Date: Sun, 23 Apr 2006 02:06:50 -0400
From: Dwedno Smith <dwednomail@hotmail.com>
Subject: Finding Jake chapter 4

Chapter 4.			Dealing with Brad's pain.


I headed downstairs after I left Brad alone in my room with all intentions
of talking to Phillip about Brad's bad dreams. I hit the bathroom first
making my bladder feel refreshed and then went to look for Phillip. He was
in the living room as usual playing some of his favorite music and reclining
in his easy chair. When he saw me he immediately turned the music down with
his remote.

"Gotta love these things, they sure make you lazy when you load up the cd
player and just sit here all night and play whatever you want to hear."

"Yeah well that is one of the good things about being rich."

"Young man I am not rich, I just happen to have a few extra dollars around
to burn!"

I started to laugh and so did he.

"What's on your mind Dylan?"

"Nothing..."

"Dylan I might not know you 100% yet but I know when something is eating at
you."

"Yeah something is but I promised I wouldn't talk about it."

"Oh, well okay I can respect that. Just remember if you can and want to I am
here and that goes double for the elbowing boy upstairs."

He made me smile when he said that.

"Thanks, I already know I can come to you with anything but this one is
tough and I am afraid that its gonna get worse before it gets better and you
might find out without asking again."

"Is it serious?"

I looked at him.

"I really can't say serious or mild but what I will say is right now no one
is in danger of being physically hurt."

"Fair enough... he pointed a finger at me as if he were saying one second... and
he walked out of the room and I went to watch. As I caught up he was at the
bottom of the steps and I heard a small commotion. My boy why are you
sitting on the steps?"

I walked over and Brad was sitting there apparently listening to us talk and
making sure I wasn't talking behind his back... obvious to me and probably
Phillip too. Phillip looked at me and then back at Brad and then to me
again. It was like he was hoping one of us would say something.

"I gather something is up between you two and I am not one to pry but there
has to be a reason why Brad is sitting on the steps Dylan."

"Yes I agree. I looked at him. Brad why are you sitting on the steps?" I
asked.

"I don't want to talk about it." He got up and ran upstairs as if his ass
were on fire.

A cop out if any.

"Apparently this is more serious than you thought Dylan. If he is spying on
what we are talking about something is wrong. I'll leave it up to you to
sort this out."

"I am going to sort it out but not in a way Brad is going to like. Tonight
he can sleep alone and see how that goes."

I said it loud enough and it echoed the hallway walls.

"I hope he got that Dylan." he whispered to me.

"Me too." I said back in the same tone.

We walked back to the living room and both sat back down. I wasn't going to
stay much longer but I didn't want to say anything else at the bottom of the
steps.

"How did you know?"

"You see my boy I have lived here a very long time and even though I don't
like giving a lot of secrets away I will tell you this one... where I sit I
can hear a lot of things. One is the creek in the third step. Usually when I
hear it it's followed by some type of pitter patter as one of you walks
wherever you are headed. This time I didn't hear any walking and you were in
here so I just assumed something was going on."

"Remind me not to question you too deeply in the future Phil you might be
smarter then you look."

He laughed.

"Thanks, I think. That sounds like some type of complement."

I smiled at him.

"Sorry didn't mean it the way it came out."

"I know Dylan just busting your balls... as you put it."

I laughed.

"I'm going to my room and give a little payback for his spying. If you hear
us get a little loud you will understand why?"

"Yes."

I got up and headed back upstairs. I entered my room and he wasn't in there
which I expected. I shut and locked the door. Something I hadn't done but
once since I lived here. I am sure Brad will get my point if he tries
barging in later. I am not totally pissed off at him just a little upset
that he had to snoop. It kinda hurt my feelings when he got caught by
Phillip. I got back on my bed and tried to get comfy and back into the
ballgame but what Brad did was apparently bothering me more then before.
After a bit I finally focused back on the game after one of my favorites hit
a homerun. It was the 8th inning now and I missed a lot with the time I
spent downstairs because before I left it was only the 5th inning I think.
Well anyway the homerun tied the game and it should be an exciting finish
now. About an hour and a half later the game ended after going into extra
innings and we wound up losing 6-5. Oh well. Surprisingly the door has been
quiet too. It was after midnight now and I got up to go take a leak and wash
up. It was bed time. I got back and my room was still empty. Apparently Brad
though wiser then come to my room tonight. I am locking the door anyway just
incase he decides to sneak in after I fall asleep. If he has a bad dream
tonight maybe Phillip will hear it. After all Brad's room is a lot closer to
Phil's then mine is. I went over to my door and opened it to see how it was
outside. It was warm tonight so I decided to keep the door open. I locked
the screen and then went over to my bed and stripped naked and got in. A
breeze blew in and felt great as it made the room smell different and better
then teenager boy smell. As I listened to the wind hit the new formed leaves
outside my screen door I dozed off finally falling asleep a little bit after
my thoughts turned to other things. The night went quickly and quietly as
far as I could tell and the only thing that woke me was thunder a few hours
later. I got up and shut my door and got back into bed just incase it
rained. I wasn't in the mood for a flood if rain blew in. Finally morning
was here and I opened my eyes to a bright room. I looked over at my alarm
clock and it read 8:30. Typical I thought to myself. I got up, threw on some
shorts, and went to take a shower. As I headed down the hall I saw Max.

"Morning Max, just getting up?"

I thought to myself, I never see him this early...

"No just getting home... don't say anything to Phillip okay?"

"Wow you were out all night?"

"Yeah... keep it down okay! I don't want Phillip hearing us."

