Date: Sat, 23 Dec 2006 20:59:59 +0000
From: me!!!! ******* <hugsterbear@hotmail.com>
Subject: My Real First Love #2

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This story is dedicated to Matthew, my first real friend that I made from
my experiences with Nifty. Not only is this the best place to read great
writings...but a pretty good place to make friends as well!!!  I hope he
all of you enjoy this new story of the fantasy world!!!!!!


My Real First Love


Mark and I continued our sleep ovefrs for the rest of the baseball season.
It was just
like clock work on Fridays.  I would go to Marks games at the ball field
down from my
house....I'd look at so many of the hunkie guys there....and watch Mark
play...and see
him grab his crotch ever so often.  I wondered if he was hard or if he had
shot off like
he did so many times when he was playing in the games.

We had gotten to be best friends and if we werent with each other we were on
the
phone talking to each other. My band kept practicing at his house....I
likede Craig, his oldest
brother....and Terry, rhythm guitar....he was cool but nothing sexy about
him.  All the
girls would be gah gah over him when he played some place.  The teen center
we played
at was fun too...We were big stuff there!

One day we had practice at thier house.....it started raining early in the
evening and we
were talking and munchjing out and really having a good time.  Terrys mom
called and said
she had to take his sister shopping and wanted to pick him up early...so she
cut our fun off.
It was a Saturday night...and nothing was going on.....so I told Craig I
might as well call my
folks too and have them come get me.

Mark came up to me in the kitchen....and got right close to my ear and
whispered....."why
dont you stay over tonight?  We can watch some more movies.....k?"

this was the first time Mark asked me to sleep over...and I definagtely said
yes....

We had eaten and everyone except me Mark and Craig were still up...the
movies were gettin
really scary and bloody....Craig looked over at me and laughed...."you
better be ready to take
care of Mark tonight"......then he laughed

I didnt know what he meant...so I asked him what he meant....I was worried
he might think
something.....we had been carrying on for months...but it was always suppose
to be while we
were sleeping...and I doubnt Mark would have said anything anyways.....but
we never spoke
about our little nightly adventures when he slept over at my house....so I
was curious.....

"Are you kiddin me?" I asked kinda  chuckling back......

Craig then started to explain....."well...he gets scared at bad movies and
may have to get you
to hold his hand......"  He was laughing as he got up and said he was going
to bed....."when you get ready to crash you can have the bottom bunk in my
room....."

I said ok....."I wasnt sleepy and wanted to watch some more movies if Mark
did too."

Mark blurted back as he was eating a piece of pizza....."Nope...not
tired...and we can just crash
here on the floor if we get tired if you want...or we can hop in my big
bed...right here and we dont have to worry bout waking mom and dad...."

I looked and he grinned at me as Craig left....."Ok...fine with me"......I
said.

We watched another couple of movies...stopped some and went to others that
we hadnt seen
and then I was getting tired....." think Im gonna crash ....but you stay
up...I'll take the bed."

Mark thought for a sec...took one last look at the movie...then
said...."ehhhhhh me too....this
is boring....but Im gonna take a shower first...."

I went in and slipped into bed and listened to what he was doing....he came
in and got some
other underwear.....and went into the bathroom right next to his room.  This
was the old part
of thier house and was their parents old master bedroom so it was fairly
large and had its own
own bath.  Craig had the bedroom at the oposite end of the house so he could
play his music
and not bother anyone.  So this was perfect.

I waited and waited and was really hoping we could have another little fun
night that we always had.....but this would be the first time it wasnt at my
house after a ball game or after practice.
I was hoping it would happen. I was hoping to see him in his underwear when
he came in....

Mark stayed in the shower ...a really long time... it turned off..I was hard
just thinking about what we might do....thinking to myself.....'come on
Mark..come on Mark...I cant wait to get my hands on you again.....I wanna
kiss you so bad......please come on....."

But he was really taking his time.....then it hit me...'damn...I bet he is
jerking off.....damn....'  I
knew if he did that then we wouldnt do anything......dam!!!

