Date: Sun, 24 Jun 2001 12:38:26 -0700 (PDT)
From: IslandBoy 85 <islandguy1985@yahoo.com>
Subject: growing up sexually ch.7

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My little jerk off session with Trent did not change
the friendship between us.  We probably became
slightly closer to one another actually.  We started
to talk more often about masturbation and sex and
usually in the wide open.  Our other friend, Don,
picked himself up a girl friend, so we did not see
very much of him.  Trent and became best friends
really quickly.  However, I noticed that my attraction
to him was slightly stronger than friendship.  I did
not love the guy at all, but I was sexually attracted
to him.  Up until now, the only guy I had ever felt
any love towards was Matt, from a few chapters ago.
But, as you may remember, he turned into an asshole
and dated as many girls as he could.

So, the week at school went by rather fast.  On
Thursday Trent and I planned to go to the movies...I
think it was The Waterboy or something.. I can't
remember exactly.  We also planned that I would stay
over at his house again.  I preferred to stay over
there because since he was an only child and his Dad
made pretty good money, he was spoiled rotten.  His
room was slightly small, but it he had a guitar and
monitor for it, a large t.v., VCR, dual DVD player,
stereo equipment, and a few gaming consoles.  Needless
to say I enjoyed it at his house.  The only problem
with him was that he was kind of lazy and never wanted
to go to the beach or anything.  However, this was
good in a way in such that I got to spend more time
with him in his room.  Thursday night, before my
little sleep over with him, I began to get excited.
Even though I had already gone almost all the way with
guys before, just the idea of masturbating with him
excited me.  In my bed at home, I closed my eyes and
pictured ourselves jerking off next to eachother.
Then, in my little fantasy, I just reached over and
touched his smooth thick cock and started to jerk it
off.  Then, after groping his cock for a few minutes,
I leaned over and took it into my warm mouth and began
to suck on his head as well as I could.  I had my hand
on my cock thinking of all this and started to play
with myself at the idea.  I knew it was too risky
though so early in the friendship.  I had not gotten
any signals yet that he would be willing to fool
around, so I was not too determined to press on.  I
did, however, continue to press on my cock and soon
found myself under my sheets cumming like crazy and
getting my boxers wet and some of my blanket.  I was
far too spent to get up and clean, so I just fell
asleep with a wet dick and pubic hair.

The next day at school was a mixture of impatience,
cautiousness, and excite.  I was impatient for the day
to go on so we could go to the movies and more
importantly play with ourselves.  I was cautious not
to show my longing to masturbate together and also
cautious about not pushing it further than just mutual
masturbation.  I think that on that day, I walked
around school with a boner behind my books for most of
the time.

I got home, relaxed a bit, and then got ready for my
sleepover with Trent.  I packed my backpack with the
usual things, and then got dropped off at the movies.
I was just wearing jeans and a t-shirt, so I don't
think that I looked that great or anything.  When I
saw Trent, I liked what he was wearing, which was just
jeans and a football jersey.  I then, for the first
time, got a little of a `queer' idea from him.  I
noticed that when he talked he batted his eyelashes
quite a bit.  I didn't dwell on this much and instead
focused on the movies and constantly telling myself
not to push myself onto Trent later that evening.