"Sorry. You are lucky he isn't awake yet doesn't he usually get up very
early?"

"If he did I would have come in last night."

"Oh okay. I am gonna go shower." I said.

"Later..." he said as he walked away.

If I were a prick this could come in handy but Max has always been good to
me so it's not a big deal. Besides Max isn't a kid what would Phil really
say or do? I went into the bathroom, shut the door, and started the water. I
got in and wet myself and then started to soap up. As soon as I was washed I
took more soap and rewashed my cock with the intent of jerking off. It felt
great using soap and I leaned back on the wall and just drifted off. I was
rock hard and getting close as the bathroom door opened, spoiled my finish,
and totally pissed me off. It was my fault I should have locked it but I
wasn't thinking anyone would come in. I looked around the shower curtain and
it was Brad. He didn't see me look he was standing in front of bowl with his
cock hanging out getting ready to pee.

"Ever hear of knocking?" I said.

After he jumped he looked at me.

"A little privacy here."

"Privacy? Yeah sure as soon as you leave."

He stood waiting for me to get back behind the shower curtain but I wasn't
budging. He wasn't peeing either. We were close being naked and all together
but we were never really in the bathroom together like this before at least
not with him needing to pee and me in the shower. Apparently he has an issue
with being watched and after last night I feel like busting balls a little.
Finally I won. He put his tool away and stomped out of the bathroom. Guess I
won this one. Only thing now is... where do we go from here because there is
no doubt I have started something. I reached out and locked the door and got
back in to try and finish up. I was almost totally soft now but that won't
take long to fix. Its great being a teen! A minute of stroking and I was
back where I wanted. Close to the end... I leaned back on the wall and went to
town on myself and a few seconds later I felt the wonderful pleasure flow
through my brain as I began to stroke faster and faster. Finally it was time
and I began to blow my wad all over the shower curtain. Four solid shots hit
the shower curtain with a little noise as my eyes tightly closed and my back
arched away from the wall. I squeezed out the last drop and it mixed in with
the soap on my hands as I stood motionless for a bit enjoying my ecstasy. As
soon as the pleasure was over I wash everything clean rinsed off and got
out. I dried off and dressed. By the time I got downstairs Phil was up and
making a cup of coffee in the kitchen.

"Morning Phil."

I went over and gave him a quick hug.

"Morning Dylan. Sleep well?"

"Yes I did and alone too."

"Mmmmmm, I see."

He went about his business and I told him I would see him later.

"Going to eat?"

"Yes why?"

"Brad already left to go just so you know."

"Thanks for the warning. I am sure he won't say a thing to me."

"Oh? You two fighting now?"

"I'm not sure but this morning we didn't have a good meet in the bathroom
and I can only guess it will get worse before better now."

"That's too bad. I sure hope you two can get past this I don't like problems
in the house."

"Me too Phil. I love him a lot but I am not going to baby-sit anymore!"

"I gather that has nothing to do with what happened in the bathroom?"

"No it doesn't but still if you want to know he is going to have to tell
you. I made a promise and even if I am not talking to him I don't break my
promise."

"That is honorable of you. Too bad he didn't trust you last night. Guess he
doesn't have the same morals as you do."

"Yeah I guess you might be right. But all that does is make me feel bad
because I thought for sure he was better than that."

"He might be my boy. Give him some time. Sometimes odd things happen and
people get a little out of sorts he is probably scared and unsure of
himself. You are quite bright Dylan. Use your head and think it over."

"Thanks Phil I will."

I took off for the diner thinking out what he said to me in my head. I ran
through it over and over trying to come up with an idea, anything to get
this shit over with and when I got there Eileen came over to me immediately.

"Sugar, I couldn't wait for you to get here."

"Why, what's so important?"

"I heard that there was another Jake sighting last night."

"Really? Where?"

"Across town. One of the older male seniors came in and told me first thing
this morning.

"How would he know anything about Jake or any of this Eileen?"

"Because he was here eating dinner the first time the boy came in and used
the bathroom."

"Wow. This is good news. Are you gonna tell Phil?"

"Of course, I'm surprised he hasn't been in yet."

"He slept in this morning; he will probably be along before I leave."

"Well your cutie Brad is over there I am surprised you aren't sitting with
him. Why don't you go over and I'll be there to take your order in a bit. Oh
by the way Max was in bright and early this morning he hasn't been in before
9am in a long time."

"I bet he was. Ummm, if its okay I am gonna sit at the counter."

"That doesn't sound good. What happened honey, you two have problems last
night?"

"You could say that."

"Well if you need my help I will be glad to put my two cents in."

"I know... I mean thanks. Eileen."

She gave me a quick look but didn't say anything. She knows she has a big
mouth sometimes but she has been good to me so I don't push it. I sat at the
counter and a few minutes later she came over and took my order. Brad left
before I was done and didn't even look at me. If that's what he wants its
fine with me. I guess he will be sleeping in his bed from now on. I ate and
before I left Phil came in and Eileen saw him as she was delivering food and
almost threw the food at the customer she was in such a hurry to get to him
and give him the news about Jake. I shook my head and laughed as I said hi
and bye to Phil in a wave as she had his ear. The rest of the day was
uneventful as I did my own thing online and around the house and Brad did
his away from me. We didn't have class today since the tutor had the day off
so we didn't meet at all until dinner. I ate what Chef made and Phil tried
to make small talk at the table but the only words said were to him. After
dinner I went to my room to watch the game and wasn't bothered at all by
anyone. Eventually there was a knock at my door and I yelled come in. I was
expecting Phil but we talked at dinner so I didn't know why he would be
coming to see me again so soon. Max walked in.

