Date: Sun, 16 Jan 2000 08:26:45 PST
From: Luke
Subject: joshua-21

Disclaimer:

Don't read this if underage or upset by teenage boys doing sex stuff,
etc...  This is fiction. But hopefully someday the better parts of this
will be fact.  Thanks to nifty for posting it.


                              Joshua 21


"Josh I have some bad news, your dad's lawyer just rang up. Apparently he
want's full custody of you, he want's to take you back to England." Huh?

"Huh? Did I hear you right? Are you saying a man who probably can't stand
me wants to take me back to England with him?" I think the word you use for
how I felt right now was called shock...I was in shock...cool. I just sat
there my mind blank totally not even registering what was happening around
me, everything seemed unreal, is this really my life? Why do these things
happen to me? I sat for what seemed like an eternity just totally blank.

"Josh? Are you ok?" my mom asked, the question seemed to jog start my mind
into working again, feelings scenarios and questions rushed through my
mind, as it tried to grasp what the hell was going on I felt like I was
going to be ripped to pieces by rabid dogs. Why did he want me? He hates
gay people. I can't leave Tom especially not now! We need each other; there
was no way in hell I was going to live with that overgrown pompous
asshole. I hated him; he was not going to split me up from the one guy I
have love for. Than the horrible happened, the thought that I should
actually go crossed my mind, I quickly shook that one off.  I felt my anger
rising, he was so not going to get away with this.

"What's he want me for anyway?" I asked my mom, she looked really upset,
and I mean really upset...damn, I hoped my mom wouldn't cry in front of me,
it always makes me cry.

"I think he wants to 'straighten' you out, he's trying to make me out to be
a bad mother" that was that she burst out crying, I quickly felt my own
tears rise.

"Mom that's not true (sniff) you're the best mommy I have" I went over
to her and I hugged her, I wrapped my legs around her waist and sat on her
lap. She rocked us both gently back and forwards as we cried, I didn't want
to leave at all.

"Maybe he should take you, maybe I have been a bad influence on you" she
said through her tears, she sounded so defeated.

"No I don't want to go, don't say that I love you mom I don't want to leave
I love it here. You haven't been a bad influence on me, I'm the happiest I
have ever been" I said while I stroked her face and tried to get her to
look into my eyes.

"I know" we just both sat there, neither of us crying anymore just sat
enjoying been with each other.

"Err Mrs Mcthomas, do you have a lawyer?" Tom startled us both I had
totally forgotten he was there, he was stood there looking unsure of what
to do with himself, I noticed his eyes where red and he looked like he was
going to cry any second.

"Not currently, my last one was in England, and I really don't want to use
him again, he was a bag of shit" my mom started to sound really bitter, I
think she was cheated in the divorce.

"Well my dads a good lawyer, I'm sure...no I'm certain he'll help you" he
said, trying to smile. But as the corners of his mouth went up it squeezed
a couple of tears out, which where followed by more. I jumped off my moms'
lap and rushed to my boyfriends' side, I tried to look into his face but he
kept avoiding it.

"Tom I have seen you cry before, please look at me" I whispered to him.

"I love you Josh, please don't leave me, I need you so much, more than the
air I breath" he whispered back, I looked into those beautiful eyes of his
and I could feel the pain in my heart slowly start to creep up my throat
trying to choke me.  I kissed him gently on the lips and we collapsed on
the floor in a big heap, I don't think anything in the world right now
could stop either of us from crying.  We where both just so confused, why
would someone want to split two people who love each other up just because
they didn't agree with it. I vaguely remember hearing my mom saying she was
going to go ring Toms dad, while we just stayed there.

"I love you Tom" I said through the endless tears.

"Josh what if he does take you away? What are we going to do? I don't think
I could live without you, I mean before when we split up I didn't know what
to do I missed you so much Josh..." I placed my finger to his lips to stop
him from babbling. Although he is cute when he babbles...aww hell he's cute
all the time.  Suddenly my fear of loosing Tom forever triggered something
primal deep with in me, as a way of channelling all the emotion I was
feeling I think my brain turned it into lust cause god knows I wanted Tom
so bad. I think I surprised Tom when I leaped on him knocking him to the
floor. I forced my lips on too his hard and forced my tongue into his
mouth, he was un-accepting at first but he soon gave away to the same
passion and lust. I was like an animal; I was pawing him all over trying to
get his clothes off, and grinding my hot meat into his swollen groin.

