Date: Fri, 25 Mar 2016 11:25:32 -0400
From: mn bbb <samtheham@yandex.com>
Subject: Lost in the Dark chapter 2

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Lost in the Dark
Chapter 2


Ryder's stomach woke him around four in the morning reminding him that he
had skipped dinner. He had fallen asleep with his clothing on and his
crotch was damp with sweat. Knowing he wouldn't be going to go back to
sleep he rolled out of bed and stripped. His clothing went in the hamper
and make it through his dresser. Aside from his underwear everything
hand-me-down from his older brother. His brother had been 13 when he was
born that was when his parents started saving his clothing for
him. Everything would be big on his little frame. He settled on a pair of
cargo shorts and one of the smaller shirts that would only be two or 3
inches shorter on him than yesterday's.

In his dark room he summed up a little anger towards his parents. It wasn't
like they didn't have the money to buy him new clothing. They just didn't
have the desire. Even when he had not had his brothers hand-me-downs, it
ought always been thrift store clothing. Why buy new when you could
reuse. He knew his brother hadn't had to put up with this crap. Why did he?

By the time he was dressed he wasn't in the mood to be quiet in the kitchen
not caring if he woke his parents. With a sandwich made and a cup of water
he went back to his bedroom and picked up a book to read. It is about the
space program and have lots of pictures. He made a mental note to go to the
library today. After a few hours here his parents getting up and going off
to work. He didn't emerge from his bedroom until they were gone.

It was just a little before 8:30 so he grabbed some of his money and start
to make his way towards the convenience store. His parents wouldn't approve
but just about every day he would go there and buy a candy bar or something
else totally unhealthy. Today he was feeling particularly bad so when he
got there he ordered a milkshake. The person behind the counter looked like
a mother. She wasn't happy about making a milkshake this early in the
morning and tried to talk him out of it. He did rise to any debate she put
out. Taking his milkshake outside he sat on the outdoor picnic
tables. Ryder's back rested against the tabletop, his feet resting on his
skateboard slowly moving it back and forth as he sucked the thick shake
through the straw.

He was almost done when something caught his eye. Crossing the street, was
Xander. His eyes followed the boy as he crossed through the parking lot
disappeared out of sight just before he entered the store. Reiter toyed
with the idea of going back in and getting something else. He stopped
himself though. Xander was cute, but all he would get is a look and a few
more stored images for his masturbating fantasies.  Still, his eyes stayed
focused on where Xander had disappeared. When Xander suddenly appeared from
around the corner he was startled.

Xander was carrying a bag under his arm and had a drink in his other
hand. "Hey, your Ryder right?" Xander said taking a seat at the far end of
the bench.

Ryder nodded. "Yeah, um Xander right?" He look the other boy up and
down. Xander was wearing a T-shirt and shorts again. This time he was close
enough to tell the was no noticeable hair. He wondered if the boy had any
around his dick yet. He smiled to himself. "Did you get to play basketball
yesterday?"

"Yes, I did. I guess I got to meet some of my new classmates too. Did you
have a good time with your friends?"

"I guess." Ryder said wondering if he should try to prolong the
conversation.

After a few seconds of silence Xander continued. "My dad asked me to pick
up some hot dog and hamburger rolls. He's having for barbecue
tomorrow. That is assuming the storm decides not to ruin another day."

Ryder looked up at the sky. It was overcast. "Hope it doesn't rain on you."

"I got a text earlier from one of the people I played basketball with. I
guess the games canceled for today. I guess I'll be playing Xbox One
today. I just got it for my birthday actually. Only got around to actually
playing it yesterday. Do you play video games?"

"I have an Xbox too." Ryder said thinking of the black box under his TV."

"360 or One?"

"One."

"Yeah, what games?"

Ryder listed the five titles he had and Xander only had one. Fortunately,
it was when they both had in common. Xander was only about two hours in,
but since the game was Fallout that meant virtually nothing.

Xander tilted his head back and finished off his drink Before letting out a
sigh. "Well, guess I should get home."

Ryder nodded wishing there was some way to continue the conversation.

"You want to come back and watch me play for a bit?" Xander offer as he
stood up.

"What?"

Xander didn't look at him as he twisted the bag around his wrist. "I mean,
I could use some advice. I mean if you wanted too."

Ryder smile. "Sure." He stood up maybe too fast he thought because Xander
was looking at him.