"Hey Max what's up?"

He shut my door.

"Dyl I just wanted to know if Phil said anything about me."

"You mean with you coming in late this morning?"

"Yeah did you notice if he knew anything?"

"If he did he didn't say a word to me."

"Oh great, thanks, and by the way I am not getting between Brad and you but
he came to see me this afternoon. I was outside and he walked over to me."

"Really, what did he say?"

"I can't tell you what he said exactly but I will tell you this. He is
hurting and he misses you but he is either too stupid or has too much pride
to say anything."

"Thanks Max."

"I owe you that for this morning."

"You don't owe me anything. I would cover for you anytime."

I was standing; I got up when he came in to see me. He came over and gave me
a hug. I was shocked but happy. That was only the second time I ever got one
from him. The other was Christmas morning but that was because I got him a
cool gift.

"We're good right?"

"Of course Max we are awesome!"

He smiled at me.

"Maybe we can talk soon. I know you have wanted answers about my past. I
think I trust you enough now and we'll hook up soon and I'll tell you some
stuff. Don't feel bad Dyl, even Phil and Lisa don't know everything."

"I guess that means something."

"Yeah it means I like you enough to trust you with how horrible my past was.
Like I said Phil knows a lot but not what I am gonna tell you."

"Thanks."

He smiled and turned to leave. Wow... I thought to myself I didn't do anything
and I earned his respect. AWESOME!!! And I got a hug. Double awesome!

Several days went by and I slept alone and Brad kept his distance. He must
have been dying inside if Max's information was correct. I know I was! But I
was determined to win this my way. Phil didn't butt in but had a look of
concern on his face anytime we ate together. Eileen was even wondering how
long this would go on and I was starting to too. It even got to the point
where I stopped locking my door at night. It was okay during the day we just
didn't say anything when we had class even the tutor noticed we weren't
doing anything together. It was weird ignoring him in our school sessions
and I can imagine awkward for the teacher too but she let things be the way
they were almost like she understood it on some level. It was Sunday night
and I turned the TV off and got under the covers after another quiet boring
day alone. We won tonight, the only decent thing to happen all weekend and
it was a blow out. They have been playing well lately and I have good
thoughts about my team now. I thought about Brad. Tomorrow will be a week
that we haven't talked and he hasn't had any bad dreams either. At least
none I heard. I guess this got him over his problem or something and what
Max said about him missing me or whatever it was might have been just
something else. I didn't know it was just a guess. I turned off my light and
fell asleep.

It was the middle of the night and it finally happened. My door opened and
in came Brad. He woke me from a sound sleep as he shut the door behind
himself waking me some. When he sat on the bed I woke up the rest of the
way. I couldn't make out who it was until I heard him crying. I turned over
and put my back to him even though I wanted to sit up and take him in my
arms but it had been a week now and my disappointment has turned to anger.

"Please Dyl... don't turn away from me...he cried. Please?"

He sat there waiting for a response from me.

"Dyl?? He said as he sobbed. Please talk to me. I need you!"

It was a good thing my room was farthest away from Max and Phil because he
was starting to get loud. Finally I sat up and even though I couldn't make
him out in the dark I could tell by his voice he was messed up.

"Okay Brad you win."

I reached for the light next to my bed and turned it on. As my eyes adjusted
I looked at him. He was a blubbering mess. His eyes were red and his was
half naked with just his boxers on.

"Please Dyl, I'll do anything you want just hold me. Make this go away!
Please? I swear I will suck your dick right now or run around the town
naked. Anything you want... I swear I will even tell Phil everything in the
morning just please... I can't do this alone anymore I need you! You win I was
a prick to stay away so long... please?"

Apparently any thoughts that he was doing fine were wrong and I guess all
this time he was just doing it alone. I looked at him. He looked beaten down
and very tired. I did love him and I missed him so badly it hurt but he was
the one being stubborn here not me. I almost felt like saying that to him.
If you weren't so stubborn... and for a second I thought that if he would do
anything he can pee in front of me next time but I didn't want to send him
over the edge or something. I wasn't that kind of person anyway but the
thought did cross my mind for a whole second.

"You know I should just chase your ass out of here after how you treated me
the past week. You are lucky I care about you enough to still want you in my
life. But just so you know before anything we will be talking to Phil
tomorrow about this and I do want something from you too."

"Anything! We can talk to him and I will do anything you want just please
Dyl I can't do this anymore I need you. I can't sleep without these
nightmares waking me up every freaking night... he wept as I went over to him.
I'm so sorry I was mean to you." He said as I took him into my arms.

This isn't going to be easy at all he needs counseling for sure. I held him
and he cried for a while. Then finally he grew quiet and I hoped things were
going to be okay now. He didn't break away like he had in the past he just
held on to me. Apparently this WAS serious. A good five minutes passed
before he spoke.

"Dylan I love you so much and I feel so horrible. He coughed and cleared his
throat. I don't want this to ever happen again; please don't let it happen
again! I missed you so much this week but I didn't know what to do. I
thought you were mad so I didn't want to come to your room or I would have
been here four days ago. I haven't slept since Monday night. I am so tired I
feel so sick."

He collapsed in my arms. I put him on the bed and went over and lifted his
legs up. I finally got him onto a pillow and watched him for a bit before I
finally got back into bed myself. I turned off the light and lay down.

"Thanks Dyl..." he said quietly.

