Passionate Youth

             Written for the Pleasure Palace BBS
                       201-868-8612




  It was such a strange thing, See we were all 10 years old when we
first started to play together. Me and this guy Gerry were really
close friends and seemed to have a special bond. His younger
brother, about 5 or 6 at the time, used to be our shadow and
followed us everywhere. We were a happy bunch and used to play so
many wild a crazy games. We once took over the playground and acted
like terrorists with water guns and water bombs. Ah for those days
again. When friendship relied on being a friend and not being
something your not. That was 10 years ago, and now at 20 I'm just
thinking how strange my childhood really was. 

  When I was 12 me and Gerry were in his basement, joking around
and having fun wrestling when we both wound up with boners. Gerry
called me to his room and he took out a ton (well to me it was a
ton) of dirty magazines. Gerry smiled as he showed me all the
playboy and penthouse magazines. My eyes were bugged out, I had
seen a few but not this many in any one place! It was like gazing
into a chest full of gold and knowing it was all yours for the
taking. I never liked looking at the women, I always liked the
penthouse magazines cause they showed the men as well, and always
wanted to be with one of those men. I couldn't wait till my little
boy cock was big and fat and hairy like those guys. I wanted the
smooth chest and cute hairy buns. I wanted the face of chiseled
stone and I wanted someone to massage my ass while we kissed with
our tongues like in the pictures. Well Gerry whipped out this weird
magazine, nothing but guys were in it and there were even pictures
of two or more guys feeling each other and putting their man cocks
into each others mouths and kissing with their tongues like in the
penthouse magazines. I was in total shock, "I found it in the park!
Isn't it wild!" "Yeah! How do these guys do this?!" "Wanna try it?"
"Sure!" I said as eager as possible. We stripped to our underwear
and I could see Gerry was as hard as I was. His little cock was
about an inch or two bigger than mine and we stood on his bed
staring at each other. I loved the sight of his body, the way it
shined with the sweat from our wrestling down stairs. I reached my
hand out and touched his chest. I could feel his heart beating like
a drum, it felt good to know his heart was beating as hard as mine.
I massaged his tit and then ran my hand down to his boner. He
smiled and did the same to me. We were really dying and I wanted to
get my cock out so I pulled my underwear down and flung them off my
ankles. He felt my cock and then pulled on it for a few seconds.
The feeling sent shivers up and down my spine. He got on his knees
and swallowed my cock in one breath. The feeling of his hot tongue
on my cock made me cum, the first time I ever came in my life! I
was screaming so loud I was sure his entire family hear me and they
were 4 blocks away. He liked the taste so much he was sucking my
cock really hard. I lost total control of my legs and fell, my cock
pulling from his mouth and cum spurting all over his face and chest
as I fell. 

