Hito and Yume

Chapter 6 - "Dreaming of you"

"Are we going to kiss again?" Yume asks, having exhausted all searches for a private place. "It's as if someone's trying to stop us."

"Did we check ALL of the back?"

"Yes, you've asked three times. There's nowhere!"

"Aw come on Yu," Hito says, reassuringly, whilst getting closer to him slowly. "There's bound to be somewhere."

"Pfft yeah, in this school? It's been a week since we kissed. I need to do it again."

"Come on, keep looking." Hito tells him, trying to keep as optimistic as possible. "Let's go check down the back of the field, just once more."

"Okay then..." The pair start moving out towards the back of the school field. "So why did you move here?"

"Some stupid thing." Hito says. "'Education' my mother said. I was fine in Kauna though."

"You'd never have met me if you didn't move."

"Yeah. I'm glad I did now though." Despite their conversation occuring in presense of others, it's more than safe to assume they're not listneing. Most of the time, the other kids in the school don't listen to other people, so most of the time the pair can talk about almost anything without worry of someone listening in.

"Me too. Hey, come on, nearly there."

They walk the short remainder of the stretch to the back with silence between them, noting the number of people around them slowly reducing as they get further away from the centre of the school.

Eventually, they find themselves standing by a large wooden fence at the back of the school. The fence is painted red, and there's no visible gaps in it. The wood planks are vertical, with three large horizontal beams evenly distributed along the height of the 2 meter fence. Vertical posts mark every three meters of fence. At the top, for the final 30cm, there is a square pattern where you can see through, but no one has yet seen through. No one goes back there. The remainder of the fence is vertical planks in a small frame bordered by the vertical posts.

"Look, nothing. Not even a way through." Yume sighs, staring across the length of the fence from end to end. It's pointless searching. He's checked it before, there were no visible ways through.

"Did you try?" Hito asks, remaining optimistic. "There's plenty of places that could be a way through. We've just not checked."

"You check then," Yume replies. He still thinks it's a waste of time, but he's willing to let Hito try. "I'll follow behind and make sure no one notices us."

"OK. How much time do we have?"

"Uhh..." Yume pulls out his phone stealthily and sneaks a look at the time, before sliding it back into his pocket. "Thirty minutes."

"Plenty of time." Hito starts trying to push some of the planks in any direction he can think of. Up, down, left, right, in, out, but nothing works on any of them. They're all static, stuck in place, work of a well built fence. The most well built fences last a long time, and clearly this is oneof them.

He reaches the side edge and on a tug at a plank close to the end, weakness finally shows itself. He's surprised, and Yume is too. He never expected anything from these. The plank actually moved? The fence isn't immune to penetration?

"You see that?" Hito excitedly asks Yume. "Did you see that?" He tries some more, and keeps wobbling the plank on whatever odd axis it seems to be in, until finally the side of it dislodges and allows him to pull it over. A gap, a very small one, opens up and allows them to see through into some bushes. The gap isn't big enough to get through, so Hito quickly gets to work on another plank next to the one he already slid out.

It takes only moments for Yume to join in, and as soon as he does moving the second plank becomes much easier. The size of the gap increases, enough for one person at a time to get through (as long as they're not overweight). The pair stare at each other in amazement at what they've just found, and what it means for them being together.

"Come on let's check it out!" Yume says, trying to hide his excitement. He climbes through, followed moments later by Hito, with no hesitation. "Wow..."

When their eyes adjust they find themselves in a pretty large area. The bushes are bordering the back of the fences, most likely to deter any boys or girls who might try to loosen planks. They look back at the way they came through and see uprooted bush on the ground. They're not the first here, but first in a long time because there's a small patch of leaves poking up from the ground under where they came in.

There's large trees, which can be seen from both sides of the fence, and of course grass all over the floor. Neither are interested in the trees, just the space they have newly discovered. Green grass, shade for the summer, easily hidden entrance, and most importantly, no people around.

"Hito," Yume says, being cut off only by the faint chime of the school bell, telling them lunch is over. "Fuck sake!"

"We've got a minute." Hito says, and quickly seizes the chance that their current situation has brought them. From maybe two feet apart to the neurons firing across love from one to the other whilst young lips meet in silent bliss. Hito's hand takes itself to the back of Yume's head, and Yume's the same in reverse, pulling each other closer together. Their bodies meet, and press into one another, absorbing the warmth from one another. The other hand of each boy takes it's place at the back of one another, pulling their bodies' as close as they can be. This time there's little time constraint. They can kiss for as long as they want, as long as they're not the last ones back to class.

