Date: Mon, 20 Mar 2000 12:52:12 -0700 From: Steve <rangerman94@hotmail.com> Subject: Discovered Sexuality (young, first time, friendship growing) Discovered Sexuality By Steve Black My first real sexual experiences were when I was the summer I turned 12. I had discovered masturbation as most boys and never had a name for it. I knew it felt good to make the slippery stuff come out and I tasted it and liked it too. I had looked at girly mags to get an erection but found just taking it my own hand worked best. One of my best friends growing up had invited me over for a sleep over. He was a year older and pretty femme, I sometimes stayed away from him because he was teased by others about it. We had sleep overs before, and we even experimented touching each others cocks in playful way. We always had gotten hard and called them names and never thought more about it than just play. His cock was way bigger than mine and filled my hand. I often thought of it when I masturbated and wanted more. My sexuality was really blossoming and I read all I could get my hands on. I had lucked into my dad's girly mags, but also had gotten my hands on a gay sex novel. I read that thing over and over jerking off. Anyway he had set the tent up in the backyard and around 9 we crawled into our bags. We both slept naked laughing and joking as usual, feelng each others nipples and cocks. But this night it was getting more heated, our breathing was hard and our cocks craved more. I was leaking pretty heavy as was David and he made the first move. We were out of our bags laying naked close together, he started holdign my cock tight and stroking it. Slowly milking more pre-cum and spreding it over the head. The more he did that the more relaxed and into I got. Then he kissed me. It surprised me, I had kissed girls but never a guy. It felt great and made my cock twich even more in his skilled hand. He was playing with my balls his tongue twirling in my mouth with my tongue. His free hand holding me close to his firm trim body. His beautiful big cock was laying against my leg and I could feel him dripping his cum on it. I reached down and grabbed it, massaging it, it feeling so good in my hand. The cum on my fingers I reached up and licked them off and loved the taste. I was locked in my own world when I felt the best feeling ever. David had gotten down and took my cock in his mouth. It was incredible feeling his rough tongue working the under side of my cock. He worked out more and more cum and massaged my balls, and even worked the entrance to my asshole with a wet finger. Soon I shot in his mouth, I never warned him I just erupted uncontrollably. He didn't even flinch he just started swallowing my cum. His own cock leaked more and I tasted it, wanting it. After I finished shooting my load, David kissed me again leting me taste my own cum thick and gooey. I lay David back and took his cock into my mouth. It was big and after a few minutes my jaw was getting sore keeping it that wide open, and the taste of his cum was driving me wild. David finally shot his load into my eager mouth. I swallowed as much as I could but come leaked out the corners. I just kept sucking him until he backed away. We kissed more and finally fell asleep. The next morning we both had stuff to do but parted after jerking each other to orgasm and licking the cum. And snuggle kissing for an hour. A few days later we met at a local irrigation ditch we often swam at. We got naked and swam for an hour then got on the rocks to dry off. He offered to warm my shriveled cock and put his mouth over it. It grew quickly and we again blew each other swallowing the cum of youthful cocks. A couple weekends later I had him over and we slept in our trailer in the backyard. This night we had gotten a couple joints and smoked up. We were feeling pretty sexy and loose and David pulled out jar of K-Y jelly. He lubed up my cock and got me to finger his ass with some. We had been getting pretty brave about touching our assholes over the the 5 or 6 times we had blown and jerked each other off. He got on his knees and I put my cock against his asshole, I slowly pushed my cock in. He grimaced in pain but I noticed it go away as I finally got all the way in. I left it there until he got used to it and then continued. I started pulling out and pushing in. Being only 12 I didn't last long maybe a dozen pumps and I came in his ass. I pulled out and using tissues cleaned the shit and cum from my cock.. I felt incredible, then David wanted to do my ass. His cock was so big I was sure he would tear me apart. But the pot had made me feel pretty relaxed, and he worked my asshole with the K-Y and his fingers for a good half hour then really slowly and gently urged his cock past my virgin sphincter. I did my best to relax but it was hard as it hurt like hell. So he pulled out a bit and lubed his shaft more and then he just went in. I couldn't believe the feeling, it was the most incredible rush, it must have been my prostate he was hitting because it felt like I had to cum and pee all at once. David used long slow strokes until he finally shot my ass, I could feel him shoot it was so powerful. I was intoxicated by the feeling of his cock in my ass. David finally went soft and pulled out and cleaned up. We fell asleep in each others arms just exhausted. Next morning we both had sore assholes but both were sure of our sexuality. We spent the rest of the summer together fucking, sucking and generally having really great sex. The last weekend before school was back we were at my place with a friend having a few beers and joints. David and I got naked and invited Jim to join us. We were all on my water bed naked and we both sucked Jim off, he came in David's mouth and we kissed to share it. Jim watched me fuck David and he got hard again and I got to feel him shoot in my throat while I finished fucking David. Then we got Jim to suck off David, he spit out the cum but it was OK. I forever knew I was gay from that day on. I have never been flaming but definitely men were for me.