Date: Sun, 05 Mar 2006 10:53:52 -0500
From: Chase Li <deadmaninc@munich.com>
Subject: Discovering Chase part 12

Welcome back everyone, hope you enjoyed reading my book so far lol. My name
is Chase and I am 22 years of age as of this posting. I live in... well
that will remain a secret because if anyone involved in these experiences
read them, they would kill me! I am a proud American and that's all you
need to know for now. I've decided to come out with my story just to get
away from the hiding and share my awesome past with you all. I must warn
you that these experiences contain situations not suitable for immature
readers so if it is illegal where you live, leave now (or after you read
hehehe). No parts of my story are made up, stretched, or exaggerated. It's
all real and in tune with the way I felt during the encounters. Enjoy!

Part 12. -- Growing Confused

Recap: Steven re-entered the picture briefly for a little goodbye
sex. Danny had shown depression in light of some personal problems.

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MINI DISCLAIMER:
This part will start off a little differently. There was no mention of my
father in this story at all, basically because I never got along with him
and the less I mention him, the better for me. For this chapter, I have to
go into it a little. I would do anything for your enjoyment, even if I have
to bring up a few skeletons.
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Times were turbulent heading up into my teen years emotionally. My
childhood was great! I had family, friends, and sex :). Getting older, I
slowly realized that I wasn't one of the rich kids. Suddenly, life at
school became more about how you look and what kind of car your parents
drove you into school with. The school bus was simply not an option.

My parents once owned a rusty Volks Wagon van. Throughout childhood, not
once did we have a new car or at least something in this decade. My father
was slowly going downhill physically and demanded that we let him be in the
garage and outdoors. This is why Steven and I got along so well, our
fathers were crazy... He would work for hours on the damn thing only to
start it up with the same rattling sound he was proud of. In the back of my
mind, all the kids were laughing at me when I was picked up in it. Also, I
wasn't what you would call the trendiest kid in school. My mom was
definitely a Wal*Mart shopper.

My father became ill years before after abusing alcohol and denying it for
years after he stopped for health reasons. I do have older syblings who
were very close to him in their youth. I never grew up with them in the
house. In time, he became heavily dependant on my mother who spent hours at
the emergency room and in the hospital with him. I would awake to hear the
EMTs outside carrying him out on a stretcher. Many times, I was left home
alone. At 13 going into 14, this meant lots of private time. At this
juncture, I became very independent and lived life my way. My mother aloud
some freedom in that respect.

Countless nights I lay in bed, pounding my cock until I came ferociously
over my body. I used to jerk off so much that I must have had only 1 or 2
wet dreams in all. Morning time would come and the house was still empty,
poor mom used to stay over in the hospital, I'm sure she could have gotten
her mail there. The good in all of this, Danny was always over bright and
early before school as I'd walk with him... and screw before we left.

On Danny's 10th birthday, I gave him the best blow job he ever experienced
and thanked me for it! Danny was allowed to spend Sunday and Monday nights
over at my house which was great. He was really growing up physically. He
was taller, less jumpy, he was getting cuter, and his dick grew. Even
though he didn't have hair down there yet, he said he could cum like me. He
certainly has wishful thinking. Another night of EMTs and sirens, Danny was
scared and huddled up to me. The house was now our own with no adults in
sight. Danny and I sat on the couch and watched a few comedy reruns to calm
down. "Danny, you're so cute." "Hehehe thanks Chasey." I kissed his cheek
playfully, he grins and shoulder nudges me. I do it again and he laughs,
slapping my lap. Damn he smells good. His hair got longer with the bleached
part growing over his ears. I move his hair aside and kissed his ear. He
leaned in closer to me, his hands come around me. We cuddle on the couch
for a bit. I whisper in his ears, "Want me to play with it"? He whispers
back to my face, "Yes Chase". I lift his Gap shirt up and slide my hand
over his designer khakis. He stretched his legs out, you could see he
grew. His stomach sunk in, my hand glides easily under his BVD
elastic. Mmmm, I felt it so many times but each time feels new and
special. I rub for a bit, I whisper, "Want me to take it off"? "Yes" he
says creaking his voice. I stop momentarily and slide it off, underwear and
all. He's so clean, even his underwear smells fresh every time. Such a
beautiful sight this half White/Japanese boy sitting naked in front of me
ready for action. He held his shirt up as if primed for a good slathering
of my lips over his body. He started to get a little toned around his abs
and legs. What a hottie, I could cum just thinking of him now. "Play with
it Chase", he commanded. I did just that. My fingers wrapped around his
joystick with hurry as I felt it harden even more. His dick was nicely cut
and perfect in size at 2.5 inches hard. I jacked his little boner like
there was no tomorrow, he made little movement on the couch and just
enjoyed it. He was such a pro and wouldn't flinch! I couldn't take it any
longer; I whipped out my already hard dick and began to bone his balls with
it while jacking him. He loved this move. He called it "The potato sack"
oddly lol, I love little boys. His balls were so small when his dick was
hard. My hard dick rammed back and forth across his tight little nuts and
made us both feel better. I couldn't take it anymore, his cute face all
flush and sweaty. I came all over his package lubing up his dick. He too
let out a huge cum of his own after feeling me shoot all over him. I felt
his cock head pulsate in my hand, shooting blanks one, two, three, four,
five, six, seven times! "Oh yes, oh yes, I like this a lot!" he
praised. Even during sex play he was so proper. We kissed a little and
cleaned up feeling very drained. We slept together after a short fondling
session. I really felt bonded to Danny on a different level.