To Hito this is a heaven no one could want to give up, who would? His heart and his mind are focused on one thing: Yume, the boy happily kissing away at him. The sense of his nerves burning up as they fire heavenly sense one after another through his whole body is enough to take him to another world, where Yume's the only one around and the only boy to bother with. He's absorbing everything he can; the sweet smell of the angel loving him so strongly, the soft feel of his arms where hairs are yet to grow, the strength of the passion that Yume is putting into kissing him. From one to the other air and saliva transfers while their faces melt together in the beauty of the moment, permanently imprinting this sole moment into one another's memorieshow they first truly shown each other how much love burns in their veins and their hearts. The first real kiss, not stolen in a small moment of togetherness while no one else is around like the last.

As good things go, all must come to an end. Yume begins to break it off, slowly, but before that Hito pushes his face into Yume's for another sweet taste of his mouth before finally letting him release his grip. Yume's hand moves down to Hito's hand, and then pulls Hito into a tight embrace. "Fuck I love you Hitoyu." Yume whispers, quietly into his ear. Both boys feel themselves smiling almost uncontrollably whilst their embrace ends.

"I love you too Yuyu" Hito whispers back, before quickly letting go. "Come on we're going to be late!"

The boys rapidly exit the hidden field behind the fence, and replace the planks as quickly as they can, before racing back to the building and into class. Even in love time feels as if it's not an object, so finding each other five minutes late in isn't the best of results. Is it worth it? Yes, absolutely! Late because of a single secret kiss, who wouldn't take whatever punishment was handed out? They were dying to kiss again, so it's more than worth the punishment of detention or extra homework.

"You're LATE!" Mrs. Partina shouts to them, only turning to see them for a second before resuming her writing on the board. "I'll be seeing you two after class. Take your seat, hurry it up."

"She's a bit moody" Yume whispers over to Hito, quickly taking his own seat while Hito takes his.

Such a shame that class has to interfere with their love life, but how else would such beautiful boys learn how best to live a life? There is a reason they are in school. They might hate it but they'll thank it in the end.

Class drags on, with intermittent Q&A's from their teacher to make sure the class hasn't fallen asleep. This time, about the ways Morphantius wrote his plays. Again, a boring and irrelevant part of their lives that they will never use outside of school. There's little use of how he wrote them unless they become a play writer, which I doubt highly.

They've been silently dreading the end of class, wondering in quiet fear about what she'll be talking to them about. They hope it's the lateness, being late is rare for either boy so for both to be late to the same period is unusual. Does she know that they're "together"? What's she going to say? Thoughts they've been having for the whole class.

"Alright, pack your things. Hitoyu, Yume, wait behind." She instructs, while she wipes the board clean. The class proceeds with their quiet talk between one another, about the boredom of the session they've just had and what they're going to do in the next session (probably just as much nothing as this one). Everyone else files out the room, leaving the two boys behind.

"I do not accept late students in my class." She starts, clearly disappointed in their combined lateness and angry that they were even late to begin. Her tone isn't the friendliest one. "I will not accept it again either. I am not tolerant of rules being broken. Next time I will keep you both after school."

"But I have to take the bus home!" Yume says quickly, and clearly concerned about how he would get home if it happens again.

"I'm sure we can arrange something about that." She says, in a less harsh but just as disappointed tone. The boys remain quiet, looking down at the floor. "This will not happen again, am I understood?"

"Yes ma'am" the boys reply, in sync with one another. They take the question as a cue to leave the room too.

"Not so fast." She calls at them, before they've turned even half a circle. "I do not want to see either of you so close to the back of that field again either."

"Sorry." Hito replies quietly to her overly instructive tone. "It won't happen again."

"It will not happen again." She says as if issuing an order. "Now you may leave."

The boys turn and leave quickly, and when they're sure that they're away from anyone who could overhear their voices, they begin discussing what just happened.

"How did she see us? I was sure no one seen!" Yume exclaims quietly to Hito, evidently a bit shaken by her knowledge.

"I don't know!" Hito replies. "Maybe she just seen us along the fence. She didn't say we went back behind it or anything."

"I guess. Is it safe to go back there?"

"I'd do it again." Hito says, smiling at Yume while walking out the front of the building. With people now within hearing range, they change their topic to general goodbyes. Hito does what he's got used to doing now, and waits with Yume until his bus arrives, and then departs taking his lover away once more. He hopes to one day be with him on that bus, wanting to be with his boyfriend more than wanting to be at his home.

