Date: Thu, 10 Oct 2002 18:38:43 -0700
From: dude sweet <dudesweet@hotmail.com>
Subject: My life so far 68-75

Chapter 68

So my dad is going on a business trip and I have to stay at my moms new
house with Steve who I my stepdad now and Adam and Jesse who are my
stepbrothers or half stepbrothers or something..  Since they got married
this summer she moved into there house.  Well I seen Adams boner before and
showed him new ways to jack but never saw him jack so I was hoping maybe we
could get to do some stuff.

So him and is brother live in bunk beds in one room and I have to stay in
the guest room cause my mom doesn't want us to camp out all I the living
room on school nights cause she thinks we will stay up and not get enough
sleep. So I don't really get to see much of them naked or even in the
underwear cause we sleep in different rooms but I do ask Adam if he measured
his yet and he says yes but don't' tell so I promise and he says 5 ¾ inch.
Wow I mean when I say his before summer it was way smaller so it must of
grown tons over the summer.  So I ask him if I can see it and he says he
afraid we will get cot so no.

So everytime we are together a little bit I ask him questions like how much
he does it and stuff like that.  Anyway he never done it with anybody and
nobody ever seen his boner except me not even his brother.  He never jacks
in his room only the bathroom cause he afraid his brother will catch him.
Jesse is his brother and is 12 now so I tell him he probably does it but
Adam says no.  So once he shows me his hairs but not his dick or anything.
So I think he will do stuff maybe.  So when we get to friday all 3 of us
sleep in their room I sleep on the floor and they sleep in their bed all in
are boxers only.  So I am trying to ask Jesse questions but he his to shy to
say anything and Adam also don't say anything so I cant get any sex or
jacking talking going or dares or anything.

So like midnight I hear Adam get up and go to the bathroom and I here him
takeing a pea so I get up and follow to see if he is going to jack or
anything.  He is surprised when he opens the bathroom door and I am walking
to it and jumps.  So I say hey wanna jack off some.  And he says no.  And I
say come on man I showed you how to jack new ways before you should let me
show you some more.  So he says more new ways and I say shure.  So he goes
back in the bathroom and gets lotion and says lets go to the guest room
which was my room during the week.  So we are in there and I can see he is
kinda chicken and he don't have a boner and I only got a semi so I decide to
just start it and pull off my boxers and sit on the floor and start to play
with mine.  SO he is just looking and I say come on get naked I seen yours
before anyway.  So he gets all naked and sits on the floor next to me
leaning against the bed and starts to play with his to get a boner.

So he says well new ways are what so I tell him about doing it with your
left hand and he don't like that.  I also try to let me jack him but he
don't want to do that.  So we here the bathroom toilet flush and freak out
and grab are boxers and put them on when his brother comes in the room in
his boxers to and says what are you guys doing.  SO he sees my boner in my
boxers cause I'm not hiding it the way Adam is and I say nothing and Adam
says none of your business.  So Jesse sees Adam has a boner to I think and
he sees mine cause it is sticking straight out an he says jesus you guys
have big ones.  Well Adam says shut up and is hiding his and I say yeah I
have a gigantic one wanna see it and he says yeah.  So I say you have to
show yours to and he looks as Adams and says to adam you to and Adam says ok
and I say all at the same time so I go 1 2 3 and we pull them down.  Well I
still got a total boner Adams is back to normal and Jesse is got a little
one with no boner and no hair.  So Adam just pulls his up first and says ok
that's enough and so Jesse and then me pull are own up and we are going back
to their room and Jesse says how big is it and I say almost 6 inches and he
says shit.  And the Adam says mine is 5 ¾ how big is yours and Jesse says he
don't know so I say lets measure.  SO he says ok.  So we are in their room
and I tell Adam to get a ruler and tell Jesse to pull it out and get a boner
and he says ok but you have to promise not to tell.  So he is playing with
his and we are watching and he cant get a boner.  So I say just pull it out
as far as you can and then we will measure it and it is 3 ½ inches but he
cant get a boner.  So I figure he don't jack off or anything yet.

So since me and Adam didn't get to jack off I still want to so after we turn
out the lights I wait like only 2 minutes and decide to do it and see if
they say anything.  So I use the lotion and it is noisey so I know they here
but they don't say anything.  So we sleep.  So in the morning Adam has to
get up to deliver papers and I see him get dressed and when he leaves Jesse
says were you playing with yourself last night and I say yeah and he says
were you jacking off and I say yes and I say do you do that and he says yes.
  He says I heard you come do you shoot sperm and I say of course. Do you
and he says no.  So I say does Adam and he says he has no idea.  So I say
want to jack off now.  And he says now here.  And I say yeah why not and he
says he only does it at night when everybody is sleeping so he don't get
cot. And I say getting cot is no big deal and I been cot and besides his
brother does it anyways.  He says really he was wondering and I say yeah
don't you guys ever talk about stuff like that and he says no.  SO I ask him
how he learned and he said his friend showed him and I say you guys jackoff
together and he says no but I think he is lieing.  So I say ever seen any
sperm and he says yeah his friend make like a drop.  SO I said ever seen it
comin flying out at a million miles a hour and he laughs and says no.  So I
say wanna lets jack together and you can see it.  And he hops out of the top
bunk on the floor and sits next to me and pulls his out through the hole and
gots a boner and I pull mine down and I got a boner and we both jack and
before I come I tell him ok watch now here it comes when I shoot.  He laughs
and he is impressed I think.  Well I get to see his boner and he don't come
or anything but it is still cool.  So I say wanna jack some more later and
he says yeah.  So we go back to sleep.  When Adam comes back we all get up
and eat breakfast and just mess around.

