Date: Tue, 11 Apr 2006 23:53:33 +0800
From: YoDawgs Bl.net <yodawgs.blnet@gmail.com>
Subject: Search for conscience, chapter nine

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Some characters are portrayed in close reality to some of my closer
friends. And No, i'm not as old as you think I am. Merely Seventeen Years
old. Well then, enjoy this episode!


Sebastian merely nodded, tears still streaking down the side of his
face. He raised his arms above his head, and crossed them before resting
his head on top of them. With another twinge of sadness, Cody noticed yet
another dark bruise on Sebastian's underarm, and could not resist shedding
another tear, as he looked over Sebastian's beautiful yet abused body. The
tear rolled down his cheek and dropped with a splash onto Sebastian's
abdomen, making a soft "plop" sound. Sebastian looked up at Cody.

"Don't cry, Cody. It was meant to be. Life's like that. I just wish I had
more time to spend with my beloved brother, that's all. I used to ask
"why?" but now I realize that the answer won't benefit me either way. All I
can do is cherish the time I have in the world now, however short that may
be."

Cody reached out and softly stroked the bruise. Sebastian let out a sigh of
discomfort, as the tender skin was rubbed. He decided to change targets,
and moved on Sebastian's chest area. Surprisingly, even though he was in no
way obese, no traces of the framework of the ribs could be seen.
Sebastian's chest seemed to be seamless and perfect in Cody's eyes. Each
mound protruded with minimal abnormal shape. One would think that this
would be a perfect body, except for the fact that there were a few red
areas scattered along the abdominal area and the multiple bruises. There
were a few freckles sprinkled across Sebastian's chest that made his heart
jump instantly, when his vision strayed across them.

He didn't understand these feelings. They had been at their peak the night
before while he was sharing the bed with Sean, and they were relatively new
to him. He knew he wasn't a homosexual, because the idea of having a wife
and children appealed to him greatly. However, he could not deny the beauty
of the three of his half-naked peers in his proximity. Below him, Sebastian
stared up at him, breathing slowly and softly, brown eyes blinking
occasionally. Cody slowly moved his fingers towards Sebastian's nipples and
rubbed alongside them, waiting for a signal, an incentive. He did not have
to wait long. A squirming of Sebastian's body and a soft hissing was more
than a subtle sign for Cody. He ran his fingers over Sebastian's nipples,
caressing each mound until a definite shape took place.

Sebastian moaned in ecstasy, while Seth bristled, hairs on his back
standing straight. He continued playing the game, but was partly distracted
by the seemingly strong clairvoyant connection between his brother and him.
Sebastian squirmed and squirmed, while lifting his upper body off the
ground, all the time moaning softly.

"Oh god." He said quickly and breathlessly, as Cody took each nipple
between a forefinger and thumb, while rubbing it between. Seth was looking
positively lusty, as he moved ever so closer to Sean, and slowly rubbed the
side of his chest against Sean's bare shoulder, trying not to make it look
as apparent as it was. From his viewpoint, Cody noted mentally that Sean
seemed to expect Seth's reaction by the way that he subtly angled his body,
so that Seth's chest was rubbing against his arm now.

The reclining boy on the cushion was now letting out louder and longer
moans, as Cody's fingers gently tweaked his nipples and caressed his
quivering stomach. At one point, Cody used his fingernails to lightly
stroke Sebastian's ribs, causing him to both giggle and moan at the same
time. "Ahhhh..." Sebastian sighed. "Don't stop, please." Cody felt
Sebastian's fingers start to caress his torso as well, and reveled in the
soft touch of the twin's gentle fingers.

"Oh, God, you're so beautiful." Sebastian whispered, tracing every contour
of Cody's body. He blushed at the comment and said nothing, as he continued
to massage and stimulate the boy beneath.

There was a clattering of plastic as Seth finally lost his grip on the XBOX
controller, along with the grip on his mind. He crawled over to Cody
quickly, and ran his fingers over his brother's stomach, making the area
abundant with goosebumps, before gently caressing Sebastian's inny
navel. Sebastian gave a long sigh of content, while Sean screeched with
disdain "Come back here, you loser! You can't leave when I've got you on a
score of three kills to one!"

