Date: Sun, 30 Apr 2006 00:19:51 -0400 From: Dwedno Smith <dwednomail@hotmail.com> Subject: Finding Jake, chapter 5 Here is the latest of Jake. Hope everyone is enjoying it since I really haven't heard much feedback on this story. Either way enjoy it because I am having fun writing it even if I havent heard much from all of you out there. Dwedno. Chapter 5. Max comes clean and so do others. As morning turned to afternoon the sun made it clear that it was going to rule this spring day and make it a beauty. By the time Craig, Shawn, Tommy and Jon had arrived the decision had easily gone from bike riding to let's swim! One by one the boys went in and dressed into their bathing suits and when Craig came out everyone was ready to go in. The pool is set on the property about twenty feet from the back door off the kitchen. It's about 15 feet by 20 feet wide and runs from 3 feet to 9 feet deep. There is a diving board on the deep end and two ladders both at the 5 foot mark. One the three foot end you can just wade or walk in and obviously on the deep end all you can do is jump or dive in. after Phil made me promise no one would be stupid I read all of them including Brad the riot act and then we headed out towels in tow, to the pool. Everyone put their towel on a lounge chair; we have six, and took their turn entering the pool. I closely eyed every one of them to see how good they wore their suit and so far Craig has won with the tightest fit. I think if he bends over it could split in the ass crack. LET THE FUN BEGIN! I watched for a while as everyone took their turn diving into the deep end and then I got out and threw a ball in. it was time for dodge ball. "Okay guys we can play two different ways. One you get hit and don't catch it you are out or you can stay in but you have to take off your bathing suit to play. That seemed to get mixed reviews from a few of them. Wait there is more... I had to wait for them to stop with the gay comments and quiet down. Okay now the other thing is this... if you knock someone else out and you have already lost your bathing suit they have to either leave the pool or take theirs off and you get to put yours back on." "Oh so you mean if you knock someone else out you get to wear your suit again?" "Yeah exactly Tommy or they don't have to leave but they have to take their suit off to stay in the game. But if you decide to stay in and you are without your suit and get hit and knocked out again then you have to leave the pool naked." More grumblings... "I don't know if I like the naked part. Tommy said. Its sounds too gay." I looked at the others and none of them were disagreeing so far only Tommy. Interesting that the four others don't seem to care one bit about being naked. "Well since Tommy seems to have a problem with the bathing suit thing do we take a vote to play or just try another way?" Apparently after some thought and more comments I had just about all of them agreeing but Tommy. "So what's it gonna be Tom you in or out?" "Nah sorry guys I am not into undressing in front of other guys just to play a game." He took off out of the pool and went to sit on the lounge. "Is everyone else playing?" I asked. They all agreed to play apparently Tommy was going to sit out and watch us get naked. Now is my change to see how he reacts to this since he will be doing nothing but watching. I had a feeling Craig and Jon would play and no doubt about Brad but I didn't think Shawn would go for it. I jumped in and took the ball. "Ready?" "YEAH!" they all yelled. I threw it at Craig and he caught it. Cheers went up. He took the ball and threw it at Brad and he caught it. Brad took the ball and threw it at Shawn and he was the first one to miss it. Without hesitation he reached into the water with both hands and pulled off his suit and threw it over the side. I looked at Tommy and he was watching but didn't show any signs of interest with our first naked player. Shawn took the ball and whaled it at me. I missed it. On purpose! This meant Shawn could now put his suit back on and I had to take mine off. I reached under and pulled it off and put it on over the side on the ledge. Now I was not only naked I was a little hard too. Good thing they couldn't see that or it might chase them away for sure. I took the ball and whaled it at Craig and he couldn't hold it as it splashed up water into his face and hit him in the chest. Now he had to take his off and I got to put mine back on. Jon got the ball when it bounced off of me and threw it and hit Brad with it and then they exchanged suits with Brad's coming off and Jon getting to put his back on. We did this for the next ten minutes while Tommy watched and appeared to become more and more bored. None of us were trying to knock anyone out of the pool so far. Everyone has had their suit off and back on now and Shawn was once again naked in the water at this point. I was up for some excitement and I decided to throw the ball at Shawn. It hit the water but he caught it before it could hit him so it counted. He now had the ball again and he threw it at Brad and Brad missed it. Once again bathing suits were exchanged and so far no one has complained about any stripping as the game continued. Another five minutes passed and now Shawn was naked and Craig had the ball. He threw it at me and I caught it. I immediately threw it at Shawn and caught him off guard and he missed it. We had our first casualty of the game. Shawn now had to get out of the pool naked. Tommy looked to see what was happening after the fuss came up with Shawn missing it. He watched as did the rest of us as Shawn was a good sport and headed over to the shallow end and with very little complaining covered his manhood with his hand and walked up the steps. Unfortunately we didn't make any rules about that so he was able to escape without much embarrassment. We didn't get to see cock but we sure got plenty of his cute ass as he ran to get his towel and put it around his waist. And BOY was his ass cute too!!! "You can either stay out or get your suit back on and come in I yelled to him." "Nah I had enough thanks. He said as he walked over to get his suit. I think I am gonna stay out now." "Fair enough I said. Take the ball and throw it up for us to see who gets the next chance." He took it and threw it up and the four of us scrambled for it and Brad got it. We all got back to our spots and he whaled it at me and I missed it. Once again I took off my suit and put it aside. I threw the ball at Craig and he caught it and immediately threw it back at me. He caught me off guard and I missed it and now I was out. It was time for some fun. I wasn't going to hide anything so I headed for the steps and walked out totally naked with my cock swaying for all to see. And they all watched like hawks preying for food. Even Tommy couldn't look away as I walked past him only inches from him where he sat on the chair. I took my towel and put it around my waist and walked over and put the ball back in play and then went to get my suit. Once I had it I went back over to a chair and dropped my towel and put it back on again. Everyone got a clear view of my stuff and other then possibly some drooling and thoughts going through their minds no one said anything. I have a feeling Jon was hard though. They were down to three. Brad won the ball and threw it at Craig and he missed it and took his suit off. The ball bounced away and Jon got it and threw it at Brad who missed it. Now Brad and Craig were naked and for the first time two guys were naked at the same time. I watched and tried to stay soft as did Tommy watch. I doubt he was getting hard but I wasn't looking or checking either. At least he got over being bored and was getting into the game some. Brad recovered the ball and threw it hard at Craig and now he had to come out naked. Again we all watched as he covered his cock and turned a little red as he exited the pool and ran to get his towel. Another cute ass! Almost as hot as Shawn's. Brad and Jon were left and Craig threw the ball up and Jon grabbed it. He threw it at Brad and Brad caught it. He