Date: Wed, 11 Jul 2012 15:55:10 +1030
From: Philip Whitney <pmwhit2011@hotmail.com>
Subject: Sexual Awakening - Part 8

Part 8 Returning Home

My mother carried on as if I did not exist. The few words she spoke to me
when I arrived home was that she would never forgive me for not becoming a
Priest. My father was hardly ever home, as his job was 'fly in fly out', a
Western Australian phenomenon. My one saving grace was my beautiful
brother, Mikey. He was two years my junior, but unlike me he was cheeky,
cocky and full of confidence. I hadn't had much to do with him in the last
twelve months, as he didn't get on with my mother too well and used a
million excuses to stay over at friends places. I couldn't believe how much
he had grown. His birthday was a month before mine and he turned 14. I was
soon to be 16, but I had certainly been kissed. Mikey and I had separate
rooms, but shared an adjoining bathroom. He had never been shy at exposing
his naked body and had always teased me about the way I covered myself in
front of him.

I was pretty miserable the first night at home. I missed my friends, I
hated the way my mum was behaving towards me and I had to go back to the
Christian Brothers school that I had always bad memories of. I was laying
in bed completely naked when Mikey tapped on my door from the bathroom. He
was just wearing sleep boxers and I admired his developing body as he
approached my bed and sat next to me.. He was really nice to me and caring,
telling me how he thought mum was being a bitch and stuff like that. After
a while it must have just registered that I had no top on and he smiled and
tweaked my right nipple. "Hey! What's this, no pajama jacket, Maddy?" My
name is Phil, but my second name is Maddison and Mikey had always called me
Maddy. I grinned mischievously and lifted the sheet. "No bottoms either," I
replied. Mikey's jaw dropped as he almost screamed: "What the fuck did they
teach you at that school?" Again I grinned mischievously and replied: "Why
do you think I no longer want to be a Priest?" He laughed, kissed me on the
cheek and said goodnight.

School was very different than the Seminary. To start with there were
girls, girls and more girls. I was the newbie and they all thought I was
nothing short of a god.  Mikey was very popular at school with both boys
and girls, so as Mikey's big bro I was an immediate hit. I was amazingly
shy with girls and used to blush bright red when they spoke to me. This
only made them think I was even cuter. Mikey had told me to get into the
sports quickly and I would make heaps of friends. My running and swimming
were immediate hits and since I also played football and basketball, I was
going to be kept very busy. The girls seemed to follow me around, but I
quickly realized that I was more interested in the guys at training than
any of the girls.

About three months after my return home Dad was sounding off about some guy
at his work who was gay and how it made him sick to think about what gays
do together. This seemed to go on all week and culminated with him laying
down the law to us at the meal table. He said if he ever found out we had
fooled around with guys he would throw us out of the house. I knew then
that I had to be very careful until I left home. The language at school was
also very different than the Seminary. Guys were always using words like
'Poofter' and 'Faggot' and generally making homophobic comments. Weaker
kids were often pushed around in the change rooms with comments like: "Were
you looking at my dick you faggot?" Then they would go up to them and smack
them across the face with their semi hard dick and say: "Do you want to
suck it?" This always brought laughs from all sides, so I really knew that
telling people I liked boys was not an option. I had to pretend to be
straight.

To keep up this pretense I had to go on a few dates with girls. Fortunately
it was mostly only to the movies with a big group of friends and
occasionally to a party. At a party I was expected to do stuff though and
so I became an expert at pretending to enjoy making out with a girl. I had
always enjoyed kissing, so closing my eyes and imagining I was kissing Sean
or Jamie back at the Seminary usually got me through. It also sent the
blood rushing to my dick, so it sent the right message to the
girls. Fortunately most of the girls were from Italian families and their
big brothers were always around. This meant they couldn't get up to much,
so I was safe. There was one girl, however, who had been drinking a lot at
a party and she squeezed my dick a few times. Then when we were making out,
she lay on top of me and ground her hips into me. I cum in my undies. The
word got around.

About two months after my 16th birthday out of the blue Mikey came into my
room from our bathroom wearing just a towel. I was sitting on my bed
reading in just my boxers and he sat down next to me. We greeted each other
and he leaned in and kissed me on the cheek. I smiled at him and told him I
just had one page to finish the chapter. As I closed the book he said: "I
am really sore all over from training, can you please give me a massage
like you used to?" "Sure!" I replied "I'll go get some stuff."

Stepping out of the bathroom I stopped dead in my tracks. Mikey had removed
his towel and was laying on it along the center of my bed face down
completely naked. I paused for some time admiring the shear beauty of my
young brother. We always used to bath together when we were young, but I
hadn't seen him naked for years. He had been training really hard for weeks
and it was showing in the muscle tone in his back, shoulders and his arms
stretched above his head, but what really had my heart racing was his firm
rounded bum cheeks. My dick twitched involuntarily and my breathing became
shallow. I tried to speak, but couldn't get the words out. My head was
spinning and my dick was tenting my boxers. I hadn't had sex for months and
here I was desiring my beautiful fourteen year old brother. I had to
control myself, this was wrong.