"Josh?" the voice startled me and I quickly sat up straight with Tom laying
on the floor beneath me, all his clothes messed up and crumpled, and I had
managed to work his jeans half way down his beautiful slender flawless
hips. I had been kissing him so hard that when I sat up our lips made a
popping noise as we separated. He looked at me with amazement and
confusion, god I so wanted his hot body right now, his tight little hot wet
hole begging to be fucked hard. I wanted to make him scream with pleasure
as he grabs at the bed sheets, I leant forward to get me some more loving.

"Josh" Tom said looking at me strangely, than I saw him look behind me. I
turned to see my auntie stood there looking shocked, than I remembered I
was on the floor in the living room. My breathing was short and shallow; it
took all my effort to restrain the animal urges inside me.

"Josh please don't do that in front of me again and especially not in front
of the lawyers" my auntie said.

"Yeah Josh and besides you kind of hurt my lips" Tom said rubbing his lips
with his fingers. I felt the immense lust I had inside me give way to
frustration than fear that an immense wave of anger. My so called farther
was so going to get a full temper tantrum, let's see if he wants to keep me
after that...muahahaha! I quickly jumped to my feet and with one swift
movement of my hand pulled Tom up too, I never knew I was that strong, I
started heading for the door dragging Tom behind me.

"Joshua where do you think your going young man, I can see that gleam in
your eye and I can sense the anger within you, trust me when I say doing
this will only lead too heartache" too late! The words went in one ear and
out the other, I slammed the door behind me making the windows shudder. I
knew where I was heading; I was going to give my dad the going over he
deserves. I was just so angry I could feel it building deep within me ready
to burst out, it actually scared me a little. I jumped on a bus heading to
my dads hotel with Tom following closely behind me, we sat at the back of
the bus quietly, I think we both had things on our minds...I know what was
on mine...REVENGE! I think, I was never very good with my emotions.

"Josh...what if you do get taken away, I...I just don't think I could cope
I mean if they tell you to go you will have to go there's nothing you can
do" Tom said while taking my hand in his and giving me his most worried
look. The urge to shag him senseless cane over me again but this time I
remembered where we where...and so I settled for just sticking my hand down
his pants and fondling him for a while. A little yelp escaped his lips as
he started to relax and enjoy the experience.

"Don't worry Tom, everything's going to be ok, I'm not going anywhere I'd
rather die" I started to stroke him slowly and he seemed to almost pass
out, I loved the feel of his hot hard meat in my hand, it felt so good.

"I know (gasp) that! I was just saying, what are you going to (gasp) do
anyway?"  he started to nibble his bottom lip as I started to squeeze just
that little bit harder, god I wanted him so bad but I just had to restrain
myself. His own pre-cum lubed my hand as I painfully slowly worked him; he
gripped the rail in front of him and tried his best not to groan.

"Just going to go talk with him" and maybe kill the old timer...muhahahaha!
All too soon our stop came up, I quickly pulled my hand out of Toms' pants
and made my way to the front of the bus, it slowly came to a halt and I got
off. I turned around to see Tom slowly getting off the bus and I couldn't
help but laugh, he was hunched over trying unsuccessfully to hide his
raging boner, I am so mean to him.

"Don't you laugh at me, it's very sensitive" uh huh I bet, I quickly
flicked the huge bulge with my finger, and watched in delight as my
boyfriend almost passed out. For that split second I forgot about all the
pent up anger I was holding inside me, but it soon came back twice as
strong. I grabbed my lovers' hand and started our walk to the hotel two
blocks away.

"FAGS!" we where about half way there when someone shouted at us, I stopped
almost immediately, Tom bumping into my back. I turned to see that geeky
kid from the nurses' office stood there with a big shit-eating grin on his
face, he was trying to look cool in front of his friend...who was actually
rather cute. Now I'm not usually a violent kid but well he just got me on a
very, VERY bad day my anger was already bubbling he just made some of it
pour out. I took one step and was right next to him in a flash, before he
knew what was happening I had released some of my anger out on him, and
smacked him as hard as I could knocking him to the floor, he lay there
cowering in front of me. I looked to see his friend looking shocked at what
I had done.

"You want some too PRETTY BOY? Want us to show you what REAL men do when
the lights go out? Huh?????" I don't know whom I shocked more with what I
said me, him or Tom. We just all stood there in eerie silence before I
grabbed Tom and kissed him deep on those full lips of his and started on my
way to give my dad hell leaving that pig headed no brained assholes and his
cute friend behind.  We stood waiting patently in the lift as it slowly
took us to the floor the reception said my dad was on, the elevator musak
was making me suicidal.