was now dressed and Jon was naked in the water. Jon got the ball and tried to get Brad to miss but he caught it. He threw it back and Jon caught it. This went on four times as the excitement grew. Finally Brad threw the ball and Jon missed and he was once again naked. He threw the ball at Brad who caught it and immediately threw it back at him and he missed it. Brad won and Jon headed out of the pool naked. He also apparently didn't have a shy bone in his body and left the water without coving up. WOW! He had nothing to be ashamed of either. He was soft and at least four inches as he swayed on the way to get his suit. He didn't even bother to grab his towel and he dressed right in front of us pulling up his bathing suit and covering up his nice piece of meat right in front of all of us. "This is messed up man! Said Tommy. I came over to ride bikes and instead I sit here and watch boys get naked! This is just gay!" "Oh come on Tom you didn't play but you sure watched and didn't complain about that at all." Jon said to him. Now Jon and he were good friends so there wasn't much room for Tommy to argue since Jon just walked out and showed off more then almost anyone else did. Brad got lucky and didn't have to show off but I think if he did he would have walked out and showed all too. Tommy just looked at Jon and got up and dove in the pool. After sitting there for about thirty or forty minutes I really couldn't blame him for wanting to get some water on him. He surfaced and swam around for a bit while we talked about the game. I was quite surprised to hear that everyone sorta liked it other then the naked part but most of them said they would play again which made me quite happy. At least we got past the gay part. Tommy got out and dried off. "You want to go biking now Dyl?" "Sure even though you were a sour sport I still like you." I said to him. He looked at me like I was serious and I started laughing and he smiled. "You got me I guess. Fair enough. I guess I deserved that for not playing." At least he wasn't a total spoil sport. We all laughed it off and headed inside. "Anyone hungry?" I asked. Everyone said yes so we headed to the kitchen. Chef made everyone what they wanted to eat (sandwiches) and we sat together outside and ate. After that we all went back inside and changed into our regular clothes and I grabbed Brad for a second. "What did you think about Jon?" "His sure is big Dyl and he didn't hide it either. You might be right he might be gay but just because you don't hide your stuff doesn't mean that but I guess... maybe?" "Yeah maybe. And Craig and Shawn sure have cute asses!" I said to him. "Yeah hot asses!" We laughed and headed to change. Everyone met out back and it was close to 3pm. We all got on our bikes and headed out as a group of five to ride around the area for a while. Shawn went home and the rest of us took off on a bike ride. We cruised the school and a few of the hot spots in town. Not that there were many. After an hour we decided it was time to head home. The day turned really nice and pretty warm but it was getting close to dinner and even though most of us weren't hungry we decided it might be best to head home and a few of the guys has some chores to do before their parents got home from work. It wasn't bad for a Monday and first weekday off of school. We got a ton of stuff done and saw a bunch of hot buns too! Brad and me were the furthest from home so Craig, Tommy, and Jon all left us first. We were on our way home now and talked openly about the cute asses and Jon's big cock. We were both impressed with his size and the fact that he wasn't shy about it either. Now we both think he might be gay for sure only neither of us wants to ask him. We can't really risk it if he isn't. He might get the wrong idea and get mad or something but it was definitely something to think about more now then ever. We got back to the house and put our bikes away. I went to my room and Brad went to do something on his own. I played some online game for about an hour and there was a quick knock on my open door and with it Max came in. "Hey bud you up for a story?" "Sure but do you feel up to telling me one?" "Yes I do. I have been thinking about it and while I have the guts to share I might as well talk about this. Besides it helps me when I talk about it." He came in and shut my door. "Okay but first any ideas on meeting your brother yet?" "Yeah I almost have it figured out we can talk about that too." "Sounds good to me." I said. "Now this is hard for me so I am telling you in advance I might stop and have problems talking about it and I might even cry a little." "Wait... if this is that hard to talk about are you really sure I should know?" "If I didn't want you to know or trust you enough I wouldn't be sitting here. Besides how many people do you think I would admit I might cry to?" I was starting to feel honored he was about to tell me something so personal and difficult to share. I had this feeling going through me sorta all tingly and stuff. Kinda excited. "Okay this is my sad story. This stays here Dylan. Phil knows a lot of this but there are some things I never told him I was too embarrassed to admit them or even say them out loud before now." "I don't know what to say Max I almost feel like I shouldn't be this lucky to know any of this." "Its okay Dylan really I care enough about you now to share this. I just hope Brad doesn't bother us while we are talking." "If he does I will chase him away." "Okay... here we go." He took a deep breath and swallowed hard. "It all started when I was seven, about ten years ago. Dante was four at the time and I swore I would do anything to keep him safe no matter what after this happened. But anyway this isn't totally about Dante its more my problem. As you will see it all comes together and when I am done you might understand more why I need to see him so badly. Well anyway I was seven and one day my older cousin decided to come over. My uncle's son. He was fifteen and I looked up to him at that time. We always got along and he would treat me good. We never had any problems. So one day he came over unexpectedly and my mom wasn't home and my dad was sleeping after a long night of work. I let him in and he smiled at me and started talking to me about things. At the time I didn't understand much of what he said and was trying to explain to me so I listened and followed him. We went to my bedroom and he shut the door. Dante was asleep so we weren't bothered. He told me he had a really big secret and he wanted to share it with me but I could never tell anyone because he was making this our private secret. He sat on my bed and called me over to him. I went over without hesitation." He swallowed hard and took a deep breath. "You okay Max?" "Yeah its just tough talking about it that's all. I will be fine." "Okay I just want to be sure." "He told me to sit next to him and he had something to show me. A present he called it I think. Keith was about 5'6 and on the skinny side. I never thought much about it. To me he was just big. He looked a little nervous and I remember thinking that because he was acting a little weird. He said he had something to show me and as you might have guessed by now he took down his zipper and reached his hand inside and took out his dick. It was huge or it looked huge to me since I was only seven and never really saw much cock before that. He smiled at me and asked me if I wanted to touch it. I reached out and felt it because I didn't want to upset him by saying no. I was a little curious since it was the first time for me and it was so big so I touched it and pulled away quickly. He said, its okay it won't hurt you. So slowly I reached out again and this time I gave it a gentle squeeze. It seemed to be getting bigger before my eyes as he sat there and of course now I know why but then I didn't have a clue. He said, did you like that... to me and I said it was okay but I didn't know how to respond. He stroked it a few times and then he asked me if I wanted to see it squirt. I really didn't but again I was a little scared