Date: Thu, 18 Feb 1999 16:27:17 PST
From: kyle smith <teensmith@hotmail.com>
Subject: Eric and me

Hi. I am 18, and name is Kyle.  This is my story of what happened when i
was 15.  If you like to contact me, write at teensmith@hotmail.com
Please write, I'd like your comments.  These events are true.

I had always had fantisies about sucking cock.  I don't know why, it
just has always turned me on.  When I was 13, I had my first sexual
activity with others.  I was with two friends, both younger than me (age
10 and 11), and we were playing truth of dare in my house.  One of the
dares that was directed to me was to masturbate in front of them.  I, of
course the oldest, had to set an example that masturbation wasn't bad,
and everyone did it.  I loved it, that is people watching me jerk off.
After I came, the boys got scared, and took off.  Since then, I wanted
to do more...like sex with a guy.

I got that chance when I was 15, as I mentioned earlier.  His name was
Eric, and he was the same age as me.  It was Summer, when I invited him
to my house to "play".  He came over, and I immediately showed him some
Playboys, Penthouse, basically anything that would get him horny.  Well,
that happened in ten minutes.  He then put down the magazines and jumped
on me.  We were dry humping, with all our clothes on.  But before we
could get any further, he left because he had to go home.

The next day, he came over again, and we did the same thing, just a
little bit more aggressive.  But then we were interrupted with my
siblings coming in on us.  Thank god no one saw us.

The following day, his mom wasn't there, so I went to his place.  When I
got there, he opened the door and escorted me in with his hand on my ass.
I immediately got an erection.  We went to his room and humped again.
But this time, we took our clothes off!  I got my first glimpse at his
cock.  It was quite larger than mine.  The only thing I thought was
'when do I get to suck it?' I asked him if I can suck it, but he said
no, so we began to hump...and then I came.  Eric then went to the
bathroom and jacked off in front of me.

The next morning, I really wanted to suck his cock.  It was the first
dick that I have ever been exposed to, and I wanted it.  So I went over
to his house, unexpectedly.  He opened the door, and I jumped him and
began to hump again.  After we were naked, I placed him on his back and
began to move down.  I grabbed his cock, and licked his balls.  He then
whispered, in a sexy voice, "Blow me, blow me hard" and blow him hard
I did.  I placed my mouth over his dick, as he began to thrust is
thighs.  I knew he was about to cum, so I started to jack him off real
quick.  Then he squirted three times all over my hands and his bed.  He
then jerked me off, as I came all over my stomach.  Eric never did blow
me, but it still felt great.

Today, Eric is my friend, but no more sex.  We are in grade 12.
Sometimes I want to get together with him, but then I decide it is not
worth it.  I feel great regret from the occasions I spent with Eric.  We
have never spoke about this and plan not to.  I consider my self to be
heterosexual only because of the regret I feel.

If anyone wants to write to me, my e-mail is:  teensmith@hotmail.com