"Should you text your parents or something?"

Ryder froze. He felt around for his phone not sure if he had taken with him
or not. Finding it he pulled it out and pretended to text. "They're both
working, so they won't care as long as I have my phone."

"Great, I could use some help building the stupid settlements."

Ryder started to explain as they walked. Maybe Xander wasn't so far out of
his orbit. Then the pessimism the back of his head started to work on
him. How long could a friendship based on a single videogame last? Ryder
tried to shove that idea in a box before could swell the take over his
brain. He just tried to enjoy the moment.

Xander's house was nice, two stories with a paved driveway. The door opened
into a hallway and even before the door was closed an adult voice called
out.

"Get everything Xander?"

"Yes. I brought a friend home too."

"His parents know?"

"He texted them. They're both working and he says it's okay."

"All right."

Ryder hesitated not thinking someone would be home with them. His
half-baked notions of maybe a blow job or something deflated. "That your
dad?"

"Yeah," Xander said kicking off his shoes. "He works from home. You can put
your shoes over there."

Ryder watch Xander take off his shoes as he started to feel
self-conscious. His sneakers were filthy. As he kicked one of his sneakers
off he noticed a hole on the top of his sock over the big toe. He quickly
removed the other one and hope Xander wouldn't notice. "What does your dad
do?"

"He writes stuff for companies. Brochures, descriptions of products and
stuff like that. He's even done a few articles for magazines. My mom works
for Grassnol. What do your parents do?"

Ryder hesitated. Even with the legalization of marijuana not everybody
liked the idea. "They only a shop in Denver." He figured that was a safe
answer.

"Cool, come on it is in the basement."

Ryder followed Xander into the finished basement. He enjoyed the view from
behind. He wasn't much for butts, but Xander had a nice one. He wondered
what Xander might be packing up front. He smiled at that wondering how
Xander would react if you just asked him outright. Would a straight guy
turned down a blow job? He could only risk it in his fantasies.

The settle down on opposite ends of a large couch and Xander started up the
game. Ryder explained a few things and made a few suggestions the whole
time secure glances over at the other whenever he could. Xander had nice
calf muscles. They were smooth and strong. Ryder wanted to touch them to
see if they were as they look. However, his study of the other came short
when he caught Xander looking at him.

Ryder did get Xander to laugh a few times and he liked the sound of
Xander's laugh. Eventually Xander turned the game over to him. Some things
were easier to show them talk about after all. As he was playing he heard
Xander's phone go off. He looked over at Xander who was typing a message
back.

"Everything okay?"

"Sure, just texting a friend."

Ryder put it out of his mind but only a few minutes later the doorbell rang
and Xander excused himself. When he came back down he was with two
others. Tony and Jordan the twins. Ryder pursed his lips as the two stopped
seeing him.

"Hey,Ryder." Jordan the shorter of the two said. "Didn't know you were
here."

"Oh, you know each other that's good." Xander said pushing past the other
two.

"Yeah, he's in my class." Tony said shrugging it off and taking a seat.

Xander looked at the three of them and smiled. "Sorry Ryder, I didn't think
you might be in the same grade as me." He seemed to realize what he had
said and then added weekly. "I mean we didn't talk about school yet."

Ryder glanced at Xander. "Yeah, it's not exactly my favorite subject."

Both Xander and Jordan laughed. "True." Xander said sitting back on the
couch living together to find their own seats.

As it turned out Xander had invited Jordan and Tony over the other day look
at the game. Ryder realized he was the fifth wheel not the twins. It was
hard to get a word as they talked. After he gave up the controller he
waited five minutes before pretending got a message on his phone. No one
was paying much attention to him and he simply said he had to go. At least
that brought Xander's attention. He asked if they could trade numbers so
they could text and Ryder agreed.

Quickly making his way up the stairs he headed down the hallway getting
shoes on. He could hear it was raining outside but didn't care.

"Hey."

Ryder turned and looked into the living room seeing a man standing there a
cup in his hand and standing by the window. He swallowed and nodded at
Xander's father. "I got a text. Gotta go home."

The man nodded and glanced out the window again. "Let me give you a
lift. It's pouring outside."

"I'm okay." Ryder said putting his other sinker on.

"I really don't feel comfortable letting you walk home in this." Xander's
fathers said. "I can get Xander to come with us if that's what's wearing."

