Date: Fri, 29 Sep 2006 10:18:33 -0700 (PDT)
From: Von Holte <lifeencounter@yahoo.com>
Subject: Something Was Different 11

Well being 10 years old, I was just a gay kid who loved sexs. my parents
never knew what was happening. I would never tell them what was going on,
because if they knew my parents would of grounded me for life until 18
and the boys who
were in my pants my parents would have tried to have them jailed even if
I wanted sexs part. Well plus they would admit me to crazy hospital or
maybe I
would become a orphan. So these were my deep secrets of my life thats why
I
kept it secret all my childhood years, now I can share my story. I  was a
gay kid. Looking back at it today, I dont feel bad about what I did, I
was just
gay. I knew I was getting screwed alot on weekends but for some reason I
wanted
more done to me.
I was 10 years old, I was horny gay kid growing up always wanted cock and
allways wanted to try something new. When I was 10 I would leave my fly
open to my pants, so next boy to get a view of me if he was lucky. I
would leave my pants on a way that if you looked at me you could see just
the top of my asscrack a little. When I wore shorts I hated to wear
unddies down below.
I would go with out unddies when I wore my beggy shorts. So when I sit an
open my legs you could get a nice view of cock. I did these things to
attract boys. I would wear mussle strap shirts, or even no shirt on hot
days just to
get a boys to look at me. My best days is when I went swimming as a kid,
wow
penis heaven- loking at all cock, but I was careful, because I did not
want guys to know I was looking at there dinks,bums,boddies. At the pool
I did
have a shower after swimming with soap and shampoo. I would try to ask
anyone
to help me wash my back. More then likely I allways found someone to help
me.
However they never new it but I was turn on, when they help me.
I was just horny for cocks and for boys who love to screw. I love the
feeling
when a boy who would do me in for sexs.
Well another encounter I had when I was 10, It was friday night i was
bored.
I wore my jeans that evening, sitting out by woods. I knew tommorrow was
saturday and I knew i was going to get good ass fucking. However as I was
sitting there by myself. This location were I was pretty busey with cars
and most people who came here for sexs. I was  waching the cars but I
still
was horny even I knew tommorrow I was going to get a cock in my ass hard.
I sat there, dreaming I started to put my hand in my zipper feeling my
cock
through my unddies. I unbuckle them and pulled them open. I shoved my
hand down
my unddies playing with my cock.
Well it was still daylight, pretty much people in cars knew I was playing
with myself. Well about 20 min, this guy came up to me. It looks you are
horny.
Well its ok because Im horny too. I was playing with myself in the car
and
I notice you. So have you done it befor? You mean sexs? yes. And you? yes
with girls or guys? No with guys. What about you? Well no girls just
boys.
how far? Well tommorrow Im getting fucked, but right now Im fucking
horny.
Would you like to have sexs with me? However I have my parents car. Cool
However Im alot older then you? Thats oka, the guy who fucks me on
saturday
he is 16. Even if your older I will think your sixteen age is not
important.
However Im a fat. Thats oka cock is cock. Whats your name? Im Von. And
you are?
Joush. Well do up your pants, an lets go to car. I got in on passerger
side.
Well what would like to do? sexs but I got a beter place for us to do it.
there old mattress and nobody will bug us. Real privet. Thats even
better,
because you are real young. So we locked up his car an we went for a walk
through the woods, there was sewer pipe. Down here I said. Cool said
Joush.
So we got onto mattress. So you come here often. sometimes
It was pretty dark in there. Well what type of sexs you want? Well
everthing
but I want to try something different. I want to undress you and you
undress
me to my unddies. Why to unddies? Well When you are ready you can take my
cock
and balls out with out taking them off. Ok but when it comes for you to
fuck me,  rip down my back of my unddies and fuck the ass of me good.
Then when your done take the unddies off of me. Well then we will chat
awhile then you can fuck me some more. U really love getting cock in your
asshole. Yes It feels good. Then he started to kiss me then french
kissing, he started to take off my shirt. Then grab my pants off they
came, then my socks. I then took off his shirt. then his pants. Then I
grab his unddies and pulled them off. There was a bit of light coming in,
so we can see each other. I was amazed it was longest
cock I saw an it was thick. He continues to french kiss me then down my
tits,
sucking on them an then went down to belly, and then took my dink in his
mouth.
He sucked me for a good 20 min. U are so hot for 10. Nice size cock for a
boy.
I kept saying suck me more, please. Then he stop my cock was hard as a
rock.
ThenI got down on him and I sucked him, for about 20 min. He cum alot in
mouth.
I swallow it, then I pulled off of him. U suck cock good Von. Well I suck
alot of cocks, so I had practice.  U got to promise not to tell anyone
about us.
Dont worry. I wont. Im getting fucked by 16 tommorrow. I can see why you
need
your ass to be service, your hot and horny.
I then ask him can please fuck me. Well Im really big and I dont want to
hurt
you. Well u wont. Im not sure. Please fuck me u wont hurt me, my friend
shoved a cucumber up my asshole so your cock will fit.