So anyway that night I tell Adam that Jesse already jacks and he can't
belive it and I say wanna all jack together tonight and he says no.  But I
decide to try anyways.  So later when we are getting undressed I say hey
Jesse lets measure yours now if you can get a boner so he says ok and puts
his hands in his boxers and Adam and me watch and he pulls his boxers just
down a little and it is stick straight up.  So he gets the ruler and we
watch him measure and it is 3 ¾ and he gives me the ruler and says ok your
turn so I measure mine and it is 5 ¾ plus and I give it to Adam and he
decides to do it and pulls is out and measures almost exactly the same as
mine.  So we all have boners in are boxers so I decide what the hell and say
lets all jack off and have a race.  So Jesse says ok right away and Adam
don't want to.  So we say he has to leave the room when we race ten and he
don't want to so we talk him into jacking with us.  So we all sit on the
floor with are boxers down and jack with no lotion or anything.  Well I am
so horney seeing them both I come first I'm in the middle.  So I announce it
so they can watch and they both look.  When Adam comes he don't announce but
shoots al little to his belly button.  And Jesse has seen is brothers sperms
for the first time.  And me to.  And I like it.  So I say lets all
sllepnaked tonight and Jesse says ok and Adam says what if we get cot and I
say we won't get cot your rents don't look under the covers or anything do
they and he says no so we all sleep naked.

So when I wake up Jesse is awake and Adam is still sleeping so I decide to
show off and stand up and stretch with my boner just sticking out and Jesse
is laughing and I say do you get morning wood and he says yeah so I say let
me see it so he pulls open his blankets and I start to touch it but he pulls
his blankets over it to fast so I stop.  So I say I got to pea and start to
go out and he says hey your naked and I say oh yeah like I forgot so I put
on my boxers and go to pea and come back in And Jesse is playing with his
boner.  So I sit next to his bed and watch and I say want some help and he
says help and I reach to his and this time he don't stop me and I jack it
for him. This time I do it for him and I can tell he finally comes but with
no sperm and he is like totally shocked and that's his first time ever. So
he thanks me a lot and I ask him to jack me to but he is afaid his brother
will wake up so I say that's not fair I did you so he says on so I pull mine
down and he jacks it but when it comes he stops so I have to finish but it
is still cool.

Chapter 69

Well sense this is chapter 69 I was hoping to write about that but nothing
like that happened.  My friend spent the night but all I did was see him
naked when he changed clothes no boner.  We didn't even do the jets he says
that's kid stuff and he gots a girlfriend but they don't do anything.

Also Mike is weird now in his new school he came over on a satyrady but we
didn't do anything.

This high school guys pick on freshman and make us do stuff like pick up
trash.

Chapter 70.

So these football kids were bugging me cause we had a pep rally and they
said I wasn't cheering or anything.  They said I had to show school spirit.
SO I said I would cheer next time.  So at the football game I saw some new
friends from school.  Ted and Jerry are in my history class so I sit with
them.  They got cigarettes and we go under the bleachers to smoke them.  It
is hard to smoke but they teach me how.  And when they got to piss I got to
and can see Teds dick cause he is just pissing and don't care.  But he don't
have a boner or anything and I don't get to see Jerrys.  But they are cool
and I think maybe we can be friends.  They spend the night with each other
but they don't invite me.

So at school I start to hang with them.  They invite me over to Teds house
to smoke after school and Jerry says he getting some for this weekend.  So I
say what and they don't tell me but later they tell me its pot.  And I say I
lot pot so they invite me over and say I have to bring $10.  So cool.

