Date: Sun, 13 Jul 2003 18:29:14 -0700 (PDT)
From: tag michaels <tag_m@yahoo.com>
Subject: Derryn & Darius

Chapter I

My mother had continued to work the night shifts at the psych hospital as
she had since I was thirteen. Now, at seventeen, I was pretty much inured
to the situation besides, it allowed me to have "friends" over without fear
of getting caught with our pants down around our ankles.  Yeah, I'm a gay
man, who was once a gay boy. I had my first experience at thirteen. He was
an older man who had taught me about being gay and that no matter what I
was okay.

Although I was queer as a three-dollar bill, I didn't present that way at
all. I was all boy, into a lot of sports and at five ten and a hundred
sixty, my well-developed body coupled with blonde hair, blue eyes, and a
baby smooth face, caught the eye of girls and boys alike. In essence I was
never left home on a Friday night unless I wanted to be.

Darius was kind of an opposite of me. At barely fourteen he was a little
over five feet tall. An olive complexion with thick almost unruly black
curly hair made us like picture and negative when we stood next to each
other.  His was a compact swimmers body, well developed for a boy his age
and his large dark eyes, framed by ultra long lashes and thick eyebrows
brought him to the attention of plenty of girls. And a few boys like me.

Darius' mom worked with my mother which is how they came to live in our
apartment building. I happened to be standing out on our back balcony the
night after they moved in and saw Darius, through a part in his curtains,
jacking off in his bedroom. The astounding part about that was that as he
came, his young sperm flying clear to his dark brown nipples, I could hear
him saying my name. At the same time, I was standing outside his bedroom
window with my rock hard cock in my hand and shooting my own sperm out onto
the concrete floor. And that is why we came to be lovers.

The next afternoon as our mothers left for work I called out to Darius to
come over. He did and I let him into our living room, asking what he was
going to do for the rest of the afternoon and evening. They'd only been in
the apartment a few days and since we were the only kids in the small older
building we would have gotten together by default anyway.

"I dunno, I don't know what to do," he said. I suggested we could go to the
beach or even just hang out. He was pretty new to Hawaii so the beach was a
huge option. We were both already wearing surf shorts so I grabbed a boogie
board and fins and a couple towels and we walked to the beach, only four
blocks away. We chatted along the way, the getting to know each other
process, and discovered that we liked quite a bit of the same things. Of
course I knew he was, if not gay, at least open to the idea but he didn't
know that about me.

The water was like glass so we set the board and fins on the beach and swam
about in the water, still talking and just trying to say cool in the
eighty-five plus heat. Getting out of the water and hour or so later, we
rinsed off at the outside showers, Darius following my lead, and making
sure the salt and sand were removed from cracks and crevices hidden by
fabric. This was a process that entailed pulling the waistband of the
shorts away from the body so that water could run down inside and was often
accompanied by a hand to help in the sand removal process. We lay about on
beach towels talking for another half hour or so before deciding to head
home where we both went into my apartment, then into my room. My bedroom
isn't all that large but it's comfy and I have my computer and my books in
there and the obligatory poster on the wall of a cute boy band mate.

"I need to take a shower Darius," I told him. "You can take one with me or
wait till I'm done, either way." That statement had the desired effect on
the cute, almost beautiful, young teen. I had decided to take the lead in
this endeavor and once I make that decision I stay pretty focused on it and
go for broke. I already had my surf shorts off and was standing in my
boxers, but not for long. I just dropped them in front of him and tossed
them into the dirty clothesbasket. Darius was all but staring at my cock
which at six and half inches was a decent piece of flesh. I keep my pubes
trimmed up so their a neat bush and I shave my balls as well, all of which
I'm sure caught Darius' young eyes.

"Common," I said softly, "It's okay," and turned to head for the
bathroom. I had the water adjusted and was stepping in as the young teen
came in behind me. I looked over my shoulder at him and smiled then stepped
into the shower. He came right behind me but kept his body turned slightly
so that I couldn't see him. Clearly the little cutie was embarrassed. I got
fully wet then told him we could change places and as he passed me, my cock
brushed across his firm brown butt.

"God what a cute ass," I thought to myself as he maneuvered himself under
the spray, his back still to me and when done he backed up a little bit.

"Here, let me wash your back," I said over his shoulder and without waiting
for an answer began to gently rub the liquid soap onto his shoulders and
back, moving downward in slow circular massaging motions to his waist, then
further onto the delightfully full orbs of his slim little butt. When I was
done I gave him a playful little pat on that delicious ass then asked if he
would wash my back, to which he mumbled a yes. I turned around then felt
him touch me, tentatively at first, then with more decisive motions as he
tried to emulate what I had done to him. When he got to my waist he slowed
down and I understood his dilemma.