Ok I will fuck you, but I want to lube us really good, and another thing
is I fuck long and hard. so he went to his jeans an pullled a bottle out.
I rolled over he lubed my bum really good. Putting fingure 1 then2 then 3
to losen me up
then he lubhis cock really good. He then pick up my legs and got his cock
toward my hole. Im going fuck you missionary style first then after doggy
style.
Are you ready? yes fuck me. The good thing were in place were noone will
hear
you moan and you might have a some pain an you might shed some tears,
because
Im the bigest cock you every had. I know if I moan or cry keep fucking
me.
Oka
Befor I knew it I felt it going in. ouch it hurts, then pushing it in
faster.
ohhh,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,ohh,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,it going in Von, Just
relax.
Then deeper it went Ohh,,,,,,,,,,ohh,,,,,,,,,,,,,ohh,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
I making loud noise. then he pum fast in and out. Ohhh,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Oh,,,,,,,,,,,,,
ohh,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,ohh,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
I was injoying every it. Then he stop. More please, pumping faster
Ohh,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,ohh,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
ohh,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Then he stop, I knew he was cumming in my ass. Then he pulled out of me.
Now doggy style. I bent over more please, opening my bumhole for him.
So you want more cock? Yes please Ok I moved his hand as he aimed his
cock back
in my hole, I felt it sliding in. Ohh,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,ohh,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
ohh,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, its in.
then he pump me slowly, ohh,,,,,,,,,,,,,,ohh,,,,,,,,,,,,,, then llittle
faster
ohh,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,ohh,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
then he stop pulled it out.
I caint beleive it you took my whole cock in you.
I laid there, can you suck me some more. Sure. He took my dink he was
sucking
it and licking my balls. So after that we stop. I ask him for his age,
but he
said Its not important, whats important is you enjoyed someone fucking
you and sucking you. Are you sore? Yes Joush my bum is sore, but I got
fuck like this long ago and it went away. You enjoyed it. I fucking love
it when you rip my asshole open with cock. If I had a small one would you
still enjoy it. Yes anysize of cock, looks of person is unimportant you
got to go by heart.
your smart? I was wondering Since you you fucked me? yes go on? would you
like
to fuck me and suck me on regular basis. well Tommorrow Im geting fucked
by
16 year old on Saturdays, but Im horny during the week after school. Well
Im not sure? nobody will know I promise. please,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

Oka but what day? Wednesday would be good. He dressed me and I dressed
him.
Oka Wednesday it is. Thank-you Wednesday fuckme day. He laugh. So now im
getting fucked twice a week. Not bad for a boy your age. I know I want to
give you something for you to keep.I undid my pants and took them off. I
pulled off my boys underwear. I put my pants on with no unddies. I gave
him my briefs.
Well you should were them your mom might know? its oka I trough out some
unddies. I tell here they had a hole in them. Cool like that. He smelled
them.
I have something of you. Maybe Wednesday you can take some pictures of
me.
What do you mean? well with clothes and me naked for you. I posed once
befor
naked, so its not my first time. When? Well I was alot younger. Cool.
So we walk back to his car, and we said our good bys. See you Wednesday.
So week week was going by and I could not wait until Wednesday, When that
day
came after school. I went to the bed in sewer waited for Joush to show
up.
And Joush showed up with a bag of stuff. I gave Joush a big hug. Good to
see
you Von. Well he open the bag, there was a camera, cool there was a pair
of boys
unddies but real sexy. He said there for you, you were them on Wednesday
for me.
Then I pulle dout this long thing and it was pretty thick. What is this?
Well
its asshole opening. What is it for well during the time you come out by
your self you can shove it in your ass, it opens you and stretches the
bumhole mussle
so when guys wnat to fuck you, your hole will be stretched so much, you
will be
able to take any cock in your ass. Cool
I gave him the camera, please take some pictures. I started to undress to
my naked body. Then after he put camera away. I took the unddies he
brought and I put them on. Your hot Von. Well we did sexs again, after
that Joush was leaving,have fun with ass opener.  I sure will, and I like
to share it a few other boys to rip open there horny holes for any size
cock to fit. Joush laugh
you want ever boy to open there hole for cocks. If a boy tries its once,
he
going to want cock most of time in his bum, Just like me. Good by Von
Good by Joush. Well I was sittitng naked putting this fat plug in my
hole. Next wednesday came an I was disapointed no Joush. However I still
had my plug. Well
I knew one thing evertime I used it, my hole got loser. So when my 16
year old friend fuck me I still felt it, but his cock slid in and It did
not hurt as much. I knew the ass craker was working.
Looking back at my childhood.I dont regret what sexs I did, I just look
at with postive way it was oka I was just a boy who was gay, and if
people found out
back then they would of lock me up as a crazy kid. However young people
are not
fully protected about gay rights. We have along battle on our hands to
except gays/lesbians and gay kids. However if a boy child falls in love
with a girl
society says its ok, but if a boy child falls in love with boy, hell no
its not normanal to straights.