Date: Fri, 23 Feb 2001 14:19:46 -0500
From: fsw99 <fsw99@pop.mindspring.com>
Subject: Chapter 2 of Dear Diary

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				DEAR  DIARY

				  By Stan

				Chapter Two

Tuesday, August 15, 2000
Dear Diary:

OK, where were we? Oh, I know, we were just walking out of the school when
I went to bed last night.

When we finally got to Matt's house, both of his two brothers had already
gotten home and were in Brian's room. We walked in, and Matt said, "Brian,
Bruce, this is Jamie Williams. He just moved here. You won't believe what
happened."

Brian and Bruce both had short hair cuts like Matt did. They both looked
like Matt, too. You could easily tell they were brothers.

"Andy Larson and Sam Drake jumped me in the bathroom after school. Sam held
me from behind while Andy started taking off all my clothes. They were
going to strip me naked and throw me out in the hall. Then...."

"God Damn that ass hole. They are both older than I am. Let me make a few
calls to my friends, and then we will all go down to the park. I think that
is where they hang out after school. It is time someone beat the shit out
of them. Bruce, get out of your school clothes. Put on blue jeans.  We
might need you if they have more people with them," Brian said, as he
yanked off his t-shirt angrily, and then pulled off his shorts. Bruce did
the same, and they were quickly down to briefs and socks. "Matt, get
undressed, too. You are going with us, too, you know, and if your school
clothes get torn, Mom will have a fit."

"Brian, listen will you? See........"

"GET UNDRESSED! I am so mad I can't see straight. I am going to beat the
shit out of Andy!"  Brian yelled.

Matt just shrugged his shoulders, pulled his t-shirt over his head and
started pulling off his shorts, after quickly kicking off his shoes. "You
are going to have to go to the hospital or police station to do it," Matt
said, as he was pulling off his shorts.

"What the fuck are you talking about?" Brian asked.

"If you will give me a minute without interrupting, I will tell you. Jamie
came in the bathroom and stopped them. He was amazing. He kicked Andy once,
and he went down. He pulled a knife on Jamie, and Jamie took that away from
him, and then beat him lots worse than you were going to do. I think he
broke his nose. There was blood all over him. He then knocked out Sam,"
Matt gushed.

Both Brian and Bruce's mouths about hit the floor. "No shit?" Bruce asked.

"You should have been there. It looked like something out of a karate
movie," Matt said. "Jamie has just moved here, and he does know anybody
yet. I told him that we might adopt him as a new brother. 6 would be lots
better than 5, you know?" he asked, looking at Brian with a pleading look
on his face.

"Oh, you mean?" Brian asked, looking from Matt to me and back at Matt
again.

"Yeah. What do you both think?" he asked, looking at both his brothers.

It was like they were speaking in some kind of code. I had no idea what was
going on.

"Sounds like a great idea. Level one first, OK?" Brian said.

Level One? What the Hell did that mean? I was totally lost.

Brian walked over and said, "Thanks for helping Matt, Jamie." He offered me
his hand to shake, and when I did, we shook and then he briefly hugged me
to him.

Bruce did the same thing, saying "Yeah, thanks a lot. We both love Matt a
lot, and we wouldn't want anyone doing anything mean to him." He also
hugged me. Getting hugged by two almost naked boys was a little strange for
me, but it felt good and I liked it.

"So, you want to be part of our group? Our little family has five members,
including two brothers named Nate and Dave. If you want to be number 6, you
have to go through a series of initiation steps. Nothing bad, and nothing
we wouldn't do ourselves, though. What do you think?" Brian asked.

"Look, like Matt said, I have been here two weeks and haven't met anyone
around my age that lives anywhere near me. If the three of you are going to
be my first friends, I will go through anything," I answered, getting to
talk for the first time.

"Anything, huh? OK, let's see. First, we want you to strip down to your
underwear, just like us," Brian said.

"What? Why?" I asked, clearly surprised by his statement.

"Several reasons. We like to go camping a lot on weekends. All five of
us. We all sleep either naked or in our underwear. We go skinny dipping in
the lake where we camp. We need to find out that you aren't going to weird
out on us the first time we do that. The second reason is that you have
already seen all of us in our underwear, and fair is fair. Third, I asked
you to do it. Need any more reasons?" Brian said, grinning.

