Date: Fri, 04 Feb 2000 09:56:29 -0500
From: fsw <fsw99@mindspring.com>
Subject: Chapter 17 of Matt and Mike

(Author's note: I have received many comments that I went too far in
describing the beatings. I have been told that some readers may enjoy
reading about the beatings and get off on it. If you are one of these
people, please go to the authoritarian section and skip this story.

If I have offended anybody, I am sorry. Both the boys and I felt that we
wanted it included to send a message that this kind of shit should not
happen to anyone, and anyone that is being abused should go to the police
or school counselors and get it stopped. Also, we wanted to show that
anyone that has been abused can recover and go on to lead a happy and
productive life.

Everything isn't nice in this story. Things start to happen pretty fast
now, and the boys don't exactly lead the happiest of lives for a while.
But, they are happy in the end, and that is what matters.

Mike was so offended that anyone could enjoy the beatings, he sat down and
wrote you a letter. It is included as is.


Feb 3, 2000

Hi everyone:

We are hearing comments about how some like the beatings. WE DON'T LIKE THE
BEATING, WE DON'T LIKE S/M or BONDAGE or LEATHER. That is not our thing.
Mike's story was not pretty and was not meant to be. It was painful and
brought tears to our eyes as we read it after it was posted. It hurts as we
hear OH WOW, WAY COOL, BEATING THAT'S COOL.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!  NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!  NOOOOOOO!!!!
IT ISN'T THAT WAY AT ALL!!!!!!!  N F W!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE IS NOT HURT, LOVE IS NOT PAIN!!

Love is putting yourself last and caring about your Lover and his needs
above anything or anyone else.

Matt would be the first one down anyone's throat if he knew of anyone else
getting hurt or beat.  There is no place for it in our world today. It is a
crime and should be abolished. It is domestic violence and it is not
tolerated and I won't tolerate it anymore.

Matt and I love each other deeply. Yes, we have our arguments, but the sun
doesn't go down before we kiss and make up. Matt puts me first and I put
Matt first and that goes for our husbands, too.

Matt and I are not married to each other, but married to two other
brothers.  We are trying to make this a better place for all of us to live
in.

I'm very hurt and disappointed to hear that others like such stuff and get
off on it. I didn't and won't. If my Dad were alive today, I'd have him in
jail. I can't stand to be around my Mom anymore either for what she did to
me and let it happen. The girl that was mentioned in the story that Rick
was dating is my sister.

Carol is not her real name, but she now lives in San Francisco, California.
We were both kicked out of the house. She stood up to my Uncle and said,
"Gee, that not only goes for Michael, but for me too because I'm Bi."

I wanted this part of the story to wake people's eyes up and see that this
does not have to happen to anyone, anymore.

Love,
Matt and Mike


Again, I am sorry if I offended anybody. I am even more sorry if anyone did
enjoy reading what I wrote. I am learning. I will never go into such detail
again. And if any of you sick bastards ever see that I have posted anything
again, please don't read anything I write.


Warning! This story contains sex between minor boys. If you are underage,
this is illegal in your country, or do not like this type of story, please
do not read this.

			       MATT and MIKE

			     Chapter Seventeen

Just as Matt and Mike's life had been turned upside down, Rick's also
changed drastically. He and Zack had moved into a two bedroom apartment
near the campus after spending their first year in the dorms. They had both
thought that the dorm rooms were too small, and the constant noise
interrupted their concentration.  They had both worked during the summer to
come up with the extra money the apartment cost over the dorm room.

They had met when they both had a gym class together. They immediately hit
it off, and became close friends. After they got to know each other a lot
better, Zack even told Rick he was gay.  Rick wasn't, but he was no gay
basher either, especially with two gay brothers at home, so he did not let
that change anything in their friendship.

They both loved tennis, and often teamed up as doubles partners. When they
played each other, both gave it everything they had to defeat the
other. The competition they felt between them only seemed to draw them
closer.

Zack secretly had a huge crush on Rick, but knew he couldn't tell him or
ever let him know. He knew that it could potentially cause him to lose
Rick's friendship, and he couldn't take the chance on doing that. Rick was
still madly in love with Carol, and had confided his feeling for her to
Zack.