The movie ended, and we got picked up by his parents.
We arrived at his house and just marched to his room
and plopped our asses onto the bed and just started to
chat idly and watch tv.  We talked about music, and we
both admitted we like Britney Spears.  I even admitted
to liking N' Sync a bit, but he did not go that far.
I also didn't tell him how I wanted to fuck Justin
`dirty pop' style!  After a bit of television, I made
a hint about the porno video.  He took the hint the
right way, but he said that we should wait for his
parents to hit the hay.  I respected that response,
but I started to prod deeper into him a little..
"Hey Trenty, have you ever wondered what a blowjob
feels like?" I asked him.
"Well, yeah, I guess it must be pretty good for all
the porno's to have them" He responded.
"I think they must be good too, my brother told me
that they are better than sex if they are done
properly" I said, mixing truth about the comment my
brother told me, but a lie, since I knew for damn sure
that they felt awesome.
"Really, wow..it must be good," He said back.
"Yeah, but I wonder what it is like for the girl, you
know, to have a guys dick in her mouth.  And what
about the cum?" I replied.
"Well, it must be okay if girls do it, but I know for
sure I would never suck cock, I hate the taste of cum
too" He said back.
I was almost devastated by his comments.  I tried not
to look taken aback, so I just continued talking.  I
thought, well, he didn't say that he wouldn't like one
from a guy or anything.
"I doubt it would be that bad to suck a dick, I think
my own cum tastes bad, but I bet that not all guys cum
tastes the same," I said to him.
"So are you saying you would suck cock?" He asked me.
"Well, I don't know.  I am not going to just say no to
something I have no idea about.  But it would also
depend on the situation.  Like for one, the guy would
have to wash it, he would never be able to tell
anyone, and, and, Oh I don't know.. Maybe I would" I
stumbled to him.  I was trying to pick my words
carefully.  I did not want to reveal that I was
already familiar with the art of cock sucking, but I
wanted to hint at an interest in it.  I continued,
"Well, I'm not sure about blowjobs, but I would
probably jerk another guy off or something...how bad
could that be?"
"Yeah, that can't be too bad.." He said back.
"Hey, all of this talk is getting me kind of hard, can
we watch the video on mute?" I asked.
"Yeah, sure" He said.  He then got the video out of
its hiding spot and put it in.  It was the same video
we had watched the weekend before, but I was already
hard.  I automatically pulled down my boxers and let
my dick free into the air.  He was not at that stage
yet, but I could identify a little bulge in his
shorts.  I forgot to mention that this time I was on
his bed.  Last time, I was on a cot next to his bed.
I don't know why we didn't put it out, I think we were
all just tired.  His bed was a queen size, so, it was
fine for the two of us.  This was better because I
could watch his crotch a lot easier now.  Let me tell
you that at this stage in my sexual life, I was
totally not into the love side of any of this.  I
didn't even like boys or anything, I just liked cock.
I was fascinated by what they could do.  I then, and
still now, do not consider myself gay.  I am sorry to
disappoint some of you.  I merely call myself
"try"sexual.  I know for sure though that I am bi.

Once again, my eyes drifted down to Trent's slowly
expanding cock deep in his shorts. I, being my usual
horny self, was hard as rock and already stroking my
14 year old dick.  I was getting pretty turned on by
my imagination, but also when I saw Trent undo his
shorts and slip them down.  I saw him in his boxers
and he stuck his hand into the little split thing in
them and started to touch his slightly hard lump.
	"Hey how you doing there buddy? Having a hard time
getting it up again?" I said to him humorously.  He
took his hand out and just lay there watching the
movie.  I thought for only a split second about my
next action.  I quickly reached over and tapped his
cock while saying "Hello Mr. Penis, you alive?"
Trent looked a little surprised, but he still laughed
and said back, "He will be if you continue to do that"