"Shit! OK, if that is what you want me to do," I said, as I kicked off my
shoes. "Socks, too?"

"Yeah, everything but your underwear," Brian said, as he also removed his
socks. Matt and Bruce did the same.

I pulled my t-shirt over my head and then looked at the three
brothers. Matt had walked around next to his two brothers, and now all
three were smiling and waiting on me to take off my shorts.  I blushed, but
forced my hands to my waist and quickly was pulling them down.

Matt gasped, and I looked down at myself. I had gotten hard, and the front
of my briefs were showing a big tent. I went beet red.

"Don't be embarrassed, Jamie. If anything, it makes everything
easier. Bruce, get a towel. Matt, get the lube out of the drawer of the
night stand. I'll pull the covers down. Jamie, come over here," Brian said,
as he went to the bed and pulled the spread and sheet to the foot of the
bed.  Bruce ran across the hall to the bathroom, and was back quickly.

My head was in a daze, and I was still blushing, but I did as I was
told. "Lay down in the middle, on your back, Jamie," Brian said. I did, not
having a clue what was going to come next.

"I want to do it, OK?" Matt asked.

"Sure," Brian said. "I already knew that," he added, smiling at Matt and
gently pushing him.

"I'll do the top part," Bruce said.

`What the Hell is going on?` I thought to myself. `I guess this is part of
my initiation.`

Bruce went to the other side and lay down next to me. Brian lay down
between my legs at the foot of the bed. Matt sat down on the other side,
and reached for the bulge in my underwear.

I gasped as he grabbed me. I couldn't believe what he was doing, but I sure
didn't want him to stop. Bruce started to gently pinch both of my nipples,
and soon moved over and started licking and sucking on them. Brian had
started gently massaging my balls through my briefs. I was moaning from all
the attention being paid to my body.

"Lift up your hips, Jamie," Brian said.

I knew that he was going to take off my underwear if he did, but I didn't
care. I was feeling too good, so I did it. He pulled them down and off,
having to get up off the bed to do so.

"Let's get naked, too, guys," Brian.

All three boys didn't hesitate, they just jumped off the bed and quickly
pulled off their briefs. They were nowhere near as shy about being naked as
I was. I guess having several brothers helps.

They all quickly came back to their original positions, and Matt opened the
tube of KY Jelly and put some on my hard penis. I moaned as he got it very
slick and started to run his hand slowly up and down the shaft.

Brian pushed my feet flat on the bed, and started to gently rub my balls
and knead the perineum area directly under them. Bruce concentrated on
sucking and biting my nipples.

All this was entirely new to me. I had been jerking off for over six
months, after I discovered how it made me feel, but this was way beyond
anything I had done for myself. I was completely at their mercy, and was
loving every second of it.

I was getting closer to coming, and they all knew it. Matt eased off a
little and said to Brian, "You better do it now, or it will be too late."

Brian got the tube of KY Jelly, and put some on the fingers of his right
hand. Matt went back to slowly jacking me off, and I felt a coldness at the
edge of the opening to my anus. Without warning, Brian's middle finger
pushed it's way into me and started massaging deep inside of me. I was
really shocked by him doing that, but not enough to make him stop. I was
feeling too good.  Then, he hit something inside of me, and I almost yelled
out in pleasure.

"Oh, God! Oh! Uh! That
feels.......that......feels.....soooooo........good!!!!" I stammered.

Matt picked up the pace, and I tensed and shot over and over again. Cum
went everywhere, on my neck, chest, stomach, and on Matt's hand and arm.

I was almost unconscious from all the feelings that were flooding my
Brian. I finally looked up, and all three brothers were staring down at me
with big grins on their faces and even bigger hard ons pointing straight at
me. I stared at their faces for a second or two, and then my gaze went
lower.

"I guess you liked that pretty well. You sure looked like you did," Brian
kidded.

"I did. That was unbelievable!" I answered, still not out of my fog.

That cracked up all three brothers. Bruce finally quit laughing to say, "I
couldn't believe how loud you yelled when you came. If we ever do anything
with you with our parents home, we will have to put a pillow over your
mouth."

"I didn't yell out!" I answered.

"Jamie, take our word for it, you screamed!" Matt said, laughing again.

"I never knew I did," I said, getting embarrassed.

"Don't get embarrassed again. We were just kidding you. Actually, we would
all like a turn, too.  Just like making you strip like we did, fair is
fair, you know," Brian said, grinning.