I settled in and finaly gave way to the thoughts that nothing was gonna
happen. I was on the boarder of sleep and barely able to know what is goin
on.....then I heard the door open and then the light go off.....he was
finally coming back to bed.....but I didnt get a chance to see him.....

Mark walked over to the bed.....then whispered....."Are you
asleep?......(pause).....are you sleep?"

I didnt want to answer because I wanted to get started right away.....I
wanted to fool around with him so bad....I had planned the next step of our
fun times and wanted to do more this time....I got the nerve up and wanted
to go to it before I changed my mind. I was going to make this a night to
remember......

Mark got into bed and under the sheet.....I couldnt wait to touch him
again....I was really in
love with this beautiful guy...I didnt know anyting about gay this and gay
that...I just knew I loved
him and I wanted to feel him and love him and make him feel great.....I know
how much we both liked jerking off.....we kidded about ti alot....but when
we were together...I could tell he loved it as much as I did.....this was a
release for both of us to get feelings we caouldnt get any place else....
but with each other..even if it was under the cloak of being asleep and
supossedly not knowing what was going on...we both enjoyed it....and he
thought I was sleeping.

Then he moved.....I thought for a sec that we had jerked off and didnt wanna
do anything...then I felt him move again....this time a little
closer....then I felt his head move to my pillow and he got closer....I felt
his arm on my chest.....

We were alot alike even with the age difference between us....we both slept
in tshirt and breifs...
No one wore those gross boxers back then...ewwwwwwwww

Then I heard that voice......"Are you awake?"

I dint answer...and was waiting to get started.....Then I felt his hand on
my chest..he started
rubbing me and gettin closer to my face....then he was touching cheeek to
cheek....damnnnnnn
I loved this so much....his warm smooth face against mine...I moaned and
moved my head and got closer to his face.....then our lips touched on the
side.....we both moved closer and more lips touched....suddenly full lips
were touching full lips......I raised my hand and put it aside his head....I
ran my fingers through his beautiful long black hair.....we kissed...and
kissed....then our lips parted so slowly and gently.....

Kissing Mark was always so slow and sexy....and we both had each others face
in our hands and were feeling the love flow from each other to the other
back....it never had to be said that we loved each other...but we did.....we
just could feel the loved shared between the both if us....

I moved to the side of his face...and whispered into his ear.....softly and
touching my lips to his ear
and said......"I love you......I love you so much..." I didnt use the fake
name as before...I didnt say Donna...I wanted him to really know it was him
I loved....."Mark...I love you more than anything"

"ChrisI love you too.....I really love you too"  He answered.

I put my hand on his face and pulled him to me and started kissing again.  I
wanted to kiss him forever....I loved his warm soft lips...and I ran my
tougue over his teeth and felt his front tooth with my tongue....it was a
silver tooth cap...I loved it so much and to just kiss him and run my
toungue over it and know that no one else was doing this with him but
me....it was so exciting.....

As we kissed I felt him lower his hand to my balls again....he loved feeling
my balls....and as he always did he lifted them a little and then did it
again...then he put his whole hand around them....
I had to respond......I couldnt hold it in....we were still kissing but I
just let out a slow.."ughhhhhh,
That feels so gooooooooooooood......uggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......"

then he moved higher and took hold and felt my hard dick......I jerked from
the feeling of his hand and knew I was gonna go ahead with my plan...I loved
him too much and this was feeling too good...I had to take it further.....I
wanted Mark in every way.....but I was scared to see his reaction
and didnt wanna lose him or make him mad......but I had to......

As he was feeling my dick...he moved his hand higher and put his hand right
into my underwear...he wasnt even taking his time.....he wanted it
too......as he continued feeling my dick skin to skin.....I kissed him
harder...and then he did the little thing that made my blood boil......

He had to swallow and when he did....a little glob of his sweet spit rushed
into my mouth....I exhaled  a gasp and shuddered......he chuckled under his
breath...and did it again...this time a bigger amount of his spit.......I
shuddered harder and dsrank it down....this was from him and now it was
mine.

