Date: Thu, 13 Mar 2003 16:03:25 +0100 (CET)
From: aban aziz <abandanske@yahoo.de>
Subject: My Earlier Love Story

I was 12 when it was the first time I noticed him. Jan. He is about 3 years
older than me and He actually lived only 3 houses behind mine. He played
Football in the field with the local boys of his age, while me and some
friends of my age lying on the grass on the side of the field.

On the age of 12 I already did quiet a lot of sexual activity honestly,
eventhough its only a " light" sexual activity. out of curiousity I tried
to compare my dicks with those of my friends, and one thing leads to
another before finally we lay exhausted after the "climax" between the
upper legs or on the stomach.

Sometimes me and some boys tried it too on girls, but seems like girl has
not so much interest in this business like us boys, on that age, so, it
always ended up boys and boys doing it together. And honestly after some
experience with the girls, I always found it much nicer with boys, because
boys have much more interest, curiousity, experiences, and energy.

Jan was playing Football naked, only with red shiny shorts. His chest was
wet and very nice. His legs was bare and look delicious. and his black
hair, wet from the sweat, move with each heartbeat on my chest... God !!! I
have never payed so much attention to adult man with this sexual feelings
before. Sex for me before this was only a natural things when I played with
my friends, or when I sleep with one of them in their house or one of them
sleeping in my house.

But looking at Jan, my heartsbeat is much faster, my lips is swolen, and my
chest flowers !!! And I don`t even know what happens in that age. I just
watched him in awe, and my body feels so light and I didn`t feel the touch
of the ground !!!

Jan noticed me in the end, He noticed me looking at him with passions. So
when they have a break and another team played on the field and Jan`s team
is on the rest on the side of the field, watching the new team played, Jan
take his place beside me, lying on the grass.

His aroma of sweat smell so sweet, and his glanzing body and face, send
quiver in my throat. He wrapped one of his arms on my back. And I inform
you something before you think it is too quick, but I lived in a Small
village far from the big Cities. The life in our Village is very , very
different with the life on the City. The people on my Village are going out
and helping each other. Everybody knows everybody, so the whole Village is
like a big familly. So, it is no strange thing when I sleep this night in
this familly and tomorrow nights with other familly. Of course, the familly
I slept in has to have youngsters my own age as friends.

And between boys, we go out together hand in hand, or walking around with
our arms in each other`s shoulders, and things like that are acceptable not
as sexual activity but intimacy between famillies, or good friends.

So, as Jan lied beside me and have his arms on my back, as I lied on my
stomach watching the football, It Isn`t a problem at all for the public. He
asked me hi with his big smile, and later on in some occasions he massage
my back and even playfully also pinched my ass !!! In public, on the side
of the field while watching the football team played their game.

I don`t know who has started it but in the end, Jan lead me to the
Toilet. He washed himself a little then he took my hands and lead me to the
toilet cabin and locked the door. It is dark and very hot with the door
closed, and it is even hotter with my pulse racing like F1 and his breath
puff like that from the bull`s.

He touched me and I was trembling from fright and excitement. The darkness
makes his touched feels very intensive. He is trembling too, and his heart
beating created a music of drums and gongs with mine. He is sweating again,
and I am too. He let my shirt opens, then my short, and his. I can`t see
anything so I was a little schocked when I felt something big and hard and
very hot and wet, touched my stomach. And when he hugged me his big
throbbing thing pressed flat on my stomach. he is bigger and taller than
me. his thing is on my stomach level when both of us are standing.

He started to move his hips, and he tried to kiss my forehead, cheeks, and
finally my lips. It was my first time, I dont know what to do but his kiss
feels so hot and wet. and his breath, burn my lounge as I can only inhaled
his hot breath. He keeped kissing my lips . His saliva feels strange the
first time I feel it but as my body`s temperature rised and I started to
enjoy his kiss his saliva feels so nice and wet and heavenly. That kiss was
the kiss that makes me loved by every man I kissed afterwards. As that kiss
was so sweet, and passionate, and wet, and long. Sometimes he put my upper
lips between his both lips, then he chewed and sucked and even licked it
with his tounge. Then my lower lips in turn. Then his tounge will invade
inside my mouth , tried to reach it deep, or tried to lick the upper wall
of my mouth, under my tounge, or running along my teeth.

God that kiss was heaven, it makes me forget everything else, even my own
desire or his hard prick that was amazed me a minute before. He kissed me
like that for seems like hours before he lifted me up and pushed my body to
the wall and adjusted his dick between my legs. I realized then again about
his hard prick. It was big compared to my young one. and it feels very hot
between my legs. it burns me. burns my inside. and my heart is melting... I
hugged him deep while he pushed in and out of his dick between my legs. Our
body is wet from sweat. So nice, so nice. I never felt that heaven on earth
before.