There was a brief flurry of movement, before Cody could make out Sean and
Seth wrestling on the soft carpet. Being the older youth with superior
strength, Sean quickly had Seth pinned down with both hands beside his
head, knees on each elbow. "I'll show you what it's like to be tortured
without pain!" Sean giggled, before tracing his fingers down Seth's neck
and shoulders, causing the blonde boy to shudder involuntarily.

"What, you didn't think I'd know that the most ticklish areas on that body
of yours are your armpits and nipples, did you?" Sean chortled, before
reaching down with both hands to lightly tickle Seth's underarms, resulting
in a frantic squirming and yelling of all incoherent sorts by the tortured
twin. Sean kept the trend for about fifteen seconds, before he moved on to
the small, pink nipples, running his index fingers over each tit, making
sure it became erect under his relentless fingers. Seth altered the pattern
of his squirming and started to push his chest out, while laughing and
moaning at the same time.

"Aaaaah!! Stop! Aaaah-aah-ahhh! Ohhhh!" he squawked, as Sean's fingers
stimulated the sensitive pink area. "Uaaahhh!" he cried out, as Sean
tweaked his nipples with more strength than he had anticipated. Cody could
feel Sebastian shifting slightly below him, as he witnessed the evident
comfort cum displeasure of his closely connected sibling. "Sebastian,
help!" he pleaded, before submitting to more groans and moans of ecstasy
and ticklishness.

Cody detected no sign of resistance from Sebastian; on the contrary, the
blonde haired brother was no longer eyeing the torture but had taken hold
of Cody's hands and placed them on his chest again. He was still slightly
shifting from the sibling's distress but seemed to accept it and brush it
off. Amidst the squeals of the tortured Seth, Cody continued massaging
Sebastian's chest, paying extra attention to Sebastian's nipples, which he
knew were the ultimate buttons of pleasure for the slightly older boy.

Every time he brushed his fingers over the pink nubbins, Sebastian cried
out with a lot more noise than Cody was comfortable with, and was kept calm
by reassuring himself that no one was in the house. A question popped into
his mind.

"I wonder why this feels so good." He stated, while gently rubbing
Sebastian's slightly red now nipples. Sebastian raised himself up from the
carpet with his hands, six-pack rippling in his stomach, and looked Cody
straight in the eye. Cody could see Sebastian's biceps shaking due to the
exertion. He felt another pang of despair and sorrow for his peer. Leukemia
certainly was not kind to its victims.

"No idea, really. I've never tried this with girls before (he screwed up
his face in disgust), but all I know is it feels wonderful when someone
else touches it, let alone myself. I discovered this feeling when Seth and
I were kinda fooling around one night, wrestling and all, when he managed
to pin me down and start tickling me. I guess I reacted more when he
tickled my tits, because then he just touched them. Sometimes if I can't
sleep, I always ask Seth to rub me to sleep." At Cody's enquiring glance,
he continued, after laying his head back onto the feathered cushion. In
fear of returning Sebastian to his former state of ecstatic blindness, Cody
just slowly explored Sebastian's midriff, caressing the (in his eyes)
beautiful belly button.

"I guess being the sick one has its privileges. Seth never fails to give me
attention when I want it." He glanced affectionately at his twin brother,
who was now breathing quietly with his eyes closed while Sean plucked at
his chest, sighing softly.

"Being given a body rub always sends me to sleep, somehow." Sebastian said
thoughtfully. "There's something immensely satisfying about having your
chest and belly rubbed by someone other than your self. Brings a whole new
meaning to the term calm. Also, when he rubs his fingers against my tits,
it's an indescribable feeling. Feels so much better than everybody else,
for some reason. So, every time I can't sleep, or am lusting for some form
of pleasure, all I have to do is gently ask him for this favour. Never
fails." He added with a smile.