As the shudder let up a little...I moved my hand down to his back....he
didnt have on a shirt!  This was even more exciting.....I was feeling his
warm skin...all of it....I basked in the warmth and all of his smooth
beautiful skin.....I was losing control....I rubbed his back and that warm
skin in circles...I wanted to touch every inch of his body....and he was
loving what I was doing...this made me even hotter and hug him even
tighter.....and he kissed back harder as well...we were getting into a
feverd hug and kissing battled between two boys in the throws of sheer
ecstacy...and giving way to the urges and deep feelings of our
bodies......we might have been young and not very experienced but we did
know what felt good to ourselves and each other.....and we wanted to do
everything to make it more intense.....

I was so much into kissing and feeling him...I dropped my hand lower and I
felt his round tight warm
butt...but it was skin...he was naked!

I jumped I was so startled....and I said..."you;re naked!"

Mark  pushed away from me...and jumped outof bed and went to the
bathroom.....I thought I heard him crying....but why?

I lay there thinking for a while...wondering what was going on....why did he
get up and leave...I dont think I hurt him or bit him or anything.....I
thought we were both liking what we were doing.....what had happened???  Why
was he crying?

He was aftrer all my best friend....I couldnt just lay here and worry what
was wrong....I got uop and went to the door...I opened it slowly and Mark
was sitting on the toilet....maked....carying and
didnt even notice me come in......

I put my hand on his shoulder....he jumped...."What?" He blurted out......

"Mark...what's wrong? Why are you crying" I was beginning to get watery eyed
myself now...my best friend was crying and I wanted to help....."Whats
wrong?"

"Chris...Im sorry....I dont know why I did that....do you hate me?"  He
cried to me.

"Mark....whatta mean hate  you...why are you crying...whats wrong?" I was
crying now myslf.

"Chris....I dont know why I came to bed  naked...please dont hate me....Im
sorry...and please dont tell anyone....pleaseeee"  He put his head back down
on his hands and knees.

I lifted him up...and higged him.....I hugged so tight I never wanted to let
go....then he hugged me back......I pushed away and looked at him....."Why
would I ever hate you dude? I love you!"

Mark looked at me in  watery eyes and said....."You said it for real this
time.....you arent mad at me?

"Mark.....why would I be  mad...at what?" I still had no  idea......

"Cause I was naked...and I was queering off on you"....he started to cry
again and said ..."I love you too".

"Whatta mean queering off on me?  Whats that about?"  I asked softly runing
my fingers through   his hair.......

"Chris...ive been doin this stuff to you ever since  we met....I been
playing with your dick and balls and kissing you and stuff....while you were
asleep....I know you didnt know it...but I dont know why I did it so
much......IIII...IIIII....iii  jjuussst llovvvve you so much"

I took him into my arms and hugged him with as much love as I could show
him......."lets go back to bed and talk there"  I siad while pulling hm to
the bed....

"wait...lemme  put on some underwear.....Im sorry"

"Mark...dammit...dont be sorry...and stop crying....do you want me to take
my underwear off too?"

Mark looked at me....his eyes still wet with tears.....his bottom lip
quivering....."would you do that for me?"

I kinda chuckled....."ugh...well..Id be doing it for me too!.....come on."
I took hjis hand and led him to the bed.

We both lay there for a few seconds.....I couldnt let him think what he did
pissed me off when I was loving it more than him....and after all I had
beenthe one to start it.....I put my hand on his chest and leaned in and
kissed him oin the lips....."Mark, I love you....and I think if anyone is
gonna be mad at someone its gonna be you mad at me....."

Mark had no idea what I meant....."What are you talking about?  Im the one
that was queering you off....and doin stuff to you when you were
sleeping...."

I spoke softly to him while I was rubbing his chest and ribs......"you mean
you wouldnt have done those things if I was awake?"

He looked at me and spoke...I could feel the words on my lips and
face....."well. I would a but I didnt want you to hate me cuase I do that
stuff....I just thoguth you wouldnt catch me...."

"Mark.....do you really love me?  Do you know I really love you?"

Mark whispered..."yes to both....alot"

I gave him a little kiss....."and you werent queering me off...and stop
saying that..its sounds gross....but I hope you dont hate me when I tell you
something."