Mikey's feet were sticking over the edge of the bed, so I knelt down,
poured a small amount of oil on my hands and started to massage the
soles. I thought if I really got into it, things would settle down. After
kneading with my thumbs on each of his insteps I slowly moved up to his
calf muscles. They were really tight and as I worked my way up towards the
back of his knees, Mikey's moans indicated I was doing okay. Time to move
up to his thighs, but here I had a problem. My bed was a queen and Mikey
was right in the middle. I couldn't access his thighs from the side, so I
decided to climb onto the bed.

Things were not settling down. Here I was straddling my bro's lower legs
massaging first his left thigh then his right. All the time my eyes were
glued to the two firm globes of youthful flesh in front of me. Then his
voice said: "Do my bum its sore." The skin on his bum was like a pink
peach, so soft and smooth with a light covering of tiny hairs. I fought
hard to control my urge to spread his cheeks apart and expose his puckered
hole. As I started to manipulate his bum, I realized that Mikey was very
slowly humping my bed. I was no longer massaging deeply with my thumbs, but
gently caressing my brother's velvet skin.

In order to massage Mikey's back I had to straddle his thighs. This,
however, meant each time I moved up his back with my hands my rock hard
dick was forced into the crack between Mikey's cheeks. He quickly realized
this and started pushing up against me as I got into a rhythm. I closed my
eyes and continued to caress his muscular back. After some time he brought
me out of my trance by saying it was time for the front. I climbed off the
bed and stared at my bro as he slowly turned over, exposing his rigid boner
to me for the first time. It was a beautiful sight, almost a replica of my
own and almost six inches in length. Unlike mine, his pubes were trimmed
and enhanced the overall image, making him even more desirable. With a big
grin on his face he whispered: "Might as well get rid of those. They don't
seem to be doing much." Looking down I realized my throbbing member was
sticking right out of the fly of my boxers and leaking precum like a sieve.

Standing naked in front of my bro for the first time in many years I
whispered: "We are brothers. Are you happy with doing this?" His reply was
quick: " Do you really think I needed a massage? Get back up here and kiss
me. I have wanted to do this since you told me you slept naked." And kiss
we did. Fortunately our parents bedroom is at the opposite end of our
house, so once they are in bed we are never interrupted. We kissed and
kissed until or lips were sore. Then with Mikey on his back I slowly moved
down his body licking and kissing as I went. His dick twitched several
times as I eagerly engulfed it with my lips. It didn't take long for him to
cum and he was surprised I swallowed it all. I moved back up to hold him in
my arms a share his cum with a loving kiss.

Our sexual encounter was often repeated. We never made plans to enjoy each
others bodies, it was something that just happened. Sometimes in the
shower, sometimes before bed and occasionally I was awakened in the night
with Mikey sliding into my bed naked. At first I felt guilty because he was
my brother, but the longer it continued the less guilt I felt. Mum seemed
to be happy that we were getting along well and she even started being
nicer to me. Dad with his 'fly in, fly out' job was just dad and we both
tried to stay clear of him when he was home. We discussed sex a lot. I told
Mikey all about the Seminary and he told me he had been fooling with Josh,
his best mate for over a year now. He said they usually sixty nined, but
lately Josh wanted to take it a step further and fuck. Mikey told me he was
scared that it would hurt too much and I agreed that I was also scared to
take that step as well. In all the porn videos I had watched, the guy
getting fucked seemed to be in terrible pain and I often wondered what was
the point. Having sex was supposed to be a pleasure. It all seemed stupid
to me at the time.

Mikey had introduced me to a site called Nifty, which I perused daily and
took over as my major wanking tool. Each time I enjoyed a story I wrote to
the author and told him so. One day I was amazed when I got a reply from an
author thanking me for my comments. Out corresponding continued and
eventually I informed him that I wrote short sexy stories. He persuaded me
to send one off to Nifty. After much thought I did and was amazed that it
was accepted. I received many emails about it and one in particular was
from a young guy in America, called Trevor. As with all of them I replied
to his and then he replied again and suddenly we were friends.  It turned
out he was just fifteen years old and at an exclusive Boarding School. We
had so much in common with sport and other interests that we started
chatting on Yahoo. It became a daily ritual and sometimes we chatted for
two or three hours. His room mate, John was also his boy friend and they
had recently moved on from blow jobs to fucking. It also turned out that he
had younger brothers, Mark and Pete and many cousins who were all into
incestuous relationships, which gave a new meaning to 'Family Get
Togethers' at Christmas and the like, with five horny teens sharing a
bedroom. His youngest brother, Pete had the longest dick and was called
"Pencil Dick" by all the others, but they all enjoyed its probing.

I also started chatting with Trev's boy friend John and with Mark his
middle brother. They all enjoyed my sense of humor and after months of
daily chat, they started planning a visit to Australia. Mikey also began
communicating with Trevor and I guess that's where the idea of fucking
reared its head again. Trevor made it sound so easy and enjoyable, and
since they had never had other partners they never used condoms.