Ryder didn't know what to do. He just stood there wanting to leave but
somehow feeling pinned. "Okay."

The man finished whatever was in his cup and gestured for Ryder to follow
him. Reluctantly the the blonde followed picking his skateboard up and
putting it under his arm. The car was in the garage so neither of them had
to get wet. They reach the end of the driveway Xander's dad asked which way
and Ryder told him.

"All right, here we go." Xander's father said turning into the
street. "Does it always rain this bad around here?"

Ryder shrugged playing with one of the wheels on his skateboard. "It's a
storm."

"Yeah, that it is. No I'm sorry I didn't get your name when you first came
in. I was on the phone actually. Sorry."

"It Ryder."

"Nice name. Well, I hope to see more of you. Nice to see Xander getting
along so many new people."

Ryder had no idea what to say to that so he said nothing.

Xander's father was silent for a moment not saying anything when Ryder said
he should turn. "That's my house."

Xander's father slowed the car rolling to a stop in front of it. "All
right. Ryder before you go can I ask you something?" Ryder had unbuckled
his seatbelt, but paused at the question. Xander's father seem to take that
as a yes. "You got out of there shortly after Jordan and Tony arrived. Are
they okay?"

"Yeah, they're just not my friends."  With that said he hopped out of the
car and ran for his front door. He had left the front door unlocked and
quickly closed it behind him. After a few seconds he peered out the window
to see the car pulling away. That was weird.

*****

"You may not want to be friends with Ryder." Jordan announced as the
basement door closed.

Xander glanced at the shorter of the two brothers. "What, why?"

"He hangs with a pretty bad crowd. He has these two older friends Brendan
and Kevin. They moved up to the middle school this year but they use to
like to pick on kids in the younger grades. I mean even younger than us
sometimes."

"I don't think Kevin was much into that." Tony said. "I mean I never saw
him do anything just always stood in the background."

"Really?" Xander tried to imagine Ryder out with people like that. He
would've sworn the kid was younger than him. He was tiny. If Xander had to
guess he would be more likely to be a victim of bullying then part of it.

"To be fair," Tony started. "I've never seen Ryder pick on anyone. We've
just seen the three of them together around."

"Hum." Xander muttered as he blew a mercenaries head off. "I wouldn't have
guessed."

"Ryder doesn't have much friends I think. I'm not in his class now but I
have been." Tony said stretching. "I really don't know what's going on
there."

"Maybe there his bodyguards." Jordan said grinning. "He sucks there cock
and they protect them from bullies."

"Don't be an ass." Tony scolded as he tried not to smile.

Xander tried to change the subject.  "Yeah well, it looks like back to
babies school for me. Six grade was in middle school at my old one." That
move the conversation on.

The twins mother picked them up a few hours later. After Xander saw them
off he wandered into the kitchen and grabbed a snack. Grabbing a can of
soda he started to unwrap a brownie his father came in.

"Hey dad."

"Xander," his father nodded towards him pulling out a drink for
himself. "Did you guys have a good time?"

His mouthful brownie Xander could only nod.

"Did you invite them to the barbecue tomorrow?" His dad asked leaning
against the counter and taking a long swig from his can of soda.

"Yeah, but are you sure it's still on?" He looked out the window where the
rain was still coming down.

"I checked the weather. This end around 3 o'clock. All sun tomorrow."

Xander nodded. Taking an unusually long sip from his can he looked up at
his father and Wade if he should bring up a subject or not. "Do you have
some time?" Xander had learned that just because his father worked from
home didn't mean to be bothered at any time.

"Shoot."

"Well, you said I could invite some of the kids I met and tell them they
can bring their parents."

"You're recapping what I already know." His father interrupted smiling.

Xander smiled. His father's humor was annoying at times. "Well, I was
thinking of asking someone, but I'm not sure they get along with some one
else I want to ask. So not sure if I should ask both of them."

"Not all of your friends have to get on with each other. You can have
different groups of friends."

He resisted the to roll his eyes. "Well, yes I know that. It's just, well
one person said the other person might not be nice. I'm worried about
getting into something now choosing the wrong side."

Xander's father silence was his rebuttal.

Xander let out a sigh. "I know what you say. I should judge people as
individuals. Respect other people's opinions but make my own. Things can be
judged from different points of view. I know all of that. You've embedded
it into my head."