A weekend is a weekend, and as today was a Friday, it means no Yume for the proceeding two days. Oh whatever will he do? Except masturbate to beautiful fantasies and dreams of his ever so cute boyfriend. It'll be another boring weekend as far as he's concerned. Why would it be any different to normal? Just another two days without Yume.

His arrival home from school is greeted with a standard "how was your day?" except this time Hito can genuinely say "better than usual" with a legitimate reason. He actually did something in one of the earlier classes of the day, something interesting. While he would like to say that he kissed his boyfriend, his mother doesn't even know that he has one, so best not.

Following that, his walk up to his bedroom is followed by the inevitable change of clothing into "household" attire. Very simple blue t-shirt, nothing interesting, with dark blue jeans accompying them. He can go out in them, and he can stay in the house in them. Easy to remove too.

Somehow, despite being three weeks into their new home, Hito hasn't yet unpacked everything and the secret cellar hasn't been discovered yet. He looks into a cupboard, and pulls out a box to begin unpacking. One day Yume will come over, so why not be prepared with a nice room full of things that show Hito's world? In the box Hito finds a few books, stories that he used to have read to him as a younger boy, and a few small toy cars too. Twelve isn't too old, so it's fine to have them. He places them on one of three shelves installed to the wall above his bed, and then places the books on the shelf below.

The unpacking triggers a memory, one of his father, before he left. A toy, from a theme park visit. There was a park in Kauna, a large one, pretty popular every summer with lots of rides and attractions. It was one of the top rated, and for a birthday surprise his father decided to take him there. Hito loved it, every moment of it, from the big splashing slide that got them all wet to the roller-coaster with two loops. They spent a lot there, on the rides, food, and on some things from the gift shop to remember it by. Memories certainly haven't faded, the little toy roller-coaster car, complete with mini models of people in the seats, two custom face-painted to represent Hitoyu and his father.

Hitoyu, for his age, is strong emotionally, but everyone has breaking points. His father walking out on him and his mother was damaging. Even though he's "moved on", it gets to him. Slowly tears drag their watery trail down his face, one by one until they start pairing. "Why did he go?" he whispers. "What happened?" The way his father left is painful, there was never a goodbye, never a little note or message saying why he went, he was just gone. Hito remembers it just as clearly. He came home from school to find his mother in a quiet rage and his father, and his stuff, gone. He asked, and all his mother would say is "he's gone". He never could get anything more than that out of her. He's tried several times to try find out why his father left but never has he got more than "he left" and "he's not coming back."

He spends a fair number of minutes crying, whispering questions to himself, before he manages to compose himself enough to put the coaster car on his desk and continue with the rest of the box, still feeling down. The remainder of the box goes to the bookshelf, with a few small things on his desk. Once empty, he flatpacks the box and puts it inside his cupboard with the other two boxes he's done in the three weeks since he moved here. There's still two more to go, but his little emotional break down hasn't had the best effect on him.

The remainder of that evening goes on by relatively quiet, minus food. He'd play (with himself), but for the same reason that he didn't unpack another box, he doesn't. Instead, after food, he heads up to bed. He asks himself whether letting his mother know about the relationship would be a good idea, but pushes the thought off quickly as tiredness sets in. He takes off his normal house clothes and puts on something more suitable for bed. For tonight, thin grey shorts and a t-shirt roughly the same colour. These clothes are designed for sleeping in, and are remarkably resistent to dirt. Once dressed, he finds his way to the door and closes it, then turns the light off and slides quietly into bed.

The dream he has is one of a new sort. He's dreamed of Yume plenty, sexually, but not quite being as together as this dream brings them. There was a dream once before, but nowhere near as strong. Dreams where you can feel what's happening are rare. Being together, with Yume, Hito can see no fault with how things are going. From one place to another, Hito finds himself constantly with Yume and even more so feeling happy beyond words that his boyfriend is with him. The great pleasure of dreams is that there are no limits, so wherever Hito has previously fantasised about holding Yume, it can happen. Alien planets, top of the tallest mountain, bottom of the ocean, even on the edge of a volcano. His dream takes him to Kauna too, his old school, where he happily shows off his new lover to his old school friends with no regrets to being openly homosexual in this society.

"How'd you meet him?" A boy says, evidently more than curious. His eyes are scanning up and down Yume, analysing what he's wearing and the face that makes Yume such an angel to Hito.

"At a school Jason, where else?" Hito replies, smiling.

"Haha" his friend laughs, "well, he's nice, good for catching him."