 I woke up like 5 mins later, knocked out from total passion and
exhaustion. "James are ya okay?!" "Yeah, man that felt GREAT!"
"Well now you do me!" I couldn't wait. I looked up at him and just
out of my head I asked "Can we tongue kiss like in the book first?"
He got ontop of me and stuck his tongue deep inside my mouth. Our
tongues mingled and the feeling was so wild and new to me I came
again, not as intense but I was shivering and shaking and I came
all over his cock as he came all over me. What little wisps of hair
I had over my cock was drenched with his and my cum. The feelings
and mood I was in could only be expressed as paradise. I felt light
and heavenly as he rested himself ontop of me. I liked the feeling
of him ontop of me as he breathed and the sound of his heart as it
beat faster and faster the more he got excited. I could feel his
cock still hard and pushed him off me and rolled ontop of him. I
looked down and kissed him just like he did me and then kissed him
all the way down to his cock. His cock was still covered in his boy
cum and the taste was a bit bitter but still sweet at the same
time. I licked his cock clean and then put his hard pecker in my
mouth. His balls had almost all but pulled inside him as I sucked
up and down on his cock like he did me before I came. Soon he was
moaning outloud and came in gushes in my mouth. I had no idea what
to do and didn't want to stop sucking his cock so I just swallowed
what I had in my mouth. I have been a cum eater ever since that
day. We were both exhausted and sticky. We jumped into the shower
together and cleaned each other off. Looking at him with the water
all over him and his cute boy bubble butt I just went insane and
went down on him in the shower. We both came in seconds and we had
to spend an extra 5 mins in the shower just to get each other off
a few more times. We were just getting dressed as Tommy, Gerry's
younger brother, busted in the room. "You two take a shower
together?!" He said with a smile on his face. He looked at the bed
and then at the books and smiled. "WOW! Does Mom know?!" "If you
tell her I'll drop you out the window head first you little
mother!" "MOM!" "What do you want." "These and these and this one."
He said as he just picked up books without looking. He clearly was
doing it just to tick off Gerry, and we all knew it. Problem was,
he took the gay magazine and didn't realize it. We finished
dressing and went downstairs to see his parents. "Ok, who made this
damn mess?!" His father was pissed. We forgot about the mess we
made in the basement from wrestling. We both looked at each other
and then turned to his dad and said in unison, "Tommy did it!" Well
with proof like that, Tommy was stuck cleaning the basement even
though he fought for his innocence with a vengeance and even
squealed about the dirty magazines. "Now Tommy, what did we tell
you about telling fibs?! I told you before we left to clean up this
mess down here and you obviously didn't care!" Tommy was in big
shit, and he shut his mouth and looked over at us with a nasty
gleam in his eye as we giggled and laughed and even tormented him
while he cleaned up the mess we made. 
 For awhile all me and Gerry did was jerk each other off and
occasionally blow each other. What really got me excited and
terrified Gerry was when I found a gay magazine in the park a few
months later. In it was a picture of one guy fucking the other in
the ass. I looked up at Gerry with a sly grin on my face and he
damn near tore for the bathroom. "There ain't no way we're doing
that! Doing that mean's we're fags and I ain't no fag!" "Sure, like
when you went down on me, you weren't no fag." "That was different.
This ain't right!" "Tell me after I finish fuckin your ass and then
we'll see!" I said as I grabbed him. We wrestled into his room and
I got him on the floor. He was really excited but didn't want to
admit it. I finally got him pinned and started to pull off his
shorts. I yanked them so hard they tore right in half. Gerry was
nearly breathless and practically gave in to my demands for his
ass. I pulled off his underwear and picked his legs up and put them
on my shoulders like in the book. Gerry was rock hard and somehow
this dominance I had over him felt great to both of us. I pulled
out my pecker and placed it against his asshole. I pushed and
pushed but it was hurting us both. So I got up and looked at him.
He whimpered to me, "Please." I thought he meant stop, but turns
out he wanted me inside him. Then like a flash we both suddenly
knew what to do. I got a tub of coco butter from his bathroom, he
uses it on his legs after he finishes baseball practice. He says it
makes his legs feel better, so who's to argue?! I put a glob of it
on my cock and ordered him to smear it on my cock and balls. He did
so willingly and I loved the feeling of his hands all over my cock
and balls with the coco butter. My cock felt slick and then I took
a glob on my finger and started to shove it inside his asshole. I
smeared it around and then when I was satisfied I could get two
fingers up his butt no problem I pulled them out with a pop and
shoved my cock inside his hot ass mercilessly. I shoved it in so
hard he winced from the pain. It was so tight and warm, it felt
like a velvet glove covering my cock. I looked at his stomach and
wondered how deep inside him I was. I was amazed to hear him moan
loudly and as soon as I pumped maybe twice he shot all over the
both of us. I was feeling the cum in my balls start to boil and
yelled I was gonna cum, I never did that before! I came furiously
inside him, so bad I passed out ontop of him. When I awoke I was
flat on my back and Gerry was laying next to me heaving heavily. I
looked down and he was jerking off while watching me. "Don't waist
it! Fuck me!" I ordered as he obeyed and got up, in one shot he
shoved his cock deep inside me, sweat being the lubricant this
time, and in seconds came so violently he was shaking like a tree
in a hurricane. He collapsed ontop of me, he was exhausted. I put
my left hand on his head and my right on his nice smooth butt and
whispered in his ear exactly how I felt. "I love you." I couldn't
believe I said it! I knew I felt something more with him than with
my other friends but it just suddenly came out. "I love you too."
He whispered as we kissed. Tommy suddenly burst into the room, all
smiles, until he saw us. "I'm gonna be SICK!" He said aloud and ran
out of the room. He thought he was going to catch us jerking off,
but instead he caught us naked, with Gerry's cock deep inside my
ass, and kissing each other. Tommy never spoke to either of us for
2 years. It was scary as to what Tommy might do. He never told a
sole, and after the 2 years he seemed to deal with it much better.