Chapter 71

So during football game on Friday we hang and smoke only ciragetes and I am
getting better at smoking and then we go to teds house.  Then we leave his
house and walk to the park and jerry gots his pot.  So we are smoking and I
decide to be the brave on and dare Ted to climb to the top of the jungle jim
and pull down his pants and moon the whole world.  So I think maybe I can
get some dares started.  So he says ok and does.  So he dares me to go down
the slide but naked.  SO I do and when I strip  jerry says how come you have
a boner.  So I tell him I always get hard when I am naked,  So I go down the
slide.  So I am so high and anyway I decide to stay naked to see what they
will say.  So they don't say anything.  So I dare jerry to streak around the
teeter totter and back so he does but he is only floppy.  So he gets his
boxers own and that's all and I still am naked and we smoke another one and
I stay naked so they can see my boner.  So we talk about sex and jacking off
and stuff.  So we here some older kids coming so we get dressed and run to
teds house.  Well I only put on my pants so when we get ready to sleep on
his floor I don't have any boxers and decide to just strip naked and they
don't say anything but they laugh a little so I decide to go for it and say
got any movies or magazeens?  So ted goes to his room and bring back a
hustler.  So we all look and they are playing with theres in there boxers
and I say do you got any lotion and he smiles and looks at jerry and says
ok.  So he is tenting out his boxers when he gets lotion and I just squirt
it all over my dick and start jacking.  I am still high and don't even care
if they do it.  But they do and I don't really get good looks but that is ok
because now I have new jacking friends.  So there are tissues and we clean
up and go to sleep I sleep naked but they don't.

In the morning they tease me cause I cant find my boxers and have to put on
my pants.  I think maybe they are in the park.  So we eat and go to the park
to look for my boxers but we cant find them.  So I invite them over to my
house to swim and my dad comes to get us and we all change in my room they
don't hide theres.

So As soon as we get in I show them the Jacuzzi and how to blow jets and
they like it and don't care if I see there boners.  So they are 1 year older
than me but still in my class in history cause sometimes they have different
grades in same class in high school.  So we talk about sex and I get super
hornry.  So When we go in I say wanna look at magazeens and jack but they
don't want to so we just play playstation.  Then we take them home.

Chapter 72

My dad sees me on his computer with my boner out when I am writing this
diary and when he come in I stop playing with my dick but I let him see my
stuff so he can see im not putting porn on his screen.  And I am just
sitting there with my dick totally showing but he don't care it is pretty
funny so he says what are you writing so I tell him and he says ok but not
to give out my address or meet anybody on the internet duh like I don't know
that anyway we talk and I my pants are all the way down with my dick just
hanging out and my boner goes away. Hahaha.

Chapter 73

I tell Ted and Jerry about it and jack off all they way in history they
think its funny but they don't do it.  But they invite me over after school
to jerrys house.  When we are there they ask me if im gay.  Like I didn't
expect that question.  So I say no.  SO they say are you sure. And I say
yeah Im sure so I wonder if I should tell them yes or maybe or what.  So
later I tell them I done some gay things before.  SO they have me tell them
and I decide to mostly tell them the truth.  SO anyway they are getting more
interested and ask me if I want to suck and be sucked.  Shit so I say hell
yes.  So they both strip me naked and start to play with my dick and I just
lay there and let them and when Jerry is sucking my dick Ted puts his
fingers up my but and it feels cool so I let him.  I am wondering if he will
try to but fuck me but he don't.  So when I come jerry drinks it all and it
was the best ever especially with the but stuff.  SO jerry and ted both get
naked and I get to suck jerry and ted is totally putting his fingers up
jerrys but.  So drink all his and it tastes good and I gots another boner.
Then I suck ted and jerry plays with both are buts.  So we have this gay
orgey fo like 30 minutes till jerrys mom drives up then we stop.  Wow my
first gay orgy and the but stuff is good so I hope someday we do more.

Chapter 74

So we are going to buy some pot but we don't have enough money but the guy
gives it to us anyways and says we all owe him a blowjob.  Shit.  Hes a
senior.  So he looks at me and says he wants one now.  SO we are in his car
and I am afraid but ted and jerry are outside so I think I am safe so he
pulls it out and puts my head on it and so I suck him all they way.  But I
don't really like it cause he is older and not my friend.  SO we go around
this alley area behind ralphs and smoke it and I am still kind of grossed
out but when we get high I don't care anymore. And we piss on the dumpster
together but no sex stuff.

When I get home my dad can tell I am high and he is pissed.  He makes me
tell him, what happened and I tell him everything. So I can't hang with Ted
and Jeery anymore or he will make me change schools.  Shit

Chapter 75

SO my friend is over after school and I tell him everything even the gay
stuff.  So he is cool and tells me not to freak out.  He says there are lots
of cool guys at school.  He says some like to jack off to.  So I am excited
and he wont tell me who or anything but he says he knows a guy who is not
shy to jack.  So I keep begging and he says Chris spent the night and jacked
off in front of him, but he didn't.  So I say please let me be friends with
chris so he says ok not to worry he will.  So after school I go over to his
house and hang with him and chris.  Chris is a short kid and his voice is
still not all the way changed and he is very good looking. Nothing happens
but I invite them to my house the next day to swim.  So we pants chris in
the pool, then we strip to and I am surprised cause he gots more hair than
me and my frind and says his is over 6 inches.  So I show him the jets and
get to see his boner man it is big.  But we don't jack or anything.

So next day we swim and strip Chris in the pool again and strip are own
again and swim and Jacuzzi naked and I see Chris boner and he sees mine but
he is not really interested in mine so I don't think he is gay.