"I caught him first!" Yume says, jumping in at the chance to talk. "He was soooo shy about it all at first."

"No I wasn't." The now blushing Hito says in reply.

"Oh you were no doubt about it."

The dream is as if in a society where homosexuality is accepted, instead of the reality that Iithana and Kauna don't really accept it. Dreams are great, because in a dream this can happen. What's better are dream kisses. Especially between lovers, like these two. Yume walks up to Hito, and embraces him with both arms, before leaning in to his face and kissing him passionately with all the energy he can gather. Hito kisses back, and they're at this for a fair while. Hito, even though dreaming, can feel everything as if it was real.

He wakes up Saturday morning desperately wanting that dream back. It's 8am, plenty of time for more sleep, so he tries. He lays his head back down, gets as comfy as he can, and closes his eyes. After only a few moments he fades into another dream of being with Yume, but nowhere near as impressive or as real feeling as the one he came out of before. He gives up after a short while and decides to get up, but not before sending a quick text to Yume simply saying "morning".

Today is the start of the weekend. Two days of complete nothing. No homework, no school work, no needing to go out, just plenty of nothing. What is there to do? All things Hito ponders silently whilst eating breakfast. Things are good for him, with his boyfriend too, but whatever he does won't change the longing created by the distance between the pair.

When cereal consumption is done, he heads straight down to the hidden cellar, still just as hidden as it was. Over the past week he's had plenty of fun in there, on his own obviously. The beauty of being alone in there means he can be as undressed as he likes, and no one would know any different. Before he even gets to the trapdoor his erection is raging in his underwear, and he's about ready to strip off and masturbate where he is, but restraint is a wonderful thing. He starts the process it like any other time he goes down there, by grabbing a torch and making sure the mobile is on silent in his back pocket before descending the ladder.

Down he goes, and then into the room. Making sure the trapdoor is closed, he proceeds into the room with the torch on and then closes the door behind him. Ahh yess the time for passion. Door locked? Check, and now his play begins. His erection is still just as hard. He's been thinking of doing plenty of things with Yume for a while now, fantasising about what the penis of the beautiful 12 year old boy might look like, how it might spasm and twitch during orgasm, how it might taste. So many ideas and desires for just a boy.

Hito's hand slides into his underwear and starts to massage his penis, thumb and finger rolling the foreskin around the hidden head. Pleasure flows through his body quickly, with not a moment missed. It's not long before his hand descends some and starts to massage the base of his penis and testicles, the region where his shaft departs from his body and, at present, directs itself bolt upright. He slides a second hand in to continue the massage on his tip while the other rubs his ballsac and occasionally sneaks a finger towards the hole he will one day hope to feel Yume inside of.

Gentle time done, Hito gets straight into stripping. In a quick movement he pushes both trousers and underwear down, exposing the boy's hairless legs and crotch, his erection poking out at the same 3 inches it has been for a while. He grips his penis and begins rather to masturbate it quickly, as if possessed. He takes a break only to remove his shirt and step out of his other clothing, now leaving him bare and completely naked in the room. Naked, he's as beautiful as he is clothed, his erection more than capable of pleasing Yume at its proud length.

The now completely naked boy stares down himself and focuses at his own penis, wondering if Yume's is the same. He thinks of seeing Yume naked, and that thought presents a reaction by a further stiffening of his shaft. Through the past week arrangements down here have changed, and he's found pillow's are great for humping. He jumps atop a pillow, placed on top of a few sheets which no one would notice are missing, and immediately begins to thrust his dick powerfully into the material. He fantasies having sex with Yume, burying his shaft deep into the boy's rectum, pushing in and out with all the power he can, and it's not long before even this is having a clear effect.

Hito's penis responds to the fantasy, by tensing up. His balls tense up too, and Hitoyu thrusts on as he feels the explosion approaching. Thrust after thrust builds the power and in an instant ecstasy releases itself as the first spasm rocks his body. His penis releases its tenseness, only for it to rebuild moments later, and his testicles mirror the tensing his penis follows. He can't resist the moan, and lets out a high pitched "ahh" in pleasure, followed by a second as his penis spasms again and releases yet more pleasure. It's a shame he isn't shooting yet, but he hopes to soon. Dry orgasm washes over the beautiful boy while naked on top of a pillow, penis still being gently pushed into it's surface, rubbing against it.