 Me and Gerry were 16 when his Mom got sick, Gerry was always in
tears and I was always there to comfort him. His Dad spent day and
night in the hospital with his mom and the doctors said she might
not live. It was a scary time for Gerry and Tommy, Tommy most of
all because there was no one there for him to cry to. So I lent my
shoulder to him, I offered it in a kind manner, and was first
presented with hate. "Why?! So you can fuck me like my brother and
turn me into a fag like you two?!" "Listen you little shit..." I
had to stop as he started to cry. I just reached out and he damn
near jumped into my arms and started to cry. We became rather close
afterwards and he would often seek me out when he had a problem
with something or someone. I still had my teenage lover to deal
with, who didn't appreciate me sharing myself with his younger
brother. I smoothed things between them and soon they were crying
on each others shoulders. Tommy had told us both he was sorry for
not speaking to us for so long, just that he couldn't deal with it
too well. In December their mom had to go to a special hospital in
California, there might be a possible cure there. Tommy had school
and so did Gerry and my parents offered to let them both stay with
us while Gerry's dad was out of town. I couldn't believe my luck!
My lover was going to be living with me! We'd be able to have sex
anytime we wanted, only problem was Gerry was so upset all the time
sex was out of the question till February! What a downer, No SEX!
And Tommy wasn't that much help either cause at 11 he was turning
into one hot mother fucker! I know sex should have been the last
thing on my mind, but I was only 16! Me and Gerry grew closer
together when his mom was predicted to make it, I never really knew
what made her sick, but they did say it would be awhile before she
could come home. With that out of the way me and Gerry were fucking
like rabbits again! Infact the day of the good news Gerry jumped
into my arms infront of my parents and damn near kissed me on the
lips. I had to kick him in the leg to remind him where we were.

 When I turned 18, me and Gerry started to see less of each other.
See Gerry got accepted to Harvard University and I was stuck in
good old Rutgers, not less than 20 mins from home. I had to plan
trips to go out and see him since I was the one with the car. We
were both openly gay and told our parents about us when we both
turned 18. We told them cause we planned to live together and well,
spend the rest of our lives together, or so we thought! When you
turn 18, life changes and soon you come to realize the guy you were
in love with as a child, has grown up to be a full fledged queen
and a bitch at that! I guess as far as roles go, as asked of me by
Tommy, I was the guy and he was the air headed girlfriend. We still
had great sex together and we really seemed to enjoy fucking,
mostly he enjoyed getting fucked and I loved fucking his now cute
bubble butt, which just so happens was covered with a fine coat of
black hair! Oh how I wish my ass was like that, how hot it made me
to see his lightly hairy ass in the darkness in his dorm room. The
day I got my car we both christened it by me fucking him on the
hood of the car. We fucked everywhere we could! Seems Harvard was
full of open minded if not horny guys who didn't mind as long as
you remembered them! I tell you I never sucked so many cocks in my
life, but I loved each and every cock that passed between my horny
lips. I fucked more college boys than he did! Seems the queeny type
wasn't appreciated there too much. But the boy next door type was,
and all those hot seniors made me cream in my pants! After his
second term in Harvard he came home. We had a hot and heavy reunion
in my bedroom and afterwards he dropped the bomb on me. "I don't
want to see you anymore." He said as he looked up at the ceiling.
"EXCUSE ME?!" "I... I think I'm in love with someone else." I was
incensed! I wanted to kill someone, and the closest to me was the
man I thought loved me! "What the hell do you mean bitch!" "I'm
sorry, but I just don't love you anymore." "WHAT!" I screamed at
the top of my lungs. We had such a big argument that the cops had
to be called in, at which time I was in the process of choking the
living shit out of him. Mind you we were both naked at the time and
the cops thought we were just having rough sex. I hadn't seen Gerry
for a year afterwards when a knock came at my door, a knock that
damn near knocked me out cold!