"So?"

"So, I was hoping for some advice."

His father looked up tilting his head back and forth like he was having a
conversation. "No, I think you covered it all. So what are you going to
do?"

Xander finished off the brownie and angrily threw the wrapper away. "I'll
invite both of them. You know I don't why I talk to you sometimes, you're
already in my head."  He picked his cannot walked out of the kitchen as his
father called out from behind him.

"That's the sign of a good parent."

Xander didn't turn around but he did smile at that. He wasn't angry just
had hoped there was another option out there. Sorry up the stairs to his
room and down to his laptop. He could use his phone just as easily but the
bigger screen did have its advantages. He watched a few videos periodically
texting one of the people he intended to invite tomorrow. The twins had
managed to do in person and he only had three numbers. The first two were
easy to send out, when it came to Ryder he hesitated.

He couldn't imagine Jordan and Tony had been straight up lying about
Ryder. Hanging out with some not nice people was different than actually
being one. Maybe there was some unknown connection between them. Their
parents could be friends or something like that. Xander you couldn't always
pick the kids you hung out with. He had been on the All-Star team last year
for baseball and wouldn't have been friends with his teammates outside of
that.

His mind also dragged up another point. He was attracted to Ryder. From the
spare bedroom in front of the house we could see part of the convenience
store. That room was still held with some boxes and he had been looking for
something he had spotted a blonde boy sitting at the picnic table. He
hadn't been sure it was Ryder, but he had made an excuse to go. His dad had
just added on a chore.

After purchasing the stuff he made his way to the picnic bench half hoping
he was wrong. When he rounded the corner though he knew it was him. He had
tried to play it as casual, a chance meeting. So much like the basketball
game had been yesterday. There was a part of Xander wishing they would find
nothing in common. Another part of him jumped at any possibility. Looking
back now he couldn't believe how many of his assumptions had been wrong.

Yet as soon from writer Ryder's clothing that his family wasn't
well-off. An Xbox in five games for it suggests otherwise. He assumed he
was way younger but they were in the same grade. Ryder had been easy to
talk too, he had like that. Too bad he had to leave. Xander had been trying
not to too many glances.

The video he was watching ended stopped it from going to the next one. He
looked at the search bar for a moment for turning down his speakers and
typing words coming out. It was a search he had done a few times
before. There was a few new videos.

Some of them were obviously gay in his opinion. Sorry, but if you dye your
hair hot pink people make assumptions. The trouble was he actually found
the boy with a hot pink care sort of cute. Some of the boys were fairly
cute, but he didn't liked the overly feminized type. He was a boy and happy
to have a dick. Although he did see if you transgender ones that probably
aren't as happy about that fact. Then he came across a video the kid was
even younger than himself. That struck a chord with them and he quickly
text Ryder. He may not be ready to come out but he wasn't going to be shown
by a little kid even if it was only in his mind.

Slamming his computer shut walked over to his bed and collapsed onto his
bed and stared up at his phone. Looking at the time he realizes his mom
would be getting home soon. He put his phone down and started to undo his
pants. If he didn't do it now be a few hours before he could. Pulling his
pants and underwear down he pulled his shirt up and started playing with
himself.

His penis quickly sprung to life. He could feel his cock throbbed with
heat. Closing his eyes he try to imagine to earlier. Tony and Jordan were
standing in front of him. They were completely naked your hands behind
their backs as he looked them up and down. He imagined with their cock
would look like. His mind shifted to another thought. They jerk off
together? They were twins, they must see each other naked.

Smiled as another thought occurred to him. Maybe they did a little more. He
imagined them lay next to each other head to foot and then over. Thinking
there brothers erection in their mouth. The two of them sucking each
other. Jordan would be on top, his butt would be high in the air. He had a
nice butt. Xander then imagine standing over the scene Jordan is but waving
in the air. Wanted to do something to that. Yes, he wanted to put his cock
right up in there. Each other he would put it in thrusting back and forth.

With a rush Xander felt himself explode. The buildup lasted what felt like
less than a second before the one fluid was shooting out of him. This time
he stopped stroking as he felt the warm liquid coming contact with the
skin. It was something satisfying about this orgasm. Swinging his legs out
he shuffled toward to this desk where he kept the tissues. He felt to
self-conscious keeping them by his bed. Like his parents knew what he was
using them for.