Date: Tue, 19 Aug 2003 04:16:52 -0700 (PDT)
From: Rico Suave <troymanabat@yahoo.com>
Subject: Rico's Adventures 2

October 1987, is when I moved to Dallas, Texas. I did not have any sexual
experiences there but I had some close encounters. I was only thirteen at
that time. Nicolas Trovan, he was in his late 20's, and boy was he a
looker. he looked like an asian football player. Anyway, I acted as though
I liked him as an older brother. And he had a brother of his own, Arnold,
and two sisters, Amy and Tina. Well, one night Aunt Minda(their mother)
asked my mom if I could spent the night. I was so thrilled and excited.
Anyway we had dinner at their house, watched a few movies. And everyone
else went to bed. Except for Nicolas and myself. He finally said at 2am,
let's go to bed, Ok. Where do I sleep? I asked, "With me in my room" said
Nicolas. I about fainted. Well, I was so happy. I laid on his King sized
bed, and I had pajamas, and he took all his clothes off, except his
underwear. I was so shock at this point, thinking, oh my Gosh! What is
going to happen? He slept next to me, and I was shivering, with
nervousness, and just the thought that he was going to take advantage of
me. That's a dream of any young gay teenager right? Laugh out loud. Well,
he finally started to sleep, minutes later, he was snoring, he placed his
arms over me, and his legs over me! I didn't know what to do! Boy, I was
shaking bad, but felt good, warmth inside. And I accidentally touched it!
It was huge, it was so hard. For weeks since I met Nicolas, I have been
fantasizing about this man! My dream has come true, at least half! I turned
towards him, and I kissed him, he kissed me back! I was so happy! But it
didn't last, but for two minutes. Then, he woke up, and said "Sorry Rico!"
And I pretended I was asleep. and I finally rolled over and went to bed. I
was also in love with another man, Dino, and Julius Mallabas, they were
brothers, they had another brother named Benito. But Dino and Julius were
my other crushes. I would take pictures with them, in the past, and just
imagine them while I am in the bathroom, jerking off looking at their
pictures. This was everyday of my life!

January 1988, we moved to Lincoln, Nebraska. I didn't want to leave Dallas,
because I knew something would have happened. Oh well! Here in Nebraska,
there are alot of good looking boys and men. I was attending at a near by
Middle School. And I had seen a few cocks in PE, in the showers. Wow! some
were small, some were big. I was about drooling when I saw everyone elses.
No sight of any other gay young men, but me. Although there was a Mr Todd
Petersen, he was checking me out. He even stripped in front of me. And
headed in the shower. I could not believe it! I just wanted to grab it, or
stick it in my mouth! It was huge! umm umm ummmmmmmmmmm!!!. I had more and
moer crushes, more and more close encounters, but not as close as Nicolas.
Nothing really happened until 1991. When I met Jaime. He was in his late
20's too. Not so good looking, but he was jealous because I liked this guy
name Donnie, rather than him. Donnie was visiting from Colorado, but I fell
in love with him. I cried when Donnie left, he only stayed a couple of
days. Jaime however stayed for a week. And he even slept over my house, and
he stayed in the room with me. He is not good looking at all. But he was in
love with me. I was 18 at this time, my horniest stage of my teenage life.
So I didn't care what had happened, I am just glad I was able to handle a
man's cock again for the first time in almost 10 years. Laugh out loud.
Jaime kissed me, and he had me jerk him off, until he came in my hand. And
he didn't do anything for me. Oh well! That's life.

Since then Jaime has been keeping in touch with me. In 1992 my next big
crush was Efren. He had many siblings. And he was the youngest. Junior was
his oldest brother, but he was mean. I always thought Junior was gay,
because he had so many guys come over his place.But I didn't care less, I
had feelings for Efren, unfortunately he was not gay, or did not want to
fulfill my needs. Then there was RJ, he was 16 at that time, and oh my
Gosh! I went down on him one night. We were jerking each other off, and
then he said "suck it" so I said "OK" It was the best thing that happened
to me since Hawaii. Oh yes! finally a cock in my mouth. He came in my
mouth, and I swallowed every juice. Then, my Dad caught us! but I was
already done, he noticed I was under the sheets, and he said, "Hey what in
the hell is going on?" and I said, "Nothing Dad, I thought there was a mice
down there" and he went back up stairs. We were sleeping in the basement.
That was the last encounterment I had! Don't get me wrong though, I had a
girlfriend at this time too. Her name was Jenny, and she fulfilled all my
sexual needs. This started 1991 to 1992. Then I left for Dallas, Texas
again, because my mom started dating this guy name Arnel, a married man,
caused another humiliation towards my family. My Dad almost killed the guy.
So we had to move back to Dallas. My parents decided to sell the house. I
actually held Arnel's p****, in my hand one time, he was taking me home one
night, then he told me about him and my mother. He was bi. I hated my life
at this point. Almost at point of suicide. Honestly I always lived in the
closet.