Date: Sat, 30 Oct 1999 13:48:23 PDT
From: Luke
Subject: joshua-18

Disclaimer:
Don't read this if underage or upset by teenage boys doing sex stuff, etc...
This is fiction. But hopefully someday the better parts of this will be fact.
Thanks to nifty for posting it.

				Joshua 18.

"I FUCKING KNEW IT!" our heart's literally stopped, we stopped kissing
immediately, jumping off each other like we were made of fire. My dad was
stood in the door was looking really pissed off just giving us the stair
down.

"Dad?" it took me ages to get those words out of my mouth and even then it
was only as a whisper.

"YOUR FUCKING FAGS!" my mom came up besides him and slapped him hard across
the face.

"Don't you ever call MY son or HIS boyfriend a fag!" my dad cradled his
face in his hand trying to cover up the red hand print, my mom sure packs a
slap. He looked around at all of us than just left, barging past us almost
knocking me over.  The tires on his car screeched as he made his way out of
the driveway. As I watched the car go it brought back memories of when they
had first split up, I didn't like my dad very much but I didn't want him to
hate me. Tears stung my eyes and my heart broke at the fact that my dad
totally hated me because of who I love, because of who I was. For a whole 5
seconds I was grief stricken, but than I was back to my whole 'I don't care
he left me twice' attitude and blocked any and all feelings I had for
him. I wiped away the few remaining tears I had for him and turned to see
everyone looking at me, no one knowing what to say.

"I think I'm gonna spend tonight at Tom's house if you don't mind mom" she
had a puzzled look on her face.

"Joshua that was your dad...he just disowned you cause your gay, don't you
care at all?"

"No" I said it plain and simply, but it hit her like the slap she had given
my dad. She just stood there speechless at the fact I had no feelings for
him. I grabbed Tom's hand and dragged him off the porch and down the
driveway, I shouted goodbye to my mom.

"Josh?" Tom said rather cautiously.

"Don't even go there Tom, just leave the whole subject alone" I was quite
forceful and was still dragging him along by the hand.

"No josh I wasn't talking about you dad, your hurting my hand" I stopped
and turned around and saw him wincing in pain, I immediately leg go.

"Sorry"

"It's ok, I know do you wanna walk by Jason's or summing and see how it's
worked for him and Alex?" he was totally trying to take my mind off
things...damn he could of suggested sex that's what I need right now.

"Sure why not" we made our way across town catching various buses until we
arrived at my old street. The memories came flooding back but I was
stronger now I knew how to handle them, well most of them, I still felt a
little mad that I let myself be used like that. We stood in front of
Jason's door and we knocked lightly. After a few minutes of waiting we
knocked louder, we heard a racket from inside the house almost like someone
falling down the stairs and a few minutes later the door opened to a rather
flushed Jason, wearing his usual pair of door answering boxers.

"Damn Jason don't you ever wear anything else than boxers to answer the
door to me?" I asked half laughing but half transfixed by this perfect
chest.

"Joshua? Tom? What you guys doing here?" he asked puzzled to see us.

"We came to see how it went with you and Alex" Tom piped up from behind me.

"As you can see it's going fine" Alex said as he opened the door some more
and came into view. Mine and Tom's jaw just literally hit the floor, we
were used to seeing Jason semi naked, but there was Alex with his perfectly
lean skater's body, stood there in just a pair of boxers. His nipples were
perfectly round and pink and o so erect...like other parts of Tom and
me...hehehehe. He placed his arm around Jason's waist and leaned in to give
him a kiss on the cheek, which turned into a kiss on the lips and than it
was with tongue, they started lightly groping each other all over...aww
young love.

"Umm guys?" they broke apart and both blushed deeply.

"Hey why don't you come in" Jason said as he moved aside to let us past. We
all sat in front of the fire just sat talking.

"Man I saw those pictures you guys took of Justin, I couldn't stop pissing
myself with laughter" we all laughed at the thought of Justin in a dress
again.

"Yea, I just hoped that those sleeping pills ware off before my mom gets
home. Or when she calls him for dinner or he will be in deep trouble" again
we all laughed at the prospect of Tom's mom walking in on Justin wearing
her clothes and make up with his dick hanging out. She would probably have
a heart attack. We all sat quiet for a moment me snuggled up close to my
boyfriend and Alex snuggled close to Jason, his finger slowly swirling
around his nipple. Both were hard, they had tent's a Boy Scout would be
proud of. Tom and me quietly watched as they slowly necked and than Alex
went to licking Jason's, our own tools straining to get free. I turned to
see Tom was watching me, a warm gooey smile on his face, I leaned in and
gave him a slight kiss on his lips. While Tom and me were kissing neither
of us had noticed that Jason and Alex had moved to new positions, Jason
next to Tom and Alex next to me. Tom shot me a worried glance as Jason
started to lick on his ear, I shot him one back as Alex's tongue made it's
way across my face to my mouth, I sighed as he kissed me deep his tongue
swirling around and around. He was a good kisser...better than Tom
even. WHOA what did I just say? I jumped for my life when I felt Alex take
a hold of my penis, in fact I think I leaped across the room, Alex gave me
a puzzled look as he crawled over to me.