 "Who is it." "It's me, Tommy." "Go away." "Please let me in." "Go
away." "PLEASE!" "Look, I'm not in the mood to hear about you and
your girlfriend having an argument." "I know a way for you and
Gerry to get back together again." I quickly unlocked the door and
flung it open. While Gerry was a bit queeny, I still loved that
damn bitch with all my heart and sole. I'd do anything to get him
back. "What!" "Well first you gotta promise me something."
"ANYTHING!" "Don't you want to hear what it is first?!" "I don't
care... What did you have in mind?" "Well look, I want you to help
me with a problem I got and then I'll help you get Gerry back,
okay?" "What problem?!" "Well... I, I don't quite know how to ask,
but to be blunt... Will you go to bed with me?" I was shocked. I
couldn't move! I damn near hit the floor when he said that. Instead
I got angry and yelled at him "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING
ABOUT?!!!!" Tommy just walked in and sat on the couch and started
to sob. I calmed down and went over to him. I sat down next to him
and put an arm around him. "Whats wrong." "I finally had a chance
to go all the way with Mary..." He was about to burst into tears as
I pulled him closer and shushed him and urged him to go on. "I got
her pants off but... but.... " "Well hey, that doesn't mean
anything!" "I got sick all over her!" Oh shit. "We're you
drinking?" "NO!" "Doing drugs?" "I never touched that shit!" as he
pulled away from me, wiping the tears from his eyes, he shouted.
"I'm sorry, but that still doesn't mean anything." "Except this."
He pulled it from under his coat and handed it to me. It was that
same dirty magazine, the first gay magazine me and Gerry were
looking at that time we did it. It was a bit faded and torn, and
showed a few cum stains on it. "I had it under my bed. I'd look at
it and imagine you and Gerry with me doing these things." He just
started to cry out loud and fell into my arms. He was only 13, so
innocent. It seemed like decades ago when me and Gerry first
started to fuck. Now I had a 13 year old, who like me, was dying to
do those same things as in the book. I picked his head up and
looked at him and gave him a warm smile. "I wish I could, but ya
see... I love Gerry." "But your not together now!" He said to me
with desperation in his face. I couldn't help it. I just pulled him
close and kissed him. He seemed pretty good at kissing, and was
going wild on me. I couldn't believe how weird it all felt.
Something so strange I never could explain it. It almost felt like
that first time with Gerry. Tommy had taken off his coat and was
taking off his shirt when I stopped him, "This is wrong." the only
thing I could think of. "Is it wrong if I'm giving myself to you?"
Oh this kid knew his phsycology! I just looked at him and started
to take off his shirt. I saw his smooth semi muscular chest, the
way it glistened with his sweat as he grew excited. In the darkness
he looked exactly like Gerry. I kissed him some more and ran one
hand over his sweaty head as the other ran over his smooth chest.
I pulled at his belt buckle and soon got it to come off. I undid
his button and slid down the zipper. The sounds were so different,
so great! I never remembered the sounds when me and Gerry were
doing it, we just tore our clothes off and jumped into bed. We
never went slow, and I was going real slow with Tommy. I wanted him
to remember everything. I felt strange and excited at the same
time. My now rock hard 7 inches was dying to be released from my
jeans. I fuddled with his pants and shoved them down his smooth
slender legs. I loved the feeling of his legs as I ran my hands up
and down them. I could feel his legs tense up as I ran my hands up
them to his crotch. Unlike his brother, for a 13 year old this kid
was HUNG! But as I think back, I'd say Gerry was hung pretty well
for 13 himself! I pulled down his underwear and when they reached
his ankles he flung them across the room. Now he lay on my couch
next to me, still locked in a hot passionate kiss. His hard cock
resting on my shirt and some of his pre-cum dribbled out of his
cock head and onto my shirt. I took off my shirt and he went nuts!
He started to feel my somewhat hairy chest and massage my nipples.
He kissed each nipple and then kissed and licked the center of my
chest and headed to my navel. I had lost total control over my
senses as this kid was doing things to me no one ever did before.
He undid my pants and shoved them to my ankles. He was sucked at my
hard cock through my underwear and seemed to know exactly how to
get me off. In seconds I shot a hot load of steamy cum into my
underwear. Tommy was sucking at it wildly, trying to get it to go
through the fabric. I tore my cum soaked underwear off me and he
swallowed my semi-hard cock. He licked and sucked all the cum from
my cock and was working on my underwear. When he was satisfied he
looked up and me and we kissed again, this time harder than before.
He was ontop of me and those feelings I had as a kid, the feeling
of Gerry ontop of me, the breathing and his heart beat, sent
shivers up and down my spine. I was in total paradise when Tommy
started to moan loudly. He was trying to get my hard cock up that
cute boy butt of his. There was no way... Well okay so he did get
it inside him, but I'll bet you dollars to donuts it hurt like
hell! He was so fucken hot he didn't even touch his cock and he
came all over my face and chest. When he saw what he did, he bent
over and started to lick the cum off my face and chest, all while
my hard cock was almost completely inside him. He knew how to make
me feel good, something Gerry never knew how to do. Tommy let me do
everything, he seemed content to let me go at what ever pace I
wanted, and every action he made told me this so I started real
slow. I pump into him slowly, only taking it out a few inches and
then slowly shoving it back in. He moaned loudly in my ear as he
licked his cum from it. The feeling of his tongue on my ear sent
shivers up and down my spine and I moaned. He got the idea and
started to kiss and caress my ear with his tongue. He nibbled on
the lobe and shoved his tongue into my ear slowly. The feeling was
immense! I pumped harder into him as he did this, and soon I was
ramming my cock in and out of him like a piston engine. He was
yelling my name as I fucked him and soon we both came at the same
time. I filled him inside and he came all over my face and chest
again. I knew I wanted this kid to cum in my mouth, his cum seemed
to smell sweeter than Gerry's. As he laid ontop of me, I pulled him
close and ran my hands up and down his back. I massaged his tight
buns and felt the place where my cock entered his insides. He was
exhausted and sweaty. 

