Date: Fri, 30 Aug 2002 11:14:57 -0400
From: mr. axl <mraxl55@msn.com>
Subject: For T.J. part 1

prologue:

"hey man, can you get a car tonight?"

"probably, why?"

"i wanna go to shepherdsville"

"you gonna drag me along to the stick to hang out with your girl?"

"no i got someone i want you to meet, he's really cool, his names t.j"


chapter 1

I was 14, i'd already been driving about a year (illegally of course), and
i always had access to a car, if i couldn't get a ride i could always
borrow one and if that didn't work i would just steal one.

Bill was a "horn dog"he was about six months younger than me.His girlfriend
was down right hot and she kissed his ass,but for some reason he always
felt the need to fuck around on her.  he was forever trying to get me to do
the same but i wouldn't, there was only one time i cheated on my girlfriend
and he knew nothing about that.

that night we drove out to meet T.J. and hung out a bit, i liked him
instantly and we quickly became friends. sometimes i would drop Bill of at
his girlfriends house and hang out with T.J.

It's a funny thing, girls didn't find T.J attractive but i thought he was
hot.  His eyes were blue his hair dark brown, he had pale skin and the
cutest freckles on his nose,he also had one of thse scratchy voices that
sound like he's never gonna get through puberty.  the thing that made
T.J. so amazing to me was that he seemed so care-free, he would try
anything.  he loved to ride skateboards and listen to punk,you know the sex
pistols, dead kennedy's and the chili peppers.

we spent many a night cruisin listenin to uplift mofo party plan.  Bill and
i had a band, Bill played bass,and i sang i also played either lead or
rhythm, depending on the needs of the band.  T.J. loved to hang out with us
at practice.

one night after practice we went to hang out with these girls that Bill
knew, Michelle liked me but i already had a girlfriend, so i kept tryin to
hook T.J up but she wasn't havin it.  everytime i looked at her, she was
lookin at me and when she wasn't i was lookin at T.J.

T.J. and i left to take a ride and get some drink, mostly to get away from
her,and that's when he told me his life story how his mom just remarried,
and his step-da hated him,and his step-brother could do no wrong.

I stopped the car to take a leak and when i came back T.J. had gotten out
of the car, he was sittin on the hood.

"girl's don't like me"

"i mean, oh sure they'll be my friend but they won't date me"

i told him i though he was great and that they don't know what they are
missin.  he was cryin now and so i hugged him, he hugged back and i knew
all i needed to know as i felt his hardness press against my leg.

i began to get hard too so i pulled back and got into the car.


chapter 2

our band played a show one night and we got drunk back stage (actually it
was a utility closet)

after the show we were hungry and had to piss so we went to mcdonalds.  in
the bathroom me and t.j were waitin for an open urinal when suddenly t.j
just whipped out and pee'd in the sink.  two thoughts ran through my mind:
first, damn he's fuckin cool, and second, i want to touch those light brown
pubes and taste that pale/pink pecker.


I had a dream about me and T.J. one night...

it was just he and i on a camping trip, it was very secluded and suddenly
he stripped off all of his clothes and took off runnin into the dark woods.
naturally i followed and found him about half a mile away sittin a creek.

"i knew you'd come"

"how'd you know that?"

"i just did, and you're naked too"

"well so are you," i replied

i could see the moon reflecting off of his pale skin and the freckles on
his shoulders.  his gorgeouse abs.  I went to him he reached out and pulled
me into the water and to him kissing me passionately, pausing only to say.

"i've never done this before"

"neither have i," i lied

i then took the object of my desire in hand and felt him jump as he moaned
into my mouth.  he grew hard almost instantly,he then pulled me closer and
we began to grind one another for god-knows-how-long.

again i took him into my hand and began stroking him he returned the favor.
suddenly i felt him tremble and his knees buckled, as i supported him he
let out a sigh, "oohhh shiiiit," and then he went lythe in my arms as i
softly lowered him into the water.

when he recovered we returned to the tent.  T.J was getting cold so i held
him close to me.  as we snuggled he told me that we had never felt like
that before and he wanted to return the favor.

as i felt him grow hard i too started to rise.  he unzipped the bag so he
could work his way down, stopping at all the fun spots along the way.  when
he let his finger go to my sphincter, i shivered he then took me into his
mouth as he inserted his finger.  i was in heaven he worked up and down
stopping only to take my balls into his mouth.  then back to work i felt
myself starting to swell and without warning i exploded...

when i opened my eyes i was disoriented as ther was no t.j.  only my room.

i couldn't stop thinkin bout t.j. after that.

continued...