Date: Sun, 30 Dec 2001 02:13:16 -0800
From: frank <xpj1@netzero.net>
Subject: My Young Life

I knew I was gay since I was really young.  I didn't know what it was
then now that I think back about it.  My first crush was on a boy named
Jesse I was 2nd grade.  He was so cute, athletic and had curly blond
hair.  I wish I got to know him.
    My first time with a boy I was 12 and so was he.  His name was
Brian.  I can still remember like it was yesterday and what I wouldn't do
to bring back time!  He was so cute!  We were playing at our school.  It
had a new jungle gym set up outside.  We ran around all day there and at
some point I forget how it started but we started talking about sex and
girls and jurking off.  He admitted that he did that all the time.  Of
course I did too.  I noticed he had a hard on at that point so I stood up
and it being summer I had on a small pare of shorts and he saw my
hardon.  I forget what he said but he noticed.  we went back to his house
and his parents were gone for the day.  I asked him if he wanted to fool
around and he said he did but I think he was nervious so I started first
by pulling my pants down.  He looked at me and smiled at my hard
penis. Then he pulled his pants off and his penis was smaller than mine.
I had hair but he didn't yet.  We felt eachother for along time till each
of us came.
    That was the only time we did anything.  I wished we did more.  That
was my first time and I think back and smile.  God I wish I could go back
and be young and do that again.