"It's okay, you don't have to do my butt if you don't want to." Then I
looked over my shoulder and with a smile added, "But I don't mind if you
do." He did, but he didn't linger much. I figured that part of his shyness
was due the fact that he was young boy hard and that thought had definitely
brought life and substance to my own appendage, which was sticking out from
my crotch at about half-mast. I turned around, somewhat quickly and faced
him, our cocks meeting each other for the first of many times. Both of us
were looking downward, me with delight and I'm sure Darius with some
apprehension.

"Well," I said with a smile, "I think they like each other." He laughed for
the first time, a somewhat high laugh from a boy not yet through puberty
but on his way. His cock was probably just under six inches and cut; the
head slightly lighter in color than the dusky color of his fully hard and
somewhat fat shaft. His little patch of hair was pitch black and close in
to the base of his cock. There was no hair on his balls, which were kind of
tight to his body and not dropped like mine. Nor was there hair in the
crease between his legs and balls like mine would be if I left it to
grow. His belly was flat, firm, and hairless, melting gently into his pubic
bone and the chest above that was well defined for such a young teen.

I reached out and grasped onto his cock and squeezed gently on it while I
stroked him causing to put an arm out, hand on the wall to support him. He
smiled and tentatively reached for my cock, which was moving rapidly from
semi to full on chubby hardness. I took my hand away, squirted some body
wash into it then proceeded to gently wash his neck, chest and belly,
feeling for the first time just how firm his body was. I gently massaged
his balls with a soapy hand then his dark sausage cock, causing him to go
weak in the knees when my slippery hand went over his cock head, squeezing
gently as I did so.

"Oh God Derryn," he moaned, looking up into my eyes, "I'm gonna squirt if
you keep doin that."

"I want you to squirt Darius," I answered him, "but not quite yet." I
stopped manipulating his cock and balls and pulling him in close to me, my
soapy hands gripping onto his butt cheeks and pulling them apart. I slipped
my soapy fingers up inside and cleaned his tight little asshole which of
course caused more moaning with the boys arms wrapped around my waist
pulling my body to his and crushing our cocks between us. His head lay
against my chest as he pressed into me, his soapy cock creating a slippery
surface in which his pride and joy could slip and slide against my soft
skin. I stopped what I was doing and pulled the shower nozzle down and
rinsed his back and his ass off then gently pushed him away from me and
rinsed off his front, making sure there was no soap left in any
crevices. That done I quickly washed then rinsed myself off. We stepped out
of the shower and I pulled a couple of towels from the cupboard and we
dried off, helping with each other's back.

"God you have such a nice butt Darius," I told him as I dried him off,
giving the cheeks a little extra care.  We finished off in my bedroom and
discarded the towels then stood facing each other, Darius not having a clue
as to what to do next. Fortunately I did. I went to him then dropped to my
knees in front of him and with both hands on his slender hips I licked the
head of his cock two or three times before taking the head into my mouth.
The boy inhaled quickly, almost a gasp, as I went about giving him what
turned out to be his first blow job. I suckled the head then about half the
shaft, taking it into my mouth and using throat action to massage the head.
Darius held onto my head as I sucked him, moans escaping his mouth. I
allowed one hand to move to his balls and I cupped and fondled the smooth
soft bag of sperm makers, Darius spreading his legs further to give me
better access.

"Fuck Derryn I'm gonna cum soon I just know it, oh god." He was almost
shivering so once again I stopped then stood up facing him.

"Wanna lay down on the bed?" I asked him softly. He nodded his head and
back up, first sitting on the edge of my bed then moving back and over to
give me room. He lay on his back and I on my side, up on one elbow looking
at him.

"I really like your body Darius, I hope you are enjoying this so far." I
said.

"Oh yeah I am Derryn," he said with a smile. "Can I suck on your cock too?"
I told him I'd love for him to suck my cock and I lay on my back and the
darling young thing rolled to his side then grasped onto my rigid teen pole
and lowered his head to it. Holding my cock upright he took the head into
his mouth and I winced a bit and explained that he needed to cover his
teeth with his lips so not to bite me or scrape me.

"Sorry," he said then went back to business, sucking on the head and an
inch or so of the shaft while he stroked on the rest of it. He tired of
that and moved to my balls, looking them over, fondling and squeezing them
gently.

"Gosh your cock and balls are so big Derryn, I hope mine get that big some
day. Do you shave your hairs or something, it seems like there should be
more that there is." I explained that his apparatus was more than adequate
as it was but that he might get larger and as to shaving yes I did because
some of the other boys or men I was with liked it that way.

