Date: Tue, 6 Apr 2010 01:11:39 EDT From: Buontempi@aol.com Subject: Most turned me on part 3 At the end of the last chapter I wrote that I would tell about Jimmy, so here it is: One night when Bobby and I were jerking off under the bushes in his yard he told me that Jimmy had sucked him and Pete. Jimmy at 11 was 3 years younger than the three of us. I was still very nervous about my attraction towards other boys and was scared shitless about anyone finding out. With Bobby being so into his uncles porn magazine and never bringing himself to climax in front of me our escapades were not considered "queer" by him, so my secret was safe. One day however, hormones raging as usual, I saw Jimmy and no one else was around. He was playing in the barn in the back of his house. I went into the barn and struck up a conversation. he was delighted to have one of the older boys paying attention to him. After a while I told him that I heard that he had sucked Bobby and Pete's cock. He admitted it and then I asked him if he would suck mine and he said he would. Now remember Bobby's cock was small around 4 1/2' and uncut and I heard and that Pete's was very big. My cock was around 7 inches thick and uncut. I got rock hard thinking about what was about to happen and I was anxious to see Jimmy's prick. Jimmy pulled his pants down sat on a log and started to jerk off. His cock was around the size of a man's index finger ( at least mine ), was very pale, smooth, and cut. This was the first time that I saw a circumcised penis. I took my hard on out and started to jerk off standing in front of him. He said wow your is big. But then he said not as big as Pete's but big. Then he began to suck it. He sucked it for a few minutes but he didn't want me to cum in his mouth. That was okay with me because I hadn't even thought of that and wasn't going to do it anyway. At that time Jimmy couldn't ejaculate yet and I just shot my load onto to the dirt floor. Jimmy telling me that Pete's was bigger than mine made me lust after Pete more than ever. Jimmy was a small kid and his mouth was small so I really didn't get much of a feeling when he sucked me. So a week later we got together in his barn and he again sucked me and it did feel much better. I liked the fact that he had creamy white skin with reddish blond hair and freckles, unlike us three older olive skinned Italian- American boys. The third time Jimmy sucked me I got curious and asked him what it felt like to suck a cock and he just shrugged his shoulders. I think he just did it because he like being around us and he knew it made us happy. So I asked him if I could try it on him and he agreed. I got down to his level and put his little penis in my mouth but I didn't suck it I just felt it for a few seconds. It was so small, but I do remember that he was rock hard. He asked me if I liked it and I said I don't think so. I didn't know anything about sucking a cock and it didn't appeal to me. Well that wasn't the end of it. A few weeks later I was walking home from school with Bobby, Pete, Billy and Frankie and my world came crashing down. Billy blurted out that he heard that I had sucked Jimmy's cock. Well I must have turned crimson and of course I denied it. I swore up and down that Jimmy had made up the story. They eased up on me for a bit and when I went home I went right to my room and cried myself to sleep. From then on I stayed away from Jimmy and from Bobby and did everything that I could to appear as masculine as I could. But every so often one of the kids would call me "queer or "fag". Now I resorted to just humping my pillow and jerking off alone fantasizing about Pete and David up the street and some other boys around the neighborhood. I never did fantasize about Bobby. In the next chapter I will write about a couple of other kids before I went to high school and about two of my brothers. I wrote about my younger brother a couple of years ago but it will fit into this true sequence of events. Thanks for reading