Date: Thu, 21 May 2009 13:02:15 -0400
From: spiderwick1 secret <spiderwick1@hotmail.com>
Subject: Just Walking Through Life

This story is 100 % true, the names have been change to protect the people
that I have loved in my Life. This story at some point may contain sexual
contact between teenage boys. This story may not be legal where you live or
it may be offensive to you or if you are not 18 years of age, if any of
these apply please leave now.


Just Walking Through Life


This is a true story, it is my story, I started many years ago when I was
just 13 years old, I will give you an idea of what I was like back then, I
was 13 years old, I was small for my age and 5 foot 8 inches tall, I had
light brown very thin hair, and hazel eyes that would sometimes turn even
lighter and sometimes darker. I have an olive complexion, and was just
discovering that I like boys more than girls. I was what my mother used to
call skinny, although I would prefer the word thin.

I was just graduating into high school, I had never had sex or even at that
point had a orgasm of any kind. I had a friend that lived down the street
and had spent many hours at his house. I look back on it now and I will say
honestly that I have no Idea how it started but I now that what happened
over the next few months, was something that I would never forget.

His name was James, he was my age 13, he had very short brown hair and
brown eyes, he was about 5 foot 10 inches tall and was just as thin as I.
Looking back at my visits it just seemed that one day we found ourselves up
in his room, naked and as horny as two 13 year old could be, raging hard on
and with what I was later to find out was the look of lust in our eyes.
Again not remembering all the details from 47 years ago, we found ourselves
on the bed and he was lying face up and I was top top of him laying face
down. We were fooling around and before to long I was buried in his butt,
and the two boys were at any moment about to shoot right into teenage
hormonal bliss.

James and I had many many sessions that summer, I guess that was the first
time that I could say that I really loved some one, other then a family
member, I would go to his house and it seemed like just minutes after
getting there and being alone, we were up in his room and having total and
satisfying teenage sex. That last well into the summer, and just as we were
almost together everyday, it happened, as I was walking to him house one
morning, there I saw the end of my life as I knew it, it was hugh, it was
heartbreaking, it was a for sale sign. I went up and knocked on the door
and was going to try and find out what was going on. There was no answer,
and I never saw James again,

Time went by and I finally got over James, an just when I thought that I
was out of luck with sex, There was a a couple guys that showed some
interest and of course trying to juggle sex with two different people at
the same time was something that was all to new to me. First you go along
thinking that you would never find anyone, the next thing you know you have
two, Well the first guy, his name was Paul, I fell in love with him, he was
cute and God I had it bad, 5 feet 10 inches tall, brown hair and blue eyes
just a hint of a six pack and thin, then there were his feet, now I am not
into feet, but I remember hearing about the size of ones foot equals the
size of ones cock, I wore a size 9, paul must have been sixe 12, I figured
if that was true that I would be able to play baseball with his. As it
turned out I got a feel of it, then one night I had my hand wrapped around
it and on the second stroke, he grabbed my hand and said, I can't do this
it doesn't right, please stop. that was my, if you can call it that, sexual
experience with Paul, we stayed friend for a little while and then he just
no longer wanted to hang out and we split,

Then there was chris, He was a good looking kid and was in the middle of a
sexual disorientation, he was trying to figure what he was, he was a cute
kid in a messed up looking way, his cloths always seemed to be dirty, his
hair was everywhere. He was 5 feet 8 inches tall , black unruly hair brown
eyes and was hung like a horse, the was many times I played with him, he
always wanted to stop before he came, but we had fun together. I have no
idea want happened we hung out for about 2 weeks and that was it, we stayed
friends an would always talk about what we had done, but it never went any
farther and after graduation High School, we never saw each other again.

Then there was Taylor, I had visited his house with my friend how was going
out with Taylor's sister, we got to be friends and he came over and stayed
at my place on several occasions, then when his mother asked if I would
like to split and apartment and rent, I said yes, Taylor , had his way with
me as often as he wanted. we lived together for several years and being
older than his by several years, he got hooked up with a girl and I was
left out in the cold. I guess in fairness I should tell you about him, he
was a good looking kid, 5 feet 10 inches tall, black hair blue eyes, thin
but muscular looking and an above average cock.

For the next few years it was a game of one night stands, it was always
fun, and always over the next morning.

Then came the only steady relationship I have had, if you want to call is
steady, Josh was 15 years younger than me, I was helping his family move we
had moved half the house and we it got later everyone decided to stop an
rest for the night, We were at the new house, and they were getting ready
to head back to the old house, I said that I would stay and keep an eye on
everything, Josh's parents asked his old brother to stay with me , however
, with his girlfriend having a hold of his cock,, he said I have to go see,
Lisa, Josh volunteered and it was settled.  The next thing that happened
was nothing that I had planned, his parents had quite a bit of beer in the
fridge, I had been having some mostly all day and night, and at about 8:00
and after his parents left, ha asked if he could have a beer, I said that
it was up to him, well we both had several and I said that I was tired and
was going to go to bed, he said I set the beds up in the third floor
bedroom, I said that was find and went up, he said that he was going to
make sure that every thing was locked up and he would be up shortly. I was
up and in bed, he came up and I woke to him playing with me, I was really
hard and what he did next almost mad me cum, he took off his cloths and
pulled the covers all the way off and then climbed onto my bed and after a
little effort he was sitting on my cock and I was loving it.  he was
jacking himself as well, when I shot my load, we was still jacking and
after several minutes he let fly, and deposited his load all over his hand
and my chest, he licked me clean and then covered me up and got into bed, I
have since visited him many times and even though he is married and has 4
kids, he stills like to feel me inside him. I have over recent years lost
touch with him and I have not seen him in about almost 10 years, I really
do miss him.

Now that I m older I have been in a wheelchair now for some years due to a
drunk driver, I have made many friends and to say that I would love to sex
is an under statement, however, I feel that most people can not see me
anymore , instead they see my wheelchair. I guess that they think that
people in wheelchairs are incapable of loving and being loved.

I have resigned my self to realize that the friends that I now make are
really made through the stories that I write and post on Nifty, I have
written some really good ones, and I have written some that were nothing
more than a sexual fantasy for more than just myself. I love writing and I
love getting emails for people telling me that they like my stories and
other that are a little less charming, It's ok though I appreciate every
one of them.

I have a friend that I have a very deep feeling for, he had recently lost
his lover and I have done my best, being a 1000 of miles away for him, I
never let a day go by without emailing him in the morning and evening to
find out how he is doing and how his day was, and if he just need s someone
to talk to. He recently emailed me and told me that he had found some one,
and that they were getting along great, he was very happy and even sent me
a picture I have and will keep it, I told him how happy I was and that I
would be here for him and his new BF any time they needed me, I have also
become very sad, because as I suspected his new BF is taking up all his
time, He does not email me much any more, but as the true friend that I am
and I plan to continue to be I will be there for them both, I just hope
that they don't forget me, It would break my heart. and send me on another
walk through life.



Well That is it for this little trip through time, I hope you enjoyed it,
If you want to email me please feel free to do so, you can email at
spiderwick1@hotmail.com I will of course answer all your emails as soon as
possible, thanks for reading my story