now and I didn't really understand what he meant and I didn't know how he would react if I said no so I really didn't say anything. He stood up and I watched in amazement as undid his pants and they fell to the floor and then he lowered his underwear. It looked even bigger and his balls were hanging really low and I was kinda shocked to see such big ones bit I didn't touch them. He sat back down and started stroking it and eventually his hand got quicker and quicker and then some white stuff flew out. Of course now I know what it was but then it just surprised me to see something other then pee come out of a dick. He let out this loud moan just before he came and closed his eyes and seemed to get really quiet for a while." "Now you know what it was Max but I can't imagine how scared you must have been then." "Yeah but that was just the beginning Dyl. After he came he put it away and cleaned up what squirted out. I didn't see him after that for about a week and for some reason I was okay about it and I kept our secret. Then one day he showed up and again he timed it so my father was asleep. I was a little more reluctant about letting him in this time but he sweet talked me into it really quick. This time Dante was awake and he didn't seem to like that at first. He took me up to my room again and this time he told me I had to get undressed. I didn't want to but he gave me a look and it scared me. I took off all my clothes and he stared at me for a bit and then he took out his thing and started jerking it. He made me get closer to him and he reached out and started playing with mine with one hand while he jerked with his other. Again he came and this time it was so strong he fell back on my bed and was really quiet for a while. I got dressed while he laid there and when he got up he smiled at me and told me good bye. Dante never knew anything that time. He visited over again and again sometimes twice a week and each time got a little bolder and when I tried to say no once he got mad and scared me so I would let him in. This went on for a while and I could never figure out how he knew my father would be asleep each time." "Wow I feel really bad about this Max you can stop if you want to." He took a deep breath. "Nah its okay now, it bothered me for a long time and again none of this was fun for me ever!" "Okay I am here for you but I just wanted to let you know you can stop anytime." "Thanks Dyl. This was going on for a while maybe a month and other then that one time he really never wanted me to do anything or really touched me again but he just wanted me to watch. Then one day things got really bad. He showed up and we went up as usual and he told me he wanted to stick his cock in my ass and he asked me where the hand cream was. I got scared and I went to get it and locked myself in the bathroom. I didn't hear anything for a while so I finally came out thinking he had left and he had Dante with him and they were both naked. I got so scared I went to get my father but he got up and grabbed me and told me that if I did anything he would hurt us bad. He made me watch as he started playing with Dante and I started crying. I told him to stop and do it to me but he seemed to be happy with him." I was looking at him and listening as a tear ran down his cheek. "He got all hard and tried to make Dante sit on it but Dante started to scream and cry so he stopped and hushed him quiet by putting his hand over his mouth. Eventually he got quiet and he let go of him and he ran to me. I held him for a minute but Keith wanted more and he wasn't about to stop. He told me to go put Dante in his room and make sure he was quiet or else. So I dressed him and led him back to his room and told him to be good. He promised me he would and I shut his door and went back. I was too scared to know better. I should have just gone and woke my father. I went back to my room and he told me to shut the door and come over to him. He was big and hard when I walked over and he told me to take off all my clothes. I said no and he grabbed me by the arm and threatened me. He said do it or else he was gonna punch me in the belly till I couldn't breath." He stopped again and wiped his eyes. "I'm okay Dyl. Just need a sec okay?" "Sure." I got up to leave and he asked me where I was going. "To give you time alone." "No please stay I am almost done." "Okay Max I'll stay." I sat back down and he continued. "So he made me lay on the bed and he got behind me and you can figure out the rest. The pain was horrible and he told me to shut up or scream into the bed or else I was dead. He pushed hard into me and after a bit the pain went away but he just went faster and faster until I felt something warm inside me and then he let out this loud moan and then backed off me. He took me in the bathroom a bit after and cleaned me up. It was quite a mess and I won't go into details but there was a little blood. This happened two more times and then he stopped. Each time it was horrible and the pain never really eased much. I didn't know why he stopped until one day when I got home from a friends house and my father was sleeping as usual and Dante was acting really weird. He was in his room and all quiet. I didn't know then but the next day I found out my cousin came over while I wasn't there and I put the rest together myself and asked Dante what happened. It took a while to get it from him but eventually I found out that he fucked Dante in the ass since I wasn't there. He never did anything after that for some reason but Dante was messed up for a while and I didn't know how to handle things and I was too scared to say anything now because I figured my father would have blamed me for not saying anything sooner. I still haven't forgiven myself for what he did to Dante, Dylan." He barely got my name out before he had to take a deep breath and bury his head in his hand. I felt so bad for him I just put my arm around him and held onto him. Eventually he was okay but there was little doubt this pain had taken a huge toll on him over the years. He cleared his throat and wiped his cheeks with the back of his hand. His eyes were red and so were his cheeks. Eventually he composed himself enough to continue. "Well anyway a few years went by and when my cousin was eighteen I was ten or so. He showed up one day. He didn't come near us but he went to my father and was talking to him. They kidded around and he left. I never knew what that was about but it was the first time I saw him in almost two years that day. I later found out he came over to say goodbye because he was going away to college and wouldn't be back for a while. He was going to stay there, work there and so on. I wanted to tell my father but again I felt that he would have blamed me. Four years passed and one day he shows up at my door and all that pain came back to me. He was twenty two and I was fourteen. He took me aside and asked me if I remembered the game we used to play when I was younger and I told him yes and it wasn't a game it was rape. He got mad and smacked me across the face a few times and grabbed me and took me around back to a private spot. When he got me there he told me if I ever told on him he would cut my balls off and then kill Dante and then me afterwards. Then he told me he wanted to fuck me hard and... Just as he was about to my mother showed up and stopped it totally by accident. Little did she know I was just moments from getting fucked from him again and my mother saved me! To this day she doesn't even know. He saw her smiled at her and walked over to talk to her. I took off the other way and disappeared for an hour. When I knew he was gone I went back inside. My mother acted like everything was fine which it really was to her and she even asked me if I was going to miss Keith while he was away. It took every ounce of strength I had not to say anything right there! I just turned and went to my room shut the door and started bawling into my pillow!!" He started crying now and I didn't know what to do. I just slid over and tried to hold him and eventually he just grabbed me