He slept the rest of the night. So did I. It will be interesting to see how
embarrassed he is in the morning I thought to myself as I dozed off. As with
any morning it came quickly. My slumber put all my worries behind me until I
woke up and my brain started going. Last night quickly came back to me and I
turned to see if Brad was still there. He looked rested and peaceful as he
continued to sleep. The clock said 8:20 and I moved my legs and put my feet
on the floor. I got up without much fuss and headed out of my room and down
the hall to the bathroom. Max's door was shut so I assumed he was asleep and
Phil's was open so I assumed he was awake. I did a quick clean up in the
bathroom and went back to dress for breakfast. The whole time I was in the
bedroom and dressing I was as quiet as could be. It was now close to 9am and
I got off my bed and headed out. Brad was still sleeping and I figured he
would use all the rest possible after the past few days. I went downstairs
and Phil wasn't there so I figured he was off for breakfast already by now.
I was on my way to the diner too and it was time to tell Phil what was
happening with or without Brad around. It was a cloudy day and a little
chilly this morning. Guess we might get some rain. As I approached the diner
a few drops of rain began to fall from the sky. Great! There goes any
outdoor plans for today. I walked in and went right to Phil.

"Morning Phil."

"Morning good looking. He said with his usual cheer in his voice. How is
everything?"

"You mean between Brad and me?"

"Yes. It's been a week today is there any change?"

"Yes a big one, its time for your help."

"This sounds serious."

"It might be Phil. I'm no doctor (he snickered as I said that) but even you
know Brad has had a problem."

"Yes that is obvious. Just please don't tell me its drugs."

"No its not."

"That's good because that is the one thing I didn't want ruining my day."

Eileen came over just then to take my order.

"Morning cutie."

"Hi Eileen."

"Ready to order sweet thing?"

"Sure. I'll have the bacon egg omelet and a large juice and water please."

"You got it."

She turned and walked away. I looked back at Phil.

"Well you have my full attention Jacob so what's the story?"

"Jacob? Did you just call me that?"

He laughed.

"Well it is your name isn't it?"

"Yeah but no one calls me that."

"I did. Is that okay?"

"Sure just weird hearing it the last person to call me that was my grandma
and she has been dead for years."

"Sorry Dylan."

"No, no it's okay honest. It was just weird hearing it. Anyway he is having
bad nightmares about his father abusing him and they aren't getting any
better. When he sleeps with me they aren't as bad but even in my bed they
happen."

"That might be a big problem ya know."

"Tell me about it. I love him a lot Phil but I can't take this craziness
anymore. Almost every night or every other night he wakes me up either
crying or shaking in bed with something horrible that he just dreamed up. He
needs some counseling."

"Sounds like you are right. I have someone I can call and as soon as I talk
to him we will go from there."

"Good because I tried Phil and I just don't know what else to do. He begged
me for weeks not to say anything and that is sorta what started this fight."

"So that is why he was hiding on the steps?"

"Yeah he was making sure I didn't go back on my promise to him to keep this
quiet and he got me mad when he didn't trust me so I lost it and had enough.
Finally last night he came in looking like he was half dead with fear and
exhaustion and he finally agreed to tell you today or at least talk to you.
I am sure he knows I was going to tell you first."

"I hope so because here he comes now. Phil looked at me. At least he is
smiling Jacob."

Now I know he was just busting my chops because when I looked at him he was
smiling and he winked at me. Brad sat down and looked at me.

"Morning, feel any better?"

"A little does he know?"

"Good Morning Bradley."

"Sorry, morning Phil."

"Yes he knows a lot and the rest is for you to talk to him about."

He looked at Phil.

"I'm sorry I kept this from you I hope you don't hate me."

"I could never hate you my boy. You are part of my family and although I am
upset that you made Dylan keep this a secret and you hurt him by doing it
that is between you and him to work out, however you really should have come
to me sooner and if anything this important ever happens again and you keep
it from me I will really be hurt."

Brad looked away as Phil chastised him some. That was about as harsh as Phil
gets. I never heard him raise his voice to anyone other then the one time
Max got pulled over. I thought he was going to tear Max a new asshole for
that. That was the most upset I have ever seen Phil get. Max lost the car
for a few days and learned his lesson which is why I am almost positive he
came to me when he came home late. He doesn't want to lose the car again.
Finally he looked at Phil and had tears in his eyes.

"We will discuss this later or when we get home. Order some food Brad, relax
and
eat."

Phil waved his arm at Eileen and she came over to the table.

"Yes Phil, do you need something?"

"Whatever Brad wants for breakfast."

He ordered as a couple of my friends walked in. School is out this week for
spring break so I will have plenty to do. I am off too since the tutor has
to take care of her kids. I only have another week or two of classes left
and then I have my finals. I will be done with lessons by the end of April.
Then early summer begins not that I don't have plenty of free time already.
I might actually become bored with anymore free time now. I went over to
greet Jon and Tommy. We hang out sometimes and chat online a lot. They are
pretty neat friends. Jon is 15 and Tommy is 16. Both get good grades and
stay out of trouble, not that there is a lot of trouble to get into around
here. There are still drugs and all but these guys are pretty cool. Neither
of them knows I am gay but I have my doubts about Jon. Tommy is probably
straight, I have seen him with a girl a few times but I haven't seen Jon
show any interest in girls even when they say hi to him he is pretty shy
about it. Not yet anyway maybe he is straight but it doesn't show. I talked
to them for a while and Phil had some private time with Brad to work out
what they are gonna do next. I am sure I could have sat in but they need
time alone. Besides I wanted to talk to the guys after all Jon is kinda cute
and Tommy is okay. He is more the jock type. We talk a lot of baseball
together. Jon likes it about as much as Brad does. We were finished talking
and I agreed to stop over at Tommy's house later and we were gonna go hang
out or go bike riding. We could always come back to my place and hit the
pool too if it warms up. Phil had it opened last weekend. I told them later...
and went back to the table. I sat and listened as Phil discussed options
with Brad. Brad looked at me for a second and then looked back at Phil.