"Wow so are you like gay do you think?"

"I don't think it Darius, I know it and I've known it since I was your age
when I had my first love affair."

"I think I might be too Derryn," he said. "I think about boys a lot and
even jack off thinking about them." He got a little bit of a sheepish look
on his face then added, "I've even done it thinking about you." I didn't
tell him that I knew that but that I was flattered by it.

"It's true," he exclaimed with passion. "You're so cute and you have such a
nice body and everything. It's so awesome being here with you." We held
this conversation while he still had a grip on my dick. "I want to see you
cum Derryn, I want to see your cock squirt out."

"Well just keep stroking on it and sucking on the head and it'll squirt out
for you." He went back to work and I rubbed his head with one hand, the
other between my legs and rubbing my balls as he jacked me off. It didn't
take long before I was at the edge and I told him so.

"Move your head, stroke me faster Darius, squeeze my cock harder, oh man,
that's so great here it comes it's gonna squirt oh man oh god
OOOohhhhhhhh." My dick erupted as I thrust my hips into the air as if it
would help my sperm fly out even farther than it did, landing on my nipples
and my chest and then my belly in six or seven jets of thick ropy white
goo.

"Oh man you make so much of sperms and look how far you shot out Derryn,"
he went on. I finally relaxed back onto the bed, my body temporarily
drained, literally and figuratively. He came back up and lay along side me
but I got up and got a piece of clothing from my dirty clothes and cleaned
myself off., Darius watching me the whole time and absently stroking his
own rock hard boy cock. I went over and lay next to him.

"Your turn," I said with a smile and grasped onto his thick dick and
started right off sucking just the head in and out of my mouth as I stroked
him. He was young, it didn't take more than about a minute before he was
screaming that he was gonna cum. I moved my head, felt his fat cock thicken
then the first of five shots of hot boy cream shot out onto his chest and
belly, then followed by the other four before slowing to a dribble down
over my knuckles. I stopped all motion and gently stroked him, milking
every drop of liquid that his tender young balls had to offer. His
breathing was rapid but starting to slow as I raised on an elbow and looked
down at his beautiful face. He was fucking cute, oh god was he cute. I
lowered my head and gently kissed his perfect, soft lips. His eyes opened
in surprise.

"Is it okay to do that?" I asked him. He didn't answer but raised his head
and kissed me back.  I lay down and he rolled to his side and we kissed,
soft gently pecks on the lips. His hand had moved to my hip while mine
remained on his hard young cock, continuing to stroke and fondle him. Our
bodies rolled together and his sperm spread out onto my skin but neither of
us cared as we continued kissing and touching and fondling. Finally though
the liquid got cool and needed to be cleaned off.

"Let's go take another shower Darius," I suggested. "I'll show you some
more fun games."

Once in the shower I worked and bathing him, this time spending more time
and effort in all the right places.  His young teenage cock was at full
stand, almost throbbing in anticipation. I deep throated him, sucking his
cock all the way into my mouth causing gasps from him. I turned him around
and pushed him to the wall and pried open his firm cheeks, revealing the
dark muscle of his boy hole. I slipped my tongue onto his skin and licked,
Darius gasping even louder. I licked and slurped at his virgin portal while
the boy worked at trying to stay on his feet, the new and intense feeling
causing his leg muscles to go weak.

"Oohhh fuck Derryn my god," he whispered, pushing his butt backwards into
my face to help me get further inside his body, as if that were
possible. After a few minutes of dinning on asshole of boy I told him to
hand me the bottle of conditioner on the rack, which he did. I slathered a
finger the guided him to turn and face me, his rock hard cock almost poking
me in the eye as he moved. I got him to spread his legs then began licking
on his balls, sucking one into my mouth and rolling it around before
letting it loose. I put my hand between his legs and with the outside
fingers opened his cheeks wide enough for my lubed up finger to find his
hole and slip inside of him. He groaned at the intrusion, one of pleasure
and no pain. I let get used to having me inside him a moment before sliding
the finger all the way up inside his ass. Once he got used to that I took
his cock head into my mouth and began bobbing just on the head, mashing it
with my lips as I slipped back and forth over it, my finger working in
tandem inside his ass and fucking him.

"Ooohhhh fuck, ooohhhh fuck, oooohhh shit," he moaned out as I found and
massaged his prostate, my free hand fondling his balls as he fucked into my
mouth. "God I'm gonna cum Derryn I'm gonna cum." Of course those words
spurned me on to greater sucking and more massaging on his prostate. It
took him over the edge pretty fast.