and held me tight. I was crying too and felt so bad for him. Finally he regained control of himself and told me he was okay and he wanted to finish. I didn't know how he could he was so messed up so I went to get him some water and thankfully no one was around because I didn't want them seeing I was crying either. When I got back he was a little cleaned up and I gave him the water and he finished up. "I was alone in my room and a mess from him scaring me so I went and took a shower and Dante walked in on me by accident and saw how messed up my head was. I had to practically beg him not to say anything and I told him about it. We cried over it and he agreed that it would be our secret. One day my cousin showed up again almost a year later and I just wanted to run away. I was fifteen and Dante was twelve. There is about three and a half years between us. Anyway because Dante was home and I had a feeling if I left he would just fuck him instead so I didn't go. No one was around but us that time and I tried to run and lock myself in the house but he got to me too fast. He told me what he wanted to do this time and I told him no and I fought him and ran in the house. He followed me but he couldn't catch me and I was safe. I made it in without him. He was outside yelling up to me and I looked out the window and he was holding Dante. I panicked and ran downstairs with a baseball bat. I hid it and went outside. When he saw me he let Dante go and Dante looked at me and started to cry. He knew what Keith wanted. I told him it would be okay and he needed to just stay clear for a while. He didn't know what I was going to do. He watched as we went inside and as soon as I got to the bat I grabbed it and turned and swung. I got him right across the back and he fell. I was too scared to hit him in the head so I started swinging at his legs and after the fourth swing someone grabbed the bat. I turned and it was my father. Instead of asking me what was wrong he started screaming at me and smacked me around for what I did before ever asking what happened. He told Dante to call 911 and told me to go in the house. The ambulance came and somehow he got things straightened out and they took Keith away to the hospital. I don't really know how he explained it and why I wasn't arrested but for whatever reason my father came to me later that day and asked me what was wrong with me and that if I didn't tell him the truth he was going to turn me over to the cops. I was so confused I started to tell him what Keith was doing all those years and how he sexually hurt me and Dante and so on and he didn't believe me or maybe he did and just didn't want to hear it. To this day I still don't know why he didn't help even with Dante trying to back my story. He told Dante he never wanted him to mention it again and he threw some cash at me and told me to get the fuck out of his house and that he never wanted to see me again. That was when I took off and a week after I left Phil found me. That was two years ago and I have been here ever since Phil found me that day." "Where was your mother all that time?" "Mom worked during the day and dad worked at night so she was hardly around. Keith knew that and used it to his advantage. The first time I called home a year later I got lucky and Dante answered. My father wasn't around and Dante told me that Keith was doing okay and dad eventually threatened Keith about what he did to us and that was all that happened. He also told Dante to keep his mouth shut if he knew what was good for him. My mom still doesn't know the whole story and thinks I just ran away. Dante is sick over me being out of his life and every time he mentions it to my father he just threatens Dante. I have a feeling something weird was going on between my father and Keith or something some where but my father never said anything. I want so badly to talk to my mother but I am still afraid of what my father might do to her or Dante if he knew I was around or even if he found out that my mother knew this horrible story. As far as she knows I am a runaway and they filed all the proper paperwork with the police back home according to Dante. At least that is what he was told. There are a lot of unexplained things Dylan but I am too scared to make any waves out of fear for Dante and my mom. So far he said everything is a little better but my mom still cries over me being gone and my father is so powerful that she stopped asking questions about it a while ago. It's so fucked up I only know half of what he told her, whatever my brother heard or was told by my mother since I left. Dante said she loves him a lot and tells him she wishes I was there and it kills him that he knows I am out here and he can't help me. I have to call him at 4pm tomorrow at the payphone. Last time we talked he said he has a plan and is going to try to get away by telling my mother he is gonna go sleep over a friends house for a few days. School is closed for him this week too so it just might work. He said he thinks it will work and his friend is going to back him incase one of them calls the house. Apparently they have it worked out and Dante's friend is really close with him and knows some about me and really wants to help Dante out with this. I don't know much more but I do know Dante wants to see me and maybe come with me for a day. I live over fifty miles from here Dylan and Phil only knows some of what I told you that is why I wanted your help incase something goes wrong." "You got it. Anything I can do I promise I will do for you! I just don't know why you don't tell Phil more about this Max." "No! I can't say anything to Phil about this. Not yet okay?" "Sure its okay you have my word." "Thanks Dyl, maybe after I see Dante I will talk to Phil especially if something goes wrong but right now I can't. It's too risky to say something and I don't know how crazy my old man is until I at least talk to my brother. He might lose it and kill my mom for all I know." Wow this is heavy shit and it sure seems like Max is backed into a corner. "Max how many times have you talked to Dante?" "Three so far. We have been keeping it to a minimum just incase but he begged me last time to come get him and I miss him so much that I finally said okay only after I saw how far he went to make things happen on his end." "He's pretty smart isn't he?" He smiled. "Yeah he's my bro, He IS really smart!" He was glowing when he said that to me. I can see the love in his face. "What does Lisa know Max?" "Nothing, I care a lot about her but I can't risk it. She might say something to try and help and make things worse without realizing it. I only told you because I have been watching you since you moved in and after I got home the other morning and you backed me it just clicked and I knew I could trust you." "Sure can! I will do anything I can for you Max." "I know, he gave me a huge hug, I am sure there are a lot of things you still probably want to know like... if what Keith did to me made me gay or stuff like that... so if you have questions I will tell you anything else you want to know now since you listened to me and helped me while I told you this shit. Hell you are amazing Dyl to stick with me even after I said all this shit to you." "Actually you are amazing to be able to deal with all that shit and still be alive. I am proud of you Max." "Thanks Dylan that means a lot to me." "Yeah well I guess its time for me to be a little honest now Max. I always wished you were gay and I can understand why you wouldn't be. You certainly act straight. Only thing is you let me see you naked that time and then once more after that so it made me wonder about you. Sorry I don't mean to be so up front but you have given me such mixed signals that make me really confused or I thought I was. I understand a lot more now but yeah I definitely wanted to know more about what you like Max." "For a long time I wasn't sure Dyl. Even now I still have some doubt but since Lisa showed me what its like to have a girl in my life it's become a lot easier now to see what I like. You already know we haven't