"So do you understand what we are going to do Brad?"

"Yes I do. When we get back you are gonna call your shrink and make an
appointment for me to go see him."

"Yes and please don't call him a shrink when he is around that is so rude."

"Sorry but that is what he is."

"True but still don't do it."

"Sorry I won't. I saw you with Jon and Tommy what's up with them?"

"We're gonna hang out later maybe do some biking if the weather clears up."

"Oh, Brad said with a somber tone in his voice. I thought you were going to
be around today and spend time with me."

"I will be with you for a while and when they call we are gonna go out."

"Oh, okay." Apparently that was all he needed to cheer him up.

I looked at Phil.

"Can we go swimming if it clears up? It already stopped raining."

"Sure, as long as I know. Anyone is welcomed to use the pool just use your
best judgment okay? I don't want any accidents out there."

"We will."

"I know but I still have to say it."

Having a heated pool is awesome. Even if there is a chill in the air we can
still go in. Doesn't really matter in a few weeks it will be warm enough out
that we won't need the heater. Having a pool is just totally awesome because
I get to see everyone when they come over and check out the bulges in their
tight suits. That is the best! We got up and headed to the door. We waved to
Eileen and left. On the way home the sun poked out at us and maybe we will
get a nice day out of today yet. We got home and went inside and Phil made a
phone call. We went upstairs. I went to my computer to see who was online
and Brad sat on my bed and watched me chat with a few people.

"Craig and Shawn want to come over too if we swim."

"Really, that's kewl! Maybe I'll come too then. Shawn looks awesome in his
bathing suit."

I laughed.

"So you have the hots for Shawn, should I worry about that?"

He looked at me.

"Shawn is 12 and cute Dyl. Maybe if he is lucky he can squirt now. He is
just getting pit hair."

"You sure know a lot about him."

"Yeah well I see him in gym sometimes and it's easy to see what is growing
when we play volleyball and his arms go up."

"Mmmmmm, I see." I said in a ball busting tone.

He started laughing at my comment.

"So what do you think about Craig?"

"Not bad for 13 I guess."

"Any comments about his body?"

"Well he does have more hair and he can probably squirt already."

"Wow my boyfriend the town information squirt center. He had a puzzled look
on his face. So from now on if I have any questions about anyone's sexuality
I can ask you?"

"You can ask but I don't know about every kid in town, just the ones I am
around a lot."

"I see. Anyone else you care to tell me about? Someone...maybe that you have
seen naked?"

"Dyl... come on that's not fair and I haven't seen any of them naked. I wish I
did... but most of them are too shy to strip past their boxers and the few
that do aren't worth looking at. Besides you are the only one I want to look
at."

"Oh sure all of a sudden it's back to me."

He laughed.

"Are you jealous Jacob Dylan?"

"No... and if you call me by my full name again I am gonna give you something
you don't want."

"Yeah like what?"

"How about a major wedgie or I don't know...tickling?"

"No! No ticking! Last time you did that I almost peed myself!"

"Mmmmmmm. I said."

"And don't get any ideas!" he barked back at me.

"Good then I know how to get you to stop calling me by my full name."

"Oh really, how is that Jacob Dylan?"

I looked at him as he continued to bust my balls big time. Like he has a lot
of room to do that after the past week.

"I'll just lock my door at night."

"No I will stop I swear! I won't say it again!"

I started laughing I got him.

"Bradley! Phil yelled upstairs. Come down please I have information for
you."

"Here we go. Time for shrink crap!"

He headed for the door.

"Hey!"

He stopped and looked at me.

"Don't do that again okay?"

"Do what?"

"Talk about it like that. If you want to deal with things that way its fine
but this is about you and your health and Phil is doing this for you so cool
it with the shrink stuff if not for anyone for me. It bothers me to hear it
that way."

"Sorry. I won't say it like that again."

He gave me a quick smile and headed out. I went back to chatting online
while he was gone. No sooner then Brad was gone Max poked his head in.

"Hey."

"What's up Max man?"

"Not much just..."

"Just checking on whether Phil has said anything..." I said.

"Yeah well I..."

"Boy ya know you are paranoid and maybe this is a good thing it's the most I
have seen you in weeks."

"Yeah well don't get too used to it I have a lot going on."

"Yeah right like Lisa, Lisa, and Lisa?"

"She is a big part of what is going on but not everything. I am planning
stuff for the prom too."

"You are going to the prom? How? You didn't go to school there?"

"Yeah but she did and I am her date."

"Oh well that makes sense."

"So any big plans?"

"Not yet. If I get Phil's permission I am gonna stay out late or as late as
Lisa is allowed to."

"Yeah well she is what 17 too? So I am sure her father won't let her stay
out all night."

"You're right she already has a curfew of 2am prom night."

"That isn't bad."

"Yeah I know."

"So have you boffed her yet?"

"That really isn't any of your business is it?"

"No but I thought since we were getting close I could ask..."

"WE are getting closer but that doesn't mean I am going to tell you what I
do with my girlfriend Dyl."

"Sorry. I said with a little embarrassment in my voice. I didn't mean to go
too far too fast."

He came in and shut my door. He sat on the end of my bed a few feet from me.