I took that comment as sort of a comment.  When I had
tapped him last time, I withdrew my hand rather
quickly just in case of a bad response.  I waited a
few minutes and noticed that his dick had gotten quite
hard.  So, I reached over and gave it a little yank.
His cock felt like twice the thickness of mine, and it
really turned me on.  I looked at Trent and he looked
like he did not mind.  To try and break the ice, I
said, "Man, dude, it feels weird touching someone
else's dick!"
	I was hoping that he would take that comment as a
hint, but I guess he was a little slow.  I then said
to him, "You wanna touch mine?"
He thought about it for a second, and said, "Yeah sure
what the hell."  He slowly reached over and wrapped
his fingers around my hard cock.  I was so horny I
like jerked up a little when he took hold of my
member.  He actually even rubbed it up and down a few
times and said, "Man, you are right, it is weird
touching another guys dick.."
I said back, "Yeah, but its kinda cool in my opinion."
I then took my hand and brought it back to his cock.
I slowly started to rub him up and down.  He, in the
meantime, seemed to be enjoying himself thoroughly.
He not even thinking, took his hand off of my dick,
and pretty much just stuck his hands behind his head
like he was some kinda fucking king.  I didn't mind
being a servant though.  I repositioned myself so that
my right hand was able to grasp his cock.  I took hold
of his thick shaft and started to stroke it like I
would do to my own.  He had a little pool of precum on
the tip of it, and I wiped it up with my finger, and
rubbed it on the underside of his head. He really
seemed to like that.  Meanwhile, I had my left hand
jerking myself off pretty well.  He had his eyes
closed like he was enjoying this.  I was literally
just tongues reach away from his cock.  I continued to
stroke his cock for a while, and then out of the blue,
I just leaned over, and slid the entire thing into my
hot mouth.  He jerked up in a mixture of surprise and
caution.  His dick actually went from being hard to
soft in my mouth.  I felt like absolute shit.  I took
my mouth off of his cock and just looked at him
sheepishly.  I put my hand back on his cock and tried
to jerk him off a bit.  He looked very confused and
not sure of what had just happened.  I decided it
would be best to let go of his cock and focus on my
own.  I still hadn't said  word to him about my
actions just minutes before.  I decided to focus on my
cock, which was still hard.  I jerked off as quickly
as I could and spurted cum all over my hand.  I looked
over, and thankfully, Trent was jerking off as well.
His pace was increasing, and I knew he would blow
soon.  His eyes closed and toes curled and I saw a few
little pumps of warm semen dribble out of his cock.
Because of the situation, I decided to go wash my
hands and just go to sleep.

While trying to fall asleep, I was very nervous.  I
was sure that I had gone too far and possible just
ruined our friendship.  I decided not to talk about it
for a while.  I slowly drifted off to sleep, thinking
about how nice it was to have his cock in my mouth,
even if it was only for  5 seconds.

The next morning, we woke up, and I still wasn't in
the mood to say anything about me trying to blow him.
I made up some excuse about why I had to get home
early.  I got dropped off at home and sheepishly said,
"See you tomorrow Trent, thanks for having me over."
He responded amicably, "Yeah sure, no prob, see you
tomorrow."

When I got home, the first thing I did was boot up my
computer.  I checked my email and had a few messages
from friends.  I then decided that I could not just
let this thing with Trent go by.  I needed to know
what he felt about what happened and whether or not
our friendship was ruined or something.  So, I hit
compose on my email program.  I addressed it to Trent
and put a subject of, "Stuff."  I then started to
write my message.  It went something like this:
Trent,
I don't know how to say this, or if I should.  What
happened last night was something out of curiosity.  I
am sorry if I scared you off and understand if you
don't want to be friends with me.  I promise that it
will never happen again if you don't want it to.
Please write me back and tell me how you feel.

Your friend,
Matt

I read over the message and thought it didn't sound
too threatening, and hopefully, he will notice the
part about `if you don't want it to.' Giving him the
hint that I would do it again if he was comfortable
with it.

I shut down the computer and just sat around my house
watching tv all day.  I got back on to the computer a
few hours later and checked my mail.  For sure, there
was an email from Trent with subject, "Its Ok."  I
felt relieved immediately.

Matt,
About what happened, don't worry about it.  I was just
a little weirded out by it all.  I was more surprised
than anything.  I don't hate you at all, and I don't
mind about what happened.  I actually liked it a
little.  So man, don't worry...we are still cool with
eachother.
Byebye,
Trent.

Wow..what a relief.  And I re read over and over about
the `I actually liked it a little.'  Hmm.. I wonder
whats going to happen with Trent?? Anything? Stay
tuned for Chapter 8!

Oh yeah, email me if you want
islandguy1985@yahoo.com...I appreciate the comments I
have received so far, notable Rover...thanks for
inspiration!  And also Cyril, thank you for making me
want to continue the story.