His lips now are playing in the back of my neck while I hugged him. It
sends shiver through my body. and I bit his shoulders with my lips. his
sweat and aroma feels so powerful each time he push forward. and the
saltiness on his skin is an aphrodisiac which burns me when the wet skin of
his prick sliding in and out between my upper legs. And he goes faster and
faster. Untill finally I felt he bits me on my neck, and his breath
explode. His mouth roar like a tiger. and his prick jolted between my legs,
and spray of hot cum that I felt running down my legs was like an angel
knocking on heavens door. I don`t know what that is, like I don`t know if
angel exist.

Later on I asked him what that was, and he answer that it was what people
calls climax. adult man have it when they have sex. And he was surprised
that I never have it before. Yes. I have a lot of " Sex " with other boys
of my age but I never experience climax. none of my friends have it. and I
never have it. We played with each other penisses, we ground our sexes on
each other completely naked. and it feels nice, warm , and in someway
sometime we feels like we are "exploding" but never like Jan.

He wants to make me Climax he said, but another time. Yess, I agree. We
washed and then we go out of the toilet and some boys are still playing
football but it`s getting dark and most of my friends left already so I go
home, washed , and do my homework from school.

Around 21.00 o' clock, I heard a nap nap on my window, So I come to it and
there was Jan standing, and beg me to let him come in. So I let him jump in
through the window to my room. He help me closed the window, and the
curtain, and locked the door. His breath is racing again like this
afternoon in the toilet and he hugged me.

" I want you again, I can`t stand it I have to have you again !! " He said
between his breathing and his hands is all around my body already.

" I am not alone , I am afraid my familly might hear us " I answered him
eventhough I know I wont be able to stop him from my own passion.

" We will do it quietly, I will not make much noices " He kissed my lips
and I can`t answer him. He kissed me deep and wild , and he lifted me up to
my bed.

I am heated up already by his closeness and his heavy breath. He kissed me
long while his hands tried to freed my clothes and his. Finally we are
stark naked and I can feel his skin and his hard dick on my body. It feels
different like this afternoon with the comfort of my bed and the room.

His kiss runs down to my neck, my nipples, ohh that was wonderfull, but his
kisses keeps going down and ... God !!! He has my dick in his mouth !!!! I
never knew it is possible before, but.... God !!! His mouth feels so warm
and wet... he play with his tongue, with his saliva, I was wet, wet, and
hot, and hot !!! And I climax !!!!! Yess, I feel my blood and all the
liquid in my body runing around all of me, makes every part of my body warm
and quiver, and it runs all over my body, and going down, and up, and
centraled on my penis in Jan mouth and.... God !!! I never felt this one
before, but something is out of my penis to Jan`s mouth, and he swallow it.

He looks into my eyes and smilling. then kiss me on the head, and hold
me. His prick is still very hard, he took my hand to it. I hold his prick
in my hand, hard and throbbing. I play with it. But he has another idea. He
change his position with his head back sucking my dick again, and his dick
was level with my mouth. In someway he is trying to make me suck him too,
but I don`t know about that. So I just keep playing it with my hand.

" Would you please put it in your mouth... Please I am so hot.... please
take it in your mouth...." He begged me in between his sucking on my cock.

His action makes me fly to heaven, but I am really not ready to take him in
my mouth in those time so I just kiss it lightly and keep it played with my
hands.

He finally understands and change his positions and he lied on top of me
and wet my upper legs and his hard dick wit his saliva before he slipped
his hard dick between my legs and tighten it up and he started his
ritual. Kissing my lips deeply. chewing on my neck, and pushing and
crushing his hips to me. He cried out loud when he Climax. So loud that I
have to put my lips cover his lips in fright of my familly will hear him.

Days change to months and months change to years. In between my familly
accept Jan as my bestfriend eventhough Jan was a little too old for being
my friend. They even allow Jan to sleep with me in my bed. Of course, they
have no idea of what is going on between us, and we dont let them have the
idea of what is going on between us. I don`t want my familly to prohibited
him for being my friends.

In between Jan and me have create our own language too. So when we are in
public or in familly circle we can talk easily about our passions without
being covered. Sometimes in the Familly meeting, everybody was there, and
Jan sudenly shouted loudly,

" Hi Aj.... there is a naughty mise outside, let`s run and shoot it !!! "

And I will laugh because that words mean his cock is getting hard and he
wants to make it cum but i only answered " Allright " and both of us
running outside to the darkness of the garden and make it behind the trees,
or on the grass.

Another time I am home , and Jan was horny but has no dare asking my family
to come and sleep with me in my bed and there is no posibility for him to
slip to my room from the window, he will scream like he played hide and
seek in the neighbourhood, loud enaugh for me to hear him.

" One, two, three... I am hiding, You will have to find me now...!! "

So I will try to make any excuses from my familly to let me out and play,
and we go somewhere possible to make sex. always different places, sometime
in an empty garden house, another time up on a tree !!!

I was 14 and we know each other very well already. I have no secret anymore
about his passions and his wish, and I have no fright also to let him feel
my wet saliva and hot tounge. I even crazy to have him there and He always
said I am very good on it. like also my kissing are heaven he said.

It was a normal day, he sleep with me in my room. and as always, when he is
near me I am hot and trembling. Him too. We kiss and I have him feel my wet
saliva, and I feel his wet saliva.... and he chew me, and finally....

