Date: Thu, 5 Jul 2001 22:55:36 EDT
From: PRNRMLDSTNY24@cs.com
Subject: My Hearts Secret Desire 1

My Heart's Secret Desire
Chapter 1

I walked over to my friend Bryan's house one day during the summer vacation
between ninth and tenth grade. I had had the biggest crush on Bryan since
sixth grade when I first realized I was gay. I was in love by eighth grade
our school never had showers for after gym so I had never gotten the chance
to see my beloved in his birthday suit but seeing him in just his boxers
was better than nothing.

I was psyched about going over to his house to hang out. It hadn't happened
since fifth grade. When I got there he answered the door in his pajamas and
my heart leapt.

"Can you wait down here for a few minutes while I go get dressed?"

" No problem" I answered nonchalantly.  So I sprawled out on the sofa and
daydreamed about him changing his clothes for about fifteen minutes. When
he came down he proposed we watch a movie. I said yes right away. I'd do
anything for that hot kid. So we looked around his collection of films and
agreed on Scary Movie. My eyes were glued on him more so than on the TV

Out of nowhere he asked: "Steven, have you ever jacked off?" Before I even
had a chance to think about the question my mouth blurted out; "No." I was
so mad at myself for missing a perfect opportunity like that. I felt like
banging my head against the coffee table. What was wrong with me? So
finally I declared; " Bryan, you're one of my best friends and I would do
anything for you." He looked at me with curiosity.

"Anything?"

"Definitely."

"O.K. I'll be right back." He ran upstairs and when he came back down he
was stuffing things into his pocket. "I really need to get off, is there
anyway you could help me with that?"

"Definitely." I repeated, I approached quivering with desire, fear,
anxiety, and joy all rolled into one heap of emotions.

I knelt down in front of him (the movie long forgotten) and unzipped his
pants with trembling fingers. He had on Scooby-Doo boxers, which barely hid
his half-hard state. I looked at him with his boxers on and just saw all my
dreams finally coming true. I unbuttoned the single barrier no keeping me
away form my heart's secret desire. I stuck my hand in carefully and felt a
nice thick bush of pubic hair, two very large balls, and the object of my
three- year obsession a semi-erect six-inch cut cock just longing to be in
my mouth. I was in pure ecstasy. Nothing had ever felt more right in my
life.

I pulled down his pants and boxers to the floor while he sat back to enjoy
the show. By then his beautiful prick was fully erect ant seven inches and
very wide. I moved my face closer and breathed in his manly smell. Making
use of every on of my senses, I slowly kissed his swollen pink head and
pinched myself to make sure I hadn't sleep into another fairy tale like
fantasy of mine.


It was real and it was all I ever wanted, so I gently placed my mouth
around his hot head and tasted it with my tongue. It tasted like it had
just been cleaned just a hint of soap, I loved it!!! I swirled my tongue
around and around. I decided to move further down very slowly savoring
every second and tasting every part of his dick so I could remember this
moment for the rest of my life and how happy I was. "Uhh, I can't handle it
go faster." He yelped, but no way in hell, I was going to make this last.
My first time sucking and a cock and it just happened to be attached to my
on true love, I would never rush such a dream.


Much, much more to cum in later chapters, if I get any good letters that
is.