That changed on one weekend trip home. Rick and Carol had a date on
Saturday night. Like a lot of people, they let an argument get out of
control. He called her something, she slapped his face, and then broke up
with Rick. He was devastated, and left early the next morning to go back to
college.

Zack came back later in the day, and found Rick in the living room.

"Hey, buddy, what is wrong?", Zack asked, sitting down beside him on the
sofa.

"Carol and I slit up.", Rick answered gloomily.

"Aw, man, that is too bad. I know how much you love her. Maybe you can get
back together later.", Zach said.

"I don't think so. She is really mad this time. I tried calling her, and
her mother said she didn't ever want to talk to me again. I'm afraid it is
over for good.", Rick said, as tears started to cloud his eyes.

Zack moved closer and put his arm around his friend's shoulder. "I'm really
sorry, Rick.", he said.

Rick broke down, and cried on Zach's shoulder. Rick pulled him to him, and
held him until he had cried himself out.

When Rick had finally got over it, he pulled back and said, "Thanks,
Zach. I didn't think I would break down like that, but you helped. Thanks a
lot."

"That's what friends are for. To be there when the other needs them. I was
glad to do it.", Zack answered truthfully.

If anything, the emotional outburst by Rick brought them even closer. They
shared everything together, and even started to visit the other's house on
weekends, only going to their own home every other weekend. That meant they
had to spend the night in the same bed. Nothing happened, of course, but
they did get to see each other dressed in nothing but their briefs at
bedtime.

Rick started to catch more than a few peeks of Zack. Zack had a great
looking body, and the thin briefs didn't hide much. This confused Rick, as
he had never done anything with another male except his father, which he
sure hadn't liked, and the two times with Matt, which he had. He had never
even joined a buddy in the traditional jack off games so many boys enjoy
shortly after they reach puberty. He had always liked girls, starting about
age 10, and had never wanted to do anything sexual with another boy.

But, now he found his eyes going between Zack's legs too often. It was like
his eyes had a mind of their own. Why was he doing this? He wasn't gay.

Things really changed one day after they were back at college. One of
Rick's classes was canceled, and he got back to the apartment earlier than
normal. His stomach had been giving him trouble since the breakup with
Carol and he needed to go to the bathroom really bad. He almost ran to the
shared bathroom and he opened the door, already having undone his belt,
unsnapped the top button of his jeans, and unzipped the fly.

Zach was in the bathroom, about to take a shower. He just hadn't started
the water running yet.  He was completely naked and was hard as a rock.

Now, both of them had seen each other naked many times in the showers after
gym last year. But, neither of them had ever seen the other with a hard on.

Rick was so surprised, he dropped his pants, and they fell to the
floor. "Oh, shit, I am sorry. I didn't know you were home.", Rick said,
staring openly. "My stomach is acting up again, and I have to go really
bad."

"I was just going to take a shower. I'll let you use the bathroom first.",
Zack said, doing nothing to cover himself up. He walked out of the bathroom
calmly, as if nothing had happened. He didn't leave before he noticed that
Rick had also gotten hard from looking at him.

Zack shut the door and went into his room. He put on his robe, but stayed
naked underneath it.  "Rick got hard looking at me. Huh! Maybe he likes me
more than I thought. I sure hope so. If I am ever going to find out, I
might never get a better chance.", he thought to himself.

Rick quickly sat down on the commode and did his business. It didn't take
long, and he flushed the toilet and pulled his clothes back up. The only
problem he now had was he was still hard from looking at Zack's naked
body. He was confused and more than a little ashamed of himself

He opened the door and said, "Zack, you can have the bathroom now."

"Rick, can you come in here for a minute?", Zack asked from his bedroom.

"Oh, shit. I can't let him see me like this.", Rick thought to
himself. What could he do, though?  How could he explain to his best friend
why he couldn't come into his bedroom. "Oh, well.  Maybe he won't notice.",
he thought., as he walked in.


Zack noticed all right. Rick was a little too big to hide it very well. The
bulge was just too easy to spot.

