Date: Sat, 20 Mar 2010 18:14:13 EDT
From: Buontempi@aol.com
Subject: Most turned me on  Part 2

Thank you for your response to my story.

David was a friend of the family and really was most friendly  with one of
my older brothers.  But he would often visit our house and  watch television
with us even when my brother wasn't home.  As time went  David must have
caught on to or at least suspected my secret because  when we were alone
watching TV in our den he would position himself in a chair  facing me and begin
to spread his legs wide showing his massive bulge.  At  least that is what
it looked like to me.  I wore white briefs but  he must have gone what I now
know is "commando".  I would have such a tough  time avoiding looking at his
bulge.  I would have to squeeze my legs to  hide my boner which sprouted up
immediately.  He would never say anything  but would do everything to tease
me like slouch down, put his hand in his pocket  reach down and move his
prick and balls around.  Then he would squeeze  his legs and open them up
repeatedly.  Occasionally he would have this  devilish smile.  All the while
there was my mother and other family member  in the next room.  I would be
totally  stressed.  I had this lust  and I had this great fear of being outed.
I didn't trust him at all and  then there was this tremendous guilt.

I mentioned that I was an altar boy in the Catholic  Church.  When I would
go to confession, in those day almost once a week, I  would confess about
bad thoughts and then bad deeds and then finally revealing  that I
masturbated.  The Priest would always tell me that it was a grave  sin, he of course
asked how often, and then dole out the Penance, so many Our  Father and so
many Hail Mary's.  As time went on the frequency of jerking  off increased and
now I was getting embarrassed to tell him how many  times.  With the
prospect of going to hell there was no way that I was  going to tell him that I
lusted after boys.  So David was my "devil"  testing me almost nightly.  I
feared him so because the thought of seeing  him hard made me feel so good.

I remember one time David asked me to go with him to wait for  furniture
delivery at his brothers new apartment.  We went early in the  morning and
waited for what seemed like hours.  As time went by I kept  going to take a
piss often because I was trying to hold back getting a hard  on.  We sat on the
floor and he again sat opposite me facing me with his  legs out and his
fantastic bulge showing.    I kept moving around  and going to the bathroom to
relieve myself.  There was no furniture at all  so when I got so tired of
waiting I laid myself down face up on the kitchen  counter.  By now I had a
massive boner.
Much to my surprise David came over to the counter and laid  himself right
on top of me.  My heart and my cock was beating so fast,  again fear and
lust.  What do I do?  David moved his crotch against  mine and I began to
sweat.  I was about to ejaculate and had to stop  it.  So I turned over, not
realizing that he would stay there and stay he  did now pressing his crotch into
my ass crack.  He teased me knowing  that I was scared to death.  He moved
once, twice, and the third time  I shot my load inside my blue jeans.  I
don't know what he did but I  suspect the same.  The he said to me don't tell
your brothers that you  mixed spermatozoon or they will kill you.  I was so
ignorant of  everything sexual so I asked him what that was and he told me to
look it up  in the dictionary.   Right about that time the delivery came.
it  wasn't until a couple of days later that I got a chance to look up the
word, my  face must have been beet red.  I wasn't quite fifteen at the  time.

Junior high was the most difficult for me.  I wouldn't  smoke and I
wouldn't swear so I was now being tagged "queer" and faggot.   If they only knew.
Perhaps some did but not because I willingly let  it be known.  It was also
beginning to be clear to me that I was very  different from other boys.  I
would cry myself to sleep at night praying  with all of my might that God
would take these feelings away from me.  I  would night after night promise God
that I would never jerk off again, but that  usually came just after I had
ejaculated and was overcome with guilt.   There was Ray who worked the
lights with me for school plays with his constant  boner showing through his
slacks and then Joey who also showed a boner in his  tight gray woolen slacks,
and Richard who was standing at the urinal right next  to me in the boys
bathroom with his semi hard cock in his hand staring down at  my cock.  One day
we were in gym class sitting on the floor there were  about thirty of us.
All of a sudden Anthony tapped me on my shoulder and  said "look at Joey L.".
I looked over and there was Joey on the floor with his  hard cock out of
his gym shorts and jerking off.  Once again I almost shot  my load then and
there.  Of course we all laughed it off.  Today I  wonder how many others felt
as I did.

Next time I will tell you about Jimmy.

Thanks for reading