It was a hot day, my body is wet. His body is wet. It was very nice as both
of our wet body slide on each other. His warmness slid deeper in my pore
each time he move. His hard dick Compare with my bigness now as I am
growing adult. Mine even growing bigger than his, but He have a very
beautifull one. very nice shape, very nice taste. Cutted and clean. The
head shaped nicely to the rest of the part.... I am crazy about his
dick. So beautiful, so warm, always so hard....

His dick push up and down in between my upper legs, so nice, so warm, so
wet,.... " Ohh god !!! " I am flying to heaven.

Without I realized it. I wrapped my legs on his hips, and my feet push his
buttock downward for harder push. He is so wet, so warm....and his breath
is so hard....

" Aj... You are good today...., It feels so good, so good.... Ohh God
!!!.... Move your hips up and down Aj, move it....Ohh,... I can feel my
prick slide up and down your hot cheeks.... Feels so nice Aj... I love
it..." He yumm and humm, he bite my neck, he bite my nipple, he kiss me on
the lips, he sucked my tongue...

" Ohh God !! I feel the head of his dick brushed my hole.... Why it feel so
warm and tempting ??? why it feels so nice and heavenly when his dick head
brushed me there ?? Why ?!! "

It makes me crazy, really makes me crazy, and hunger comes from my tiny
hole... So hungry.... and Jan feel it too...

" Let me in... Let me have you.... Please let me in..." He chewed my
nipples and one of his hand arrange his hardness to my destination, while
the other hand grabbed me... His lips on my breast feels heaven, so nice,
so nice and...

"Ouwhh...!!" Both me and Jan screamed at the sametime. Me from the Hot wet
head that slipped in me, and Jan from the tight, wet, hot lips that covered
his dick head. It was my first time, but it doesnt hurt. It feel strange
but it feels so hot and nice. I pushed up to him when he pushed downward.

I have him in me. I have him in me !!! I can`t believe it !! I never
thought it is possible but it feels so nice, and warm, and... God !!! and
when he move it out and in, out and in.... I have his power !! I have this
horse power in me..., so good , so nice....

" Aj... move it like that, move it.... tightened it up, loose
it... tightened it, loose it... You are so nice... you are so nice...."
again Jan yumm and humm . He moved faster and faster. It really strange
this feelings. this hard, very hard thing, wet and powerful, touch my
insides. Very strange feelings. Very nice.

It makes me crazy. And Jan Climax. His dick pulse, and I feel every
heartbeat of it. I feel it bolted up. I feel some hotspray. I feel it`s
warmness. I feel it`s wetness. and I climax too !!!

I am exhausted. Jan exhausted. My legs wrapped his hips still. His dick
planted inside me still. I am wet all over. And Jan`s sweat fall like
rains. God, thank you for this heaven, and I cried !!! Jan kissed me on the
lips, and we kiss, we kissed for this heaven, we kissed for this discovery.

And Jan and me, we have a lot of fun only the two of us knows. a lot of
times. untill the next 3 years.

I was 17 when one day Jan said he has a girlfriend and he wants to marry
her. I broke. My heart and head explode into pieces. I can`t understand the
world anymore. And I am lost.

I was in doubt. Do I make a wrong thing ?? Do I have to find a girlfriend
too ??

I was at the second class of my Senior High School that time. At school I
always have a good prestige, and always be on the big 5 each semester. But
that last semester I was far below, even on the 5th worst student on my
class.

One day I can`t take it anymore, Jan still wants me but I broke, and
everytime we met we ended up always in fight. At the end, I run from
home. From my familly, and just going and leaving from one place to
another. rented a cheap room each time. and just spend my time on the beach
or on the street. Thinking a lot about life.

I am handsome, so everywhere I go I have enough people around me and met a
lot of new people and new situation. I learn a lot about life during this
time. And I become wiser and wiser. 5 Months after I run from home, I come
back to my familly. Everybody were happy. and everybody were wondering why
I did such a thing but nobody ever experienced why.

Jan is married, and I continued my High school in another school. During
this time I have some girlfriend but no love. no other boyfriend thought.
Jan still keeps trying to have me in bed. Honestly, he succeed twice during
2 years. But the rest we only have problems with each other and I dont
enjoy his companion anymore.

1995 I Finished my senior high school and I was 19 years old. And move to a
big city and study and have some job too. I know more and more people from
other area even other country. I become wiser, and in between I also met a
lot of man. Many, many of them are in love with me, Because I enjoy kissing
very much and I enjoy a good time. I have seen enough unhappy people and I
have seen enough life. And I am tired of fighting.

All I need now is love, and peace, and good life. Good life for me doesn`t
mean money as everyone thought. I am healthy and have good enough brain and
character, so i don`t think I will die one day from no money. But
love.... So many nice man in this world and one particular one is very,
very, nice to me. But... the feeling of unsecure is always there, and I
never know when will this feelings and this heartbeat will finally settle
down.

Life is strange, isn`t it ? What about your ??

Kind regards for everyone

Aj.