had sex but... oh what the hell you already know everything else now. We make out a lot and she offered but really Dyl I want to but I am scared to. After all that happened to me when I was younger I am really scared to show myself to her and have her touch me. There I said it! You can laugh if you want to but I said it! I am scared to have sex!" "Oh come on Max I would never laugh at you man! I really care so much about you even more now that you told me all this. I wouldn't even think of laughing at you I respect you way too much." He gave me a huge hug and shocked me by kissing me on top of my head. "You are really special Dylan. I am so glad I opened up to you. Thanks man! Do you think anything is wrong with me, I mean I don't want to hurt her but I am just not ready to be with her beyond friendship. How can I tell her that?" I smiled at him. "Thanks Max but..." "But what Dyl?" "I don't know what to tell you about Lisa and friendship. Take your time I guess. She sounds like that kind of girl that will wait a while and eventually you can tell her what is going on maybe soon. As soon as this week if Dante comes with you." "Yeah you are right, thanks again Dyl. I am so lucky to have you as my friend especially now." "Your welcome but I still want to know..." "Know what?" "Are you..." I paused. "Gay? Honestly I don't think so but with a cute guy like you around... I'll leave it at that okay?" "Sure." I said. I was beaming. I didn't want to show it but he really made me smile. "Don't get any ideas Dyl, I really like you but I think I am gonna stay with women until I know for sure. My butt has had more than enough if you get me." "Yeah I sure do. I am so sorry for you though Max I wish I could have been there for you sooner." "I wish I could have told you sooner and truth be told, if Dante wasn't so damn set on seeing me I might have never told you or anyone for a long time!" "Well I am just glad he is and you did!" "Yeah me too!" He rubbed my head and got up off my bed. He had been standing and sitting the whole story. He seemed so messed up he really couldn't do either for too long. "I have stuff to do, I'll catch up with you later Dyl okay?" "Sure. Talk to you later Max man!" He smiled at me and walked out. I was messed up from all that but mostly I understood. He really threw me for a huge ass loop with that story! Even more when he admitted I was cute and he might still be gay or maybe bi? Oh well its nice to dream about someone with a body as hot as his being my lover? It's just a thought... At least I have Brad! Phil yelled up for dinner. I looked at the clock and it was almost 6pm. His story took a lot of time to share. I was hungry now too. I met Brad in the hall and we went downstairs together. I leaned in at the bottom of the steps and kissed him on the cheek. "What's that for?" he asked. "Because I care a lot about you and I was helped to remember that before when something happened to make he think about things." "Yeah well I don't know what you mean but I am glad for whatever it was." We made our way to the kitchen and sat at the long table. It was set with the usual plates, glasses, and utensils for us. "What are we having Phil?" "I decided to have something special tonight. He looked around the table... at Max, Brad and then me. I have all of you here and I know it has been a tough day of mixed emotions for all of you. A day of up's and down's. Good and bad. I hope things get better for all of you but for now a special treat. Chef!" Chef came out carrying spare ribs and we all cheered. He brought out plenty. Enough for all of us to pig out and fill up on. Then he brought out candied yams and home fries smothered in sour crème and some other sauce. It was almost too much. The room smelled awesome. We all dug in and started to enjoy the feast in front of us. Phil watched us and smiled as we filled our bellies. He was very happy knowing he ordered up one of our favorite meals. We all love ribs and I can't get enough of them! "Eat up boys because there is a lot and if you still have room there is hot apple pie and ice cream for dessert." "What's the reason Phil? I asked. We have all had bad days before." "True but I felt a little extra pain in this house today and I care so much about all of you boys that I wanted to do something special tonight." We all thanked him several times. He does special things for us every day and we all made sure he knew we cared about the way he treated us as we praised him through out dinner. Max looked at me a few times and smiled and I smiled back. We bonded tonight that's for sure. After dinner none of us could move. I told Phil dessert would have to wait and I think Brad and Max said the same. I went for a walk after dinner just because I felt so full. As I passed the diner Max came out of no where almost scaring the shit out of me. "Sorry bro. I saw you leave and wanted to go with you." "Really you want to walk with me?" "Yeah after today I think we sorta bonded." "I don't think, I know Max that was a real hard thing to deal with for both of us!" "Yeah, sorry you had to hear all that." "No don't be sorry! I stopped walking and looked at him. I have never felt so much emotion from anyone in my life like I did from you today Max as sad as it was it was one of the most horrifying and at the same time passionate things I ever heard or dealt with in my life and I was truly honored you shared it with me. If we weren't outside I would hug you right now Max. You showed me and told me things today I never expected to hear about anyone in my life. I don't even have the right words to tell you how I feel about it." I smiled at him. "I think you said it pretty good just then." He put his arm around me as we walked. No one was really around as we walked past my old box and hiding spot. "This is where you were hiding isn't it?" "Yeah, it was pretty bad for me too. I guess fate brought me here to you guys as it did for Brad and maybe Jake too if he ever turns up." "So Dyl I know you have hinted but why did you leave. I mean really why did you leave?" "You know most of it Max I really didn't have much to hide when I told my story." "Really there isn't something you didn't share?" I thought about what he said while we walked some more. "My mom was a druggie who didn't care about me and I had to have sex with men to eat and sometimes keep clothes on my back." "You never told me that Dyl. I knew you had a mom who was into drugs but I never heard you had to sell yourself on the street. I'm really sorry man. That had to be tough. So you know what if feels like to take it too I guess." "You mean get fucked in the ass?" "Yeah you said you had to sell yourself on the street right?" "Yes but I controlled it not them. No one ever got near my ass with a cock. A few times a couple of guys found it with their finger but that was it. No one really even got into it. I was pretty lucky I guess." "Sorry Dyl I just thought when you said you had to sell yourself that meant all of you." "I could have but I wanted to save my ass for the person I fell in love with some day." "That's awesome! One day someone is going to really be lucky to have you." "I guess... I have ideas about who I want it's just too bad they have their own ideas" He looked at me. I thought he was going to say something but he didn't. I wonder if he got the hint that I meant him. We walked on further. It was nice to have company and the night was pretty neat too. It was really nice outside tonight. We walked on and it began to get dark. It was close to 7:45 now and finally the days were getting longer. Well at least sunset was getting later. "Any ideas on what you are gonna tell Dante tomorrow?" "No I really don't have much to say I just want to see him and hold and hug him Dylan." "I can imagine. Too bad I couldn't do that." "Huh?" "Makes me wish I had a brother." "You have Brad." "Yeah and I care a lot about him but he isn't blood." "Yeah I get what you mean." I turned to head back home. But I stopped for a second. I was starting to get tired after a long day full of activity. The pool and screwing and this walk had