 After a few hours of just laying there on the couch, I scooped him
up in my arms and took him to my bedroom. I laid him down, he was
asleep and smiling in his sleep. I brushed my hand across his hair,
feeling his hair was an exciting thing, though I had done it
millions of times before. I looked at him and only thought "ANGLE".
His smile could melt a million hearts if given the chance. He
melted mine. For awhile I totally forgot about Gerry. I looked at
Tommy and felt something I hadn't felt in awhile, I felt satisfied!
I knew it was wrong, I mean look at our ages. But then in my mind
I remembered how it was with me and Gerry. How we enjoyed each
other and how I had told him that first time how I had loved him.
I wasn't that much older than Tommy, infact I think I was almost
the same age! Oh what am I going to do!

 The sun came up and it was another beautiful day. I rolled over to
the smile on Tommy's face. He kissed me deep and long then scooted
under the covers. Next thing I felt his mouth on my cock as he
sucked me off for a morning present! Being hard as a rock already
it didn't take very long to get me to cum. I came in such a fury I
thought for sure he would be covered in my cum. He emerged from the
covers, not a drop on his face. I lifted the covers and expected to
see a big mess, not a drop! I looked over at Tommy and he just
smiled, and as he did so a small amount of cum spilled from the
corner of his lips and dribbled down his chin and onto his chest.
A second later we were kissing and giggling. Then the bomb hit.
"I've been waiting for this night for so long!" "What baby?" "I've
been inlove with you since I was a kid. I wasn't upset when I saw
you and Gerry that time, I was jealous. I didn't know why, but I
just was." I stroked his hair and smiled at him. "Well ya got me
now, what do you think?" "I think I'm madly inlove with you now!"
I wanted to tell him the same, but I looked down instead. "It's
Gerry isn't it." He said in a huff. I looked up at him and smiled,
"I still love him. But that doesn't mean I don't love you!" He
smiled and perked up and we held each other for what was like an
eternity. We kissed and cuddled all day. I even sucked his cock and
he came a few seconds after my lips touched his hard pecker. I was
right, his cum was sweeter! My mind was reeling from the excitement
and emotions. I knew I shouldn't have but I wanted to so badly! I
wanted to fuck the shit out of Tommy since he started to bounce
around with a hard-on in his shorts. And now I knew I could have
him, and I wanted to have him. 