I looked at Brian, then Matt, and then Bruce. All were grinning. It didn't
take me long to make up my mind. "OK," I said, getting up off the bed
slowly.

They helped me up, and Matt said, "Who do you want to do first?" He had a
pleading look in his eyes.

"You," I said, pushing him gently down on the bed. He had a big smile on
his face, like he was soooo happy I chose him first. I was glad.

Matt was kind of small, like the rest of him. A little over three
inches. Maybe 3 and a half. I really think Bruce is a little bigger, even
though he is over a year younger. I was about 4 ½ inches and Brian
looked like he was over 5 inches. Nearly six. I didn't care. I loved what
they had done for me, and I wanted to return the favor.

I squeezed the tube and got some of the jell, then handed it to Brian. Matt
and I had traded places, but Brian and Bruce were where they were for me. I
grabbed Matt's hard little penis and he immediately groaned from me
spreading the jell over him.

"Take it easy with him. He doesn't last very long. We are trying to help
him go longer," Brian said, taking the tube and putting more on his
fingers. Brian didn't waste time, one finger went up Matt's butt
quickly. Matt didn't even seem to notice, except to buck back against it. I
think these brothers have done this a few times in the past!

I started to slowly slide my hand up and down the small shaft. Matt moaned,
and put one arm over his eyes. Bruce started on his nipples as he had done
mine. Brian had already pulled one finger out and put two in. I didn't
think he had ever put more than one in me. `These brothers are pretty
experienced`, I thought to myself.

I went as slow as I could, but I could feel that Matt was getting closer
and closer. I finally decided to give it my best effort, and I went as fast
as my hand could go. Matt came, and came hard. He didn't cum much, but we
would have to clean up some.

"I can't believe he did that," Bruce said.

"What?" I asked.

"He hasn't cum before. I thought I might beat him. I still can't do
it. That kind of sucks, but I am glad for him, I guess," Bruce said. He
sounded less than happy for Matt.

"Oh!!!  Oh!!!  That was sooooo good," Matt groaned.

Brian cleaned him up and said, "It should have felt good. Your first cum
should have felt great.  You are a man now, little bro. And you have Jamie
to thank for it."

"I came? Finally!!! See, Bruce, you may be bigger than I am, but I came
before you did!!! Thanks, Jamie, that was awesome!!" Matt said, and jumped
off the bed and hugged me once again. I hugged him back just as tight. I
was beginning to really like these hugs.

I felt Bruce forcing us apart. "Come on guys, I want my turn. Maybe I can
shoot today, too!"

"OK, OK, Don't be so eager," Matt said, glaring at Bruce for breaking our
hug.

"I'm sorry. I am just really horny, OK? You and your new boyfriend need to
do your hugging and kissing my yourselves," Bruce said, as he replaced Matt
on the bed.

Matt blushed at that comment, I could plainly see. BOYFRIEND???? I didn't
know if I was ready for that MAJOR step or not. And hugging was one thing,
but KISSING? I knew I kind of liked boys, and that had bothered me in the
past, but I sure wasn't sure if I wanted a BOYFRIEND!!!  That would make me
GAY!!! FAG!!! QUEER!!! What would my friends at school think if they found
out??? Oh yeah, I didn't have any friends at school.

"Jamie!!! Are you going to do me, too, or are you just going to stare out
into space?" Bruce asked.

That brought me back to reality, so I just smiled at him, and sat back next
to him on the bed.  "OK, OK, don't be so impatient, will you?" I asked, as
I giggled. I lubed him up and started a nice slow pace, like I had done
with Matt.

Matt started on his nipples and Brian used a little KY to slide a finger up
his butt. Again, he did it very quickly and Bruce didn't even flinch. He
did start to moan and groan, however.

"He likes it hard and fast. He can cum over and over again, since his cums
are still dry," Brian said.

I quickly sped up my strokes, and Bruce was immediately thrashing about the
bed. It wasn't but another minute or so, and he tensed and came. Like Brian
had said, his orgasm was dry but it was still powerful.

"My turn now. Do you need a rest, or are you ready to do me, too?" Brian
asked me, smiling.

I looked down at him. He was still hard as a rock. He had the biggest dick
by far I had ever seen, and I wasn't going to pass up this chance. "My arm
is a little tired, but if I have to, I can always change hands," I said.