me ready for bed. No game tonight so I think I am just gonna go online and chat for a bit and then go to bed. Long day ahead tomorrow between Brad and the shrink... now I am calling him that... and I can't wait to see how things are gonna go between Max and Dante. "I think its time to head home." We were about a good mile from home now near the border of our town and Summitville which was next to us. "Hey Dyl look!" He pointed at a kid who had a backpack on and was walking about a block away from us. "Do you think that could be him?" "I don't know Max. HEY JAKE!" I yelled out. The kid turned and looked at us. "JAKE?" I yelled again. He stopped and we started to head his way. As he saw us coming he bolted. "Should we chase him?" "Nah Max it's not worth it and he is probably scared shitless and wondering how we know his name. At least he is around and we will catch up with him soon. I am guessing he isn't going any place if he has stayed this long." "Yeah you are probably right." "Poor kid I bet he is starving thought. I wish he would let some one help him." "He's scared Max; I bet he doesn't think he has a friend in the world right now." "I just hope we get a change to let him know we are out here for him Dyl." "Yeah me too!" We started to walk home. "You gonna tell Phil?" "Yeah if I brought my cell with me I would have called him from here." "Yeah but you know by the time Phil got here he would probably be long gone." "Yeah but we could have tried Max we had nothing to lose." "Oh well maybe next time." As we walked on darkness set in and Max put his arm around me. It surprised me a lot but I was enjoying the attention just as much! He reached up to my head and gave it a rub messing my hair. "You sure are a good egg Dylan! I'm glad you are here and I got the chance to be your friend." "Thanks Max I feel the same about you." We walked the rest of the way pretty much in silence and as soon as we hit the house I ran in and yelled for Phil. "I'm in here!" he said. "Phil we were out walking and we saw Jake." "Really, where?" "The end of town." Max said. "What happened?" We explained what we tried to do to him and he seemed to be happy. "At least we know he is around and eventually we will catch him." "Yeah, that's just about what I said to Dylan after he bolted." "I'm going to my room." "Me too." Max added. "Okay good night boys. I probably won't see you anymore tonight. I am going out for a bit I have a meeting and won't be in until after 11." "Night Phil" we both said almost together. I headed upstairs and Max went to the kitchen. I went in my room and turned my screen on. The computer was already running. I had three messages waiting for me. Craig, Tommy and Shawn all i-m'ed me. Only Craig was online now though. I typed hi to him. Cgman: Hey dude JDboy: Hey what's up? Cgman: Just wanted to thank you for today. The pool was awesome and the naked stuff was a little weird at first but it really got interesting as we played on JDboy: glad you enjoyed it. I know I did! Cgman: I hate to admit it but it almost... JDboy: Almost what? Cgman: Let's just say it was exciting... I don't want to give you the wrong idea okay? JDboy: sure I understand. Glad you liked it. Cgman: lots dude, lots! Just wanted to tell you I gotta run. Mom is calling me. JDboy: TTYL. Cgman: k, ttyl Interesting, he seemed to have enjoyed the nudity I wonder what that means. He didn't have to say anything but he did. Just then Brad walked in. "Hey come here, read this..." He came over and read my chat with Craig. "Wow man do you think that he..." he has a surprised look on his face as I looked at him. "Not sure but you gotta wonder now don't you?" "Yeah for sure! I need to talk to you anyway okay?" "Sure what's on your mind?" "I'm scared about tomorrow Dyl. What if the doc says that I am sick or mental or something?" "First off he isn't going to say that B so stop worrying. The most he is going to probably do is ask you about your past and the dreams and then maybe tell you some stuff. But what do I know I'm not a doctor." "I would feel a lot better if you were there Dyl." "Yeah I know but I can't go or I can but I can't be in there with you its all private stuff!" "Yeah I know. Phil already told me some of what I should expect." "Then just chill B, its gonna be fine man. You need to talk to someone and get help. I can't do it anymore." He came over and put his arms around me from behind and hugged me that way. "Yeah I know Dyl...sorry I am putting you through this." "Look Brad. I got up and faced him. Don't worry about what is happening to me. I am worried sick over you and now that you are finally going to talk to someone I want you to tell him everything about your past. If you want to talk about us that's up to you but when it comes to you and your dad and all that shit don't leave anything out! The more he knows about you the better he can help you okay?" "Sure Dyl, no problem. As long as when I am done you will be around and I can come see you." "I should be around no problem." We hugged and I held him tight. "I'll be here for you my love." That slipped out. I don't think I have ever said that before. He didn't break our embrace when he heard it so I guess I am okay saying that mushy stuff. He let go of me and sat on my bed. I chatted with a few others while he watched over my shoulder. "Oh Brad I almost forgot. I turned to him. Max and I were out tonight taking a walk and we saw Jake. He was about a block away from us. I yelled to him and he stopped and turned to us but when we tried to go to him...he took off like his ass was on fire." "Kewl! At least he is still around then huh?" "Yeah, eventually we will get him I just know it. Then we will have four of us here and who knows maybe he is really cute Brad." "He better not be too cute I don't need to fight over you!" "Yeah right like he will come running to me! How do you know if he won't like you and make me chase you?" "Because I have never been that lucky. Usually I am the one to get screwed!" "Poor baby!" He reached out and punched me in the arm. Not hard just enough to let me know I was mocking him and he didn't like it. I went back to chatting for a while. He got up and told me he was going for a drink and asked if I wanted something. I told him to bring me back a soda. Tommy came online followed by Jon. Almost like they were chatting on the phone or something and came on together. Jon I-m'ed me right away. He thanked me for today and asked me if I had fun. I told him yes and thanked him for showing off. He lol'ed me and told me anytime. Now he has me thinking for sure. I wanted to say more but I didn't want to push things. But next time we are alone face to face I might ask him...that would be awesome!!! Getting that thing hard... I can't imagine how big it would get!!! We chatted about some things for a bit and finally Tommy chimed in. He wasn't too happy about today and he basically said to me what Jon said just in reverse. He sorta enjoyed it but didn't like the nudity. I think he told Jon and me the same thing. He complained to Jon that he didn't like the naked games at the pool and he started bitching to me about not wanting to come over again if we were gonna play them again. So next time we are gonna play them he just won't be invited! End of story!! Brad came back and gave me my drink and asked me where Phil was. I told him to read the im's and then filled him in on where Phil went. He finished reading them. "Screw him! If he doesn't like nudity then he can stay home!" "I just said that to myself Brad. So next time we have fun we will just leave Tommy out and see how he feels after that. Personally I think it will just start a war that no one will win but I am not going to let anyone tell me what we can or can't do here outside of Phil." "I agree with you Dyl but you don't need to make enemies and neither do I. Aren't you worried that if you piss off Tommy he might go around and brag about what we are doing here?" "No, not really." "Why not... he could cause trouble or yell so loud that the guy's parents might hear about it and make them stay away from us." "You