Mark looked at me and said...."I would never hate you...I love you too
much."

I put my hand to his face and kissed him so passionately......then pulled
away.....he had his eyes shut and mouth opened just laying there.......then
he opened his eyes....."Then listen to me.  I was the one that started
it....I loved you so much Mark....I just had to touch you...and I was scared
you wouldnt want to do stuff or even be around me if you thought I liked
doing stuff with you..I was never sleeping all those times.....I just wanted
to do it so bad I didnt want it to stop."

Marked looked at me.....then raised up on one elbow....."You mean you really
really do love me?"

I looked into those eyes......"Mark....I love you more than life.....and I
think its time I show you for real.....ok?"

He looked at me and said...."whats that mean?"

I pushed him back down on the bed......and took my underwear off and crawled
back in bed with him......I leaned in and kissed him...and said....."let me
do anything I want....and you do anything you want...and the only thing we
have to remember is we both love each other.....and we can do anything we
want to with each other.....right?"

Mark smiled......"yeeeeeeeeesssssssss"

I leaned in and we started kissing.....I raised up and said..."do it for
me!" He smiled and nodded as I lowered my head back to his lips.....just
after we started sharing tongues.....he swallowed and gave me the biggest
mouthfull of his sweet spit that he has ever shared with me.....I raised up
and said....."fuuuuck...that was awesome."

He smiled back and said...."do it to me.....you never did that to me....is
it cool?"

I nodded and just said..."damn straight...but I didnt know you would like
it....but I love it....."

We went back to kissing and sharing our spit and both had the other in
shutters.....then I knew it was time.....I started kissing his
neck....feeling him all over his warm smooth body....I rolled him over on
top of me and we pushed out naked bodies together for the first time....it
felt so good to have his small body on mine.....kissing and touching and
feeling every part of the otehrs body.....why we never did this beats the
hell out of me.....this was fabulous.....we kissed and he let himself go
with the natural instinct to hump each other.....this was unreal it felt so
great.....

I rolled him back over and started kissing his chest while I was feeling his
smooth warm littel body...I got my hand on his dick and I have never felt it
harder....I rubbed and felt his legs and butt and every place I could
reach.....I got lower and started licking his belly button.....he was
grabbing the sheets and loving what Iwas doing.....I knew what I wanted to
do....but the closer I got to it...the more weary I was about doing it....I
dont know if I could suck him or not....I was almost ready to back
out.....then I heard it......"Chris I love you so much......are you gonna
do.........it?"

I didnt answer...I just lowered my head and took his smooth hairless dick
into my mouth and wet it...Mark just got stiff.....his dick was harder than
rock.....i could feel every muscle in his body tensed up.....then he spread
his legs.....and his dick seemed to get bigger...and longer.....it was so
hard and smooth.....and so easy to suck.....it was maybe 3 1/2 inches...and
I could feel every inch of him...it was like nothing I had ever experienced
before.....I stuck my tongue out more and licked over his balls with his
dick fully in my mouth.....Mark then went into over drive.....it was so
beautiful to know I was giving my best friend such bliss and pleasure....I
felt him throb and it hit me....what if he cums....then I didnt care...that
quick..I changed thinking from what if.....to I cant wait.....

I began to suck his dick like I wanted to be sucked..I touched ever place I
thoght would feel good and every time I did something different he seemed to
love ti all.....then I just really got into what I was doing and wanted him
to cum...I had to taste his cum...I had his spit..now I wanted him in me and
a part of me.....

I sucked him with ever ounce of love I had.....then I slowed down to a
loving up and down motion and sucked a little harder and used my tongue more
and more.....I wanted to kiss and suck his soul into me....I wanted us to be
one........I moved to where I was directly between his legs and I was
feeling up and down his body...up and down I continued....then I could tell
it was about time....he got more stiff.....and start to whimper....and
making little sounds that I never herd before.....but I loved knowing that I
was making him do it....."Ooooooeeee...uuuueeeee...ahhhhhhhh....o  oo oo
oooo.....ohhhhh ohhhhhhhhhhh...than it happened.....his dick turned to steel
and opend up the best fountain of sweetness  I have ever tasted.....I pursed
my lips more and let him fill me up with his boy juices...sweet as
honey.....and I laid there basking in the love we had just shared.....and
loving the boy of my dreams.....

