Date: Fri, 26 Nov 1999 17:21:52 CST
From: Pat Hutchinson <patjack85@hotmail.com>
Subject: Learning from Larry

This is the true story of how I learned to masturbate.  I wonder how most
boys learn to jack-off.  Most I have asked, figured it our on their own.
I'm not sure I ever would have.

The summer before 7th grade I was 12 years old and was well into puberty.
I had had a close to full size cock (6-inches), hair on my dick and
underarms and was on my way to adult height.  I was a swimmer and had just
developed a good teenage body with the combination of competive swimming
and puberty.  I was suffering from powerful erections for which I had no
outlet.

My best friend was Larry, in my grade and a few months older.  We were home
alone at my house.  Somehow we ended up naked in the bathroom posing in the
mirror.  We both were pretty mature for our age and showing off to each
other.  My cock was bigger but Larry's, but he had more hair around his
adult looking cock.  This wasn't even sexual.  I imagine brothers who are
close in age do the same kind of thing.

It turned sexual with my complaining about about the erections.

"Larry, do you get hard-ons all the time?"

"Sure, everyday."

"I feel like my dick is going to explode if I don't have sex, but I can't
even make sperm yet (the verb 'cum' was not yet in my vocabulary)."

"What!  You're old enough to make sperm come out."

"No, it has never happened." I said.

"Pat you just need to pull and rub your dick the right way."

"How?"

We moved to the sofa in the living room.  I can't believe how brave we
were, our living room had a picture window facing the front yard.  We both
sat on the sofa totally naked.  I asked Larry to show me how to do it.

"Well I can't 'cause I don't have a boner."  Can you believe how straight
that kid must have been to be 12 years old sitting on a sofa with your best
friend naked, about to teach him to masturbate, and his dick was soft?
"Just grab your dick and rub up and down."

I tried to follow his verbal directions, but wasn't getting the idea.  It
would be funny if I could remember exactly the way I first tried it.

"No, no," Larry scolded.

"Well show me God-damnit!  How 'bout I play with your dick to make it hard
so you can do it."

"Well OK."  He let me play with his dick for a few seconds.  I was
impressed with all the hair he had.  Larry only let me play with his cock
for a few seconds, before he asked me to stop.  He didn't get hard.

"Will you do it to me until I get the idea?"  He agreed and grabbed my
throbbing cock for about four strokes then pulled away.  That was all I
needed and my hand took his place.  I stroked for a few minutes getting the
rhythm down.

"Larry this is awesome!  We should do this to each other all the time."

"No, you can only do this with your girlfriend."  Larry advised.  Looking
back I wonder if Larry was taught to masturbate as well.  His comment
showed a lot of self-control for a 12 year old and neither of us had
girlfriends.  Larry didn't have older brothers, but it could have been his
step-dad or real dad he spent the summers with.

I kept pumping away.  As my dick drooled some precum I asked Larry if that
was the sperm that shoots when you have sex.

"No, that's nothing.  You'll know when the sperm comes out."

Then my parents pulled into the driveway.  We ran to my bedroom where our
clothes were.  Larry went out the window, which is funny as my parents
would have never known what had happened.

I went to bed early that night.  I stared jacking off again.  The build-up
began.  I thought I had to take a piss.  I decided it felt so good I would
piss on myself.  My orgasm came hard.  I turned the light on after and saw
pools of cum around my cock, stomach and chest.  I was so excited about my
first ejaculation.  I remember thinking about becoming a man that night and
even put an "X" on the date on my wall calendar.  I think the date was
August 24.

The next day I called Larry about the good news.  He was awkward on the
phone and quickly had to go.  We never really spoke again.  That was the
first male friend I lost to my attraction to guys.  On the bright side, it
is one of my favorite sexual memories.