Date: Sun, 10 Jun 2012 10:50:18 +1030
From: Philip Whitney <pmwhit2011@hotmail.com>
Subject: Sexual Awakening 4

A Sad Farewell to Jamie

My relationship with Jamie became quite intense and intimate. We had found
a secluded part of the grounds which we frequently visited.  We went there
often and usually rubbed our dicks together as we kissed. Jamie said it was
too risky to take our clothes off there, so we had got into the habit of
cumming in our underwear. The only time we were naked together was the
infrequent times he visited my cubicle at night. For some reason I never
visited his cubicle. Perhaps I was always too tired and slept heavily. I
had still never touched his dick, but the guilty feelings the priests had
installed in my mind were slowly disappearing, so I did play with my own
dick every day. We spent every waking second out of class together and most
of that time my dick was always trying to escape the confines of its
prison. Jamie would just have to smile at me and my dick was rock hard. I
guess in view of what happened later, all this had not gone unnoticed.

We had also started midnight escapades around the school, even into the
senior college. The adrenalin and excitement from these treks always made
my dick chub up and on several occasions I had cum in my pajamas without
even touching myself. Everyone in our class looked up to us. Jamie was the
leader and I was his second in command. We had a loyal group of followers,
usually four, but sometimes five or six, who followed us wherever we went,
unless Jamie told them to disappear for a while. Whenever this happened I
knew Jamie wanted to go to our private place and make love to me. Our gang
also had a uniform, which Jamie initiated. We all wore the school khaki
shorts rolled up our thighs as high as they could go. However, this got us
into trouble with Monsignor Conroy and we were ordered to unroll them.

The day after my fourteenth birthday, I received a parcel from home with a
cake and loads of lollies and biscuits. Jamie organized our gang to have a
midnight feast in the class common room. Usually Jamie and I went alone on
our escapades, but he thought I deserved a proper party, so had invited the
others. They knew all about our treks and were really excited to come. We
were told to head to the toilets one at a time and then we would go
downstairs to the common room. Everyone was barefoot to minimize the noise
and since it was a warm night we all seemed to be just wearing sleep boxers
and nothing else. Jamie listened outside the toilet door and then slowly
descended the stairs.  Everyone followed and I was amazed how quiet they
were. The common room was right at the end of a corridor, well away from
the sleeping Priests, so once inside the closed door we were able to talk
quietly and use our torches.

After we had feasted on cake, biscuits and lollies,they sang : 'Happy
Birthday' in a whisper and then in turn came over and gave me a hug. Being
bare chested I found the skin contact exciting as we hugged and I realized
that everyone else did as well. Josh, however, got embarrassed as his hard
dick poked out of the fly of his boxers. Jamie told him not to worry about
it as it happens to everyone. With that he took his boxers off, parading
his hard six inches to everyone. With that several others dropped their
pants and we had to cover our mouths to stifle the giggles. Tommy suggested
we have a Circle Jerk to celebrate my birthday and then had to explain what
it was. I had to lie on the floor naked and the five others stood in a
circle holding their dicks in their right hands and the left hand on the
shoulder of the person next to them. My own dick had grown and was now
nearly six inches. Looking from the floor Josh, Tommy and Billy had similar
to me, while Jamie was just over six and Wally astounded everyone with his
uncut and fat seven inches. Tommy then announced that the last one to cum
had to lick the cum up from everyone. In my naivety I hadn't realized that
all my friends were into sex, but since Billy and I were the only ones
wanting to be priests, I should have. Wally was the first to cum and a huge
dollop landed on my belly. Everyone followed in turn, leaving Tommy as the
last. Without hesitation, however, they all knelt down and licked the cum
off my face, chest and belly. It felt incredible having 5 guys lick my
naked body. Jamie then moved between my legs and put his mouth over my
dick, sucking the last dregs out of me. This had been an awesome party and
one I couldn't write to my mother about.

The fact that we now knew that all our friends were sexually active changed
our behavior completely. We had always wrestled and messed around at recess
and lunchtime on the grassed area, but it now took on a different
slant. Groping and squeezing dicks became the major part of the fun and
often resulted in us going into class with cum in our undies. As for the
midnight rendezvous, nothing had happened for weeks, until one night I was
woken by Jamie and told to follow him. He wanted to sneak over to the
senior college, go into the senior dorm and leave a note on his friend,
Michael's chest of drawers. We were not allowed to speak, or fraternize
with the seniors and Jamie hadn't spoken to his friend since the Easter
Holidays. He needed me to go with him to prove to the others that it
happened.