 When I turned 20, I think I started to fall inlove with Tommy, It
had been over a year since I last saw and fucked Gerry and kinda
resigned in my mind the thought of us getting back together. I
still loved him, but not the same as before. Not with the same
passion as I was feeling for Tommy. I could tell Tommy was feeling
the same way, in the way he smiled and talked with me. While there
was atleast 5 years difference between us, we seemed to have the
same likes, with a few exceptions. We also had almost the same
dislikes, but the one thing I'll never get used to is how he
doesn't like to dance. His brother is so good at it, I figured some
of that sexy skill would have rubbed off on him. But he refuses to
dance, to anything. He's 15 now and we've been seeing alot of each
other. I even snuck him into a gay dance club once. He got bored
and stinking drunk. He had to stay at my house that night or his
parents would have killed him. He was sleeping over my place alot
as well. He kept telling me he told his parents that he was
sleeping at a friends house or something like that. He never told
me that they found out about us. He also never told me they threw
him out till I went over to his house to see if Gerry was home from
school yet. Tommy's father was furious with me, "How could you do
that to my sweet innocent boy! You... You FAIRY! Isn't it bad
enough that you perverted my oldest son?!" I had to stop him. I
asked him what was going on and he told me that he and his wife
know about Tommy and me. He told me to leave or he'd call a cop. I
told him he was a bastard for throwing Tommy out of their house
like that and should be ashamed. I told him Tommy made his own mind
up and no one coerced him into anything. I even told him that it
wasn't me who did the seducing, with both sons! He slammed the door
in my face, I turned to walk away and there was Tommy with tears in
his eyes. I put my arms around him and hugged him tight. "You can
stay with me." I whispered in his ear. He was all smiles and we
left. A few weeks later his father calmed down and even came over.
Tommy was at school and he just had to ask me questions to figure
out what he did wrong. 

 "James, I'm sorry for what I said to you. But I just can't handle
this. First Gerry and now Tommy." "Sir, I know. My dad didn't
exactly throw me a party either. But he knows that you are what you
are and there's no changing it." "But, I keep thinking it was
something I did. Like I wasn't around enough or didn't play enough
sports with them." "First off Mr Thompson, Gerry is a wrestler in
college and Tommy plays on both the football and baseball teams."
"Then where did I go wrong?!" "You didn't. It just happens. It's
what they are." "Well what about your brother, he isn't gay is he?"
"Not really... Steve is bisexual. He likes both guys and girls. But
he did tell me once he preferred guys and was thinking about
getting a male lover." "I just don't understand this stuff." I felt
sorry for him, even though there was no reason to. I also felt
guilty for taking both his son's away from him, even though I
didn't. "You said they both seduced you, how could a 13 year old
seduce an 18 year old?" "Sir, when I was 12, Gerry seduced me into
bed with him. I didn't start anything. At 12 Gerry knew what he
wanted, and so did I." He told me he wanted to know the facts. He
said he was tempted to call the police on me for sexually
assaulting his kid, but he wanted to know the circumstances first.
Tommy basically had already told him the entire story and his dad
had already come to a simple compromise. "James, This is what we're
going to do. Tommy said he wants to live with you. I said no, he
can stay home and you can see him. But I have a few conditions and
they should be easy to keep till he's 18 and can decide what to do
for himself legally." I shook my head in agreement and he
continued. The basics of the conversation was this:
    We were only allowed to see each other on weekends.
    He was not to sleep over my house
    He was not to stay out later than 10pm, I had to have him
    home and he had to be in bed no later than 11pm. 
    I wasn't to take him to any gay functions. 
 The rules were simple and me and Tommy both agreed to them.
Atleast he didn't say we could have sex with each other. I mean I
still would have agreed, but it's nice that it wasn't in there.
Infact we never did discuss sex, except he kept asking me to use a
condom. I swore to him I would, even though the only 2 people I
ever slept with were Gerry and Tommy. But then I remembered all
those cute college boys, and decided he was right, I should have
been wearing a condom. We follow these rules to the letter because
if one of them is broken we can't see each other until Tommy's 18th
birthday. On that day, Tommy has already made plans to move in with
me and we've been decorating the place ever since he made up his
mind. But now that the storm was over, the tornado was about to
touch down!

 A few months passed and everything was great. On a nice warm sunny
Saturday afternoon me and Tommy were planning to go to the beach,
his parents weren't too thrilled with the idea but said as long as
he's back by 10 it was ok. I figured we'd go to Sandy Hook and hit
the beach over there, it's really nice and I always liked section
G, but wasn't sure if I should take Tommy. It wasn't like it was a
gay funct