"Look you are a great guy and I am starting to trust you more and more like
a younger brother but even if you were my brother I wouldn't tell you what I
was doing with my girl so don't take it personally okay? It's just something
private. I don't ask you what you are doing with Brad do I."

"No you made your point."

"I'm not mad Dyl honest but there are some things that you just will not get
out of me. I promised you I will sit with you and tell you about my past but
that doesn't mean you are going to learn everything."

"I know but I feel like I don't know you."

"Well I feel the same about you sometimes but go slow okay you will find out
plenty really soon."

"Thanks."

He got up and messed my hair.

"You really are a great guy and I wouldn't mind having you for a brother if
I didn't have one already."

He turned to leave.

"Hold on! You can't drop a bomb like that and just leave."

He turned and looked at me.

"Fair enough but no one finds out or else..."

"I swear Max, I won't tell anyone not even Brad."

"Okay his name is DJ well its Dante Jared but I always called him DJ. He is
14 and I miss him the most. We talk and I swear if you repeat this I will
make you eat your boxers! I call him at least once a week and we talk from a
pay phone. I am thinking about seeing him soon. I haven't seen him since he
was 12 and he won't stop asking me and begging me to meet him so I might go
soon. That is all I am going to tell you about him for now but I promise
when I am ready I will fill you in on the rest of it and the other stuff.
Besides I might need your help with it too."

"Wow that is awesome you have a brother DJ!" AWESOME!"

"Yeah and I miss him so much."

"I bet!"

"Are we good?"

"Sure Max we are great!"

He got up and headed for the door. He opened it and looked at me.

"And just for the record... he looked outside and then back at me. The answer
is no... we haven't boffed!"

He smiled at me and walked away. He is awesome! I bet next time he wants to
know something I have to fess up now. Ah its okay I don't mind he just told
me a whole bunch of things even if I have to keep them to myself. At least I
can do that. I went back to the computer and started chatting again. A few
minutes later Brad came back up.

"So what's going on?"

"Tomorrow at 1pm I go see that DOCTOR."

"Good, anything else?"

"Well nothing to do with that."

"Then what?"

"You Dyl..."

"Me what about me?"

"Well it's been over a week since we..."

"Yeah it's been ten days counting today since we did anything but that is if
I was counting."

I laughed.

"So you have been counting. Do you feel like doing anything now?"

"I don't know, why... do you Brad?"

"I might. What did you have in mind?"

"Well I could blow you or you could blow me. Have you jerked off at all
since we did it last?" I asked.

"Yeah once, the first night I slept in my room I wanked a good load all over
my chest."

"Sweet!"

"How about you Dyl?"

"Of course... sometimes two times a day since then but none in the past three
days so I really could use a blow job. Or maybe its time to fuck you in the
ass."

"No... I'm not ready for that yet. I got two fingers in the last time I tried
but just a little bit. If you stick your cock in me it will hurt too much."

"Yeah but I want your virgin ass Brad."

"You will I swear I just need more time. Please Dyl don't make me do that
yet?"

"Okay but soon. I want to bury my cock so deep in you..."

"Yeah I know you told me a hundred times!"

"Yeah and every time I think about it this happens."

I stood up and my cock was poking out of my shorts.

"You always make that happen to me Brad!"

He smiled.

"So before you leak all over your boxers do you want to or not?"

"Sure why not. But you are blowing me first!"

"Okay." He said with some disappointment in his voice.

He knew he didn't have much choice since it was my call and he has been such
a prick lately. I want to cum down his throat so much he is gonna gag! I got
on my bed and he got on over me as I lay down. All that you could see was
the bulge sticking out from my boxers after he pulled off my shorts. He
reached up and grabbed the bottom of my boxers and as I lifted my ass off
the bed he tugged them down setting my tool free. Reaching out he grabbed it
and began playing with it by running his finger over the piss slot. It felt
really good. He took it fully in his hand and began stroking me. He has
gotten better at this from when he first tried it and one day I will have to
tell the story of that event too. I thought I would be nervous but he was so
scared the first time I almost didn't thing about being nervous... well I
guess when the time is right I will explain it. This is starting to feel way
too good to get into it now! REALLY GOOD! I was getting close and I warned
him. He stopped stroking and put it in his mouth. His nice warm mouth made
me tingle all over as he began wetting me with his lips and tongue. Slowly
he took more and more of me inside his lips until he had as much as he could
take of my hardness. So far he hasn't been able to get more then ¾ of me
inside but he is working on it. My eyes closed as he sped up his sucking. He
was now going up and down my hard cock and playing with my balls one at a
time. I was far from being able to control how long I could last and the
feeling was coming on faster and faster with each head bob from him.

"Ahhh Brad I'm gonna cum soon!"

He stopped for a brief second and looked at me and went back to sucking with
even more enthusiasm. He began squeezing my balls a little more and tugging
at the same time. It has always worked so far to put me over the edge faster
than anything. I told him once when we found out totally by accident. Right
now who cares its time!
The rumbling in my loins began as I fired my first blast of cum into his
mouth. My orgasm continued to grow as the second shot of my cum followed. I
dribbled out one more as he slurped it up and my eyes closed tightly as his
lips pulled off of my sensitive cock head. I was gone!! Off some place
enjoying the pleasures of his sucking! He squeezed out the last drop or two
from me as my back bucked up and I yelled out for him to let go of me. He
was ruining the feeling! Finally the full orgasm took over all my senses and
I was beginning to come back from the enjoyment he just caused me as it now
passed. It was good he just had to play around a little more then I needed
and distract me some. I opened my eyes and looked at him. He didn't seem to
care at the moment what was going on in my head he was just waiting for me
to sit up so he could get his.