What a pair, Cody thought. Almost as if they were the same person. The only
thing different about them was the mole on Sebastian's midriff, which
unfortunately could only be visible if that part was bare. The other most
prominent difference was that Sebastian seemed a great deal more mature
than Seth, always providing thoughtful comments and assuming a pensive
air. He was the more philosophical one, Cody gathered, compared to Seth,
who enjoyed playful humour once in awhile. In addition to that, they were
absolutely inseparable and shared a subliminal bond that was a rare
occurrence in any human beings. Hell, they even share the same Music, he
thought.

Cody smirked. He had realized in a flash that all of his new acquaintances'
names had the same first letter, and had the alphabet "E" in them. He
voiced this to Sebastian, who giggled and replied "Yeah, we called
ourselves the Triple S-ses, but then decided against it as we grew older,
for obvious reasons. Now, we're just the Sean-Seth-Sebastian gang." He
finished, chortling with mirth.

His face suddenly contorted as Cody yet again tweaked his nipples,
engulfing the tits in his fingers. He cried aloud, and thrust his chest
upwards. A concerned Seth called out from a few metres away.

"You all right, Basti?"

"Ahh... yeah... I'm fine... Just... feels... so-good." Sebastian sighed
between breaths, words bursting out from his chest. Cody noticed with
delight the rippling of his chest muscles and the abrupt rise and fall as
he heeded his brother's call.

A loud slam jolted all four of them from their reveries. "I guess your
parents are home early." Seth unnecessarily noted. "Quick, let's get tidied
up."

The twins scuttled to the bathroom and tried to style their hair back to
its former spikiness. Instead of using a mirror, they were styling each
other's hair. There was no other word for describing the view, except for
perfect symmetry. One twin knew exactly how the other twin wanted his hair
done, and set about doing it with stunning efficiency. Seth finished
earlier, and smacked Sebastian loudly on his stomach, forcing out an
"Awww!" from the latter, and the tensing of the abdominal muscles. He
continued styling Seth's hair, while Seth playfully stretched the elastic
band of his grey boxers and released it multiple times, causing various
slapping sounds as the elastic made contact with the skin.

Sebastian eventually put an end to the ritual and patted Seth on the
shoulders. Then, both of them bounded to the XBOX and picked up the fallen
controllers. Meanwhile, Sean was cleaning up the cluttered area of the
carpeted floor, product of the earlier wrestling match. He rearranged the
pillows neatly and cleared up the entire carpet until it was completely
devoid of any foreign objects, other than the three boys seated on it.

For his part, Cody strode over to the bed and endeavoured to make it as
neat as possible, smoothing out the creases and folds in the sheets. When
he decided that it was satisfactorily tidied up, he perched on a cushion,
in perfect timing for the opening of the door. John entered the room, shoes
striking the wooden floor with a clacking noise. His gaze swept across the
room, before he spoke

"Nice to see you all getting along. It's nearly lunch now, and mom didn't
really fancy the idea of cooking both breakfast and lunch. So we're heading
off to the Indian tandoori restaurant near Sean's school. Sebastian, Seth,
I've already called your mom, and she's fine with you having lunch with us,
provided that Seth doesn't try anything and behaves himself. Cody, this
will be a fine opportunity for you to have a look at the school building
and the vicinity. I promise you won't be disappointed. We'd better hurry
up, you're mom is still in the car, and she ain't the patient type when
she's peckish. Come on, get your clothes on, you bunch of semi-nudists."

He chuckled, and left the room. Sebastian nudged his brother, who was
engrossed in the game, and gently took the controller from him, before
powering off the XBOX. Seth promptly started tickling him, causing him to
yelp and squirm from the touch. Seth finally relented and smacked Sebastian
hard on the shoulder before sprinting out of the room, Sebastian in hot
pursuit, hungry for revenge.

Cody picked up the identical black T-shirts of the twins, and waited for
Sean. After making sure that every appliance in the room was switched off,
Sean adorned his shirt and handed Cody's to him. Cody pulled on the shirt,
and buttoned up the shirt till it reached his neck. Sean chuckled and
unbuttoned the collar, patting him on the shoulder.

"You look much better this way. Let's go, we don't want people gawking at
our absent-minded friends, do we?"

He walked briskly out of the room, Cody close in his wake.