After resting a bit.....I laid back on the pillow....and aksed......"Now do
you believe I love tou?"

Mark rolled over and kissed me and gave me a big mouthfull of his sweet
spit.....he jumped back and said..."I tasted it too......wow!!!"  Thenhe
just stopped like he was struck by the nothingness......

"What? Whatys wrong?" I asked worried....

"I dont know if I can do that or not....Chris....I love you...but....."

I interrupted him..."Mark...I dont know why I did that..I just had to...but
you dont have to do that to me"

"NO NOOOOOOOOOOOOO...I want to bad..I wanna do it
badddddddddd...really...but its so big..I dont know if I can get it all in
or not.....dam...its twice the size of mine"

We both laughed....I giggled again......"Mark...if you really wanna do
it...just do it....do it the best way you can...I didnt know what all to
do...but once you get goin..mannnnnnnnnnn its so hot..and fun....I just
didnt wanna stop.....I loved it...I guess cause I love you so much"

Mark thought for a few secs...."well....I love you...and I loved you sucking
me...you can do it anytime...wheether im sleeping or awake...just do
it....but I wanna do you to...so here goes...."

Mark  wasted no time with the prelims...since I was harder that I had ever
been....and as soon as he put his hand on me...I wanted anything he had to
offer....nomatter how good ro how bad...I would love it cause it was me and
Mark.....I was thinking how good hishand felt when I went ballistic and saw
stars.......He was sucking me....he was really sucking my dick....he was
playing with my balls cause he always liked them cause they were biger than
his....but he was doing a fabulous job playing with them and sucking the
head of my dick at the same time.....he had just the head in his mouth and
making little circles around it....making his tongue flutter back and forth
over the slit...left to right then up and down....this was just unreal!!!!
So damn much better than any jerk off I have ever done
myself....."Mark...fuccccck that is great.....ohhhhh yweahhhhhhhhhhhh"

As he kept sucking he continued playing with my balls and was pulling them
down and nowhad both hands rubbing them and my legs.....and then I noticed
he had almost all of my didk in his mouth...turning his head in
circles....moving his tongue the opposite way.....how in the hell did he
ever figure out how to do tht I will never know....but he kept sucking me
and doing things to me that wouldnt let me calm down.....and the more he did
the harder I got....then he was doing somehting I never thought about
doing......he had one hand around my balls....like he was jerking off...but
he was jerking my balls up and down inside his hand.....he was sucking up
and down on my dick and each time he would go one way on my dick he would
move the other way with my balls...this was so fabulous......it was like he
was pulling his mouth down on my dick when he was pulling my balls
down.....then he started going faster...and harder....then I lost it...he
had me to the point I couldnt stand much more......mu whole body got
stiff.....I stretched out on the bed...and I felt the cum boiling up in my
dick......he felt it cumming and went back a little and let me cum in his
mouth.....then I felt him swallow around my dick.....as he was
swallowing...I felt his dick against my leg.....and as I let out my last
gasp...I felt him throbbing on my leg and felt his cum as he went off on my
leg......I dont know why that stimulated me so much....but I came a litttle
more as I felt it.....he immediately groaned and  took me back down his
throat again......I came twice ina row....what a feeling.......

After we both had gotten our wind back.....he crawled up over me and we
kissed.....but this time it was different.....no thrashing....to
grabbing....no lust.....we had gone past that ....we were just kissing each
others soul....so gentle...so soft....so much love was just flowing between
us....nothing or noone  else int he world mattered...we were the only two in
the world......

Mark fell off to the side......looked at me....and put his hand on my
chest......and softly said.....
"I love you".......I answered....."I love you too."

Mark had to have the last word......"Wanna do it again!"  We both broke up
into histerics....rolled around on the bed and touched and hugged each
other....we had no idea what this meant or the bond we would share the rest
of our lives...........