He groaned out loud and held onto my head as he fucked his boy toy into my
mouth, his sperm splashing against the back of my throat and down into my
belly where the little wigglies met their ultimate demise. As usual the
orgiastic process was over too quickly and Darius stopped pumping and
squirting and I slowly slipped my finger from his tight little hole and my
mouth from his cock then stood up. He was in my arms in a hot second,
kissing my lips and almost crying.

"That was so fuckin intense Derryn oh my god what was that, what
happened. I never cummed like that before, oh man." I hugged his compact
little body to me, reveling on how he felt in my arms and tried to explain
his prostate gland while kissing and being kissed by the exuberant youth. I
broke us apart and re washed his hole and my hand then we climbed out of
the shower and dried off.

Chapter II

We were both pretty hungry so wandered naked into the kitchen and nosed
around, finding a frozen pizza that went straight into the oven. I dredged
up some soda's as well and we sat on the sofa sipping our drinks and
waiting for the pizza to finish. Darius wanted to know about my first
lover, the man who taught me about being a gay boy. I told him about
Darren. That he had lived where Darius now lived and how we came to be
lovers and what that was like.

"He was an awesome, attentive, kind, caring man as well as lover Darius. I
still email with him and sometimes we talk on the phone. Once I had a three
way with him and his current lover when they were here on vacation. It was
great. I'll always love him as a friend and mentor and will always be
grateful that we found each other and were together for the two years."

The oven buzzer went off and I fetched our dinner to the dining room table
where were wolfed the thing down before it even had a chance to
cool. Darius told me about growing up in Seattle, his dad leaving when he
was tiny and never hearing from him again. He told me about when he first
discovered he liked boys, about age nine, but how he never had the balls to
do anything about it.

"I'm so glad I met you Derryn," he said. "I'm hoping that we can be friends
and maybe even lovers like you and Darren were."

"Well I think today has been a pretty good start don't ya think?" I asked
him. He smiled large, his perfectly straight and crystal white teeth
sparkling.

"Oh yeaaaaaah," he said, coming around the table to hug and kiss me. "And I
see it getting better by the minute."

He coaxed me to turn my chair outward then got on his knees and edged my
knees apart, opening my now rising cock and nuts to his view as well as his
mouth. He promptly began licking at my balls, which were resting on the
chair seat, moving them around with his tongue and lips. I slid forward,
pushing my groin more forward to give the boy better access to me. He
licked upward to the bottom of my stiffened shaft then up the shaft itself,
concentrating on the large vein underneath, until he reached the underside
of the head. He licked there, a constant motion across that most sensitive
spot causing me to moan loudly.

As much fun as I was having, my lower back began to hurt so I disengaged,
sat up, then stood, my hard cock level with his face. He immediately took
the head into his mouth and suckled it, bobbing his head back and forth on
it as I had done to him. Darius placed a hand in my ass and one under my
fat balls and coaxed me forward, pushing my cock into his mouth. He
immediately put a hand on my lower abdomen, at the base of my cock to
control my forward movement and prevent his chocking then went to work on
me. We have a mirror that takes up the entire wall next the table and I
glanced over and watched our reflection, the beauty of the boy at my waist
as I fucked into his mouth, the look of rapture on his face as he suckled
me. Amazingly I had never done that before, watched in a mirror like that
and I found it extremely hot.

I watched myself place a hand on Darius' head, running my hands through the
thick curls and encouraging him onward. He seemed to be able to accommodate
more and more of my cock, allowing his throat to relax and take me in.

"Ohhhh fuck Darius I'm gonna cum man, oh god I'm gonna cum." I could tell
by his motions that he had every intention of swallowing my sperm so I
didn't make any attempt to move my cock from the warm receptacle of his
mouth. I fucked into him, feeling the familiar tingle start in my balls and
my belly and then it was there, my sperm swelling the inside of my rigid
cock making it more firm for a moment as the sperm raced the eternal race
up the shaft and out into the world, so to speak.

"Oh yes, oooohhh god," I moaned as I felt my cock constrict at least six
times, squirting the offering of my balls into his mouth where he eagerly
swallowed every drop. My dick eventually stopped pumping out liquid and
Darius wisely stopped any motion on the dried out spout, finally letting go
and standing up to face me. I pulled him to me and kissed him hard, my
tongue moving into his willing mouth and battling with his. For a novice
kisser the boy was getting it pretty fast.