have a valid point but we have two things on our side." "Oh? What are they?" "First... if he ever said anything he would probably lose the others as his friend too because he would be hurting them as much as us by telling on them... and he was there... why did he stay if he didn't like it so much Brad? Honestly don't you think he would just cause himself just as much pain if he blabbed about this to anyone?" "What you are saying makes sense Dyl but sometimes kids don't think like you do and he might be mad or stupid enough to say something before he thinks it out." "Okay I get what you are saying. Look he is good friends with Jon right?" "Yeah they do almost everything together." That just made me think even more to myself that if Jon is gay and Tommy is blind to that then what is really up with all of this... "Okay then if they are that close I think I might have a small talk with Jon. We are decent friends and he might put a bug in Tommy's ear instead of us not inviting him and causing problems that way. How's that?" "Better at least that way you might get somewhere Jon is a lot easier to talk to then Tommy he can really be stubborn sometimes." "Yeah I know!" I picked up the phone. "Who are you calling?" "Jon. I want to do this now." "Okay." He said. "Jon? Hey it's me, Dyl. Are you free? Yeah okay... good...yeah I want to talk to you in person can we meet somewhere? Sure...ten minutes. Thanks bye." "He is on his way to the field and I am gonna peddle over and we are gonna talk there. I'll fill you in when I get back." "Okay do you want me to come?" "Nah I better do this alone." "Okay see ya when you get back." "I won't be long its dark out and I don't really like being outside on my bike after dark." I headed out and got on my bike and headed to the field. At this hour no one should be around and we can talk freely. We got there at the same time as I peddled up to the light at the payphone. "Hey Dyl, what's up you sounded worried on the phone." "Not worried but concerned... it's about the fun we had today at the pool." "Oh yeah let me guess...Tommy?" "You know?" "Not really but I know he wasn't happy at all. We talked after you and Brad left us on the bikes earlier. I told him it was nothing and he should chill about it because he didn't need to lose you guys as friends." "Really? Wow what did he say?" "He said he hates fags and gay shit and it really upset me so I left it at that." "Oh, he didn't say anything after that?" "No but I wanted to Dyl. I almost did... I almost..." He was looking at me oddly. "You know don't you?" I wasn't sure but I shook my head yes just to play this out. "How long have you known?" "A while Jon and..." "No please let me talk first okay?" He looked around to make sure no one was there. "Jon it's cool I totally understand if you are gonna say what I think you are." "Huh?" "Look I don't want to say the wrong thing Jon so why don't you go first. No one is here and you have my word anything we talk about stays private okay?" "Look man you gotta promise! This is big for me to admit." "I swear no one will know and anything you tell me will stay with me." "Okay but...you said you know...I'm gay?" I smiled at him. "What why are you smiling? Please tell me you don't hate me Dylan." I reached out and put my hand on his shoulder. "Jon its kewl man I am too and so is Brad." His mouth dropped open. "NO SHIT! Are you two..." I shook my head yes. "Awwww man that is so awesome! I am so totally jealous of you two!" "So do you feel better now Jon?" "Fuck yeah like a ton of bricks was just lifted off my shoulders! This is so totally awesome! How long have you known about me?" "Two minutes now I think?" "Huh, but you said..." "No I thought I knew... you just told me now and now I really know. So only two minutes bro!" He gave me a hug. Then he looked around like he was in trouble. "Relax Jon... no one is here and honestly I really don't care who knows about me now that you do and hell... you are too." "Yeah we are both or should that be all three of us a bunch of fags!" We started laughing. "Hey I just realized you saw me totally naked today that must have been tough." "IT was AWESOME! Both Brad and I were like DAMMMMNNN... he is huge!" He was smiling wide now. "Thanks Dyl, that means a lot to me." "Yeah well you showed it I didn't make you. Well not really the game did." "Yeah and did you see Craig's ass Dyl...I thought I was gonna get wood right there in the pool!" "I did!" I said to him. He started laughing. "So you and Brad! That is awesome. Do you care about him?" "Yeah I love him... I think... but that's not the point now I am just glad we met tonight." "Yeah me too. I almost feel like I need a blow job now after all that hot stuff at the pool today Dylan. I smiled at him. "Have you ever been with another guy Jon?" "No, I am a virgin, he said shyly. I wanted to this one time when I thought I found a kid at camp who might have been gay but I was too scared to ask or well ya know what I mean." "Yeah I sure do." "Tell you what I don't think we should do anything in the park together but I really want to pop your cherry so to speak. He started laughing. Are you alone tomorrow at all?" "Yeah almost all day after my `rents' leave for work!" "Call me and we will hook up at your place. And no playing with it tonight okay?" "AWESOME!!! I promise no playing tonight. It might kill me but I won't squirt tonight. But what about Brad if he finds out won't he be mad or jealous?" "I think he will live and so will you." He laughed. "I gotta go man I told my mom I wouldn't be gone long. Thanks so much Dyl you made me so happy tonight." "Look...before you go I just want to tell you that we aren't committed and neither of us ever promised to not touch another guy so I should be fine if he ever found out!" "Okay...talk to you tomorrow... I can't freaking wait!" Yeah neither can I, I said to myself. I can't wait to see how freaking big your cock really is! He gave me another quick hug and went to leave. "Jon? One sec." "Yeah Dyl?" "Look I made a promise to you not to tell anyone about you but is it okay if I talk to Brad about it some, I mean I won't say anything personal but he was curious too and I told him I was going to see you since he was there when I called you." "You trust him and I trust you so just please don't say too much. It's okay if he knows I am gay. It's only fair since I know he is. I gotta go Dyl see ya tomorrow." He took off on his bike to go home. I headed home and thought I saw something or someone in the shadows. Now I was worried someone was here and heard or even worse saw all this. I swallowed hard and rode over to where I thought someone was hiding. Thankfully it was nothing more then shadows and since I didn't see anyone take off or hear anything I have to think we really were alone. I took off and headed for home myself. After I put my bike away I went inside and before I could shut the door Brad was all over me. "So what happened? Tell me I have been going crazy waiting!! Tell me please!" "Sheesh Brad let me get in the door." "Sorry I was dying the whole time you were gone and it seemed like you were gone forever! So what happened?" "I can't say." I was teasing now. "WHAT? COME ON! Why not you promised! Why the fuck not. What happened down at the field that you can't tell me??" "BRAD!!! Breathe... I laughed. Take a breath man I am teasing you!" His face was red and he actually looked mad like he was gonna blow a blood vessel. "Is anyone home?" I asked. "No do you really think I would have gone off like that if Phil was home? He would be taking me to see that doctor tomorrow and then another one because he really would have thought I lost everything in my head." "Well calm down it was a great meeting and I learned something." I smiled evilly at him. "Come on Dyl this isn't fair!" "Okay, okay. We talked and he told me..." Just then the door opened and Max walked in. "Great! Now I'll never find out." "Oh relax we will talk about it in my room. I turned to Max. What are you doing home so early?" "Its 10pm and since when do I report to you?" he said as he winked at me. Brad