The waves take time to dissapate, and eventually he stops pushing into the pillow and allows himself to rest. His breathing is still heavy, and he can feel his heart beating in his chest. Slowly, his penis retracts to it's normal flaccid state, only a short time later. He stands up, and navigates to his clothes to get dressed. Underwear first, he places one leg through a hole, and then a second through the other, before pulling them up and repeating with his trousers and then pulling his t-shirt over his head. All dressed, he makes for the door, and making sure he's got everything he came in with, he heads up the ladder.

Quietly out, upstairs with everything back the way it was, he ponders again on what to do for the weekend. Games, eat, he could wonder around outside but that's pointless with no aim. He knows the area, he's lived there for long enough now. Shop around the corner, school up the road, and a park two blocks away. What else is there to see?

Gazing out the window he again imagines what having Yume here, in his bedroom, would be like. Natively, sex pops into his head, but this time no erection. The longing created by the distance pushes sex quickly out of mind, with the desire only to hold his boyfriend filling him quickly. Daydreams start, and he imagines more and more on how long it might be before he can kiss Yume again. That thought turns quickly to how they'll get access to the hidden area behind the fence again.

"Hito?" The voice of his mother says, behind him.

Hito jumps, and turns to look at her. "Yeah?" He says to her.

"You seem quiet." She replies.

"I'm ok."

"Are you sure?" His mother says to him, showing concern in her facial expression.

"I guess." Hito says, hesitantly. He's thinking again on whether telling her is a good idea. It would get some awkwardness out the way, and he'd have someone to talk to.

"What do you mean sweetie?" She asks.

"I should tell you something." He pauses, and thinks about what he's about to do. He thinks about how to say it.

"What is it?" She sits down on his bed looking into Hito, who's sitting at his desk facing the window.

"I met a boy in school." He starts, trying to sound confident. "I love him mom."

There's only a small silence, before his mother asks a simple question. "How long?" Her tone has changed, considerably. Maybe telling her was a bad idea.

"Start of school." He replies, being honest. He's picked up on the tone change, and doesn't seem to like it. "He says he loves me too."

There's a bit more silence, and Hito's now dreading what his mother could be thinking of. In his head the chaos he's inevitably got himself into isn't going to end, and it appears as if his mother isn't accepting of what he's said.

"Do you believe him?" She asks. What's she getting at?

"Yes, I do."

"Are you gay?" She asks quickly after he finishes his last answer.

Since now is the time for honesty, Hito continues with the honesty, but with more hesitation given her tone change. "I'm not sure. Yume is."

Another brief period of silence follows, and that is ended by his mother again. "I want you to stop seeing him." She eventually says firmly, after what feels like forever to Hito.

Her words are painful to hear. He feels like something's pushing into him powerfully through his chest. "Why?" He says, only a moment after she finishes her sentence. It's not hard to tell that he's upset.

"Because I told you to." She replies, and then quickly gets up and goes out of the room, leaving Hito alone to soak in that she's now demanding he stop seeing his boyfriend.

`Why?` he asks himself, in his head. `What did I do? What did he do? Why doesn't she like him anymore?` are amongst some of the thoughts he asks himself. He contemplated that his mother wouldn't really like it but had never considered a reaction as bad as this. They've barely been in a relationship a month and already Hito's mother wants to split them up. What sort of mother does that? She hasn't even met Yume.

The disaster of events is relayed to Yume after Hito's laid down and cried for about 20 minutes. Hito eventually sneaks out to the shed and calls Yume to tell him through a better medium.

"She told me I have to stop seeing you." He tells Yume, evidently upset. "I don't want to stop seeing you."

"Why would she do that?!" Yume replies, outraged and upset by the turn of events. "What did I do?!"

"I don't know!" Hito says back, resisting the want to cry more. "What do I do?" He asks.

"I don't know." Yume says. Hito is still trying not to cry, but a few sniffs still escape regardless. "Do nothing. Tell her that you're not seeing me anymore on Monday, make her believe it."

"Will it work?"

"It better, because otherwise I don't have any ideas."

"I hope it does."

"If it doesn't I'll be stuck dreaming of you."

"Me too. I have to go before I get caught out here. I love you." Hito says quickly, before hanging up and sneaking back inside.

On his way in he catches sight of her mother on the phone. He can't tell who to but he can hear it's about him. "My boy will not remain where he is" he hears, before he heads upstairs.

There's only a few things that could mean, and no possibilities are nice to look at. Either he will be moved to a different school or he'll be moved to a different class in school to prevent contact with Yume. None are particularly nice, or desireable, but if he was forced to pick Hito would, without doubt, go for the latter of the choices. At least there's the chance of seeing Yume, even if not a lot.