All went well and Jamie said he had counted the line in the refectory, so
he knew which cubicle his friend was in. My heart was pounding as were
entered the senior dorm, especially when the door creaked loudly. Jamie
counted the cubicles until he came to the one he said was Michael's. He put
the note on top of the drawers and then Jamie being Jamie knelt down next
to Michael's bed. With the moonlight through the window I could see Jamie
lift the covers and feel around with his hand. Then he stood up, picked up
the note and whispering in my ear that this wasn't Michael, because his
dick was cut, bolted through the curtain. I heard the guy in the bed speak
and bolted after Jamie. We dare not hang around, so we ran down the stairs
and along the corridor back to the Junior School. Only when we were
relatively safe did we stop for breath. We moved on slowly, but just as we
got level with Father Riley's room his light came on. We froze. Suddenly
the door opened and we were bathed in light. We were busted.

I guess you never get used to floggings, especially those administered by
Father Riley. He must have been extra pleased to have two boys to flog, in
particular since we were only wearing sleep boxers and nothing else. Jamie
was flogged first and by the time I went in for my punishment, the bulge in
Father Riley's pajamas was huge and there was a big wet patch across the
front. We were told to go to bed and that this wasn't the end to it.

The next morning at breakfast I was summoned to Monsignor Conroy's room. As
usual he locked the door behind me. He told me that for a few weeks he had
been watching from his window with binoculars. He had seen my relationship
with Jamie Wilson develop and how it had now got me into serious
trouble. He told me to strip all my clothes off and show him where I had
been flogged the night before. Standing naked in front of him made my dick
swell to its maximum length which he stared at intensely. He asked if I
still wanted to become a priest and I replied that I did. He then said that
in order to stay at the school I had to tell him everything. He had noticed
us walking with arms around shoulders and wanted to know what else went
on. He found out by asking the right questions that when I arrived at the
school I knew nothing about sex and that Jamie had introduced me to doing
stuff. He said he had seen the wrestling bouts with the groping and that we
all seemed to enjoy it. He then wanted to know what else happened in the
bushes? I was silent for a while and then quietly said we kissed. He then
held me in his arms and said like this and pressed his lips to mine. At
first I resisted his tongue, but eventually my lips opened and he entered
my mouth. His hands squeezed my bum cheeks and I flinched with pain. He
stopped kissing me and got me to turn around and bend over his bed. The
next thing I knew he was rubbing cream over my sore bum. It felt good and I
must have moaned a bit. Something big then rubbed across my bum hole and he
asked if Jamie did this? When I said that we didn't he seemed surprised. He
turned me around and lay me on his bed. It was then that I realized he had
dropped his trousers and his dick was very hard and big. He then removed
his shirt and lay on top of me. Leaning forward he started to kiss me again
and his dick, which seemed about the size of Tommy's was pressed against
mine. He asked if Jamie did this and I replied yes. I didn't really like
the feel of this old man on top of me, so I just lay there with my mouth
open allowing his tongue to explore. He slowly started to hump against my
dick, which had now softened. As his pace quickened I just wanted him to
cum and get it over with. It must have been a while since he had cum,
because there seemed a lot of it. It wasn't thick and creamy like Tommy's
and Jamie's, but more like mine the first time it happened.

He cleaned me up with a handkerchief and told me to get dressed. He then
said he now knew everything that had happened and thought that Jamie as a
lay student was a bad influence on me. He said I could continue to train as
a priest and he would be keeping an eye on me. I left his room in search of
Jamie, but could find him nowhere. Eventually I asked Josh had he seen him
and he told me that Jamie was in Father Riley's room waiting for his
parents to collect him. He had been expelled.

It didn't sink in until I was in bed that night. I felt empty and alone. I
tried to hold back the tears, but eventually they trickled down my face
until there was a flood of tears and I turned and sobbed into my pillow.
The next day I wrote him a letter, but it was returned several days later
with a note from his parents telling me not to write anymore. How was I
going to continue without him? He was my best friend. He was my life. This
was the worst day of my life.