Date: Tue, 15 Sep 2009 14:42:44 -0700 (PDT) From: Pierre Guillotine <guillotineboulevard@ymail.com> Subject: Fond Memories 2 Comments, criticism, appreciation: guillotineboulevard@ymail.com Dear reader, This is a genuine narrative of something that happened when I was just a kid. It hasn't been altered in any way and it contains details that make it very special for me. It may seem a bit odd, but life sometimes makes less sense than fiction. I hope that you give this little story a chance, as I believe that most people can relate to such early experiences. And in case you wish to tell me about your own, you can do it over email. "Fond Memories 2" Just a few months after my memorable playdate with C., I was invited to his 7th birthday party. If I remember correctly, I was a couple of months older than him, so I should be 7 already. Compared to his later birthdays, that party was a little bit modest, just a reunion of friends and relatives at home. Cake, snacks, soda, children's music, presents... To be honest, that cozy mood was essential to enable the following events. The adults could be found in the living room, chatting. We, the children, were gathered in C.'s bedroom, about ten of us, playing with his extensive toy collection that now featured several new additions. All of a sudden, for no apparent reason, C. did something that shocked and amused us all. Maybe his intent was to entertain, maybe he just craved the attention, nevermind the reason: he let his khaki bermuda shorts slide down to his ankles, along with his grey briefs, and began to run bottomless around his room. Laughter ensued, and he seemed pleased with the response. He paid close attention to the living room crowd, whenever an adult approached, his pants would come up to their rightful place. C.'s stunt had the collateral effect of enticing my recently discovered sexual inclinations. For the next few days, in an attempt to quench my desire for nudity, I tried to spend as much time as possible with my pants around my ankles. Whenever I had a moment of privacy, my penis, my testicles and more importantly, my ass, would enjoy some freedom. But, no matter how naughty or exciting the feeling, it couldn't compare to the joy of doing it with C., I imagined - nudity loves company. Our next playdate should be interesting... Let's see how to describe the situation. We were playing in his room and I wanted to see him naked but I didn't know how to approach the issue. As it often happens when we're kids (and sometimes when we're adults as well), I was trying to avoid embarrassment, awkwardness, carefully choosing my words, but, in spite of my best efforts, I ended up saying it in the weirdest way possible. Something along the lines of "Remember how you got naked in front of everyone in your party, yeah? Do it again!" Children aren't very subtle, and as a child, C. didn't mind the clumsy approach and obliged. Now the show was private. He would briefly expose his lower body, giggle, and then pull his pants up. Repeatedly. Instead of joining him in that silly game, I did something that still amazes me to this day - I attempted to raise him by the waist (to which he reacted positively, by standing on his tiptoes) while bending my knees and lowering my head, to finally make my lips meet his buns in a gentle kiss, while mumbling something like "to kiss this little butt...", which somehow sounded a lot more sensual in our native language. My amazement is justified in the first place by the fact that such a move was too bold for someone with a personality like mine. In the second place, I was a 7 year old boy growing up in a religious household in the very early 90's, which means pornography or erotica were 100% inaccessible. I can only conclude that my actions and my words were instinctive. All of this happened behind closed doors because his parents were home, it was probably a weekend. His parents didn't normally object when C. kept his door closed, but one can never be too careful in this situation, and that's why he pulled his pants up right after the kiss. So, the routine that was repeated many times that day and during our subsequent playdates could be described as the following: first I would ask him to show me his adorable goodies, then I would crouch or kneel, kiss his butt cheeks, rub my face against his soft skin, or simply admire the faint speedo shaped tanline, and then he would get dressed again and we would resume our innocent activities.. No matter how many times I asked, he seemed enthusiastic about it every time, but always following that little ritual. Once in a while he would deny my request and tell me to wait a little, concerned that his parents would come in. I don't know whether it was genuine concern or just tease, that fact is that it spiced things up. It's a shame that I didn't get to explore more of his anatomy, like his penis for example, but I can't blame him for that, I'm sure he would give consent if I had tried. Given the nature of my first liberating-erotic experience, as described in the first installment of my story, the ass became such a symbol, such an object of desire that made me somewhat obsessed. I would only get to experience the wonders of the penis in another opportunity, with another friend. But this is just a recent regret, the enjoyment derived from that "worship of the derrière" was of such magnitude that I would have been unable to imagine ways of enhancing it back then - enjoyment that he apparently experienced to the same extent, given the fact that often times the first step of our ritual, where I asked him to expose himself, would be unnecessary: he would simply flaunt his bare rear-end and wait for the appreciation. I was frequently on my knees, so "worship" is indeed an appropriate word. I couldn't help feeling a little submissive in that position, even though I was the older one (as a child, a few months do matter), specially because it was up to C. whether or not I would get what I wanted. On the other hand, he exerted his "domination" by offering his ass to another boy. In other words: he was able to get me on my knees at will, but only by acting girlish. None of these power struggle issues ever crossed our minds back then, and if there was a struggle, it was a very sexy one that we thoroughly enjoyed fighting. Unfortunately, everything that's pleasant must come to an end, and eventually his parents and mine walked in on us (luckily he was just standing bottomless in front of me, there wasn't any contact going on). The details of that event aren't relevant to the purpose of this little story, so I will abstain from describing it. Despite our playdates becoming few and far between from that moment on, C. was responsible for making me sexually aware, so I could never forget him. All of my naughty experiences with other boys (which I hope to describe in the next installments) carry his influence, of how he touched my life and how I touched his delicious ass.