"That felt good but it wasn't the best!

"Sorry."

"I told you last time that when I start cumming to let go of me and you
didn't do that right away and you blew part of my pleasure!"

"Sorry Dyl next time I promise I will stop touching you as soon as you
finish cumming. I forgot because it's the total opposite for me. I love
being held or touched during mine."

I could read the disappointment in his face. I didn't want to sound like a
prick but what good is a blow job when your partner ruins half of it?

"I am going to do you now and show you what I mean Brad. I know your
reactions are different then mine but I am gonna do my best to show you what
works for me if you don't mind."

"No really you don't have to show me anything Dyl just suck me off. You are
good at it. Please just do what you always do and I will be happy with that.
Nothing funny or different. Please?

I really didn't have anything special planned I just wanted to get him going
a little. I stripped him just as he did to me as he lay there. Only he had
more clothes on to start with. I undid his shorts by popping his button on
them and pulled down his zipper. It was kinda exciting in a way to undress
him. I pulled off his shorts and then grabbed his boxers and gave them a
tug. They slid down and I pulled them off him and down his legs. All he had
left was his shirt and I pushed it up on his chest. He pulled it over his
head and threw it off to the side. He was totally soft and looked so small.
I would never say that to him but when he was soft it was almost... well
almost hidden. Good thing he grows nicely. I wanted this to be fun. I got in
really close and decided to use my lips to make him grow. He smelled like
old, fading soap... he certainly didn't have any major odor.  I took the tip
of my tongue and licked over the top of his cock head and he immediately
began to react to my touch. I did this again and watched for a second as he
began to grow and come out of his young teenaged bush which surrounded his
love tool. He was now big enough to do something with and I took just the
head of his cock into my mouth and started sucking on it. He let out a moan
and plopped back onto the pillow behind him. Within a minute he was almost
totally hard and I began to suck on him with more force and take more of him
into my mouth. As he lay there motionless I continued to enjoy pleasing him
and there was little doubt he was enjoying this by his movement and reaction
to what I was doing. He was solid now and it made things easy to deal with
as I took just about all of him into my mouth. I had him squirming and
letting out deep breaths with occasional moans mixed in every time I sucked
and pulled on him with my lips. He took his hands and put them on my head as
I sucked fast and faster on him. Besides being somewhat active from the
pleasure he was getting from me he wasn't the typical teen when it came to
holding back on sharing his pleasure verbally. There was little doubt he was
very close now as his breathing sped up and the moaning got louder from him.
I was surprised no one else ever heard him in the house not that it would
ever come up at a topic. I also began to taste fluid from the end of his
cock. He took a very deep breath and let out a loud moan that was almost a
yelp or holler and he fired a blast into my mouth. It was quickly followed
by two more in rapid succession as he continued to hold onto my head down as
he fucked my mouth. Finally his hands fell from my head and I took my lips
from him and with my hand grabbed his tool and squeezed out the last bit of
cum from him. The reaction from that was him lifting both legs up in
pleasure almost to the point where they met my head in the middle. Sort of
like extreme pleasure overtook him with what I did and cause him to almost
force me off of him. I watched as the last few drops stayed on top of his
cock almost pooling with no where to go until I pushed it back and watched
them drip onto his lower belly. I let go of him making him spring up to
erect and I took my finger and rubbed it all around him until it was gone. I
enjoyed playing with a little of his sperm for a bit. He opened his eyes as
I moved up to him and I gave him a quick kiss on the lips. We didn't kiss
much but I took advantage of him the way he was and stole a quick one. I
brought my finger up to his lips and ran it over them and after I pulled it
away he licked his lips and got a taste of what I left behind. Looking
exhausted he sat up and looked at me.

"That was awesome. Now I need a shower." I said

"Yeah me too." He answered.

"You wanna take one together?" I asked.

"Do you think we can get away with that with Phil around?"

"Why not he doesn't care what we do as long as it's safe and no one gets
hurt. Why would he care if we showered together?"

"I dunno just didn't think he would be happy if he knew."

"Don't worry about it."

I went and grabbed a change of clothes from my draw and he got off the bed
and headed to the door carrying his clothes.

"Are you going down the hall naked?"

"Yeah, why not, no one is around."

He opened the door and cautiously looked up and down the hall and then
darted out and ran down to his door and inside as I watched. I walked down
and to the bathroom and shut the door. As I started the water he came in
still naked and carrying clean clothes.

"This should be fun." He said.

"Yeah I know it will be the first time we ever showered together with Phil
in the house. I feel a little weird about it."

"I am fine with it Brad if you don't want to do it I totally understand."

"Hell no lets get in I can't wait to have you wash me."

We took turns getting wet and I grabbed the soap and started rubbing it on
his back as the water ran over his head. He didn't move a muscle and after I
had enough soap I dropped the bar and ran my soapy hands up and down his
back together. I washed it well and then as he stood there still half bent
over I moved them down to his ass and washed his cheeks. I went between them
and made sure I didn't miss a spot in there. He shuddered as my hand went
over his hole a few times but didn't say anything or try to stop me. I was
tempted to play so I took a soapy finger and rubbed it over his hole a few
times. Since he was just letting me do what I wanted I decided to see how
far I could go and pushed a little and it easily slid in. I went in to the
fingernail and he pulled away and my finger came out.

"Nice try but you aren't going in anymore then that yet!"

"Yeah okay but you can't tell me you didn't like it you certainly didn't
stop me until I was in there some."

"It wasn't bad. It felt okay but I just don't want more then that yet."

"Okay. Turn around."