I got up quite early the next morning and something to me didn't seem
right. My mom usually gets home sometime during the course of the night
from the hospital. I didn't know why she put up with it really. They didn't
seem like a married couple, but a nurse/patient. He was always verbally
rude and abusive and always threatened to leave. I had always wished he
would. I grew tired of the monotony of my home situation and forced myself
away from everyone. Anyway, she had yet to come home. Danny was still in
bed, covered in my dried up cum and I went to wash up. The warm water
soothed me and washed away all my worries. Standing under a torrent of
water always seems to calm the spirits.

Danny sat on the edge of my bed smiling and adjusting to the
sunlight. "Good morning baby boy" I said to him. He looked so cute in just
his underwear. He too ran for the showers. Damn, it's getting late, we'd
better get dressed for school! Heading out the door, mom still hadn't
arrived at home. Nothing too strange I guess. I walked Danny all the way to
school and made a run for it to my school above the hill before the tardy
bell rang. Just made it!

Unfortunately, Danny was to be picked up by his brother today so no sex
play. I walked home thinking about how lucky I was to have Danny. Not only
was he a boy who I cared for and loved but someone who's also a good friend
to me. Was it wrong to have those kinds of feelings for him? I surely
couldn't tell anyone about it. Everyone was so hateful of boys who liked
boys back then. They'd look at me as some perv for having hot sex with a 10
year old boy. No they wouldn't, I was still a kid too right? I was almost
14 but my body was much more developed than Danny's. I started to get hard
at the thought of him. I rushed home quickly to relieve myself.

Rounding the corner, I found my mom's car in the garage with a pair of
luggage bags next to it. "What's going on?" I asked her. She looked
saddened and explained to me that it doesn't look good for dad. We needed
to fly to a better medical center and stay there for a while. My jaw
dropped, I immediately thought about Danny. I was forcefully deserting him
now. I hated my father now more than ever for screwing our lives up.

I ran over to Danny's to say goodbye for who knows how long. I rushed past
Mark and his girlfriend straight into the house. He had no objection. Deep
down I think he knows Danny and I mess around. It was eerie when he looked
at me, it was like he knew. Danny was upstairs getting a start on his
homework. I shut the door and gave him the biggest hug you could
imagine. "Danny, I have to leave for a little while. We need to fly away
but I'll be back ok?" "WHY CHASE??" This was hard for us both. I told him
why and he sorely understood. "Danny, I love you so much and I'll miss
you." We kissed a little and hugged lots. I started pulling off his sweater
and t-shirt and noticed a tear welling up in his eye. I wiped it away and
told once more, "I'll be back, don't you worry ok?" He nodded and stood
there. I Pulled his shorts down around his ankles and went to sucking on
him. He stood there and just took it hard. My fingers worked their way into
his butt and gave him pleasure. I laid him on the bed and went to licking
his little dick head. He kicked off his shorts and underwear giving me
room. I began to eat his ball sack and made him squirm. "At the same time
Chasey" he whined. He loved it, I wrapped my lips around his balls and dick
and went sucking crazy. He moaned and writhed in pleasure. I let go and
started jacking him until he grunted. Danny started cumming clear fluid!!!
It was very little and watery but I was so happy for the two of us. He
smiled and lay back thanking me. I unzipped and jacked off for him before I
left. He gave me a picture of him to remember. Hopefully, I'll be back
soon.

TO BE CONTINUED....