Date: Sat, 19 Jul 2003 12:38:20 -0500
From: rewritethis@juno.com
Subject: Help me

This is my story so please ask before you use it. If you like my story or
have comments e-mail me at rewritethis@juno.com. If you shouldn't, won't,
or can't read this than don't read it. This is pure wishful fiction. This
story contains sex between minor boys.

My name is bj--well, that's my nickname. I just turned 15 about a week
ago. I have really short blonde hair, hazel eyes, and I'm about 6'0 ft
tall. I've had a troubled childhood so far. My parents got divorced when
I was really young. I decided to go with my mom because my dad drank all
the time, plus I was gay. That made me really mad and I vented my anger
on other people. I started lifting weights when I was 13 and haven't
stopped. I play football and hockey to help vent that anger. But
sometimes I go a little crazy which landed me either jail time or go to
get help from a shrink. I chose the shrink.

The first time I went to see Dr. Benson it was in the middle of summer
and it was hot as hell. When I got out of the car I started to sweat.
Anyway when we got in the waiting room we sat down and I saw "him". He
was sitting with a woman who I assumed was his mother he looked really
depressed. He looked 13 or 14. He had a blonde chilly bowl haircut which
I thought was really hot. He had the prettiest baby blue eyes, and he
didn't look very tall. He looked to be around 5'3. Later I found out he
was 5'3 and 13 years old.

A doctor came out and said, "hi" to me and Shane and asked him to go and
wait in his office. He introduced himself as Dr. Benson.

He then went through a door and back to his office. I sat there and
waited and waited. 20 minutes later I started to get really agitated. The
doctor and Shane came out 10 minutes later. We then went into the office
and had our session. It was boring. We talked about my parents divorce
and everything under the sun.

The subject then came to girls. I sat up straight and looked him dead in
the eye and asked if I told him something that he would keep it a secret.
He then went into a two-minute lecture about how psychiatrists have
something called confidentiality. After he got done with that I told him
I was gay. That was the end of the session.

He then wanted to talk to my mom alone. That took 10 minutes. My mom and
I left shortly thereafter. I asked what she and the doctor talked about.
She said the doctor talked about how he planned to "fix me". He also told
her something that he knew I would like very much, but told her to make
it a surprise. It was a week until my next appointment.

The week went by fast because I was just starting my summer vacation. It
was time to go to my next appointment. When we got in the waiting room
Shane was there again. The doctor came out and asked Shane and me to come
into his office. Shane and I both looked confusingly at my mom, she just
smiled. We then looked at his mom, she smiled too. We both followed the
doctor into his office. I noticed he had rearranged his furniture around
so that his desk was up against the wall and the only two chairs except
for his were side by side against the big window. We sat down. I asked
what was going on. The doctor told us that we had a lot in common. I
asked how somebody like me can have something in common with somebody who
is as sad as that, pointing at Shane who was looking really depressed. He
said he had to go to the bathroom. He told us to get acquainted. I looked
over at Shane and he was looking back at me. We started to chat and he
told me his name was Shane. I told him mine. I asked him what school he
goes to. He attended the same school as I do, but not in the same grade.
I asked him if he had a girlfriend. He said, "No." I thought to myself,
"yes!" We became instant friends. He then started to look at me all
goggily-eyed. I said, "What's your problem?" He apologized, then I
realized that was what the surprise was. I got the best surprise ever.
Shane never figured out the surprise till later. Dr. Benson came in. He
then asked if we wanted something to drink. In unison, we both said, "A
coke." We laughed. The doc left us alone. I got up and opened Dr.
Benson's desk. I got a pen, a piece of paper and wrote my address and
phone number down and gave it to him. He looked at it and told me he only
lived 5 minutes away. I asked him if he wanted to spend the night at my
house. He shook his head yes. We then went back out to the waiting room.
Both our moms had stopped talking and looked at us and smiled. We both
asked if it was ok if Shane came home with me and spend the night. They
agreed. Shane, my mom, and I all got into the car and left. Totally
forgetting the doctor. I bet he came back in the room with 2 cokes and
nobody to give them to.

When we got back to my house it was getting late. My mom started to made
supper. We decided to go up to my room. Then it dawned on me that my room
was a mess. I told him that my room looked like a war zone. He said his
was like that too. I again warned him, but he was starting to come out of
his shell and get more assertive. So I opened the door to my room and
immediately started to clean up. I looked at him and he had a shocked
look on his face. He had every right to have that look, my room had about
50 empty beer bottles on the floor. And I had a shelf of about 10
different liquors. I even had a blinder on my night stand. I started to
explain that this was the way I released my troubles. I also told him
that I didn't have any friends, which was true. He told me that he had
never drank before which was a good thing. When I finished cleaning up it
was time for supper.

Supper went very fast and uneventful. When supper was over we cleaned our
plates and went back up to my room. It was 10 PM when my mom knocked to
say she was going to bed and to keep it down or else. I just couldn't
help but ask him if he got what the surprise was. He said no. I just gave
a little laugh. I then kissed him and said do you get it now. He leant in
and we started to kiss in a way that my best dream could not match. I
laid on my back and him on top of me. We kissed for what seemed like
eternity. After we broke the kiss I went and got a beer from my little
fridge I had in my room. I asked him if he wanted one but he declined. I
then started to really get hammered. After about a half an hour of that I
looked him strait in the eyes and said, "I love you." He looked at me
with a soft sensual look and said, "I love you too." I stood up and
started to undress him. He did the same to me. After we were both naked,
I stared at his cute toes and started to look my way up until I got to
his head. He did the exact same thing to me. I then playfully pushed him
back onto my bed. We got into a sixty nine position. He just engulfed my
penis. But I took my time and licked up and down his shaft a couple times
then put it into my mouth. After 5 minutes I couldn't take it anymore and
I creamed in his mouth several times. He was not far behind. But he only
came twice. It had a very sweet taste to it which really turned me on.

He then spun around. We pulled up the covers and fell asleep in each
other's arms.