"What was that earlier?" Tom asked out of the blue, you know I didn't know
why I dragged Tom places with me, I seemed to be doing that a lot
lately...cool I'm the master...hehehehe.

"What was what?"

"You floored that kid with one punch, I mean he deserved it but like I have
never seen you like that before"

"Well he shouldn't have done that I'm having a very bad week" it was true
as well, ever since I came to America it has seemed to be one thing after
another.

"I have never seen you like that before Josh" he placed his sweet hand on
my chest and had his patented 'I want sex' smile smeared all across his
face.

"Yeah?" I smiled back.

"Yeah...it kinda turned me on, my boyfriends a bad, bad boy" he smiled
wickedly at me and slowly traced his hand down my chest to rest on my
growing bulge...cool. He was just about to kiss me when the doors to the
elevator opened on our floor...damn. We walked out of the elevator and
found my dads room. I was so nervous but my anger masked it all, I banged
heavily on the door. I heard a squeal of delight from the other side of the
door that I could only guess was Bamby, a cold shiver passed over my body.

"Aww it's my widdle joshie phoo!" she opened her arms and expected me to
jump into them. I looked over to Tom to see the shocked expression oh his
face at the site of this living doll. She had changed the style of her
hair; it was now up in a big beehive that I swear to god would not have
fitted through the door.  And I wasn't sure but I think her nipples had
grown bigger, you could see them poking out of the bathing suit.

"Move over you gold digging wrench of a hoe, walking bag of collagen and
plastic" she just stood there shocked. "I said move those flabby cellulite
ridden thighs outta my face" oh know I think she was going to start the
water works. "Don't or your mascara will run, but than again it can't look
any worse can it" I think that was it she ran off into the room crying her
eyes out, I felt kind of guilty but so what I'm PISSED OFF! I charged into
the room with Tom following me, he stopped close to the door as I went
looking around for that horrible man they call my dad. The door to the
bathroom opened and my dad stepped out and was shocked to see me standing
there.

"Hey it's my boy!" he smiled a big false smile at me.

"YOU!" was all I could get out with choking on my own anger. I picked up a
little glass angel off a table beside me and flung it through the air at my
dad, if he hadn't had ducked it would have hit him on the head instead it
shattered on the wall behind him...damn. He turned around and looked at the
shattered angel and than back to me, he was shocked, but if I know my dad
it would soon be replaced by an anger of it's own, it's him where I get
half my genes you know.

"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING! THAT ALMOST HIT ME" see told you
so.

"THAT WAS THE GENERAL IDEA OF THROWING IT AT YOU!" I screamed back, he
charged over to me and grabbed me by my collar, I stood my ground looking
defiantly into my dads' eyes.

"What the hell is this all about? You throwing a sissy gay fit for your
boyfriend?" he asked menacingly.

"No I'm here to tell you that I HATE you and I NEVER want to see you EVER
again, as far as I'm concerned I HAVE no dad. And I'm also saying this you
will not split me and Tom up by taking me to England, because I'd rather
DIE than go anywhere with you" I don't think he knew what to say. Tom came
over and pried my dad off my shirt collar and slowly guided me to the door,
I seriously wanted to kill him, but I couldn't in front of Tom no way. "I
love him dad" was the last words I let escape my lips to my ex dad before
the door to the room closed.  In the elevator on the way down I broke down
crying, so bad that my whole body was wracked with sobs. The anger had
given away to pain and heartache and I felt worse when I though I would
feel better for shouting at my dad. By the time we reached the ground floor
I couldn't even stand up on my own, Tom had to hold me up and guide me out
the hotel. I felt so worthless. About an hour later of complete crying from
me and walking aimlessly around the streets, I had calmed down enough to
look semi-normal. I hurt so much inside but Toms words soothed me
immensely. I felt so totally drained and tired. We where just crossing the
road, Tom had already stepped off the curb while I was just stepping off.

"JOSH! TOM!" I turned to see Jason bounding up to us...great that's all I
need right now.

"Jason what do you want I'm not in the mood right now" I said rather
coldly.

"Please Josh I'm sorry, what me and Alex tried to do was totally wrong,
please we just wanted to show our appreciation to you the only way we knew
how, I'm so sorry I don't want to loose my only true friend you have done
so much for us.  Please forgive me...please?" he pleaded with me. I would
have answered yes but I didn't have time. Everything happened so quickly, I
heard a screeching of tires and a scream from Tom as Jason grabbed me and
spun me around.

*BANG* a loud gunshot pieced the air.


End of part 21


*Gasp* I'm so evil...MUHAHAHAHA! I hope you enjoyed this part.
thanx 4 reading.