He turned and I soaped up again and began to wash his chest. He was already
hard and standing up but not solid. It wasn't difficult to tell he was
enjoying my touch a lot! I washed up and down his chest and then took the
bar of soap to get more on my hands and dropped it again. This time I took
both hands and grabbed him. one on his cock and with my other hand I cupped
his balls and massaged them while at the same time I began stroking him off
with my soapy hand. It was nice and smooth and easy to do and he just closed
his eyes and let me have at him. It didn't take long for him to become rock
hard and I wasn't stopping. I sped up my stroking on him as he put his full
weight against the wall and let me do my thing. It didn't take long after
that for him to let out a moan and a few strokes after that he shot more
cum. Two decent spurts and then he dribbled the rest out as I squeezed out
what I could get and then let go of him and waited for him to come back from
his orgasm. Twice in a half hour he must be tired now. He took his time
opening his eyes and while I waited I washed the soap off myself and kinda
tickled him a little on his tits by running my fingers over them some. I got
him to open his eyes by doing that and he smiled at me.

"The second time was almost as good as before. You are awesome with your
hands dude!"

"Thanks." I said.

He went for the soap and I knew it was my turn. I wanted to see how far he
would go. While he did my back I shampooed my hair and then I turned around
and he quickly washed my chest before he spun me back around and began
washing my ass. There was no order to what he was doing and apparently he
couldn't wait to wash my ass. He soaped up well as I watched and then slid
his hand between my ass cheeks and ran his fingers up and down my crack. I
was hard again and ready for my second time. He wasn't as bold as I was
though he didn't make any attempts to put a finger inside me. He just went
over my hole many times. Either way it felt great. Then he turned me around
and started stroking me off just like I did to him. It did feel awesome and
I leaned back on the wall. I was very close already from his ass play and it
didn't take long for him to get me there. I warned him I was close and as
soon as I shot my first wad of cum he let go. Rather quickly might I add. I
grabbed myself and finished off the pleasure squeezing out anything left
onto the tub floor. It was a great feeling. I opened my eyes and looked at
him.

"You did great!"

He smiled. I moved closer and took him around the waist and pulled him too
me. Our warm bodies met and it felt awesome holding his naked body to mine.
We looked each other in the eyes and moved in closer and kissed. This time
there was no hurry to stop. We thoroughly enjoyed what we were doing and did
it for a while. After we finally stopped kissing we embraced and just held
each other almost grinding our cocks together as the touched and the
sensation was impossible to explain. Finally we broke apart and washed off
any remaining soap. I was starting to get hard a third time when we finally
called it quits and he turned off the water. I got out followed by him and
then we started drying each other off. First we did the backs and each
others asses. Then we dried ourselves off. It was totally great and I want
to do it again really soon! We dressed together in the bathroom and both
walked out in our under clothes. He went to his room and I went down the
hall to my room. No one bothered us the entire time. It was totally
awesome!! I put on some clothes and sat at my computer chatting with a few
of the guys who were online. They asked if it was okay to come over and I
told them yes. Jon and Tommy signed off and were on their way over on their
bikes. Now all I have to do is decide if we are going biking or in the pool.
I told them both to bring bathing suits and they said they would. Brad came
into my room dressed and sat on the bed by me while I was typing.

"Jon and Tommy are on the way shortly."

"Kewl, what are you guys gonna do?"

"That's up to them but i wanted to go bike riding before and now I would
rather go in the pool."

"That sounds good can I join you guys if you do go swimming?"

"Sure you can why would you ask?"

"Just want to make sure you are okay with it."

"You live here too and don't have to ask permission to use the pool cute
boy!"

He smiled at me.

"Do you really think I am cute Dyl?"

"No I don't really think you are cute... he got an immediate look on his face
like WOW... but I wasn't finished... I think you are HOT!"

I had him totally messed up now. He was about to get all insulted on me and
he broke into a smile but it was more like a confused smile not really sure
after I busted him.

"You got me!"

"I know. The look on your face was priceless."

"That's not fair."

"Yeah but you should know better."

"No I am still vulnerable after the past week that isn't fair and you know
it. If you said something bad I would believe you!"

"So you mean if I told you that you were ugly just then you would have
believed me?"

He shook his head yes.

"You are lying Bradley!"

"Yeah I am but I wanted to see if I could get you."

"Not that easily."

I turned back to the computer and started chatting with Shawn. About five
minutes later Craig came on and Brad jumped up and started looking over my
back. Craig had his web cam on and we were both watching him as he typed to
us. Occasionally he would look into it and it didn't take much for him to
really look cute so it was really enjoyable. I invited him over and he said
he was gonna go ask his mom if he could come. I looked at Brad and he was
all smiles.

"If he comes we really need to hit the pool. I want to see his hot body!"

"Yeah I know and the lump in his bathing suit too!" I added.

Brad laughed. The phone rang.

"Hello. I said. Yeah...sure Craig, there will be no problem with that tell
your mom everything will be safe and no one will be hurt. You can tell her
Phil will be around and it will be okay."

He was repeating what I said to his mom and I heard her say okay, just be
careful. He cheered and got back on the phone.

"I'll be there as soon as I get my suit."

"Okay see you when you get here."

I hung up and looked at Brad.

"I guess you are gonna go swimming then. Tommy and Jon might be upset."

"I doubt it. Tommy maybe but I think Jon might want to go in the pool."

"Yeah maybe but I thought you said they wanted to go biking?"

"We can always do that. I want to go in the pool and I bet they do too."

"I know I do Dyl...can't wait to see half naked bodies either."

"Yeah me too." I added.