"That was incredible I told him," his face beaming at the praise. "Are you
sure you haven't had some practice somewhere?" I said with a smile. He
shook his head then kissed me back, the same tongue battling type of kiss
as before. The boy was hot as hell, his hard young cock pressed into my
hips as we hugged. I reached between us and grasped the attacking appendage
as if to strangle it and began stroking him. There was a significant amount
of precum at his slit so I smeared it all over the head and with a firm
grip began massaging just the swollen head. Darius went crazy, his knees
almost giving out on him but I held him to me and continued to maul the
glans. His face was pressed into my shoulder and he held onto me tightly
but precum being what it is, rubbed into his skin and dried out.

I disengaged and stepped into the kitchen and grabbed a small bottle of
olive oil, poured a small amount into my hand and returned to him. I pulled
him to me, pressed my lips to his and grasped the head of his cock and
resumed my ministrations. Darius was moaning and humping his cock into my
hand, trying to force his entire cock into it. I allowed a stroked or two
but concentrated on the sensitive head and brought him to the inevitable
conclusion. When I felt his cock thicken and heard the change in his
moaning, I moved to the shaft and stroked him fiercely. His sperm flew out
with force, blasting into my lower belly, into my pubic hair and onto my
cock.  I had to work and keeping him upright as the feelings were so
intense for the boy that he could hardly stand. I was surprised at the
amount of liquid he produced, considering that this was his third orgasm in
about two hours.

Darius finally got his breath and stood fully under his own power and
kissed me once again.

"That was pretty kewl Derryn," he said. "I would never have thought of
using cooking oil as a lube, oh man."

"Derrin taught me that one. In a pinch, almost anything will do but now we
have to shower again cause it doesn't wipe off very well. Gosh Darius you
sure made a lot of stuff for the third time of cumming." We both looked at
the white goo on my body, some of which was starting to run a little bit.

"Yeah, I'm a little surprised too."  We headed into the shower, managed to
get through the process without raising any wood and went back into the
living room. We decided to watch a movie so I put in A BEAUTIFUL THING, a
flick about two gay teens that Darius had never seen. I popped up some corn
and we cuddled up on the sofa, still naked and ate popcorn while we
commiserated with the main character then applauded at the ending.

It was after ten when the movie got over. We talked some more about where
this newfound relationship might lead. I liked Darius, he seemed pretty
cool and a nice boy. I hadn't been in anything long term for almost a year
and missed it, although I hadn't been celibate that entire time. I liked
having a boyfriend, a steady boy in my life. I wasn't the type of guy who
wanted tons of cock just to have tons of cock. Although it had only been a
matter of hours, it seemed like Darius might just fit that bill. Time would
tell.

We talked about his spending the night. I like cuddling and snuggling and
waking up with my lover next to me.  Darius thought that he would like that
too and wanted to try it. That led to a discussion of our mother's and what
his mother's response might be if she found out he was gay. I explained
that my mom knew, that we had talked about it just after Derrin moved to
the mainland. She had long suspected that Derrin and I were having sex and
in the beginning had some serious concerns about it but the fact was that
she had seen how well we got along way before her suspicions. She saw the
he was good for me and good to me, that he seemed to be a very positive
role model, something that I hadn't had for some time so after some
discussion with one of the psychiatrists that she worked with, she elected
to turn her head and not say anything unless I did. My coming out talk with
her was very positive and she supported me totally. She knew that I would
have lovers and trusted me completely, allowing me to have boys spend the
night, just like any other teenage boy might, albeit knowing that we would
be sexually active. She did ask that I not bring adult males into the
apartment and I explained that I wasn't into adult males particularly, that
the thing with Derrin just happened, that I had loved him, but that I
wasn't going to seek out "daddy" type figures in my life. She said okay and
she trusted me to do what was best.  End of story.

"She wouldn't be upset or surprised to see another boy here, and I don't
think she would be would be concerned about our age difference. It's more
about how your mother might react at least if she knew we were being sexy.
I mean, what the fuck, boys sleep over at others boy's houses all the
time."

He wasn't sure how his mother would respond if she knew he was gay or if
she knew that he and I were being sexy together. He knew that he wasn't
planning on telling her anytime soon though. I told him that my mom would
be on his side so that might help since they were good friends.

"She may have even told your mom that I was gay Darius, although I don't
think so. She's pretty good about respecting me and my life. So, do you
want to spend the night and cuddle up with me?" I asked him.

"I really do want to sleep with you Derryn but I think I better stay home
tonight. Maybe when she gets to know you a little bit more, then I'll do
it."

"Okay baby," I smiled at him. "You do what you need to do. I will never
push you to do anything, honest." We stood up, kissed long and hard and
held each other a moment then he retrieved his clothes, dressed and kissed
me one more time before heading out the door.

I shut everything off and went to my room, answered some email then went to
bed, snuggling up with my pillow instead of the cute boy that I wished was
there.

"Yup" I said to myself, "this has some definite possibilities."