Brian's grin got bigger, and he walked over and pushed Bruce gently to the
side. "He always needs a few minutes to recover. He really likes to cuddle
afterwards. I will just lay here and hold him while he gets over it, OK?
Matt, why don't you go below?"

Matt did as he was asked, kneeling between his big brothers legs. `Down
below? Matt knew exactly what Brian wanted. I know they have had lots of
practice, now,` I thought to myself.

I got out an extra bit of KY and handed the tube to Matt, who just grinned
back at me and stared at my penis, which was limp and laying across my
leg. I blushed a little, but just looked at him, too, and he didn't seem to
care at all, so I just said, `What the Hell` and let it go.

I got out a big blob of jelly and handed the tube to Matt. He took it, got
some out, and put a finger inside Brian. I lubed up Brian and started long,
slow strokes.

Bruce finally came back to life, and looked up. "You guys started without
me," he said.

"I wasn't going to wait forever for my turn. We have to hurry as it is. Mom
could come home, you know," Brian answered.

I took the hint, and sped up my strokes. I started going as fast as I
could, and Brian moaned his approval. Brian took lots longer than any of us
did, but he finally came with a shout of his own. I knew he enjoyed it.

I got the towel and cleaned him up and then made sure I got all the jell of
my hands and pubic area. I handed it to Matt, who did the same, and then
passed the towel over to Bruce. When Bruce was finished, Brian had
recovered enough to do the same.

"We had better get dressed, guys," Brian said. I dressed quickly, and the
others all changed into after school clothes.

"We are going camping this Friday and will come back early Sunday
afternoon. Nate and Dave will be off restriction on Saturday, and they are
going to come early Saturday morning. You want to come with us?" Matt
asked.

"Sure, if my Mom lets me," I answered.

"Well, let us know tomorrow, OK? Why don't you come over and walk to school
with us?" Matt asked.

"That would be great. Thanks," I answered.

"You don't have to thank me for that. I still owe you, remember?" Matt
said.

"No, you don't."

"Sure I do. I'm going to introduce you to all my friends tomorrow. Hey, can
I walk home with you and do our math homework together?" Matt asked. "I
want to know where you live, anyway."

"Sure, that would be fun. If we have to do homework the first day of
school, it would be more fun to do it together," I answered.

"Great. Let's go, then. I have to be home in time for supper," Matt said.

I got my math book and binder and Matt did the same, and then we left,
after saying goodbye to Brian and Bruce. No one said anything else about
what we had done for each other, and I was glad. Brian and Bruce did have
grins on their faces, though. I was still kind of embarrassed about what we
had done, and wasn't ready to talk about it yet.

It didn't take us long to walk the three blocks to my house, and I let us
in and got us both something to drink. We had talked non-stop all the way
to my house like we had been friends for years. I knew I had at least made
one close friend, and probably three. Maybe my life was looking up, after
all.

It didn't take very long for us to do our homework. We compared our
answers, and Matt caught a mistake I made. I quickly corrected it, and then
we played a couple of games on my Sony Playstation.

"I had better go home, Jamie. It is getting pretty late, and I don't want
my parents getting mad at me and not letting me go camping this weekend,"
Matt said.

"I understand. My Mom should be coming home any time, anyway," I answered.

"Let me have your phone number, and I'll call you tonight, OK?" Matt asked.

"Sure. I want yours, too."

We exchanged phone numbers, and I walked him to the door. He opened it,
started to walk out the screen door, then came back in for a second. Before
I knew what was happening, he leaned in and kissed me lightly on the
lips. "Bye, Jamie", he said, and then ran towards the street.

I walked out on the porch with a shocked look on my face, as I watched him
run towards his house. He turned around as he ran out of my yard, turned
around and waved. I waved back, but I was sure confused.

I was really quiet at dinner, and Mom asked if I was feeling well. I said I
was and told her about Matt and his brothers. She was happy that I had
found new friends, and even said that finding them should make me happy,
not looking sad like I was.

I asked to be excused, saying I was tired, and went to my room. I have been
writing ever since, except when Matt called. He didn't mention what we had
done earlier in the day or the kiss, and neither did I. I still had to do
some thinking about it. I wasn't sure how I felt about all that had
happened.

I am really tired now, and still am a day behind. I will try and catch up
tomorrow night about what happened today and tomorrow.

.To be continued.

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