"Relax and enjoy Joshua, it's just sex that's all. Tom's enjoying it" I
looked over to were Tom was sat, his eyes were closed as he enjoyed Jason
working his tool, which was now out of his fly. Jason leaned over and
enveloped his tool and Tom let out a long heavy sigh. What was I to do? My
boyfriend was enjoying this immensely, but I hated every minute of it. My
heart was been ripped apart with all the conflicting emotions. Alex pushed
me onto my back, and started to unzip me, he pulled my hard dick out of my
fly, and started to lick it up and down. God it felt so good yet so bad at
the same time. But I just couldn't the emotions got too much for me to
handle; I had the amazing urge to throw up. I quickly packed my meat away
and rushed out of the house slamming the door behind me, the cold air was a
relief. Than the floodgates opened, and every single tear I still had left
in me came gushing out, the whole dad thing had just caused this amazing
emotional stress. I know I said I didn't care but I guess I was wrong. I
collapsed in the middle of the lawn. I sat there crying my eyes out. Jason
came up behind me.

"Joshua you ok?" he sat down besides me on the grass, and I managed to hold
back the rest of the tears. He went to put his hand on me and I flinched
and knocked him away. I had so much anger inside me and I didn't know were
it came from but it was currently directed at Jason.

"Leave me alone, I should have never helped you. All you want is sex
there's no emotion to you or Alex, I hate you both" I hissed at him. I
didn't mean any of it...well some I guess but the 'leave me alone part' and
the 'I wish I had never helped you' I didn't mean but it was too late I
already said it and I was too proud to take it back. He looked really
hurt. I got up and walked to the bus stop just in time to see a bus coming
up, thankfully one which took me were I wanted to be. I sat on the cold
hard seats and realised the bus smelt foul like old cabbage. I looked
around to see it was just me and a sleeping drunk on the bus. The doors
closed and the bus pulled away, I watched as Tom tried his best to chase
the bus but we quickly sped up leaving him behind cursing. I know it was
mean of me to leave him but he was actually enjoying cheating on me right
in front of my eyes. And yes that is what I saw what was happening
as...as...CHEATING! The bus stopped 3 blocks away from Jason's house to let
people on and Tom was one of them. He looked completely nackered. His face
was all red and he was breathing heavily, either that or he just orgasmed.

"Josh you left me" he said as he sat beside me, I just shrugged. He knew I
was hurt but so was I, thankfully he didn't want to discuss it on a bus so
he just left it and we rode in silence for the rest of the trip. He was sat
with his head down and his hands on his lap fiddling. He looked so guilty,
as I watched him some more I saw his bottom lip start to tremble he took a
couple of deep breaths and than tears started to fall from his eyes, than
it struck me he was crying. I just turned my head and tried to ignore
him...I felt like been a bitch.

"Josh..." I turned to him quickly and in a hushed tone I started to speak
to him.

"Were on a bus we are not going to discuss this now" he never once looked
at me but kept his eyes fixed on the floor, he occasionally sniffed, and
just when I'd thought he'd stopped crying he'd start again. I wondered if I
should actually be mad at him, maybe I should be mad at Jason...hell I'll
be mad at both of them. His bus stop was drawing close, in fact it was here
the bus slowed to a halt, he gave me a quick glance before he got up and
walked off the bus. He stood by the window and watched me; I tried not to
look directly at him he seemed so pitiful he was totally blubbering like a
baby. Thankfully the bus started to pull away, I watched at he started to
move away from my site. Every millimetre I moved away from him on that bus
felt like a thousand miles, before I knew it my hand had reached up and
grabbed the emergency stop, everyone on the bus lurched forward as it came
to an immediate stop.

"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING! Stupid kids" I heard the driver
shouting at me as I opened the door to the bus and stepped into the cold
night. The bus pulled away and I searched the street looking for Tom, he
was no were to be found, I raced to his driveway. About half way up was my
dream man.  He was walking with his head down and his hands tucked in his
oversized black jeans. I mean don't get me wrong I was still angry but my
love for my boyfriend was greater than my anger (other words I wanted
sex...hehehehe), I could still hear the sobs and I regretted making him
feel that way...again. I readied myself for the up and coming romantic
scene.

"TOM!" after I shouted to him time seemed to slow down, and I seemed to
fall in love with him all over again. His tanned face was streaked with
tears and slightly red and blotchy, but as usual his hair was perfect. When
he saw me his eyes lit up and a huge smile grew on his luscious lips
showing his perfect teeth. He wiped his nose with the back of his hand,
which usually would put me off but tonight it gave him the cute childish
appeal that I found him to have, which turned me on so much. I loved him. I
ran towards him and he stood arms open ready to accept me. I ran into them
and we hugged fiercely, my lips quickly finding my way to his. We stood
there in that embrace for what seemed like an eternity just holding each
other and kissing passionately.

"Josh I'm so sorry I never meant to hurt you I just got carried away in it
I never wanted it to happen please forgive me" I kissed him slightly on the
lips.

"Forgiven" I pushed my hard tool into him and grinned wickedly.

"Let's go to my room" we both chuckled and walked towards the house. My arm
draped over his shoulder and his over mine, we leaned in for another sweet
kiss as we walked up the driveway.

*Click*

"What was that?" I broke the kiss and looked around the dark driveway for
anything.

"What was what?" Tom asked thinking I was going crazy.

"Didn't you hear anything?" I asked puzzled I was sure I heard something.

"Nope...you're going crazy Josh" he started to chuckle and I just shrugged
it off as the wind or something...least I hope it was the wind.


End of part 18.

I hoped you all liked that little romantic bit in there...lol
Thanx 4 reading.