoever said
being in love was going to be easy?

I had everything packed in my HUGE backpack when Mom finally drove up. We
all ran over.

"Mom, we are ready to go. This is Brian, Matt, and Bruce. They are the
brothers I have been telling you about."

"Hi, boys. Nice to meet you. And all of you have been going camping for a
weekend for a long time, right?"

"You, yes Mam. Our Dad taught us. We have been camping by ourselves for
over two years. We always go to a registered campsite, sign in, and clean
up after ourselves. We will take really good care of Jamie, don't worry
about that," Brian said.

I had to admit, that sounded good, but he was laying it on pretty thick. I
just hoped my Mom would buy it.

"Well, make sure you do that. Jamie has never been camping before, so make
sure you look after him while he learns, all right?"

"Yes Mam. We won't let him use anything really sharp, like a knife or ax,
until we teach him how anything works. We will teach him everything he
needs to know. We will make sure he comes back in one piece, I guarantee
you," Brian answered, as he smiled at her.

God!!! He was laying it on too thick now. Surely Mom is going to see
through all of this!!!

"Thank you, Brian. It's Brian, right?"

"Yes Mam. I know it will take you a little while to get all our names
straight, but we all really like Jamie, and I am sure you will see all of
us over here a lot. If it is OK with you, though, we really need to be
going. We need to set up camp before it gets dark. Even experienced campers
like us need to get set up before it gets too dark."

"Well, why don't I just drive all of you over there? It will be crowded in
my car, but I can save you lots of time by taking you."

"Oh, thank you, Mam. That would be a great help. Our back packs are so
heavy, and it will take us a long time to walk. That would be so nice of
you. Wouldn't it, everybody?"

All of us just nodded our heads in agreement. Even me. Brian was good. He
was very good. He had Mom eating out of his hand.

We all piled into our old Maxima. It had been a really good car for us, had
very few problems, but it was getting kind of old. Only three of the back
packs went into the trunk. The other one had to go into the back seat with
three boys. Well, it was still better than walking all that way carrying
them.

One thing I didn't like was the fact I had to ride in the back with Matt
and Bruce. Hey, it was my car too!!! Mine and Mom's!!! I should have been
in the front with Mom, not stuck in the back with two butts touching me
from each side, and a backpack over the top of us. I was even in the
middle, for Christ's sake!!! How did this happen?

But Brian had my Mom in his spell. He wasn't good. He was great!!! After
today, I think he could convince her to let me do anything, as long as I
was under his influence. I made a mental note to learn more about his
parent manipulation skills when we were finally in the park. They might
come in handy sometime soon. He was certainly better than I was!!! Maybe I
could learn a lot from these three boys.

Boy, was I right!!!! hehehehe

To be continued.

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