had his back to us and didn't see him wink. Max walked into the kitchen and Brad turned to me. "Damn he was never that rude before what's up with that?" "He was playing with me. We are fine. Believe me we are fine. Better then we have ever been." "Okay but the way he answered you I thought he was gonna bite your head off." "He winked at me after he said it and pointed at you. You had your back to him and were still mumbling about him coming in." "So how did you two get so close all of a sudden." "That is something I really can't tell you YET... give me a few days and I will probably be able to tell you something. What is happening between Max and I is really private. Sorry Brad." "That's fine as long as you tell me about Jon." "Yes in a minute as soon as I talk to Max. Go up and I will meet you in my room." "Okay." I walked into the kitchen and he was pouring himself a drink. "Hey... you really had Brad going." He looked at me and started laughing. "What my answer to you?" "Yeah, he thought you were mad." "Did you tell him I was kidding?" "Of course I did but why are you home so early?" "Lisa has an early appointment and she wanted to go to bed early. I was bored so I decided to come home early for a change. Anything new here?" "Not really Phil is out at some meeting." "Yeah he told me he has a town meeting tonight at town hall." "Anything important?" "Nah just usual town crap since he is on the board of trustees he has to be there." "Oh boring!" "Yeah right, sure is!" he said back to me. "You excited about tomorrow Max?" "Excited and scared. Too many things can go wrong Dyl." "Yeah but how many things can go right Max?" "Yeah I know I just guess I am scared." "Is there any possibility that you might actually take that call from him and come back with him tomorrow?" "That is what I want to do Dyl. I want to get him and bring him back with me so he eats here tomorrow night. I'll call you as soon as I get off the payphone tomorrow okay?" "Yeah that sounds great you might also want to think about what you are gonna tell Phil." "I have been already. I am sure he won't mind but he is really gonna be shocked." "Yeah I think you might be right there." "I am so nervous I am gonna go to my room Dyl, I'll talk to you later I need to go relax some." He walked by and I smacked him on the ass. "Hey! No touching the merchandise." "Yeah I know how much you hate that." We both laughed as he walked through the swinging door out of the kitchen. I grabbed a drink too and headed up to my room. I am sure Brad must be looney by now waiting for me. I walked in and shut the door behind me. "Geeze about freakin time!" "Bite me Brad!" He didn't know how to react to that comment. He looked a little dumbfounded. "Relax I am not mad. So this is what happened...I got there and I mentioned Tommy and Jon almost immediately said he knew I was gonna go there. He was expecting me to talk about him for some reason. Apparently Tommy is anti-gay and he made sure Jon knew that. So Jon looked at me and just lost it Brad." "What do you mean he lost it?" "He said you know don't you to me. I shook my head yes and he got scared. He wound up admitting to me he was gay but he was very scared to talk about it." "HE IS GAY TOO? SWEET! I sorta thought so we even talked about it." "Yes and not that you are gonna tell anyone but you need to tone it down and stop screaming." "Sorry but I thought he was especially after what he did at the pool." He was smiling so widely he looked so excited. "Wait that means Tommy really insulted him then didn't he?" "Yes and Jon and he are good friends and you can do the math. Jon was really hurt by what Tommy said. Wait till the day when he finds out he is gay. That is something I don't really want to see." "Yeah its gonna be a tough day. Also Tommy said he isn't really interested in coming here anymore if we are gonna play naked swimming again." "Guess that's just too fucking bad for him isn't it?" "Yeah I guess so and the other thing we talked about was how we both enjoyed Craig's cute ass." "Yeah that was sooooo sweet. I bet he loved that." "Yup sure did. Look the only other thing is I told him about you too. I figured it was only fair since I told him I was going to share what I knew with you. So both of you know one another is gay." "Oh hell I don't care I am happy you said it to him at least that's one more person we don't have to hide from outside this house." "I know. So over all today wound up pretty good." "Sure did!" I am beat Brad I am gonna go shower and probably go to bed." "Since we did it last time and I really loved it do you want to share the shower again?" "Hell yeah, but remember not that Max cares but he is home and he probably doesn't need to see either of us or both of us go in there together. I really don't want to do much in there just wash and we'll see about anything else okay?" "Sure I am tired too but I can always go for a squirt." "Not me, not tonight okay? If you want to cum its fine maybe we can even do that in the shower but tonight I think I am just gonna wash and hit bed right after." "Okay Dylan, no problem." We headed upstairs together and to our rooms to get clothes for after the shower. We met in the bathroom and Brad adjusted the water and we got in. For some reason I was really tired so he soaped up and washed my back and as he got to my ass it really felt good and perked me up. I turned around with a hard on, nothing new but I took the wash cloth from him and washed my chest and then started on his back. I washed his ass closely not missing a thing including running my finger over his hole a few times. I got a good amount of soap all over it. "I'm gonna do my hair finish washing your front." I told him. He washed his chest as I shampooed my hair. I rinsed off as he began to stroke himself with a soapy hand. By the time he let me take over he was rock hard and had most of the hard work done. "Are you close?" "Ahhh, so-so." I rinsed him off and he looked puzzled as I washed away all the soap that he was planning on using for lube. I got down on my knees and took his hard tool into my mouth and started sucking him off. He let out a moan and leaned back against the wall. "I'll take that over a hand job any day." I stopped for a second. "Yeah I bet you will." Then I went back to sucking, my free hand wandered to his balls and I began working both of them massaging them nicely. He was quiet until he took one deep breath and as I began to taste him he started firing away into my mouth. I backed off and let his last squirt fly out and land on my chest. Then I sucked the last bit of cum off the end of his cock as he just floated off and enjoyed his orgasm. I got up and washed him off of me and by then he was back from his pleasure. "That was great Dyl. Thanks for the blow job." "Beats a hand job any day doesn't it?" "Yup sure does." He turned off the water after washing his head and by then I was already out and drying off. He pulled back the shower curtain as I was leaning over to dry off my lower legs and he ran a finger up the crack of my ass. "Oh yeah that feels good!" "So why didn't you want to cum again tonight?" "I just didn't." "Oh okay just curious. You never turned me down before." "Just not in the mood to I guess." We dried off the rest of the way in silence. I brushed my teeth and left the bathroom dressed in my underwear as he began to dress. I was a step ahead of him. I left to go to my room. "Nite B." "Night Dyl. I'll probably be in if I can't sleep." "Yeah I know. I'll leave the other side of the bed open for you." I headed to my room. Even through all I just did in the shower the only thing on my mind the entire time was Jon. While I sucked Brad I was thinking about what it would be like to have all of Jon in my mouth. It's amazing I got through it without mentioning Jon's name. I got into bed after I turned off the light and pulled the freshly cleaned blankets up to my chest and closed my eyes. Tomorrow is gonna be a huge day between meeting Jon, Brad's doctor's appointment and Max possibly coming home with Dante. To be continued... dwednomail@hotmail.com