Months had gone by, Mikey had turned fifteen and I had just had my
seventeenth birthday. Our parents had gone away on holiday and for the
first time had left us home alone. To celebrate I had driven to the next
town (Yeah I now had my driving licence) and using a fake ID, purchased
some Beer and Vodka. We always had a stock of 'Red Bull' drinks in the
house. (Mum thought they were good for sportsmen.) Mikey had heard that if
you mixed Vodka and red Bull it made an awesome drink called a Snake. We
planned on having a party at the weekend, but decided to try out this new
drink.

We downed the first Snake very quickly and poured a second. Mum had bought
me the 'Black Eyed Peas' CD for my birthday and while i was getting the
drinks, Mikey pressed play and turned up the volume. Dancing to the Peas
quickly gets you hot and sweaty, so it wasn't long before our shirts were
off. Mikey later removed his jeans, revealing he was wearing his sports
jock. He seemed to be putting on a show for me and kept flexing his
muscles. My dick flexed instantly on seeing my awesome fifteen year old bro
trying to seduce me. His naked torso glistened in the light and when he
turned and bent over to reveal his virgin orifice, my dick almost exploded,
forcing me to remove my own jeans.

Two drinks later the music stopped. I expected another CD, but instead
Mikey came over to me and bringing my near naked body against his, he
started to kiss me deeply. I placed my hands on his twin globes of pleasure
and pressed our dicks together as our tongues exploredeach others
tonsils. Kissing Mikey had always been good, but fueled by the 'Snakes' it
was unbelievable. I slowly sank to my knees licking his skin as I descended
down his body. With my hands caressing his peachy globes I nibbled on the
bulge in his jock. Using my teeth I lifted the waistband over his throbbing
torpedo and allowed his jock to slip to the carpet beneath us. My hands
spread his cheeks apart and after licking my finger I tried to search for
his prostate. Amazingly it slipped in easily as if he was already lubed
up. With no one in the house we didn't have to keep quiet and Mikey's moans
of pleasure could have been heard on the road outside. His cum always
tasted delicious and with a mouthful to share I again returned to some oral
Olympics.

I expected Mikey to return the favor, but instead he grabbed my hand and
proceeded to drag me along the hall to his bedroom. His bed was already
covered in a large beach towel and when he lay back onto his bed I was
surprised to see him lift his legs up to expose his perfect pucker. " I
want you to fuck me, Phil." He said with a smile." It is Josh's fifteenth
birthday next week and I want to give him a special present, but I want you
to be my first, cos I love you and know you will be gentle. Once I have
done it a few times with you, I will feel confident to have Josh inside
me."

Lifting his legs over each of my shoulders I proceeded to make sure my bro
was ready for me. Neither of us had used our tongues before, but as I very
gently touched the tip of mine against his perfect rose bud, i wondered why
we had waited so long. With each gentle stab of my tongue Mikey flexed his
bum cheeks together and squealed with pleasure. Then with my mouth covering
the whole area I pushed my tongue further into him. I wiggled it around and
also sucked hard. Mikey was thrusting his hips all over the bed and almost
screaming with delight. The head of my dick was already well lubed with
precum, so when I removed my tongue and pressed my dick up against him, it
slipped in easily with hardly a grimace on Mikey's face. I eased it in
slowly till my silken pubes were up against his peachy fuzz. It felt
amazing and at last I understood what it was all about. I slowly pulled out
and then back in and did this a few times. Each time I pulled out Mikey
flexed his bum muscles, which grasped the head of my dick not wanting it to
leave. Slowly but surely we got into a rhythm and as I moved towards my
first eruption I leaned down and kissed him on his lips. Mikey sucked my
tongue so hard I thought he was going to rip it off and swallow it.

The tears that flowed from both of us were tears of joy. My dick was
deflating rapidly, but was still held inside Mikey and his flexing bum
muscles were milking every drop of cum out of me. His own cum was pooled on
his chest, which then spread between us as I slowly slipped from his warm
inside and collapsed onto his chest. We lay still for a very long time,
hugging each other tightly. I felt warm breath escape Mikey's mouth as he
whispered:" Thank you!"

The thought that I shouldn't have done that crossed my mind only briefly,
before Mikey had slipped from under me and was busy lubing up my hole for
his own already hard dick to explore. He said he wanted me on all fours and
as he slowly entered my hidden domain, his arms wrapped around me and
fondled my nipples. Mikey didn't take long to cum again. May be because I
was pretty tight inside. He was too quick for me and as he slipped his
deflating dick out of me, I don't even think he realized I hadn't cum yet.

We made love to each other several times over the next two days. Twice in
the shower, three times in bed and once on the kitchen cupboards. Mikey
seemed to prefer the doggy style, whereas my priestly training seemed to
direct me into the missionary position.At school for the first time ever
Mikey brought Josh over and had lunch with me and my mates. Everytime I
looked his way we made eye contact and smiled. Surely what we had done over
the weekend couldn't be wrong.

For the rest of the week we slept together and made love to each other, but
on Friday Mikey packed his bag to go to Josh's for the party weekend. As
far as I know Josh was unaware of what his present would be, but I surely
knew he would enjoy it. As for me, I was now totally sexually awakened. All
I needed now was a boy friend.