"Rick, I have to ask you a question. Do you like me. I mean really like
me?", he asked softly.

"Sure. We are best friends.", Rick answered, afraid of where this was
going.

"No, I mean more than that. You got hard when you looked at me, didn't
you?", Zack asked.

Rick blushed a deep red, but held Zack's eyes. He just nodded his head yes,
tears starting to form in the corners of his eyes.

"Would you like to look at me again?", Zack almost whispered. "Rick, I have
to tell you. I can't wait anymore. I love you. I have from the first time
that we met.", he said, dropping the robe to the floor, and walking up
closer to Rick.

Rick's eyes got wide as he looked at Zack once more and he thought about
what Zack had just said. Zack loved him, and he easily could tell Zack
wanted him. And, right now, he knew he wanted Zack, too.

"Zack, I......", was all Rick could say before Zack placed a finger over
his lips, saying "Sh. Don't talk." The finger was replaced by his
lips. Just a small kiss. Then, another. When Rick didn't resist, the kiss
became more passionate.

Rick was overwhelmed at first, then let himself go and kissed Zack
back. Zack lead him over to the bed, their lips never parting, and they
laid down with Zack on top of him.

Rick's head was spinning with conflicting thoughts. One second he wanted to
make Zack get up off of him, and the next he didn't want this to ever
end. He ended up turning himself over totally to all the new senses he was
feeling.

This was Zack's reoccurring fantasy finally coming true. He undressed Rick
like an eight year old boy unwraps his Christmas presents on Christmas
morning. He practically tore the clothes off of him. Several bottons were
torn off the shirt Rick was wearing.

When Rick was finally naked, Zack didn't waste a second. He swallowed
Rick's hard penis down to his now grown back pubic hair, and gave him the
first blow job Rick had ever had. Rick just lay back and moaned loudly.

Rick didn't last a long time like he usually did with Carol. This was
totally new experience, and his senses overloaded. He cried out as he
came. Zack had waited for this moment for what seemed like forever, and he
didn't waste a drop.

Zack climbed up next to Rick, and held him as he recovered. When Rick
finally looked at him with a look of awe, Zack said, "Rick, I love you. I
hope you don't hate me for what I just did."

"How could I hate you. That was fantastic.", Rick panted.

Zack just giggled, and kissed Rick. Rick kissed back fiercely, and soon had
Zack rolled over on his back with Rick's body pinning him to the bed. He
never would have thought he would ever do anything like this, but he
started kissing his way down Zack's body. His lust for Zack's body was just
too strong to be denied.

Zack moaned as Rick licked and lightly bit his nipples. Rick continued
farther down his body, little by little, licking his way to his goal. When
he finally got to Zack's rock hard penis, he hesitated for a second. The
last of his doubts gave way and he tentatively licked the head to get used
to it.  It didn't taste bad like he had always thought. He licked all the
way from the base up to the tip and Zack trembled under him, moaning
louder. He finally took as much of the shaft as he could manage, and
started fulfilling another of Zack's fantasies.

They never left the apartment the rest of the day. Afternoon classes were
skipped, and neither boy ever skipped a class. Their grades were too
important to them. But, this was more important to them than any grade ever
would be.

They made love many times during that day and night. Zack would walk a
little funny the next day. Rick lost his virginity the next night. They
didn't go home that weekend. They stayed in their apartment all weekend by
themselves. They didn't see anyone else, nor did they want to. They were in
love.

Their love would continue to grow during the rest of the semester. They
made plans to be with each other for the rest of their lives. Any memory of
Carol was long forgotten for Rick.

Once Rick's parents were forced to move, Rick and Zack transferred to
another college close by to be near Matt and Mike. But, that is getting
into the next chapter.

To Be Continued


Any reader's comments or criticisms are appreciated. The more comments I
get, the quicker I will forward more chapters. Again, I am trying to tell
the story using actual facts, but I do insert parts of the story that did
not really happen. The boys always give me permission, before I submit my
version. I hope you like this method of telling a story. Any comments can
be sent to fsw99@mindspring.com. The only gratification I really get out of
writing is your comments. I have made good friends out of Matt and Mark,
and could use some more.